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My dearest Kaeya,
How have you been since I've been gone? I miss you desperately every day. You know, I truly hated you when you first told me to return to my homeland. I wanted to stay with you and my loving alchemist. I miss your faces. I can hardly remember what you both looked like. I can barely remember the texture of your soft hair. I miss the way your hand felt in mine. It's been a while since my hands have grasped something that could even close to compare to your soft skin.
I'd hoped to have begun writing you much earlier, but my lady insists I spend much of my time by her side. You know how helpless I am to disagree, I'm sure. I fear Dottore will gain control over me soon, what with all the changes he's been making. I can hold Foul Legacy for much longer now, though I doubt thats of any importance to you. I would leave this place if not claimed by the abyss, you know. I am a loyal man and yet.. there is nothing I desire more than to come running for you. I would swim to Inazuma one thousand times, if I were to see your smiling face but once.
Since I've been in Snezhnaya, every day feels like a waking nightmare. The Tsaritsa is truly ruthless, I'm sure you know. My failure in Liyue seems to make her angrier each day, especially since stupid signora uglyass a certain coworker of mine has been bringing it up so often. I hope to wake up soon in your arms and realize it was all a dream. I want to return to your warm cottage at the edge of Mondstadt and relax on your couch. I want to watch you laze around in Angel's Share while Diluc tries desperately to get you out. It was always so funny, watching her shove you out the door, especially when you would take her wine with you. I really do miss the way you laughed when I told a joke or the way you blushed when I would kiss you. I don't know if I'll make it out here much longer, Kaeya love. I hope you won't miss me too much when I'm gone.
Yours forever, Ajax