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    "so if i fail i can blame it on bad timing / i love nothing that i can lose” – noah kahan, catastrophize

    Fabian hisses in pain when Riz presses a gauze pad against a particularly nasty cut on his side. “I think we all wish that. What was Aguefort thinking?”

    “That he could get a bunch of kids out here to handle this instead of doing it himself, I imagine,” Adaine answers. “You sure you’re okay, Riz? Kristen’s right, you took way more hits than normal.”

    There’s lots of words on the tip of his tongue. I’m fine, of course, but they didn’t believe it the first two times and he doubts they will the third. And, more bitter than he intends, Yes, no thanks to Fabian. Except that’s not fair, because he’s supposed to be able to dodge and hide and do his job without help, and Fabian was just keeping the people in the front safe. So Riz shouldn’t need bardic inspiration; not today, not ever.

    or: five times the bad kids made riz feel left out, and one time they tried to fix it

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Since James was a very young boy, he had always pondered one question in his mind. Specifically, what exactly is love?

    He had always heard people talking about it, but he wasn't sure whether he had ever experienced it personally. Sometimes, he thought that his mom loved him, but he was not always sure she did.

    As James chose to remain in Derry, he noticed that perhaps this might mean that he would finally experience the true meaning of love.

    Only that things are never that simple.

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    17 Dec 2025

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    When the Byers move to California, Will is lonely, bullied, and struggling with his mental health. When Mike comes to visit, he notices that something is off, but doesn’t know what’s wrong or how to help while his best friend feels so far away even though he's physically there. However, maybe Mike finds the answer after they are brought closer than ever after El is abducted by the government and they end up facing capture, interdimensional monsters, torture, the past, their own feelings, and attempting to prevent the apocalypse. (Post-s3, rewriting s4, and predicting s5).

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    07 Dec 2025