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Christian didnt know when it had started but he knew it had to stop if he didnt want to completely fall under the ridicilous spell of love? lust? longing? He didnt even know how to describe the feeling that he now suffered from.
But he knew Mitchel and him needed to stop the thing. The thing they had; it started with just downright innocent toutches, moments which were held too long and too often. Eyes which lingered too long on the others body, soon even turned into drunken and/or high make-out sessions.
It felt like a way to release the frustration of the everyday life somehow. "The thing" wasnt even anything more than light toutches, kissing and heavy breathing. There seemed to have formed unspoken rules; -no dick toutching -no mentioning the next morning
So why did Christian wonder who exactly was meant in the new lyric line of the song Mitchel wrote. Why did Christians heart flutter at the words "I may fuck a friend i made my mind up". He shouldnt care.
Thanks to Christians, Mitchels and his brothers touring, neither of the boys had a lot of friendships. Which made Christian wonder. But oh- right- Christian needed to stop. Stop wondering and stop feeling whatever this was.
Mitchel only was his band mate, unfortunately his hot band mate.
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The last few weeks, avoiding Mitchel hadnt been as difficult. Well avoiding was a bit exaggerated. Because ‘avoiding’ him meant more avoiding the moments they had, avoiding the unnecessary toutches and avoinding getting too fucked.
But now they had a show in Las Vegas; Mitchel loved to have their moments on stage, he undoubtly did. And if they wouldnt have one because Christian backed out, then he knew the other male would press the issue until Christian would spill. He was scared of spilling like a full cup, he felt terrified of just the thought of it.
He knew the toutches and in general anything was just a way for Mitchel to show his affection. Feelings are fatal, or whatever they say.
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The past few weeks had been 'weird' to say the least. Christian had been distancing himself more and more from him. Mitchel was sure that the other thought he didnt know but Mitchel knew because- well it was Christian. Their friendship and their thing was more important to him than almost anything else. For example the expression on the others face when he made the first move or how his voice turned an octave lower when he was drunk/high plus aroused.
But Mitchel wouldnt sit still and watch this crumble. He knew he was being a bit selfish. Because of the very same reason Christian would distance himself more. Mitchel was almost 100 percent certain that Christian was in love with him. The small blush on the males cheek and just in general his actions- Mitchel wasnt blind. Even his brother Clinton told him it was obvious that Christian had a thing for him.
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"Are you ready, Chris?" Mitchel asked as he swung his arm over called person. "I suppose. Just feeling a bit anxious you know" "Im sure youll do great" Mitchel said with a small smile on his lips. Right in the moment when their manager called them out on the stage. With his arm around Christians waist they went outside, just to part again and put their instruments on. Mitchel had his microfone, Christian his guitar and Clinton the drums. They were ready to shine. The fans were already screaming the bands name like a prayer.
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And then there plays the song again. The line comes faster than Christian can process whats happening. Mitchel walks right to him, ignoring every aspect of personal space. On his lips is a small smirk playing and between all the croud screaming the only thing they see is eachother. High from the adrenaline rushing through blood, no drugs. A rather rare occasion. But instead singing the lyric, the singer leans in and kisses his band mate who suprisingly kisses back with a passion. Their first sober kiss ever.
Mitchel and Christian part but the smiles never leave their faces. And Christian cant help but forget everything he teached himself for the past weeks.
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Note: there’s gonna be a smut part two Don’t worry