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1. take me back to the start by EchoBleu for MoonlightBreeze

   Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   19 Jun 2021

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Magnus Bane/Alec Lightwood
   • Helen Blackthorn/Aline Penhallow
   • Background sizzy - Relationship
   • background clace - Relationship
   • Lorenzo Rey/Andrew Underhill
   • Alec Lightwood
   • Magnus Bane
   • Jace Wayland
   • Isabelle Lightwood
   • Maryse Lightwood
   • Catarina Loss
   • Madzie (Shadowhunters TV)
   • Lorenzo Rey
   • Andrew Underhill
   • Aline Penhallow
   • Helen Blackthorn
   • Clary Fray
   • Simon Lewis
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Heavy Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Hurt Alec Lightwood
   • Amnesia
   • 3x19 divergence
   • Magnus erases his memories
   • Alec Lightwood Deserves Nice Things
   • Magnus Bane Deserves Nice Things
   • They will probably get them at the very end
   • This is very angsty folks
   • chock full of angst
   • This is all because of Em
   • Prompt Fill
   • Or it started that way
   • Major Character Injury
   • Disabled Character
   • Autistic Alec Lightwood
   • Disabled Alec Lightwood
   • Falling In Love
   • Again
   • But this time with angst
   • Season 1 callbacks
   • Discord: Malec Server
   • Discord: The Fandom Playhouse
   • Gratuitous Worldbuilding
   • Random use of angels
   • demon venom
   • injuries
   • gay wedding
   • But it's not Malec
   • Additional Warnings In Author's Note
   • Self-Harm
   • Depression

   Summary

   Over the ten months that follow Alec's deal with Asmodeus, Alec struggles to adapt to a world without Magnus in it, Magnus falls in love all over again and everyone just tries to make it through another day.

   or

   Alec is dying from venom poisoning and Magnus doesn't even remember him.

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