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Okuyasu's fucked. He wasn't supposed to feel anything like this. He wasn't supposed to fall in love with a guy. Not even his best friend. Fuck.
He's been feeling like this for months. It sticks with him every fucking day. After all of the girls he had a crush on, he's fallen in love with his best friend, a guy? What the fuck? That's not even normal at all. Has he not found the right girl?
What's gonna happen if he found out? What if Keicho found out?? Oh wait, he got a simple answer, They're going to call him a creep, and a weirdo, tell everyone else, and then his brother will kick him out with nowhere he can call home-
"Okuyasu. You've been staring at your plate for, I dunno, 20 minutes? Finish your damn meal or your cooking will go to waste." Keicho deadpanned.
He snapped from his thoughts, "S-sorry, brother..." he continued eating in small bites.
Keicho seems he's getting irritated ever since he's been acting differently. Does he know? Wait, no, that can't be right. He's pretty much sure it's about his grades recently, he didn't have time to study the night before the exams.
Yeah, it's gonna about grades, he's gonna give him a long lecture about trying harder to be a good student and he's gonna take his games away. That's way better than finding out he's been doing gay shit.
Well it's not his fault he failed the dammned exams. He couldn't stop thinking about him. He's so... fucking perfect, a literal angel, a prince. Okuyasu wouldn't lie that his parents are the reason why he's so hot, ah, god bless genetics.
He realized whatever the fuck he was thinking about. He finished his meal and put them away in the sink. Man. Why did he come so far to this? He walked up to his bedroom and started playing whatever's on the radio. He can't try and focus on something nowadays, when he can't stop thinking about this. He can't easily erase it like The Hand would do, goddamn it why is this so fucking difficult?
A loud knock interrupted his thoughts. The door opens, it's Keicho. He looks annoyed. "Oi, do ya mind turning that thing down? It's annoying me." He grumbled. "O-oh yeah sure... Sorry." Okuyasu turned the volume down at the point that he can only hear it.
Keicho stood there, awkwardly. "You're thinking of something, I know it, and you can't hide it"
Shit.
"You're really shit at hiding stuff and-" "I- I'm sorry that I failed my exams! I shouldn't have stayed up playing video games after you told me not to!" He tried to come up with something else. He can't reveal that to his brother.
"I- no what the fuck? You're still faili- eugh y'know what let's discuss that later. You're thinking about that Higashikata kid, am I wrong?" The elder brother replied
Welp, I'm fucked. Goodbye world.
Okuyasu's cheeks flushed,"Wh- what about him?" he tried to hide his obviously red face. He's so fucked. "You fucking dumbass- You have feelings for him! It's pretty damn obvious by the way you're acting recently! It's getting on my fucking nerves!" Damn he looks pretty pissed off. Ya better do something about it, Okuyasu.
Fuck. "I... shit... Look I know it sounds... bad... b-but I swear I didn't knew why that started! The next thing I knew is that... He means the world to me." he's crying. "Y-y-you're going to kick me out, r-right? It's not normal f-for a guy liking dudes, right?" he quietly responded. Keicho huffed a sigh.
"No, you idiot, I'm not gonna kick you out. Who the fuck told you that? What I'm saying is thay go tell him how you feel, he obviously likes you back. He looks at you like you're so damn important to him. You've been droopy all day and it pisses me off. I don't care that you're gay. I care about you as a brother." He seems embarrassed saying that.
Okuyasu cried harder. "B-brother!" tears and snot streaming his face "Th-thank you! I love you! and I love him!!"
"T-tch. Whatever. So about your exams..." "Shit."