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His name blares out at you, the thick black lettering on your phone filling your eyeline as you begin to picture his face, the way he spoke, the way he would look up at you for comfort or how you could take his hand to feel more grounded. Now more than ever you missed those little things. Sighing and running a rough hand through your hair you press call. Whilst waiting for the gentle hush of his voice you find yourself curling further into the bed, knees pulling up to your chest trying to make yourself as small as possible. The soft ringing reverberates around the room and the longer you lie there the more the tears build up, the feeling of longing filling your mind until a concerned voice cuts through the dense air.
“Y/n” Suna says, your heavy breathing shudders through the phone as Suna waits patiently for the reason of this random one am phone call. In your mind you can only think of one thing and one thing only.
“I miss you Suna” you whisper, shutting your eyes the tears spill over your cheeks and slide down to your pillow. Suna’s silence surrounds you but then you hear a quiet rustling in the background, the sound of keys being picked up and feet padding along the hallway.
“I’m coming over” he explains determinedly. Trying to protest only a small, choked sob comes out. The background noise continues and you hear his phone being placed in his car then the churning of tyres against asphalt. The entire drive he stays on the call not saying anything more than a few ‘are you okays’ or gently humming along to the radio. Eventually he cuts the call as he steps out of the car and makes his way toward you.
Suna eases open the door which you had already unlocked for him and starts to march over to you before engulfing you in his arms as you sit slumped on your bed. Neither of you speak for a few moments as you just hold onto each other in a dazed silence, breathing heavy in each other’s ears. When he does pull back there’s a glassy covering over his eyes and he has to bite his lip to keep the tears from coming.
“I missed you too” Suna says as he settles cross legged from you “I missed you so much.” His hair is unbrushed and socks mismatched but he’s here and that’s all that matters as he rests his head against yours and eases you into his frame. Noticing the dribble of tears laid on your cheeks he brushes them away with the pad of his thumb and drops a gentle kiss to the tip of your nose.
“What’s really wrong?” he questions looking worriedly into your eyes. Your mind fills with everything that has happened since the last time you’ve seen him, pursing your lips and squeezing your eyes shut you try not to let the tears fall again but everything rolls through your mind painfully reminding you over and over again.
“Just tell me everything” he whispers leaning in closer as you tell him and he listens. Suna stays silent as he takes in what you tell him, every so often giving encouraging kisses or thumbing away the tears. When you've finished spilling your thoughts he thinks it over before cupping your face in his two hands and leaving small soft kisses over your face making you laugh unwillingly.
“We’ll figure this out, okay” he murmurs “but for now I’m here and I’m not going anywhere.” You try to tell him he needs to go home but his reply shushes you when he says, ‘You’re all I care about right now.’ For the rest of the night he doesn't leave your side, instead he pulls you further forward into his chest, your legs resting either side of his hips as you sink into his embrace and he very faintly rocks you in his arms.