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Summary:

"Touching Down" is recorded for the first time on Clarke’s iPhone 4. In the next months, the song will become something neither of them could possibly imagine — but between them, in that room, it’s mutual healing. They build a relationship on a piano bench as one year ends and another begins with no idea what is coming for them, but if either had been asked who they would want by their side in the face of sudden global fame, they would have named each other even then.
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Told mostly through news coverage, this Modern AU follows the two former members of a recently broken up musical duo as they try to forge their independent careers and figure out life without each other.

Notes:

Writing this was SO MUCH FUN and I hope you can enjoy reading it. Messing around with narrative forms is always a bit of a trip, and this one took me a year in total to finish. More notes at the end for the inspiration of this whole thing.

Most importantly is Neil Young’s “If I Could Have Her Tonight” from which the title and also the skeleton plot of this fic are inspired.

Chapter 1: Preface

Chapter Text

December 31, 2011

Bellamy Blake first sees Clarke Griffin perform when he is 22. He’s sitting on the hardwood of a fourth-floor venue where, in lieu of a stage, a speaker cord marks the barrier between the audience and the performer. She is 17, goes by Griffin, and everything about her — except that she is performing at a dumpy show coordinated by John Murphy — tells of an easy life.

Her voice first cuts through Bellamy’s animosity, deep with sadness and a powerful softness. And then he hears her lyrics. Bellamy doesn’t feel his world changing, but their paths merge together to the tune of her chords.

Murphy introduces them and Bellamy is acts like a jerk, never sure how to speak to someone with that air of privilege about them, but Clarke throws every jibe back at him. At midnight, a host of the drunk and tipsy shouts a countdown, heralding in the new year, but Bellamy and Clarke have found a room with a piano, and the rest of the world has disappeared. Touching Down is recorded for the first time on Clarke’s iPhone 4 (Bellamy’s Cosmos wouldn’t have done the job). In the next months, the song will become something neither of them could possibly imagine — but between them, in that room, it’s mutual healing. They build a relationship on a piano bench as one year ends and another begins with no idea what is coming for them, but if either had been asked who they would want by their side in the face of sudden global fame, they would have named each other even then.

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all of the sudden she was on my mind

i wasn't ready for her kind

she was taking her time

"If I Could Have Her Tonight," Neil Young