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1. some things we don’t talk about (and just hold the smile) by teacupsandsheepskulls

   Fandoms: The Fugitive (Movies)  

   • Not Rated
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   • Complete Work

   11 Jul 2020

   Tags

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   • Samuel Gerard/John Royce (U.S. Marshals)
   • Samuel Gerard
   • John Royce (U.S. Marshals)
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Panic Attacks
   • References to Depression
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • the tags make this seem like a real sad fic
   • which it kind of is
   • but also it's a sweet fic
   • about the complicated reality of loving someone with a messy mental health landscape

   Summary

   John Royce knew who Sam Gerard was the moment he met him. It's why he wanted to sleep with him and, later, why he fell in love with him. John musing on why he loves Sam, and navigating the complicated reality of loving Sam.

   A companion piece to "you've been talking in your sleep (every day is a lullaby when you're already hurt". Makes more sense if you've read "talking is what we do to each other with words (but baby we don't talk".

   Series

   • Part 5 of baby we don't talk (about the things you do when you mean to say i love you)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   9,911

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