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    Dean hasn't been doing well since being possessed by Michael. His temper flares at the slightest provocation and after almost lashing out at Jack, Cas is splitting his time between Jody's and the bunker when Jack moves to Sioux Falls in order to try and keep the peace in the bunker.

    During yet another fight with Cas, Dean breaks down and admits he needs help. Sam and Cas are worried, and vow to help him.

    While Dean considers retirement, they plan a family camping trip to try to enjoy the world they saved. Dean is dealt a blow when he realises his feelings towards Cas are more than friendly and then receives the bombshell that Cas has been in love with him for a long time. It's a lot to cope with and Dean struggles to work out what he really wants from life and from Cas.

    *Canon divergent. Jack killed Michael without using up his soul. Mary didn't die and Chuck didn't show up.

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