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To my dearest Chuuya,
As I write this, Mori is standing behind me looking over my shoulder. Seriously, he knows this is my ‘love letter’ to you, the letter that will reveal it all, but he’s still sneaking peeks.
God, he’s such a creep. No wonder Elise doesn’t like him.
However, he did promise to give you this letter later. He says he owes me for all those “special favors” I did for him. I'm sure he just wants to see what I would write in a so-called love letter.
I want you to promise one thing, take back your humanity and live your life with no regrets. You are a human Chuuya, I wish you could realize that.
I'm sorry about them, Oda and Ango, I never would have imagined Oda’s death and Ango’s betrayal would lead me to this decision. Choosing my personal feelings over you, I guess I am truly selfish in the end, huh?
I'm going to die soon, by my own hands.
But, I'll die without regrets. I'll die without the inconvenience of anyone, a plain, clean, simple death.
Or at least that's what I'd like to say. The truth is, I do have one regret I'll never get to fulfill.
It's that I never got to marry you.
With love,
Dazai.