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The dinner at the Great Hall was not as contenting as ever, the warmth was exchanged with gazing away from each other as Remus Lupin sat across from Sirius Black. Apart of that, James had the same sanity level since he couldn't stop rambling about Lily and her emerald eyes, while Peter was deeply focused with his food as ever.
"So when Moony was partnering with Lilyflower she glanced at me and did not glare!" James beamed up and Sirius was stuffing the custard pie exasperatedly.
"Score. Prongs." Remus murmured while his eyes locked with his plate. He was just playing the pie with his fork. Sirius glanced at him and felt agitated. He didn't understand why Remus wasn't talking to him. He had no right because it was reserved for Sirius this time in their current argument. Sirius had been crossed with his secretly known boyfriend because their hidden realtionship had been four months old and they hadn’t yet told the rest of the Marauders. Remus was not comfortable to reveal his sexuality even towards his best friends who had accepted his lycanthropy.
"Why do you think that they wouldn't accept you?" Sirius had snapped at him when they were alone one night in the dormitory.
"No means no, Sirius." Remus had responded him sternly.
"Wow! You don't have a reason now, cool."
"Don't use that sarcasm on me. I am not in mood."
"What the fuck is wrong with you? Are you a homophobic?"
"How can I be a homophobic when I am a homosexual, you sensless git!"
"What is wrong with you, Remus? Why are you so angry as if I have eaten your chocolate or something?"
"Too many questions, Pads. Decide which one you really wanna ask." Remus had opened his book that meant that the conversation was over. Sirius opened his mouth and shut it, and then stormed out of the dormitory.
That was their last argument. They had been having too many unnecessary arguments and now this was just another for Remus. He treated Sirius like he was still a stubborn toddler, so ignoring him was the number one thing he has done after two months of their relationship. Whereas, Sirius thought that Remus underestimated him and took him for granted. He was always trying to prove Remus wrong which was the last thing the werewolf would admit.
Now, Sirius had fled to Gryffindor Tower since he was not having it. Why is he upset with me? He is the one who has made me upset? Why doesn't he wanna come out to James and Peter? They won't judge us of course! Gideon is gay, they dont call him a fairy. Dorcas is a lesbian and we all are friends with her. Moony is just too embarrassed to be with me. That was all Sirius came up with.
He entered the common room very soundly and heard certain giggling and squeaky voices. Girls' laughing. He peeked placidly from the portrait door and saw Marlene and Dorcas sitting in one armchair where Marlene was on top of the brunette girl. She was peppering kisses on her dark skinned neck, which took Sirius off guard. He had no idea that Marlene was dating Dorcas. Hell, he had no clue that she was even gay. Sirius felt warmth at first in her and then later a slight sting. Remus and him were just as same in first few months of their relationship but now they were fighting most of the times. Maybe they don't have to fight. Maybe love was enough for them to argue. He felt ashamed for pressurizing his boyfriend to come out to other people. He quietly walked towards staircase so noiselessly and the later couple were so into the moment that they were clearly unaware of Sirius' cat-like presence.
He was sitting on his bed when Remus entered with Peter and James behind him. Sirius looked up to see his boyfriend staring softly at him. His eyes were apologizing and gentle. Those amber eyes filled with magic and love, making him desperate to lunge forward and kiss His Moony with all the love residing in the depths of his heart. He noticed Remus was just as desperate.
"Uh, Prongs, Peter. Could you leave for a minute? Actually I want to talk to Padfoot about something." He said rather politely. James' eyebrow quirked up at Sirius, who shrugged dramatically.
"Yeah sure..." James ushered Peter ahead and they both walked out of the dorm room.
Remus stood across Sirius' bed, with James' bed in between them. He casted a locking charm on the door before meeting those enticing grey orbs staring him with lust and love swimming within. Sirius hastily yet smoothly, lunged on James' bed and landed before his beautiful boyfriend who complied by launching in an ardent kiss. Sirius yanked him on the door, clutching those fragile wrists and raised them up his head. Their chests were pressed together and Sirius was deepening the kiss with passion when Remus gently turned away his head which almost stole the longing look from Sirius' face.
"Wait...I-I'm sorry..." Remus was breathless, his chest heaving together in rhythm with Sirius'.
"No, Moony. You don't have to...I'm sorry." Sirius cupped the later face. His thumb travelled from Remus' cheek to his lips. He was studying his lips so dedicatedly, tracing the thumb back and forth, before dropping a sweet and slow kiss there. The blazing lust died away and there was just love in the air. "I was wrong to ask you to come out. I had no right."
"No, Pads, I am just dragging you with me...my love, I can't do that to you."
"Listen, what is more important to us?
People or each other?"
"Each other. Of course-"
"Then thats it. We can't keep arguing over people, or desperately wanting to make our relationship public. You know what's important?" Sirius whispered his question which made Remus smile amusingly at him, blushing fericiously. "That I love you. I love you, Moony. I love you too much than to waste our precious time by fighting. I won't do that. I won't fight you." Remus was staring at him with awe and was at a verge of crying when Sirius whispered again, "Come here..."
Then he enveloped his boyfriend into a toasty warm hug since he had been Remus' personal furnace. He let him cry the tears of gratitude in his check.
"I love you, too, Padfoot." Remus mumbled. "And I'm sorry for my harsh attitude. It's full moon tomorrow. I am just really getting on people's nerves." Sirius nodded, rubbing his back with his large comforting hands. "But, I have decided that we will tell James and Peter after the moon. The moons make me really aggressive, you know..." Sirius smiled ear to ear and suddenly scooped his boyfriend in his arms which resulted a soft yelp to escape from Remus' mouth. He laid Remus on the bed gently, causing a diffusion in those silver eyes of lust and love. He laid on top of him, leaning down to whisper seductively.
"Let me make it up to you." And then Remus was a goner.