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everything was happening so fast. it was moving in almost slow motion. What was to happen now ?
He packed and packed grabbing whatever that was his.
Where is he going to go?
Taehyung’s ?
no, he’s with his boyfriend on the other side of Korea.
Namjoon?
no he’s busy with school and producing that new track.
the others were out of the country for vacation or whatever they said.
A sob came out of Jimins lips as he turned to his dresser and saw a photo of him and Jeongguk.
He grabbed the photo and slowly caressed his face, closing his eyes and slowing down his breaths.
“It’s never going to change isn’t it ? “
Grabbing his phone he turned on his voice memos.
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“ i never thought this would happen ,, hahaha . i totally expected this to happen, because this isn’t just oh one mistake or something you’ve done twice ,, you’ve constantly do this every fucking time. “ there was a sound of something being thrown into the ground and then it stopped “ I wanted you to change . For me . For us . You fucked that up again Jeon ,, i feel like everytime we are taking a step forward you gotta go take twenty steps back. What am I doing wrong ? What the fuck am I doing wrong ? I’ve been trying to be a good mate for you and you keep coming home smelling like someone else” more things were then being heard . A loud bang was heard . “You never wanted me yet you keep me here ,, giving me false hope , i just “ a drop was heard along as quiet sobs. “I just want to be freed from this emotional stress ,, what the fuck does this bond mean if you won’t respect it” at this point the sounds being heard were as if flesh was being scratched at . “Even after what I’ve been through , everything you promised me , everything you made me think and imagine .. I guess we both won’t keep our promises . “ footsteps were heard now coming closer to the phone , “ Jeon Jungkook , my love for you is a curse itself ,, I’m freeing the both of us now . Don’t worry breaking the bond won’t hurt on your part I’m sure since you aren’t emotionally attached,, but i loved you so much baby so much ,, “ then a little laugh was heard “maybe in another life we can be together . Together in a world were we’re both in love and we do get married . But I can only hope for so much. “
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It wasn’t usual for jungkook to feel a strain to the bond he had with the omega in the house he called ‘home’ snf it wasn’t unusual for him to be out with another omega that wasn’t his. He smiled at the female in front of him as she ate her yoghurt in the coffee shop . “This is such a cute date jungkookie” reaching out for his hand , oblivious to the cringe at the familiar nickname he’s heard from the plumped lips of the omega at home.
It wasn’t until he was walking in the park with said omega ,, close to her house when he felt panicked . The omega smelled his distress and looked at jungkook worried. “What’s the matter baby?”
“I-it’s nothing, let’s just get to your place and finish what we started last night “ he said suggestively , smirking a bit. The omega poured and then smiled when she smelt his sent getting better . All jungkook had to do was block out the bond.
It was like a routine.
Find an omega . Maybe fuck her that night and leave her . If it was a good fuck, then the next morning he’ll invite them for brunch and then fuck them again and then dump them.
All while ignoring the bond he had with omega park jimin.
Thinking back on it, jungkook never really knew why he mated with an omega like jimin. He was pretty and easy to jungkook ,, he could get anything he want from jimin with a blink of an eye. Maybe that’s why. There was some really nice moments they’ve had though , memorable dates they’ve shared , things they invested in. But that’s in the past , jungkook was bored . He wanted something new . He was gonna break the bond soon anyways so why does it matter if he starts looking for his new mate now?
While kissing the omega jungkook felt like his life flashed back to when he met jimin.
They were in high school, Jimin was a Junior and Jungkook his underclass man. He doesn’t know how but he scored a date with the most adorable omega, with flushed cheeks and freckles littered across the bridge of his nose and cheeks. He saw jimin on that said date and then saw jimin. Jimin was in his graduation outfit.
So many things and memories popped up and happen within that one millisecond by time jungkook realized he stop touching and kissing the omega in front of him, she was already about to question him . But then he felt such an excruciating pain , it was like someone had ripped apart his insides and his senses were now dulling. Jungkook moaned grabbing his neck as he realized his bond was breaking . This was the best thing that was happening ,, he didn’t have to deal with Jimins dramatic crying ,, be doesn’t have to be the bad guy in the situation when going home to ask why the bond was broken.
“Jungkook jungkook are you okay? “ the omega asked worryingly as jungkook grabbed her to steady himself ,, jungkook closed his eyes and then reopened them , smiling at the omega .
“Better than ever”
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By time jungkook came home it was almost 5pm . He opened the door quietly to the dark house and then closed it .
Confused to why the lights in the house were off.
“Jimin ah I’m home— why are all the li-“ he turned on the lights to see the house a mess .
Usually it’s clean. Spotless .
Jungkook slowly walked up the steps of his stairs to see it worse up the house,, and to his room was even worse.
It looked like jimin was packing , then he stopped to throw everything around. Jungkook walked inside , broken glass crushing under his feet as he picked up Jimins phone and seeing a new voice memo .
“ i never thought this would happen ,, hahaha . i totally expected this to happen, because this isn’t just oh one mistake or something you’ve done twice ,, you’ve constantly do this every fucking time. “
He heard the omegas voice and it had hurt to hear it . Why did it hurt to hear his voice ? Jimin broke the bond ? It was barley getting to the middle when he realized the carpet outside the bedroom was getting soaked . Quickly he ran to see where the source of water was coming from. And saw it was coming from the bathroom.
He quickly opened it but soon regretted it as he saw jimin in the tub , two empty bottles next to him.
His alpha started clawing at jungkooks brain telling him to go help his omega but he knew , he knew he was gone .
“Nononononono baby no jimin come on come on now” he quickly ran to him shutting off the water and trying to lightly slap jimin awake . he reached into the water to wrap his arms around Jimins small waist and pull him out the tub, water spilling over the edge as the water that was once still was being disturbed. The sound of water hitting the floor and sobs from Jungkooks mouth was the only thing that was heard .
“Wh—why jimin ? Cmon cmon wake up please” jungkook pleaded with his voice becoming more needy by the second.
Jungkook sobbed as he pulled out his phone and called 119.
“Hello this is the Emergency number, what seems to be the pro—“
“H-help My mate has just tried to commit suicide and he’s not wa-waking up”
“Alright please tell me the nam—“
“Hurry! He’s dying! I need him!”
“Sir I cant send no one if I don’t know your address or a name”
Jungkook sobbed and he tried slapping Jimins face more as he told the address and name waiting for any sign of jimin waking up.
So many things ran through Jungkooks body. What if he dies? Would this be my fault? Jungkook when rigid when the thought came, this is what he wanted but he seems like it was probably the fact that he let the fact he can get anyone he wanted cloud his judgement.
At this point everything was muffled.
He looked down as the tears over flowed his eyes and he traced Jimins face . He traced Jimins face with his finger slowly as he realized jimin was being taken out of his arms in slow motion.
As fast as he realized , he reached out for jimin crying even more and he watched his lifeless body being taken out the room as paramedics try to calm him down.
“Don’t worry we’ll take you with us on the way to the Hospital”
But was he even allowed to go? Now that he thought of it, they weren’t mates anymore.
Finally his alpha made a scene by clawing at Jungkooks mind. Causing him to pass out.
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“I’m not letting him see him”
“But you can’t do that, j—“
“I’m his mother, I can do as I wish and for all jungkook knows he fucking killed my baby, he’s not stepping no where near my family or jimin”
“They’re mates you can’t do that , you know what happens to mates when they’re apart from each other!”
“Last time i checked jimin broke the bond between them before he did what he did”
Jungkook lied silent and still as he heard the conversation between Taehyung and Jimins Mother.
She’s right.
Jungkook had nothing to do with the Park family anymore. Jimin had broke their bond and taken a whole piece of jungkook with him.
“I’m sorry jungkook she just won’t budge and I tried talking to Yoongi about letting you see jimin but he said that his mothers word was final so there’s nothing we can do—“
Jungkook put a hand up to stop taehyung as he sat by him and was blabbering about things. He just wanted to know one thing.
“Is he alive”
Taehyung stayed silent as it seemed the air got thicker.
Hoseok, who was in the corner of the room put his head down as he clenched his fist.
The answer was obvious. He wasn’t alive.
Jungkook sighed a shaky breathe and looked up at the ceiling with tears and let out a painful cry.
It wasn’t just jungkook crying but his alpha howling in pain that his precious mate that he loved so dearly was gone.
This wasn’t supposed to happen.
“Jimin— jimin is dead jungkook, he died in your arms at your house” tae murmured looking at his hands.
Another painful cry was heard as jungkook started struggling against the wires and tubes connected with him, pulling them off and screaming.