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1. Bargaining by jessalae for nonconamod, ofgodsandmonsters

   Fandoms: The Magicians (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   02 Jul 2020

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Quentin Coldwater/The Monster
   • Quentin Coldwater/Eliot Waugh
   • Quentin Coldwater
   • Eliot Waugh
   • The Monster (The Magicians)
   • Julia Wicker
   • Margo Hanson
   • 23rd Timeline William "Penny" Adiyodi
   • Bargaining - Victim Offers/Sacrifices Self to Protect Others
   • Dissociation
   • Doppelganger
   • Gaslighting
   • Intimacy - Rapist Makes Them Cuddle
   • Intimacy - Victim Treated Like Lover
   • Orgasm - Victim Orgasms and Is Ashamed
   • Wanted It but Not Like This - Victim(s) Wanted It
   • Blindfolds
   • Rope Bondage
   • Escalation
   • Orgasm Delay/Denial
   • Anal Sex
   • Anal Fingering
   • Blow Jobs
   • Deepthroating
   • Recovery
   • Bruises
   • Begging
   • Mentions of Character Death (but it doesn't happen)
   • it/its pronouns

   Summary

   Quentin's made a lot of mistakes in his life, but this is definitely the worst one.

   Or: when a soulless monster loves its host body's heartbroken ex-partner very, very much...

   Series

   • Part 1 of For You, I Would Ruin Myself

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