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1. Even Angels Can Wish They Were Dead by ashleecraft

   Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • Gen, M/M
   • Complete Work

   16 Sep 2019

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Aziraphale/Crowley (Good Omens)
   • Aziraphale & Crowley (Good Omens)
   • Aziraphale (Good Omens)
   • Crowley (Good Omens)
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Heavy Angst
   • Happy Ending
   • Angst
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Blood
   • Explicit suicide attempt
   • Graphically Described Suicidal Feelings
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Seriously the whole story is about Aziraphale's suicidal feelings
   • Self Harm
   • Queerplatonic Relationships
   • Bullying
   • Homophobia
   • Depression
   • Mental Breakdown
   • Self-Hatred
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • I swear there's a happy ending
   • Recovery
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Gabriel is an asshole
   • Aziraphale Loves Crowley (Good Omens)

   Summary

   TW: Suicide, Self-Harm, Depression. Aziraphale has been suffering from depression for a while, & the bullying he's experienced since the trial has only gotten worse. He constantly has to hide his tears at work, & he's isolated himself from Crowley. Things reach a boiling point when Gabriel bullies Aziraphale in his office, which pushes him over the edge. Aziraphale finally decides to act on the suicidal feelings he's been having. He prepares to slit his wrists.

   But first, he calls Crowley.

   (please read the trigger warnings if there's something you're sensitive to)

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