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    Summary

    Alastor's curiosity gets the better of him, but it's not exactly what he expected.

    Part 1: An inexperienced and cautious asexual discovers the wonders of masturbation.
    Part 2: Experiencing diminishing returns, desperation pushes Alastor into exploring sexual fantasies.
    Part 3: *coming soon* Alastor confronts the disconnect between his bodily desires and his own mental health.

    This is being rewritten. I am removing discussions of an asexual's social shame (and accompanying self hatred) to focus, rather, on the personal (internal) journey making sense of being a lonely, horny, and confused, sex-repulsed asexual. The topic removed will *very soon* become a much longer fic which I hope will be worth all the dilly dallying I spent on finishing this one, ha!

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