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1. the start of you by chimday

   Fandoms: NCT (Band)  

   • Not Rated
   • Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   11 Jan 2021

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Chittaphon Leechaiyapornkul | Ten/Qian Kun
   • Qian Kun
   • Chittaphon Leechaiyapornkul | Ten
   • leon and louis
   • Xiao De Jun | Xiao Jun
   • NCT Ensemble
   • mentioned nct hyung line besides johnny
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Angst
   • Character Death
   • Mpreg
   • Child Xiao De Jun | Xiao Jun
   • Self-Hatred
   • a bit of fluff at the end

   Summary

   He thought he’d be out of tears by now.

   But here he is, shedding some more over his cats’ empty bowls, hating himself and missing Kun immeasurably.

   ~~~

   the aftermath of losing kun; the journey to gaining dejun

   Series

   • Part 2 of there is something to be gained in loss

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   English

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