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1. i didn't mean for this to happen by sleepingatmygrave

   Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M, Multi
   • Complete Work

   28 Mar 2021

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   • Shang Qinghua/Shen Yuan | Shen Qingqiu
   • Shang Qinghua & Shen Yuan | Shen Qingqiu
   • Liu Qingge/Shang Qinghua
   • Shen Yuan | Shen Qingqiu
   • Shang Qinghua
   • Liu Qingge
   • Luo Binghe
   • Shàng Qīnghuá/Shěn Yuán | Shěn Qīngqiū Referenced
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Panic Attacks
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Rarepair
   • Comfort
   • Healing
   • Strangers to Lovers
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Developing Friendships
   • Developing Relationship
   • Roommates
   • Fluff
   • Domestic Fluff
   • Fluff and Humor
   • Sick Character
   • cumplane is mainly referenced but its apart of a series
   • i swear youll want to stick around for this one
   • just so much fluff and goofy moments i swear dont let the tags scare you
   • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
   • mature only for the suicide idealization the rest is pretty pg
   • no beta we die like Shen qingqiu

   Summary

   Everything hurt. Did everything always feel this bad? His arms felt like lead and like his eyelids were weighed down with 20 pound weights.

   Wait.

   Wait wait wait, hold on a moment, hold the phone, what?! No, this shouldn’t be happening. He shouldn’t be feeling things. He should be dead! In some painless limbo or whatever the hell happened after dying.

   He definitely shouldn’t be able to feel the warmth of a blanket wrapped tightly around him

   Or; One failed suicide attempt later, Shang Qinghua is left having to rebuild his life and learn how to live again.

   Series

   • Part 2 of why couldn't we just have talked sooner?

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