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the cracks in me are filled with gold (i am unbreaking)

Summary:

"Sokka's smile was a brilliant and magical thing, Zuko felt as if being close to Sokka sent rivulets of molten gold in his very being, mending the broken pieces and making him feel whole."
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'kintsukuroi'
lit. 'to repair with gold'; the Japanese art of fixing broken pottery with gold or silver lacquer and understand that breakage and repair is a part of the history of the object, making it more beautiful with its imperfection.
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Featuring soft Gaang moments, redemption (?) for Azula, angsty teenagers trying to run the world, and a whole lot of pining thrown into the mix.

Chapter 1: Prologue: All was well

Notes:

This is the first fanfiction I have written (remembers the terrible Harry Potter and Percy Jackson fics with self-insert characters and horrible grammar that I wrote as a preteen.) Correction: This is the first one I have ever finished and posted to I hope y'all like it.
(P.S. There is no beta reader for this because none of my friends have watched Avatar, no matter how much I tell them. I apologise for mistakes, typos and problems with tense. I've tried my best.)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

The last time Zuko had felt truly happy was not at his coronation. 

Of course, he had felt immense pride well inside as he saw all the nations in harmony, and with Aang at his side, the robes he wore and the pin that held his hair in place was not a burden but a means of telling him that he had finally regained his honour.

It had taken every ounce of courtesy and decorum ingrained into him (another by-product of being the heir of the Fire Nation, along with a tendency for long, dramatic monologues and a fear of raised hands) to not start laughing when Aang said under his breath, "Please make it the official rule to greet the Fire Lord with a 'Flameo Hotman.'"

The last time Zuko felt truly happy had been just after his coronation, in his Uncle's teashop in Ba Sing Se.

The thoughts of Ozai, rebuilding the Fire Nation, the countless meetings and even Azula were not lingering for the first since Sozin's comet.

He laughed freely with his Uncle while he made Jasmine Tea and handed it out to his friends. Mai's fingers lingered against his while Sokka sat at one of the tables, painting with broad brushstrokes and yelled at Zuko to stop moving while Sokka was trying to 'capture the moment.'

Katara was loudly protesting the way Sokka had painted her and Zuko thought she had been exaggerating till he saw the painting. Aang looked at them all fondly while everyone bombarded Sokka with various criticisms till Toph intervened and said, "I think you all look perfect," and made them all burst into raucous laughter. 

Zuko noticed Aang slip outside and Katara following shortly after and smiled. After everything they'd been through, they deserved to be happy.

Mai leaned her head against his shoulder and he simply savoured it all. Toph had made herself a bench (even though there were dozens around her) and talking to Iroh about the benefits of a white lotus tile during a game of Pai Sho.

Suki was helping Sokka with a new painting and both of them had ink smeared on their cheeks and fingers.

Mai whispered softly in his ear as Aang and Katara tried to be discreet but were unwilling to let go of each other's hand, "I never thought it would end like this."

Zuko a year ago could have never imagined this either--a future in which he was the Fire Lord, sitting in his Uncle's teashop in Ba Sing Se, and being friends with the Avatar, the very person he had spent the entirety of his early teens hunting; sitting with Mai in the Earth Kingdom, and felt a deep sense of peace and belonging as he watched the sunset beyond the Outer Wall.

He held Mai's hand and said, "Me neither."

Mai had been wrong about one thing. While they might have ended the Hundred Year War, the battle was far from over.

 

 

Notes:

The title is from the last words from the epilogue of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. As I grew up, the less I agreed with them, so I've used them here satirically.
Also, JK Rowling's recent tweets were awful and inexcusable and I'm so sorry for all the people she hurt. You are so, so valid and don't deserve all of this.
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