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Dean grieving for Cas. Lots of character study.
The prompt was an image that said "you dont think you deserve to be saved." And then "he saved me." And then someone quoted Titanic, "in all the ways that a person can be saved."
This was pretty much me doing a free writing of Dean being forced to think about Cas summoning the empty, and being dragged away after saying I love You. It was originally supposed to be Sam pushing him to talk about what really happened... but somehow it morphed into this whole thing about Dean's self hatred.
I decided to post this as part 1... all of Deans irrational self blame. This of course is the begining if the journey, there is more to come.
Content Warning: Dean's self assessment is harsh and shines a light on some deeply painful things. So... it could be hard to read.