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why are you so quiet?

Summary:

Katsuki has heard the melody of others from happily dancing with their tongue, why is it that Eijirou doesn't do the same?

Notes:

surprise surprise, this whole story is a rant fic

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  Bakugou Katsuki knew he liked guys as well as girls probably earlier than he’d known Deku, and so when he learned the term “Bisexual”, it just made perfect sense. He liked boys and girls, and that was all there was to it. He kissed plenty of his fellow classmates in middle school, touching and grabbing them, hearing them moan and groan under him. His male partners seemed to be quieter, but there was always sweet noises spilling out of their throats.

  If he'd been able to hear every single person he kissed give out moans throughout all his engagements, why the hell was Eijirou silent?

   Katsuki didn't want to interrupt his boyfriend's train of thought, Eijirou was finally getting his homework done. He looked so concentrated, leaning against the headboard of his bed, pencil, and paper in hand. But hey, why not ask while the issue was bugging him, right?

  "Ei... uh, can I ask you something?" 

   "Yeah bro, what's up?" Eijirou looked up from his homework and put his pencil down. He was always so eager to give Katsuki his full attention to everything, how the hell did he do it? 

   Katsuki narrowed his eyes. "Don't call me bro when you had your tongue in my mouth 15 minutes ago."

   "Ah, sorry, what did you wanna ask?"

   "I don't really know how to explain it, but you know I had a lot of fun in middle school, right?"

   Kirishima raised an eyebrow. "Uh, yeah? I don't really understand where this is going, though."

   "Well, everyone I would kiss would make, they'd make these... noises? The louder they were then it meant they were enjoying it more, if that makes sense."

   "You mean they'd moan?"

   "Yeah, that word. Anyways, when, uh, when they were done with you they'd stop being so eager to make those noises and that's... that's how you knew they were done with you even before they tell you. I- what the hell am I saying?" Katsuki was quick to wipe away any sort of tear in his eyes before Eijirou could see them, "It- It's stupid. I'm going back to my room." Katsuki got up to leave when Eijirou grabbed his arm. 

   "Are you saying that you don't think I like you?"

   "Like I said, it's stupid."

   "It's not stupid at all, I really do love you. Yeah, you were wrong, but I think you'll be relieved about that."

   "Then how the hell do I make you feel as good as the way you make me feel? I'm over the moon just with you looking at me, how the hell do I give you the feeling of just... uahh," Katsuki moved his arms up into the air, like a performer about to bow. 

   Eijirou grimaced. "I have those feelings, Those butterflies in my stomach when you hold my hand, you'll look at me with those eyes of yours right after you kiss me and I just melt right there. It's just the moaning, I hear you and I just wish I could be apart of it. But-"

   "But what. Is it me? I- I can't do enough, isn't that it?" Eijirou watched as Katsukis ears turned bright red and are spread along his nose. Katsukis eyes were also turning red, and were welling up with tears, threatening to spill over at any moment. Eijirou reached up and held his boyfriend's face in his hands, ready to brush away any wetness from his cheeks 

   “It may be best if you sat down for this. It's not you, it’s my parents causing this.” Katsuki listened, Eijirou moving to hold his hands in his own. They were facing each other, Katsuki looking down at his feet. “Katsuki, I love you more than anything in the world. Probably the best thing to happen to me other than you was having everyone at UA stay in the dorms, since then I’m away from the rest of the family, and I know told you that but I didn’t really go into detail as to why, and I’m sorry about that.

   “Mom and Dad both worked from before I would get up to hours after I got home, meaning I only saw them a few hours during the day, we ate dinner together if they were early. I only really saw them on weekends and spending that much time away from your son kinda means that he's gonna grow up without you. We all grew distant from each other,” Eijirou squeezed Katsukis hands,” and I almost became afraid of them. On the weekends, I would almost hide from them, staying as quiet as I could with them, blindly agreeing with what they wanted to keep them happy. Often time when we would talk, it was them yelling at me for not doing something right, I put the dishes away wrong, I don’t do my laundry because im catching up on homework that was due yesterday, they’d go on and on about how I should actually pull my weight around the house. It was an endless cycle of them getting mad and me shying away. 

  “Katsuki, I really hope this makes sense. I’m just used to hiding my voice that it’s hard to bring it back. I’m sorry I made you worry so mu-”

   “I didn’t know about any of that. It’s pretty shitty of someone to just demand something from you that someone took from you, I’m the one who should be fucking sorry.”

  “No you shouldn’t, you didn’t know. All of that is in the past anyways, and I’m getting better. Now shut up about all this emotional talk and just kiss me already.”

  Katsuki was yanked forward by the shirt collar of his school uniform, the blazer and tie long abandoned. He saw Eijirou’s lips, how his crooked grin showed off his pointy teeth, and how his nose scrunched up when he had that excited look in his eye. Katsuki couldn’t help but smile back, clambering on top of Eijirou and locking their lips together.

  There were butterflies hammering at Katsukis stomach as his tongue danced along with Eijirou's. He could hear his own groan coming from the depths of his vocal chords. Eijirou lay down under him, Ei's arms wrapping around Katsuki's neck. It only felt natural at this point. Katsuki lowered himself onto one of his elbows, his other hand holding Eijirou by the waist. Katsuki's legs boxed Eijirou under him as Katsuki let out a small moan. Katsuki was normally very vocal, but after having a whole talk about it, Katsuki was a little more aware of his own noise level. He felt Eijirous teeth against his own. Katsuki could feel his head moving up and down at a steady pace. He playfully bit onto the end of Eijirou's tounge, and could feel his boyfriend smiling. Katsuki let himself lay down on Eijirou, making sure to not land all at once and interupt their makeout session. He moved his hand from Eijirous waist to instead caress his cheek and could feel both their cheeks heating up. Katsuki moved deeper, lightly biting onto Eijirous lips. Katsuki could just barely hear a light, breathy moan from his favorite red-head.

   Katsuki smiled. Eijirou was going to get his voice back if it was the last thing Katsuki did.