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Hell Followed
Chapter one

Dean could feel it most of the time, the urge, the sensation , the bloodlust that the Mark provided but now, from the moment he found Charlie body and burned it, he could hear it, hear as the mark screamed at him to give in, to become the ultimate killer and now Dean didn’t want to resist that urge , he blamed himself if he wouldn’t have been alive or had the mark Charlie would still be here, Dean truly believed it should have been him and he had made up his mind that it is gonna be him not Charlie, Dean drove Baby to one of the many spots where an entrance to hell could be found , Dean kicked down the door and March down the stairs taking down every Demon that stood in his way for what he came for, when he got to the throne room he kicked the doors down with such force that they shattered to pieces “ Crowley!!!!” Dean said
“Yes squirrel and do you have to break everything I mean you have my damn phone number you don’t have to break my shit and kill my Demons”
“ this needed to be done in person in the fucking flesh so you know Damn well you son of a bitch that if I don’t get what I want I’m not bluffing with what I’ll do next “ Dean said
“ and pray tell what in the hell do you want and who in the fuck do you think you are” Crowley said
“ to answer your question I’m Dean Motherfuckin Winchester and what I want is to make a deal : My soul for Charlie life .” Dean said

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“Your fucking with me right Dean, this has got to be a joke right?” Crowley said

“ let me put it to you this way “ Dean said as he pulled a knife from his Boot, “ if you don’t make this Deal here’s what gonna happen, I will take this knife and plunge it into my chest and I will let myself die, which you know won’t happen because the mark won’t let me die, no it will bring me back and this time I won’t be all laughs and shit no this time I’ll kill you and anyone that stands in my way and I wont give a damn and I’ll take my time and enjoy it” dean said
“Your bluffing you have to be bluffing “ Crowley said
“Try me Bitch” Dean said
“ Dean this isn’t me trying you this is me telling you there is no possible way for me to make that deal because your soul already belongs to that mark on your arm, you can’t give me what you do not currently possess now I know she meant a lot to you and I’d help you if I could but bloody hell this isn’t the way” Crowley said
Dean smiled then plunged the knife in before Crowley could do anything to stop him , and unlike before the death and returned was instant as his eyes went black and the mark gained full control nothing was left of Dean , if so it was locked deep inside the Mark now.
Dean pulled the knife out of his chest “ now what was this about bluffing “ Dean said

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For the first time in Crowley life he was completely utterly terrified; he couldn’t move, he knew if he didn’t move he would die, but yet he couldn’t move. He couldn’t smoke out, he was paralyzed with fear as he looked into the red and black eyes of Dean Winchester. “Now I’m gonna kill you but before I do, I’m gonna carve and filay every pound of flesh on your body. I will let the blood flow from your body and watch the life drain from your eyes, and I’ll enjoy every fucking second of it. What’s left of your friend or what left of the Dean you know can’t be reached now, that he let us take over. I mean you thought Cain was bad, no the Mark amplifies what you feel inside about yourselves and with Dean, that’s why I’m so strong. That’s why I’m unstoppable, now I mean think about it; a Righteous Man full of love in ways he can’t express because he can’t find words but feels everyone’s pain and suffering. Every single second of it and he blames himself for everything, no matter if it’s his fault. I mean the man truly won’t let himself love anyone the way he loved Lisa, after what you and Castiel did to her; all those emotions, everything that he was fueled the mark because of how good of a man he was. Nuclear doesn’t even describe how fucking powerful I am now, if I wanted to; I could destroy the whole damn universe. Now you can beg for your life but you know I’m not gonna spare it, but maybe in the next few hours if you beg enough for the end; I might grow bored and grant your wish. So, basically what I’m saying is; I’m the king now and you’re my bitch!” Knight of hell Dean said as he went to work carving and slicing, enjoying Crowley screams and tears

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The piercing screams of Crowley filled Hell. All the demons knew what was going on but they refused to make a stand because of one reason “If whatever is in there can do that to Crowley, then what could he do to us?” Crowley was a shell of a man after what Dean did to him; his arms had been slowly flayed and then cut off inch by inch, the same with his legs, worst of all he had took his time cutting the skin off Crowley face. The kicker was this was the third time he had done it, when Dean embrace the mark; powers never before seen had came with it. Dean stood there bearded with long hair as time passed differently in hell, and with a snap of his fingers each time every ligament and flesh reattached to Crowley, only to be carved at once more. “Please kill me… please I can’t take it anymore kill me!!!!” Crowley begged “See, you’ve been whining that shit for the last few hours but yet your still taking this shit like the slimy weasel you are, but you haven’t croaked yet. So, why would I grant you this request“ Dean said. “Because I know where the blade is!” Crowley screamed. “Now you have my attention. Speak dog!” Dean said. “I did a spell to track it; just to know where it’s at, Castiel hid it inside of him. I don’t know how, but he did.” Crowley said “Good to know…” Dean said as he ripped Crowley head off his shoulders and toss it aside

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Visions of torture and blood stream through Sam’s head, for the first time since yellow eyes the visions were back; which means something was seriously wrong. “Rowena, you need to hurry with the spell, it doesn’t matter what ingredients you need I’ll get them. Cas, I need you to find Dean, stop him before he does anything he may not be able to come back from” Sam said, “Sam, what is it?” Castiel said. “Just hurry, because if what I saw is right; the world is about to come to an end“ Sam said. Meanwhile Dean marched through the styne mansion with at least 30 bodies; already dismembered and sprawled everywhere, it was easy finding where they were with the new upgrades. But now, time to finish the rest off then take care of Elton and I’m gonna love what I do to him; after him I’ll get the blade no matter what it takes. By the time Dean was done the count had rose to 50 and there were still three left headed towards the bunker. “I love a little cat and mouse, but these pathetic excuses for monsters bore me“ Dean said as he snapped his fingers and was at the bunker. “What in the fuck is this....” Elton said soon as those words came out of his mouth, Dean snapped his fingers and the kid and other styne were obliterated; leaving only Elton. “This is for Charlie” as Dean started breaking every bone in Elton body and just as Castiel arrived; Dean squished Elton head with his bare hands till it popped “Dean, what have you done?“ Castiel said shockingly. “Whatever the fuck I want, the world is mine now and your Dean isn’t here anymore…“ Said Dean as he wiped the blood onto his shirt

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“Something is wrong, I have to get back to the bunker“ Sam said. Meanwhile Castiel was paralyzed; he knew he needed to reach Dean but he doesn’t know how to, especially with those red and black eyes staring back at him. “Now this can go one of two ways; you hand me the blade and walk away or I will forcibly take it from you, and I’ll enjoy the pain I inflict while doing it“ Dean said. “I can’t let you have it, Dean, I know you’re still in there and I won’t stop trying to reach you“ Castiel said as Dean threw the first punch that shattered his face. Castiel couldn’t find his footing as Dean continued to kick the shit out of him. As blood poured down Castiel face and mouth; Dean asked one more time “what it’s gonna be? And give up, because Dean’s not home anymore” Dean said “I’ll never give up on you“ Castiel said. “And why is that?“ Dean said “because you changed me; you made me better, you made me feel emotions because I love you…“ Castiel said as the blood and tears mixed together “aw… how sweet, you know if Dean was still here he’d probably say; I love you too buddy ...... or not“ Dean said as he plunged his hand through Castiel chest and ripped out the first blade as Sam walked into the bunker to see his brother with the first blade and the red and black eyes

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“Dean this Isn’t you! You have to fight this Dean. Damn it, you have to!“ Sam said. “Even if he was here right now; he would tell you the exact damn thing I’m telling you right now, this is your damn fault. Yes, Dean made me stronger because of how good of a person he was, because the better the person I corrupt; the stronger I get and your brother was righteous as they come and I fed off his guilt. His self-hatred, his constant blaming of himself and feeling everyone suffering, and not giving a damn about his own damn feelings. But here’s the thing; you son of a bitch and you’re gonna hate yourself when you hear it, he would have won the fight if you hadn’t of gotten Charlie killed. Dean felt he didn’t deserve to live when someone as good as Charlie didn’t get to, so he gave himself to me and I locked him deep away so he can’t hear you. And now that I’m out, I’m ready to watch the world burn. But I’ll grant Dean one last wish, I’ll put you down quick…” Deanmon said “I’ll always keep fighting to save him, even if it means I come back to kick your ass!” Sam said definitely as Dean came from behind and plunged the first blade into his back. Sam would wake up in heaven; strangely with Crowley and Castiel “how are y’all here?” Sam said. “I brought you all here“ Chuck said. “Chuck”? Sam said “I prefer that, but I’m also God and we need to talk…“ Chuck said

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Hell followed
Chapter 8

“Oh, bloody fuckin hell! It’s bad enough that I’m fuckin dead but now this, what in the hell did you morons get me into?” Crowley said. “To answer your question Crowle; they got you into the end of everything, if Dean’s not stop and if you don’t shut up and listen“ Chuck said. “How do we save Dean?“ Sam said. “You’re not gonna like it” Chuck said “I don’t care if I don’t like it, I’ll fucking do it; that is my brother locked inside that monster and it’s my fault he gave in so whatever it takes I’ll do it“ Sam Said. “ I can’t beat him, how strong he is right now I’d die before I even get a chance to do something; but there’s only one person that can save Dean, and that’s you Sam” Chuck said. “How?” Sam said “you need to merge with Lucifer again“ Chuck said. “What, because I’m his perfect vessel“ Sam said. “No, you dipshit; it’s not about the perfect vessel, shit it’s about you both as a whole. You and Dean were the perfect vessel because of your strength, of character and your heart. You both were righteous men and that’s why this happened, the Mark was a cage that has my sister locked away but somehow the cage grew a personality and it feed off corrupting good men. But there’s a balance, not even Lucifer and Azazel knew when they did what they did to you and not even the Mark knows. If you or Dean had been able to give in to each with a pure mind, no guilt but full of strength and determination then the dominant personality would have been you or Dean in each situation. And there would be no limit to each of your powers but it wouldn’t be the end, because you both would have still been yourself and not corrupted.” Chuck said “So, you’re saying that if I let Lucifer possess me and I win the battle with him for my mind and also give into my powers and stay in charge of everything; that I’d be as strong as Dean“ Sam Said. “And if you lose; we’re fucked…“ Chuck said

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Hell Followed
Chapter 9

“If he does this, there’s still one other problem besides if he loses to Lucifer; Lucifer is still in the cage“ Castiel said “Feather head I created that fucker, I can easily open it up but the problem is once I open it; someone else will have to close it if Sam doesn’t come out“ Chuck said “I’ll come out, now send me to the cage right now, bring us all back and let’s finish this” Sam Said. Chuck snapped his fingers and Sam was inside of the cage with Lucifer once again “Finally, my favorite chew toy is back again. So, Sammy boy what brings me this unexpected pleasure“ Lucifer said. Sam walked right up to Lucifer; remembering all the years of torment made him stronger, and all the self-doubt fled his mind and finally owning the power bestowed upon him as a child. Lifting Lucifer up, and as Lucifer eyes show terror Sam would say these words”you’re my bitch now Lucifer. Yes!!!!!” The light enveloped both of them and at that moment Chuck knew that the deed had been done, and when he flung the cage doors open; out walked Sam Winchester “Sam?” Castiel said. Sam raised his head showing one yellow and one red eye “Yes, it’s me, Sam Fucking Winchester; we got work to do… “ Sam Said as his wings enveloped all of hell.

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Hell followed
Chapter 10

“Where is Lucifer?“ Castiel and Crowley both asked. “He is in the small corner of my mind; groveling like the little bitch he made me before, I’m completely in control“ Sam said. “So, part one of the plan is done, what is part two Chuck?” Sam said. “First, you have to find some way to reach Dean; because as long as the mark has complete control you won’t be able to do the spell to get the mark off Dean’s arm. But if you do get the mark off, you will unleash the darkness and I can’t help you there, I won’t fight my sister not again“ Chuck said. “Cas and Crowley will go to Rowena and get whatever ingredients are needed to do the spell, I’ll go to Dean alone and I’ll get to him one way or another“ Sam Said. While Castiel and Crowley scrambled with Rowena to try and get all the ingredients listed; Sam met Dean at Stull Cemetery. “I felt you as soon as you awaken baby brother....” Dean said “I find it fucking ridiculous that you think these new upgrades will stand a chance against me. Hate to break it to you, but I can still rip your fucking throat out with my teeth with ease and I’ll enjoy every second of it.” Dean said “I’m gonna kick your ass!“ as Sam through the first punch, little did they know with each punch threw the earth began to crack open and with it the cage that had locked away ancient creatures from long ago…

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Hell followed
Chapter 11

The battle between Sam and Dean was brutal; with each punch thrown bones broke and even shattered, both Dean and Sam’s face had the proverbial crimson mask. “Just give up Sammy boy, Deans gone and you can’t kill me, the only thing that can kill me is this blade and the only one that can use it is me” Dean said. Sam wrestled the blade away just as Crowley and Castiel arrived with Rowena. And with all Sam’s might he swung the blade through Deans arm, cutting off the mark at the source; as Dean’s arm laid there Sam heard the real Dean say “Sammy…“ Sam rushed to his brother “it’s ok Dean, I’m here, you’re back“ “ What have I done Sammy. I killed everyone, I can’t fucking come back from this“ Dean said as the mark on his detached arm enveloped a light that stretched across the sky, and then Amara appeared.

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“I know you…“ Dean said to Amara as Sam looked bewildered “yes, I was the one you were trapped with when the Mark took over. I protected you and by seeing into your mind; I let go of my hatred, I’m sorry for what the mark has done to you but it’s not your fault. You need to start believing in yourself and start realizing you’re not the ultimate killer; you’re something more and now I’ll be a part of you forever. But you will be in control and when you finally believe in yourself; all the power you had will awaken“ Amara said as she pulled Dean close and kissed him and dissolved into his body; leaving Dean with a shadow arm for the one he lost, and one black eye and the other normal. As the brothers, Castiel, Crowley and Rowena tried to figure out what just happened; the cage in the earth broke and the claw began to rise from the ground in the earth, and a blood curdling scream pierced the world... The shedim are here…

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The claw began to pull itself up from the depths of the earth; out arose a sadistic, demented creature. As it arose, Dean, Sam, Castiel, Crowley and Rowena could see it clear as day now. It’s face was disfigured; one side had red hair and had a woman face with the eye of a snake, while the other side had snakes for hair and the face was scaled like a Komodo dragon. The body was flayed raw all the way to the feet except for the talons on both hands and feet. The tail was long and scaled with a sharp spike at the end and it had huge blood red bat like wings with black veins running through them, almost like you could see the pulse in the wings. It let out a blood curdling scream and locked eyes with Dea. Dean could feel like it was staring into his soul, but before the creature could do anything they were back at the bunker. “How the hell did we get back here?” Sam said “I brought you here” Chuck said “What the fuck was that thing!“ Dean said. “The Shedi “ Chuck said “I’ve heard stories of them, I thought they were just a myth” Castiel said. “They’re not a myth you buffoon. They were locked in a inaccessible cage in the earth deep, inside hell the last time I checked.” Crowley said. “Crowley is right but not entirely, the shedim were my first attempt at creating something, it’s the entire reason why I band Nephilim’s. They were supposed to be the first humans and they would have grace inside of them, but when I created them something went wrong. And I’m not sure what but it created the thing you saw; they were too dangerous, more dangerous than the Leviathan, and I had to find a deeper cage then Purgatory and I did. But the War between Sam and Dean Destroyed the cage and it’s entrance, freeing them” Chuck said. “So why are they so dangerous. I mean besides looking fucking hideous except for the redhead part“ Dean said. “They’re more than a creature; they’re a mixture of Demons, spirits, Angels, and humans. And that was when I first created them, there’s no telling how they evolved over eons. But I will tell you this; that human side with the reptilian eye, it sees into whoever it looks at soul, and finds whoever it cares for the most one by one and kills them so it can feed off loss” Chuck said. “Now Dean, it looked at you, so you need to figure out who it is because it’s first target isn’t anyone in here. Because it would have already been here, and with that y’all can deal with it on your own. Because fuck this, I’m out!” Chuck said as he disappeared. “Son of a Bitch!!!” Dean said “Dean, who is he talking about, who is the shedim going after?” Sam said. Horror shown across Deans face as he realized who its first target was as he Raced to Baby, “it’s going after Lisa and Ben “ Dean said as he cranked Baby.

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The song Ramble on by Led Zeppelin screamed through Baby as Dean pressed the gas all the way to the floor, as it topped out at 180.Sam wanted so bad to turn the music off and ask Dean something but he always remember the number one rule; Driver picks the music, shotgun shuts his cake hole. Dean finally got tired of the constant look from Sam and turned the music off “what is it Sam. What do you want to know” Dean said. “How are you so sure that the Shedim is going after Lisa and Ben” Sam said. “Because she’s the only woman I’ve ever really truly loved and I mean loved with everything I had in me. And when I had to leave her it broke me, I promised myself I’d never love someone like that again. I’d never even try to love again, I can take loving you and Castiel because you’re my brother and Castiel is my best friend. But I can’t take the heartbreak of loving someone the way I loved her again.” Dean said. “And you believe it’s gonna go after Ben because you love him, because he is Lisa son?” Sam said “No, the Shedim will go after Ben because he is my son. I’ve always known, even when Lisa said he wasn’t. There’s no way in hell that boy ain’t my son, and I’ll be Damn if this son of a bitch does anything to them. Sammy, I swear to you; if I don’t get there in time, I’m gonna hunt this bitch down. And I’m gonna tear whatever fucking heart it has out and shove it down it’s throat before I rip the bitches head off, now how much longer is it to Cicero” Dean said. “One more hour, and Dean, keep calm. Let go of the guilt because we can’t have you go dark side again” Sam said. “Oh, trust me the next time I go dark side I’ll be the one in control “ Dean said. Dean and Sam pulled up to Lisa’s house; the door was already wide open, they got there just in time to see the shedim dig it’s talons inside Lisa “ Lisa no!!!!!” Dean said as he hurried to catch her as the shedim sped away faster than anything they had seen before. “Lisa, stay with me don’t you die on me!” Dean said “Dean?” Lisa said “you remember me?” Dean said. “You never forget the one person you truly loved, no matter what kind of mind wipe you go through. Yes, I know what Castiel did, it lasted a few months. And I was angry because I didn’t get a goodbye, Ben didn’t either, we wanted you to stay Dean.” “Where is Ben?“ Dean said as tears began to roll down his eyes “He is safe, he is at a friend’s house a couple blocks down.” Lisa said “Sammy, go make sure he doesn’t get hurt“ Dean said. Sam ran out and down the street to make sure Ben was safe “Dean, promise me you will keep your son safe; yes, he is your son, I just didn’t want you to feel like you had to stay. I wanted you to always have a choice“ Lisa said. “I promise ,and I always knew and I never stopped loving y’all“ Dean said. “I never stopped loving you Dean Winchester.....” Lisa said with her last breath. Dean let out a blood boiling scream as he held Lisa’s limp body. And his right shadow arm started to glow as his anger reached a boiling point; the mark returned but this time something was different as Dean arose, his eyes change once again except while his left eye stayed normal, his right became red and black. “I understand what Amara meant now“ Dean said

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Sam raced to check on Ben. Ben saw Sam coming from a few blocks down and ran to meet him. Ben remembered like his mom did, and he knew after all this time if Sam is here then something happened. “Where is she? Is she ok?” Ben said “Dean is with her, he sent me to make sure the thing didn’t come after you; it’s not good Ben” Sam said. By the time they arrived back; Castiel and Crowley had arrived in the pimp mobile. Sam led Ben inside to find Dean closing her eyes, Ben broke as he ran to hold his mother’s body “Ben, I can promise you two things. One; I will find a way to bring her back and two; I’m gonna kill the son of a bitch that did this to her. Now, I know you have no reason to trust me but I need to take you to a friend of ours where you will be safe until we get the son of a Bitch that did this“ Dean said. “I’ll go, but we can’t leave her here not like this” Ben said “I’d never Leave her here like this, she is coming with us. I’ll pull the car around, Sam get some blankets“ Dean said. Dean wrapped Lisa gently and laid her body in the trunk of Baby. Ben hugged him as he tried to keep it together “I promise you, even if it costs me my life; I’ll keep that promise to you, now go wait in the car I need to talk to Castiel” Dean said. Dean motioned for Cas to come here while Sam was talking to Crowley. “Cas, I do remember what you said when I killed you, and I want you to know I do love you too. You’re my best friend and I want you to know that you can always talk to me about anything, don’t hold things in like I did. Because it just cost me everything, but I need a favor. I’m taking Ben to Jody’s but I’m asking you to stay there and protect him, and get Rowena or Crowley to do a cloaking spell.” Dean said. “I’ll do this Dean, but where are you and Sam going?“ Castiel asked “Hunting-“ Dean said as his eyes changed again for a brief second “Dean, you need to hear this- “ Sam said Dean came over to Sam and Crowley “what is it? “ Dean said “There might be a way to find out more about the shedim, it was a rumor but I’m not sure if it was true; but moose and squirrel, I’m telling you it’s worth a look at-” Crowley said “Spill it now” Dean said “the rumor was that there was a soul tortured close to the shedim cage; Azazel had the soul torture close to the cage because he wanted to break the man quick. And only the princes of hell and Lucifer knew where the cage was down there, the soul that they said was torture there was; John Winchester“. Crowley said “looks like we’re gonna have to have a talk with Dad…” Dean said

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Dean, Sam, Castiel, Crowley, Rowena and Ben arrived at Jody place. Dean and Sam led Ben inside; where Jody was waiting with Claire and Alex. “Claire and Alex will help Ben get settled in“ Jody said, Ben hugged Dean one last time before he followed Claire and Alex inside. “How bad is it?“ Jody asked “Castiel, Crowley and Rowena will stay here with y’all, just in case while we’re gone and thank you for this“ Dean said. “Where are you two going? “ Jody said “Heaven-“ Sam said. “There’s an entrance to heaven not too far from here at a playground, but I’m not sure how you will be able to enter” Castiel said. Sam’s eyes glowed red and yellow as he said “oh, I’m about to break that fucking door down!“ Sam said. Sam and Dean arrived at the entrance where Castiel said it would be, and then Sam went to work as the combined powers of Lucifer and the ones given to him by Azazel flowed through his veins. He used his mind to break down the door; as they entered through the gates of heaven, they went straight to one person first. And as they opened the door to his room; all they could hear as they entered was, “what in the hell have you fuckin idjits got into now?” “Hello Bobby, we need some help-“ Dean said “let me get my scotch” Bobby said. He poured two glasses and kept the bottle for himself “so, boys what do you need?“ Bobby asked. “Do you know what part of heaven John is in?“ Dean said. “Why?” Bobby asked. “Because, all hell has broken loose down there and the creature we’re trying to kill; John spent some time being tortured right beside its cage“ Sam said. “The Shedim-“ Bobby said as he down the rest of the bottle. “Yes, how did you know-“ Dean said “ Rumors spread when you’re being tortured in hell, anyways he is on the other side of heaven. The only door over there, but why did you come to me first?“ Bobby said. “Because, you’re our family Bobby, always have been, always will be; we had to see you first-“ Sam said. “Family doesn’t end with blood“ Bobby said. “It doesn’t start with it either- “ Dean said as he hugged Bobby and whispered into his ear “I need you to give Lisa a message if she is up here; tell her, I love her and I will make this right, if it’s the last thing I do- “ “Be careful sons…” Bobby said as they left. Dean and Sam arrived at the entrance to John’s door and entered, and as they entered all they heard was, “boys, I’ve been waiting for you, it’s time for us to talk… “

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“I know why your here boys-” John said “But first I need to say things to you, I never got to say. Dean, I’m sorry for what I did to you; you reminded me so much of your mother, and I tried to make you hide all your feelings and make you more like the man I became after your mother’s death. Because I couldn’t stand the thought of you dying too, you protected Sam, and Sam is a reminder of the man I used to be. And Sam, I’m sorry for ever thinking that one day you might have to be put down because of what Azazel did to you. I’m sorry to both of you boys for not being the father I should have been, and for trying to make you both shoulders. When this is over I hope you, Dean, let yourself feel everything that you felt like you had to hide and I’m proud of you both-” John said. “ Dad, we forgive you-“ Dean and Sam both said.“Is it true that you might know something about the shedim?“ Dean said. “Yes, I could hear its deranged whispers while I was being tortured, and it helped me piece together exactly what it would take to stop it. The grace it was born from was Michael and Lucifer; the only way to stop it, is with both their combined power and the archangel blade. I can see you already have one piece with Sam here, the rest is in Hell-” John said. “I have to become the sword don’t I?“ Dean, I’m sorry but yes-” John said. “Thank you and goodbye dad…” Dean said as he hugged John and then Sam hugged John. Just then; Mary appeared “Mom?” Dean and Sam said as tears filled their eyes “I believe in you boys and I love y’all too, you’re the only ones that can stop this and I’m sorry I was the one that started this all-” Mary said as she hugged Dean and Sam. “We will see you soon…” the boys said as they exited heaven and began their journey to hell.

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As Dean and Sam left heaven; Dean called Crowley “Crowley, we know what’s needed to destroy the shedim and we think you might know where one piece of it is. Have you ever heard of the archangel blade?” “Yes squirrel, I threw it in the cage why”? Crowley said “Well, that’s what we needed, we already got to go there for the second piece anyway“ Dean said as he hung up the phone. Dean and Sam marched into hell and went straight to the cage, “Sammy, I got to do this one alone- “ Dean said as he entered the cage. “Michael!!!! Get your sorry ass down here now! “ Dean said. Michael appeared before Dean; still possessing Adam “Dean-” Michael said “ what brings you down here “ “the shedim-“ Dean said. “So, you need this- “ Michael said as he pulled out the blade “And one other thing, but before I even consider it, I need two guarantees. One; you let Adam go and two; when this is all over, do you have the power to bring back Lisa” Dean said. “Yes, I do” Michael said. Dean grabbed Micheal by the collar “then let’s go for a ride you son of a bitch .... Yes!!” Dean said as the cage exploded with light. Dean exited the cage with the archangel blade “Dean, are you still there? “ Sam said. Dean raised his head as his eyes glowed black in one and red and blue on the other and he let his wings out, but there was something different about the wings; they looked as if they were on fire. “Yes, Sammy I’m still here, and I’ve finally let go and now I’m in fucking control… “ Dean said

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Sam and Dean raced back to Jody’s house; when they arrived, Dean went to Rowena. “If you had Archangel grace, do you think you could work a spell to bring someone back?” Dean asked. “Yes, I could-“ Rowena said. Dean took the archangel blade out and cut his arm; sending some of his grace into a vial before healing his wound “is that enough? “ Dean asked. “Yes, you want me to bring back Lisa don’t you“ Rowena said. “Yes and please hurry-” Dean said. “While Rowena went inside to do the spell to bring Lisa back, Dean gather everyone together “we have everything that we need to stop the shedim, we just have to find it now. Crowley, can you still do a locator spell?” Dean asked “Yes, I can- “ Crowley said. As Rowena finished the spell, Dean could hear Lisa; he ran inside to see her. Soon as Lisa saw Dean’s face; she ran to him and kissed him “ You kept your promise- “ Lisa said in tears “Always, when it comes to you- “ Dean said. Crowley came inside “boys, this can’t be right this says the shedim is..........” Crowley never got to finish his sentence as the shedim stuck its talons through Crowley chest.

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Rowena screamed as she watched her son lifeless body fall to the floor; at that moment, she unleashed a barrage of powerful magic that backed the shedim away and briefly stunned it as Dean and Sam got Lisa, Jody , Donna and the kids to safety. “Stay safe, if anything happens to us Jody and Donna are our last defense, I trust them-” Dean said. As Dean and Sam rushed back to help Rowena and Castiel, by the time they made it back; the shedim had already ripped Rowena in half and Castiel was next. Dean handed Sam the archangel blade “Dean, what are you gonna use-” Sam Said and then Dean pulled out the first blade and the mark ignited again. Dean, Sam and Castiel charge head on in attempt to stop the shedim, but it was still too strong. With each blow the shedim would retaliate back with an even greater blow. Sam face was bloody and his right eye was swollen shut, Dean was also bloody and his leg was broken, but Castiel had the worse end of it as his guts were barely hanging on to the inside of his body. “Dean, I know what I must do in order to give you both a chance to finish it. Good-bye Sam and Dean…“ Castiel said as he began to rise to his feet, and charged full force at the shedim and tackled it. Castiel would then lock in tight his hands around the shedim, with a grip that he would not break until his last breath. As the shedim began to bite into his neck; Castiel screamed for Sam and Dean to finish it now. With tears in their eyes; both Sam and Dean rushed in from opposite sides, running both the first blade and the archangel blade through the shedim and in Castiel, as the shedim and Castiel exploded. Sam and Dean both beaten bloody and within inches of death and having lost some of their closet friends; believed finally that the worse was over, and then Chuck appeared “It went exactly as I planned. Now to finish you both off…” Chuck said

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You son of a bitch. What did you do”!!! Dean said as the blood dripped from his mouth from his internal injuries. “Everything- I caused every single bad event that happened in your life, I wrote your destiny from the very beginning before you were even born- You were meant to be Michael and Lucifer’s vessels, nothing more. Azazel’s children I put that in Lucifer mind; making him believe it was the only way out of the cage. Your mother’s death and John downward spiral; even Jessica deaths was also me and then you both defied your destiny, so I figured let’s make it harder. Let me turn their best friend crazy and have him unleash the leviathan, but no- you still manage to defy that. And even defied the mark to the point we’re I decide I needed the shedim unleashed and even orchestrated it killing Lisa first.” Chuck said. “Why did you do this to us?” Sam Said. “Because you refuse to follow your destiny, and if I didn’t make an example out of both of you; then everyone else would believe they could make their own destiny. Reality check- you can’t, I’m God, I make the fucking rules and I say you can’t change destiny. I really under estimated you two. I believed I wouldn’t have to get my hands dirty, but I was fucking wrong, now I’ll have to kill you two myself- “ Chuck said as he hit Sam and Dean with such force it sent them through Jody’s Neighbors house. Chuck began toying with them, and belittling them as he waited for them to get up “how are we supposed to fucking beat God?” Dean said “I know how Dean, but it will require us to make the ultimate sacrifice…” Sam Said

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Carry on my wayward son by Kansas plays

“What are you talking about Sammy. What is your plan?” Dean said. “Remember Gadreel, he carved enochian symbols into his chest, and when he drove the angel blade through his chest it created an angel bomb. I know with the right combination, the force of the bomb would take out Chuck“ Sam Said. “Sammy, what are you trying to tell me- “ Dean said. “In order to defeat God; we have to die, it’s the only way. If you distract him long enough for me to carve the symbols into my chest, then I’ll grab Chuck and I’ll hold onto him for dear life. But Dean, you will have to do this next part and not only will it kill God; but it will kill me and you. I need you to take the archangel blade and drive it through Chuck’s chest and all the way through mine, and ignite the bomb; it will blow the three of us up-” Sam Said. “Are you sure this is the only way Sam-“ Dean said with tears falling from his eyes. “ Yes-” Sam Said as tears formed in his eyes. “Well, if we’re going out. We’re going out together and in a blaze of glory…“ Dean said as he hugged Sam. “I love you, my Baby Brother- “Dean said. “I love you too, big brother- “ Sam Said. Dean managed to sneak away into Baby, and as he got inside he opened the glove compartment and pulled out two things. One; a note that said Lisa on it, and two; the Amulet that his brother gave him as a kid at Christmas that he got rid of long ago when he fully lost all faith. He put the amulet on and precede to crank Baby, turning the radio on for the Final time as Tools Schism blared, as he Pressed his foot down to the floor and at full speed ran over God. While Dean was Doing this; Sam preceded to rip his shirt off and carve the symbols into his chest with his knife. Sam knew they only had one shot, so he made each symbol precisely the way they needed to be. Meanwhile, Chuck stood up and looked at Dean “are you fucking stupid. Did you really think running me over would kill God” Chuck said. “No, but this might-” as Dean slashed a gash in Chuck with the first blade, briefly stunning him long enough for Sam to come from behind and hold Chuck in a full Nelson. Dean knowing this was the end, looked at Sam and said “I’m proud of us- “as he drove the archangel blade through Chuck and Sam, setting off the explosion that killed all three of them. Dean and Sam would wake up in Heaven. Greeted by Bobby and Castiel “this can’t be real- , I figured heaven would be destroyed when we killed Chuck“ Dean said. “No boys, it’s the opposite because of what you two did” Bobby said. What are you talking about?“ Sam Said. “Your sacrifice, the pure will and determination you had to save the world caused your sacrifice to change heaven to the way you believe it should be. Having everyone here together and making new memories…“ Castiel said. “Everyone-? “ Dean asked. As he said that, right in front of them the Roadhouse appeared and the doors opened, and inside was everyone. There was John and Mary, Ash was serving beer with Ellen and Jo. Crowley was there and so was Rowena, what hit Sam the most was right in front of him was Jesse “Jess-?” Sam Said as tears formed in his eyes. “You could have told me what your family did and I’d still love you the same. It wasn’t your fault that I died and I’m glad I can finally tell you that- “ Jess said as she kissed Sam. Dean felt a tap on his shoulder and as he turned around there was Charlie and he hugged her as tight as he could “I’m so sorry- “ Dean said. “It wasn’t your fault, I never blame you, so don’t blame yourself “ Charlie said. “Almost everyone is here- “ Dean said as he thought about Lisa and Ben and everyone still alive. “She will be here soon too , time passes differently up here. See right here, Lisa just found the letter you left her in baby “ Charlie said as Dean watched Lisa read the words he wrote her before bringing her back .“Lisa, if you’re reading this then me and Sam are both Dead. I wanted to thank you for teaching me to feel; for helping me be a better man, for loving me even with my flaws. I want Ben to have Baby, I want you both to have something to remember me by until you see me again in the next life. I want you both to grow old and live a long life, and make this world better your own way. Tell my son, I love him one day when you’re ready to. And Lisa, you were the love of my life. Good bye- I love you and take care of Baby...” Lisa broke as she finished Deans letter. “So, one day we will have everyone up here- “ Dean said. “Yes buddy, I mean check outside there something else here too- “ Charlie said. Dean walked outside and Sam followed him, Dean eyes lit up as he saw Baby right in front of him. “Oh , Baby I missed you too. Sam, let’s go for a ride we will be back to celebrate later” Dean said as both him and Sam hopped into Baby and drove to the place where it all began; the bridge in Jericho from their first case together. They got out of the car and began to reminisce, and told each other how proud they were of each other with everything they had overcome and hugged. Finally, at Peace they decided to head back to celebrate and reminisce with everyone else as they Drove with Carry on playing inside of Baby.

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Thank you supernatural

This is an open letter recounting how supernatural and the characters and actors changed me in my life and in a way saved me. I was born December 9th 1997 with severe asthma that the doctors believed that I wouldn’t be able to make it through, I was in and out of the hospital for a month before I got better. Shortly there after my father left, that was the start of my anxiety and depression because for the longest time I believe that there had to be something wrong with me for my father to not want me, to not even want to be in my life. The only role models I had in my real life were my mom and my nana, my mom worked to jobs to support me until she found my stepfather when I was two and that’s where things became worse. My stepfather was an abusive drunk and one night when I was three he caused my mom to have a miscarriage. I blamed myself because I couldn’t stop him. My mom stayed with him until my little brother and little sister where ten and six but that was the beginning of where my depression became mild to full terror. It didn’t help that when I got to school I was bullied for being different . I was told things like I’d never be loved or everything bad that happens to people are my fault, to getting the shit kicked out of me and even a knife getting pulled on me. I tried to see a therapist when I was 8 but was told that depression isn’t real that I just have to suck it up.... I never went back because it’s the worse feeling ever wanting to get help and knowing how bad it is but being told my feelings don’t matter. Supernatural saved me. I connected with Sam and Dean as well as Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles and Jeffrey Dean Morgan in real life . Both Sam and Dean had so many aspects that resemble who I am. Sam being the smart one and never giving up and Dean empathy, how he wore his heart on his sleeve and felt everyone emotions and felt like the world was on his shoulders. Outside of supernatural Jared , Jensen and JDM became the father figures I never had, who they were as people helped me become the man I am, the father and husband I strive to be everyday and to help others. The show kept my depression and anxiety at bay for many years until I lost contact with it in 2015. For almost three years my mind and my life became my own hell, every relationship I was in I was abused, mentally and physically and cheated on. The breaking point came when my nana became sick in 2017 liver cancer stage four. For six months I watched my biggest support system and the person that introduced me to my biggest heroes wither and suffer and ultimately forget who I was and die without saying goodbye on September 29 2017. The day I buried her I was cheated on by the woman I was with at the time, and finally the thoughts became to much and I was ready to take my life. I was so close to being dead, one more minute and I would have done it if it wasn’t for what I found on the tv: Just my imagination. It was Sam talking to sully about the cage and in that moment the pain I saw didn’t feel like Sam it felt like Jared pain and in that moment I had to find out why this was connecting with me. It turns out that it led me to Jared talking about his battle with depression and anxiety and the always keep fighting campaign and eventually the chapter he wrote in Family dont end with blood. After reading that chapter I made a choice that I’ve stuck to every single day no matter how bad it got: to keep fighting. All this led me to today, engaged and a month away from being a father to my baby girl, all this I couldn’t have done with out this show and without Jared, Jensen and JDM, so thank you supernatural and thank you to everyone who ever was apart of it.