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    Whenever Johnny got to experience the feeling of love, it was short-lived.
    Two-three months in a relationship before he felt like he was suffocating.
    Breakups were relieving.
    No broken heart, no feelings, nothing. Not even anger or… sadness.

    Or so he thought.

    Johnny didn't have high expectations for his upcoming semester in Italy. He just hoped it would be alright.

    Who would've thought it was going to be more than that?

    What could possibly go wrong when he was friends with two goths, a fashion icon, a pink haired 80s groupie wannabe and a terribly shaven cowboy?

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    TW for suicide (thoughts/attempt) and self harm

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