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Dear Magnus by Suki_Babe
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types, The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare
31 Dec 2018
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***Major trigger warning***
Clarissa Adele Fairchild killed herself on November 23, 2017. Pills. What a completely un-glamorous way for someone so beautiful to leave such an ugly world. She officially died at 10:37 PM in the Emergency Room at the Brooklyn Hospital Center. As much as Magnus wished that he had been there, holding Clary’s hand, telling her to fight, and that he still needed her, he wasn’t. Magnus wasn’t there when his best friend took her final breath. Instead, he was passed out, drunk and alone.Clary didn’t call Magnus before she did it. They always make it look like this huge thing in movies. If this were a movie, Clary would have tried to call Magnus. But movies have happy endings. Ones where best friends stay best friends, and no one kills themselves. But this is Clary’s reality. Even though it feels like one big fucking nightmare.
7 words. Not even an explanation or some big existential crisis about how life wasn’t worth living and there wasn’t a point. No, just 7 words. “I am so sorry. I love you.” If you loved me, you would still be here. But in case you hadn’t noticed, you’re not here anymore and I’m alone. Completely alone. So, fuck you Clary. And fuck those 7 words.