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izuku was really starting to hate how easy it is to break in through windows.
“get out of my house.”
“hiding in the closet?” the blonde chuckles, “cmon, open the door.”
shit, what could he do in this situation?
“no, i’ll scream and my parents will call the police.” the greenette bluffs.
katsuki grins.
“all is forgiven baby! come out, get dressed. you’re my date for the pep rally tonight.” izuku hears a loud clap, footsteps following right after. katsuki must be pacing.
“what? why?” he responds.
he hears crinkling on the other side of his closet door, “well our classmates thought they were signing some petition, you gotta come out here and see what they really signed.”
“no way..” izuku mutters. with all of their signatures, their fate is in katsuki’s hands. surely it can’t be good, i mean the blonde convinced izuku to kill three of his classmates for fucks sake.
the blonde chuckles, “you chucked me out like i was trash, for that you should be dead.”
click! was that.. the cocking of a gun? did katsuki really intend to kill him..?
“but! then it came to me deku, what if high school was removed from the equation? it’s them, those assholes are the key.” the blonde talks towards the door, leaning his weight against the wooden piece.
izuku sees the door shake from the force of katsuki pushing himself off, “they’re keeping you away from me! they fucked you up, messed with your brain. i’ll help set you free.” he breathes.
nothing, katsuki hears nothing from izuku. more, he needs to say more.
“you left me and i fell apart, i punched the wall and cried BAM! BAM! BAM!” each bam followed by a hard slam to the door, the greenette needs to think, to do something.
the blonde audibly sighs and runs his hand through his spiky yet soft hair, “then i found you changed my heart, and set loose all that truthful shit inside.”
“i built a bomb deku, you and me, let’s guarantee they’ll never see their senior prom.” katsuki offers.
christ, he plans to blow everyone up.
“ ‘zuku, i was meant to be yours. we were meant to be one. are you giving up on me, on us? lets finish what we’ve begun, together?” katsuki’s tone softens, and for a moment, izuku forgets what the blonde has done. he can only remember the soft kisses full of love, and the quiet ‘i love you’s they shared late at night.
he loved katsuki more than anything, but is his love for the blonde really worth more than other peoples lives?
yet, were they ever really good people?
his scarred and deformed hand shakily hovers over the doorknob, should he?
katsuki didn’t seem to notice izuku’s change in heart, “think about it deku, about when the highschool gym goes BOOM! with everyone inside.” he exclaims.
“pew! pew! pew!”
izuku can imagine the blonde making little exploding gestures while saying that, he can’t help but think it’s endearing. yet, his hand no longer hovers over the doorknob. no matter how in love he is, he just can’t allow katsuki to kill everyone.
he must be out of his mind for even thinking that in the first place.
“in the rubble of their tomb, we’ll plant this note explaining why they died.”
… note?
“We, the students of UA Academy
Will die
Our burnt bodies may finally get through
To you
Your society churns out slaves and blanks
No thanks
Signed the Students of UA Academy
'Goodbye.'”
i should’ve guessed it, sounds just like something he’d do. izuku did forge suicide notes for katsuki afterall, twice.
once the note is found, their murder will be passed off as a suicide. just like the others, the ones he, himself participated in.
he can’t let it happen, not again.
“we’ll watch the smoke pour out the doors, oh and we can bring marshmallows! we’ll make s’mores.” katsuki steps closer.
“we can smile and cuddle while the fire roars. ‘magine it deku, and i plan to have my future with you. don’t you want that? with me?”
izuku can hear his smile through his voice, he’d give anything to see his smile again.
izuku still remembered it, his eyes crescent shaped, so full of love. shining his pearly white teeth, with a bit of his gums showing through. he missed those shiny beautiful ruby eyes, staring at him like he was his world.
..not now, god. he’s acting like a love sick puppy. it was just a lot to swallow, they were so in love. why was the world so cruel? why is the love of his life asking him this?
“ ‘zuku please, say something. anything. i was meant to be yours, you were meant to be mine. i can’t- i can’t take it alone! i need you by my side. finish what we’ve begun. can we please, close this chapter, together?” katsuki leans his forehead on the door, closes his eyes, and sighs.
frustrated, he bangs on the door a few times. “you were meant to be mine! i am all that you NEED! you carved open my heart, you hold my heart in your hands ‘zuku. you can’t just leave me to bleed..” the blonde clutches his heart.
katsuki stares sadly at the closed and unmoving door.
izuku’s heart shatters, but theres no time for him to grieve. think! think! think!
suddenly the greenette has an idea.
“deku.. open the- open the door, please?”
he needs to gather enough clothing for this to work.
“deku, open the door.”
fuck, can’t he tie these things together any quicker?
“ ‘zuku? can we not fight anymore please? i miss you.”
god, izuku wants to sob. he’d give anything to be able to have a future with katsuki.. maybe in another life time.
“maybe you’re scared ‘zuku, i’ve been there done that. i can help you! please just, let me in. open the door.”
he prays that this will be strong enough to hold him up.
“izuku, don’t make me come in there. i’ll count to three.”
“one..”
fuck he’s almost done.
“two..”
the pressure on his stomach is terribly uncomfortable, the neck piece is in place.
“fuck it.”
katsuki puts his all into kicking at the door’s lock, the lock is destroyed and the door opens. but what he sees breaks his heart.
there, in the middle of the closet. izuku, the love of his life. hanging limp, dead.
“‘zuku? wake up. this isn’t funny.”
nothing.
“please.. don’t leave me alone, not again.” katsuki says brokenly.
“you were the only one i could trust, in the whole world. how could you leave me?”
katsuki stares up at the mop of green curly hair. his vision is getting blurry, katsuki looks hysterical. a single tear rolls down his cheek and lands on the suicide note. the one he planned to show izuku.
“they- they did this to you. i’ll kill them, i’ll kill them all. i’ll watch their bodies burn, i just wish you could’ve been there to watch it too. we were supposed to take over the world together.”
“i loved you with all my heart ‘zuku”
izuku can’t help but wish he could tell katsuki that he loved him too.