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    Life wasn't fair. You'd been told that endlessly.

    You went about your every day life, taking care of your sister, helping those in need, sacrificing everything for others.

    You were worthless, you knew it. Your family knew it. Even strangers on the street knew it.

    You worked hard, never stopping to think about your own wants and needs. There was no point in you trying. You strayed away from friends and relationships. Keeping private and alone.

    Why did it matter if you survived or not? Did it matter if you were happy? If you felt empty and lonely all the time. Giving an apathetic front to those around you?

    It didn't. While you may have been worthless, you made it a part of your life to help others.
    You'd kill yourself if it meant helping someone in need.

    You couldn't stand seeing someone in pain, when you could help. Even if it had a negative effect on you, you would do your best to help them.

    But in the end?

    What did it matter? You'd end up alone and forgotten. Someone who helped out when the situation called for it, then abandoned when it was fixed.

    You couldn't do this for much longer-

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