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No matter what he tries to tell himself, Tubbo knows he isn't a good person. He's probably the farthesst from 'good' you can get without being downright evil.
Good people dont walk out on their families, good people dont break someones heart because of one detail, a good person doesnt leave their own son to rot on some slowly decaying server.
Tubbo isnt a good person and he knows that. He runs from his problems, he sees one arise and packs his bags. He doesnt face them when its obvious he should. When he faces them its in the worst way possible; it always backfires and then its back to running. Running from his problems, running from everyone whi maybe, could have cared about him at some point.
Tubbo isnt a good person. He's not a good person in anyway shape or form.
He can easily list off all the things he's done on a list of top 10s. He could go through them all and nitpick all the worst parts, like a man who has nothing else to live for.
He can list them off right now.
- He's left his family. He left his best friend alone, with a child barley old enough to walk on a slowly rotting server. The SMP was already going downhill anyways. In a few years time it'd be empty, abandoned with the buildings being overgrown by ivory. And he left his best friend, his husband alone there. Alone with a child not even old enough to hop a server. Leaving him trapped in a empty world of overgrown ivory.
- He never says goodbye. He didn't even say a proper goodbye, not even a warning. He did it in impulse, slamming the door behind him, his voice worn out from yelling. He threw his comm on the ground from anger then jumped through the stupid portal. The only sign he left in the first place being a sickening message of: Tubbo_ left the game.
Oh he could go on and on. He's exiled his friend before, subjected him to whatever was endured. Hes betrayed people, whether it being good or bad depends on whose side you were on.
Tubbo isn't a good person, not at all.
If you told him he was, he would look at you like you were crazy.
He abandons people, he abandons everyone who cares for him, only to leave ivory to grow over their hearts.
Good people don't do that.