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1. Five Moments of Realisation and One Moment of Acceptance by GuessWhoNeedsToGetALife (scrooche)

   Fandoms: B.A.P  

   • Not Rated
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Multi
   • Work in Progress

   25 Jul 2018

   Tags

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   • Jung Daehyun/Yoo Youngjae
   • Jung Daehyun
   • Yoo Youngjae
   • Various unnamed men and women
   • youngjae's previous partners
   • I'm not naming any of them
   • shows the lack of attachment
   • see I do things for reasons
   • Aromantic
   • Aromanticism
   • aromantic youngjae
   • many an identity crisis
   • Angst
   • ya boi gets himself a squish
   • but is worried it won't go well
   • hint: it'll be fine
   • angst with happy ending
   • I can't deal with too much depression either
   • it's aight I got you
   • no sad endings here

   Summary

   The realisation you'll never quite feel for someone in the way they feel for you. The confusion of not knowing who you are, being unable to define yourself. Always ending up the bad guy every time you try to figure it out.

   Finding something that fits, something that works, something you can /feel/. And being too afraid to take it just in case it goes wrong again.

   Youngjae didn't understand himself in the slightest, much less this whole concept of 'love' and romanticism he just couldn't grasp.

   But he did know that Daehyun fit. Daehyun worked. Daehyun was someone he could /feel/. Daehyun was someone he felt afraid of losing like all the others.

   Series

   • Part 2 of Kissing

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   875

   Chapters:

   1/?

   Comments:

   2

   Kudos:

   8

   Hits:

   117