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1. Learning to Just Be by meadow_flower

   Fandoms: Supernatural  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   14 May 2021

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester
   • Dean Winchester
   • Castiel
   • Sam Winchester
   • Eileen Leahy
   • Mary Winchester
   • John Winchester
   • Jo Harvelle
   • Charlie Bradbury
   • Angst
   • Eventual Smut
   • Happy Ending
   • Canon Compliant
   • post 15x20
   • dean and cas can both be absurd and not deal with things
   • Heaven Fic
   • Heaven
   • this is after the series finale to try to have a happy ending
   • dean and cas reuniting in heaven
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Swearing
   • Pining
   • Bisexual Dean
   • Comfortable With Own Sexuality Dean Winchester
   • Brief mention of previous relationships Dean had with women and men
   • Bottom Dean
   • Top Cas
   • some switching though
   • dean does get his chance to top
   • dean feels guilty for being into cas
   • Bad Parent John Winchester
   • mention of Dean having to do sexual things for cash as a teen/young adult
   • Love Confessions
   • Sexual Frustration
   • follow up to Cas’ confession
   • this is a heaven fic so everyone is dead except for Cas
   • Post-Finale
   • Post-Canon Fix-It
   • repression boy!Cas
   • Dean can't always figure out how to communicate

   Summary

   A post 15x20 Heaven fic. Dean works to find joy in heaven and get used to his new normal. Being reunited with his family is something he's grateful for, but being reunited with Cas is a different feeling altogether. Dean has to learn that he can want, he can have, and he can give. And he can be happy.

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   English

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   Chapters:

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