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1. the sword without by KelpietheThundergod for deathswaywardson

   Fandoms: Supernatural  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   24 Jan 2019

   Tags

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   • background Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Dean Winchester
   • Sam Winchester
   • Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Post-Episode: s13e18 Bring 'em Back Alive
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Fic for Dean's Birthday
   • Dean Whump
   • Hurt Dean
   • Protective Sam
   • Protective Castiel
   • Warning for Dean's bad headspace
   • Self-Harm
   • (though Dean doesn't think of it as that)
   • Anxiety
   • Panic Attacks
   • Delusions
   • Confusion
   • Memory Issues
   • Foreshadowing

   Summary

   The kitchen isn’t stocked as well as it should be, and Dean curses himself for being so careless. He used to know no greater guilt than when Sam came to him, hungry, and Dean had nothing to give him. What if they run out of food? What if something happens and they’re stuck down here with only the stuff in the kitchen and the little Dean has saved and hidden for emergencies? It wouldn’t be enough, not even for one of them.

   Dean has to lean against the counter and count until ten a couple times. It’s okay, it’s okay. He can still fix this.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Fic for Dean's Birthday

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