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1. Flight Risk with a Fear of Falling by Nayeliq1

   Fandoms: Supernatural, Supernatural (TV 2005)  

   • Explicit
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   04 Oct 2021

   Tags

   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Dean Winchester
   • Sam Winchester
   • first off I hate doing tags
   • but here we go
   • ok the sad stuff first
   • Rape/Non-con Elements
   • not descriptive and only in falshbacks and stuff but still
   • it's what the story is built around so
   • Trauma
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • the journey of healing after trauma
   • This is basically THE plot
   • Rape Aftermath
   • Past Rape/Non-con
   • I'm sorry for doing this to Cas
   • I really am
   • Panic Attacks
   • Anxiety Attacks
   • Learning to trust
   • exploration of touch
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Fluff and Hurt/Comfort
   • Explicit Consent
   • between Dean and Cas that is
   • Helpful Dean Winchester
   • Soft Dean Winchester
   • Protective Dean Winchester
   • Hurt Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Cas is so brave tho
   • Eventual Smut
   • They work slowly towards it ok
   • Cuddling & Snuggling
   • touching for the sake of touching
   • Fluff and Smut
   • First Kiss
   • First Time
   • Love Confessions
   • Slow Burn
   • Castiel Loves Dean Winchester
   • Dean Winchester Loves Castiel
   • Getting Together
   • Angel Wings
   • Self-Hatred
   • Insecurity
   • Idiots in Love
   • Sam is probably only a small side character
   • Focus heavily on Destiel and their way to healing
   • Castiel and Dean Winchester Need to Use Their Words
   • don't they always
   • Tooth-Rotting Fluff
   • Happy Ending
   • it really is I promise
   • With Art also by me:)

   Summary

   As soon as it was done, he left.

   He left Dean's body and Dean left the room.

   He knew that he couldn't leave Cas like this, shouldn't leave Cas like this, but he couldn't stay, he couldn't look at him, couldn't touch him, couldn't see skin his own hands had left blemished and tainted and torn, couldn't see the angel violated and hurt and broken by his own body.

   The door unlocked the moment he had done what he'd come for, had taken and destroyed and left. It flew open, revealing Sam who he knew had been furiously beating against the wood while- while...oh God, he was gonna throw up.

   His brother looked shocked at the picture that unfolded in front of his eyes, his features contorted in disbelief and disgust at the crumpled and naked figure in the centre of Dean's mattress.

   Dean's mattress. In Dean's bed. In Dean's room.

   He felt sick.

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   English

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