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Confessions—
The things you always knew
But I never dared to tell…
Locked up,
Constricted by my desires,
Which grasp for
More.
They will always remain
Unspoken,
(Not forever)
Taunting me,
Too tantalizing to let slip
Past my lips.
(Until now)
Then,
After our ways parted
I told
Everything,
And then you
Really knew.
A letter soaked with
Sorrow
Passion
Pain
When you read those things,
I miss you.
I need you.
I love you!
What entered your thoughts?
Did it make you wonder
What should I do?
What can I do?
The options, weighing on
Your troubled mind...
Should I:
Reply with my
Questions?
Answers?
Decisions?
Ignore it?
If I pretend it
Never happened,
Surely it will
Go away…
But it won’t.
I’m still here,
A hole in my heart,
Alone
Solemn
Greedy
Lustful
Shameless
Wishing you were
Here
Wishing you were
Mine
It doesn’t matter
It’s not like I could
Tell you about
My impure
Thoughts
My crude
Desires
What would you think then?
So I keep them imprisoned,
Caged in my hard heart,
And hidden by
My life’s façade,
So no one ever knows
The words that
Fill my soul…