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Cas is Falling, almost entirely out of Grace. Dean's a demon and Cas has second thoughts about becoming human as a result. The thought of being unable to heal his friends gets to him.
Cas has decided that free will is pretty awesome, and it isn't worth losing to get his Grace back. The good news is, he found a way to restore his Grace without losing the free will he's gained. The bad news is that the solution he found doesn't work very often, and if he fails, his Fall won't halt on Earth. He'll lose his free will anyway... and become one of Lucifer's servants.
There's a solid chance that even if he DOES succeed, it won't go according to plan. He doesn't have time to be particular. He just has to take what he can get, and that's a bit awkward. He's gotten very used to hearing Jimmy Novak's voice when he speaks, seeing Jimmy Novak's face in the mirror. He thinks of himself as male now, but Jimmy Novak's rebuilt body won't survive what Cas is planning, and he's not going to have time to choose his new Vessel. There's a fifty-fifty chance that he'll have to change the spelling of his name from Castiel to Castielle.
And there's one more thing. How the hell is he supposed to help Sam make Dean human again?