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As the team ushers in a new batch of freshmen with their own set of fucked-up problems, Andrew can't miss the clumsy way the new additions struggle to find their places in their established group. Maybe it's their inexperience, catching the ire of Kevin, or their shit attitudes. Maybe it's just that they hadn't been a part of the ridiculous events from the year before. Dan still holds team-wide bonding activities; some nights are still spent without the newcomers.
On the last Saturday in May, the original bunch of Foxes make their way down to Eden's Twilight for the last time.
The team goes drinking together, Neil runs away, and Andrew is exasperated by all of it.
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16 Jun 2025
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Neil’s eyes are glued to it, to him, to the smoke billowing around them. Neil watches as he takes another drag, the cherry brightening to a light orange before dimming as Andrew exhales.
Just like every other time he’s caught Andrew smoking in the past few weeks. Neil wonders what it would feel like if Andrew were to put it out on his skin.
Well, no. He doesn’t wonder. He knows it’ll hurt. Hurt like the burns he carries on his face, his arms, his hands. He knows that it’ll be blinding, a pain that drags him out of his head and straight into his aching body. The skin will redden, crack and blister, it’ll leak and scab.
Eventually, it will be nothing but another mark left behind on an already ruined canvas. Neil knows this. Neil knows everything about how painful the process is. He’s lived it after all, and yet, he’s still here wanting it.
Neil wants Andrew to take that (innocent) cherry and put it to his skin. He wants him to make it hurt. He wants Andrew to make him feel good, wants a reminder that he’s Andrew’s, wants to be soothed afterwards with firm hands and burning kisses. He wants and wants and wants.
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14 Jun 2025
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Kevin Day's best kept secret is Jean Moreau.
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04 Jun 2025
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Andrew spends most of his childhood thinking he is a psychopath. He is not. Andrew is, and always will be, just Andrew.
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17 Apr 2025
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“Neil. Yes or no to me laying on you,” Andrew inquired carefully, his ears flaming red and scratch that– Neil’s heart was sprinting around his ribcage and tripping over veins and arteries. His lungs refused to cooperate and allow him to suck in a mouthful of air. Neil blinked stupidly fast as if that would help him process the question quicker.
They had never done this, and Neil had never really considered it to be an option. He was content with all their touches and generally let Andrew introduce him to new forms of intimacy. Andrew had always seemed so satisfied with Neil spread on top of him. Neil wasn’t picky about how close they were to each other, so long as they were.
He didn’t know how much he needed Andrew’s thick body pressing him into their bed until Andrew suggested it, and suddenly Neil couldn’t handle the distance between them. He was a rabid dog, nearly salivating at the thought of all that muscle on him.
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Or, Neil has an itch that he can't seem to get rid of. Andrew scrathes it for him.
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11 Apr 2025