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Hurt So Good by Suzie_Shooter for ViolettaValery
Fandoms: Alex Rider - Anthony Horowitz, Alex Rider (TV 2020)
10 Dec 2020
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Summary
Written for the prompt: Yassen comes to the Rider home to kill Ian and notices Alex. Knowing Alex can't be allowed to go free because he's seen his face, Yassen kidnaps him. Alex is furious at Yassen for kidnapping him, but he's equally furious at Ian that his entire life has been a lie, and strangely drawn to the assassin. Eventually, it all leads to sex. Alex puts up a fight out of pride and principle, knowing Yassen will win and glad of it, turned on at being fucked by the man who's killed the person who has been lying to him his entire life and telling himself he doesn't have to feel guilty about enjoying it if Yassen is forcing him. Yassen eventually lets him go, satisfied that Alex won't talk. Except...Yassen has thoroughly ruined him for normal sex. He can't get off unless he's being forced or fantasizing about being raped. He spirals, seeking out dangerous sex with dubious people, desperately trying to find Yassen again. He develops an obsession with the man who violated him, taking every mission Blunt throws at him in the hopes he'll encounter Yassen.
(Alex is sixteen at the start and eighteen at the end)