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Summary:

It was supposed to be a normal fucking night but OFCOURSE dunceface asked him to join their dumb fucking slumber party and like a goddamn idiot, bakugou agreed. Well, what could go wrong with truth or dare...a lot apparently
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A fic where bakugou lashes out at the squad and ends up accidentally telling them how much he blames himself for shit.
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This is my first fic so constructive criticism is always welcome!!

Notes:

Helloo this is my first fic and ofcourse it’s bakugou angst because why not i guess. my spelling is kinda shit because English isn’t my native language but anyways, enjoy :D

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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It started at exactly 7 o’clock, Kaminari had convinced bakugou to finally join then for a slumber party. And because it was the fucking 1586th time he asked so bakugou reluctantly agreed so there he was, in the dorms, on the couch snuggled against Kirishima playing truth or dare...maybe this wasn’t going to be so bad.

 

“Okay mmmmmm I think..sero! truth or dare!”
“Oh fuck I uhhhhhhhh”

Come sero h u r r y u p, denki said.

“Okay okay jeez I pick dare”
“Well I don’t like your tone”
“Denki I swear to God-“
“I GOT IT okay so I dare u to ruffle Bakubro’s hair”
“So you want me dead huh”

Nope nope nope NOBODY touches my goddamn hair fuck you Pikachu your a fucking moron if you think tha- Oh tapeface is talking to me

Sero sighed and looked at bakugo who without missing a beat said “ don’t even fucking think about it tape dispenser” sero looked at kaminari again as he said:” yeah i don’t want to die sorry man”

“Well you know what it means if you don’t complete the dare” denki said while giggling the whole time sero sighed again, louder this time and grabbed his phone “I hate you kaminari did you know that” kaminari smirked and said “you don’t hate me I’m too pitiful”

Bakugou repressed a laugh because he would rather dIE THAN LETTING THESE IDIOTS SEE HIM LAUG- oh he got a notification on his phone from the class 1a groupchat...this is going to be fucking entertaining

Racoon eyes, kirishi- uhh shittyhair and dunceface also got on their phone to check if he actually did it

Class 1a

Tapemaster: I just wanted to say that kaminari is the most amazing human being on the planet and that I think that he should be the next president
Tapemaster: kaminari for president!

 

“Awwww you really think that bro?”
“Why are you like thi- nevermind don’t change man”
“AWWWW” “ Oh your turn btw!”
“Sure okay lets see.. kirishima!”

Bakugou’s head Instantly snapped to kirishima because if he was given an excuse to look at him he was going to take it dammit..wait not because bakugou was gay no he just liked looking at kirishima face and imagine himself kissing it....so mayby he was gay so wha- wait kirishima’s face is talking should probably listen

“Come on man give me a question! Being honest is reaaally manlly!”
“Okay I got one!” “ if your so manly what was your latest nightmare?”

Kirishimas face turned a bit nervous as he quickly glanced a bakugou.

“Well I sometimes have this nightmare..that uhh.. well we’re at kamino again and-“

Bakugou did NOT like where this was going fuckfuckfuck

“Well I guess it’s the same but when bakugou goes to grab my hand-..he misses and we didn’t save him”

“Fuck I’m sorry dude I didn’t mean to make you remember that again, I’m sure that whole experience was traumatizing for everyone involved”

Even kaminaris fell for a second when he said “ yeah dude maybe you should talk to someone about that” kirishima sighed and said “yea maybe I should...”

Fuck mina is looking at me what do I do I swear to jezus if she says something -

“Bakugou how are you actually dealing with it?”
“Yeah you must at least have some trauma of that”
“What your saying that you aren’t seeing a therapist, UA should’ve provided that!!”

The last comment was from kirishima while the the others heavily nodded at the sentence.
Fuck fuck what do I say I’m NOT going to therapy fuck no w h y did we need to talk about this

“Shut up idiots I don’t need too ‘deal’”

Kirishima has the balls too look concerned fuck him fuck this I don’t need to be here

Just as bakugou started to get up sero questioned him “where are you going I think we should talk about this to be honest” “there’s nothing to talk about, it’s n o t h I n g” bakugou snarled.
Sero started to raise his voice while he got up too “bakugou you get that with saying that you also say that kirishima also doesn’t need help right, sins it was “nothing”” “fuck off that’s not wat I meant shitface”. Mina started to get up as well “ than what DID you mean bakugou because it’s normal to get help!”

“Fuck this” bakugou said as he started to walk away while the rest of the friendgroup also got up.
“No what did you mean say it” mina asked loudly.

“I MEANT THAT KIRISHIMA DESERVES TO GET HELP. I DONT I FUCKED UP OKAY I WAS MY FAULT IT ALL WAS, IF I HAD BEEN STRONGER IF I HAD BEEN ACTING LIKE A NORMAL FUCKING PERSON INSTEAD OF A VILLAIN THEN-...THEN ALLMIGHT WOULD STILL BE THE NUMBER ONE HERO BUT IS WAS BECAUSE OF ME HE LOST ON FOR ALL!”

tears were streaming over bakugou’s face while his chest was heaving up and down heavily, he hadn’t begun to realize what he just said until he saw the tears streaming on kirishima’s face and realized his face was wet too.

“Bakugou..”

What did I do, I can’t fucking have this nonono they finally realized that it is my fault. They hate me they hate me they hate. Why is the rest also crying? No time have to get out of here
Have to get out
Have to get out
Have to get out

“F-..fuck I’m sorry you all had to see that”

And with that he spun his heel and run away to the safety of his dorm while the others didn’t even had time to say something, anything had been better than the heavy silence that they were left with when bakugou was gone.

Kirishima was the one that went after him after what felt like hours of standing still, but that also meant that kirishima was the one who stood before a locked door that clearly had no intention of being opened, kirishima’s was also the one who’s heart broke a little more every time he heard a heart wrenching sob coming from the room next to him.

Notes:

Welp that was it, so criticisms always welcome in the comments! AnD doNt bE aFrAiD tO hIt ThaT kUdOs bUtTon iN tHe fAce jkjk