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Eat The Pain Away

Summary:

Poor Dean uses food as a coping mechanism—because it's not just Castiel's heart that he's broken.

Notes:

another tumblr drabble coda to s15e03.

title is a modified version of the peaches song Fuck The Plain Away.

WARNING: this deals with the misuse of food, as stated in the tags and summary.

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Can't do this. 

 

My insides feel as if I've chewed and swallowed handfuls of broken glass, like lethal fucking road-snacks or somethin'. So? I keep eating and eating and eating. Anything and everything I can get my hands on that'll go down easy, tryin' to pretend it's pleasurable when really I'm just tryin' to dislodge and digest those damn shards. But it don't work, not really. They just wedge themselves further into my throat, my stomach, my lungs, my damn heart; slicing me open with pain sharp as the guilt cutting into my fucking soul.

 

Can't do this. 

 

Now, where the hell's my goddamn Cap'n Crunch?

 

 

 

 

 

 

Notes:

thanks sm for reading! kudus and comments are always appreciated <3

wanna scream at me about these adorable assholes? come find me on dumblr! my spn blog is @itwasnightwhenyoudied and my main is @all-or-nothing-baby :)

cassidy xp

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