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1. Lost in the Blue, They Don’t Love Me Like You Do by gardensofbabylon14

   Fandoms: Never Have I Ever (TV)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   13 Nov 2021

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Ben Gross/Devi Vishwakumar
   • Ben Gross & Devi Vishwakumar
   • Ben Gross
   • Devi Vishwakumar
   • a little bit of eleanor and fabiola
   • paxton hall yoshida
   • a little bit of trent
   • Nalini Vishwakumar
   • Aneesa Qureshi
   • Enemies to Lovers
   • Enemies to Friends to Lovers
   • am really into color symbolism in this one
   • My First AO3 Post
   • just devi realizing she's in love with ben
   • That's it that's the plot
   • Nervous
   • shitting and throwing up rn
   • devi's pov
   • she also has an emotional breakdown but what else is new

   Summary

   Devi continues to struggle to understand her feelings towards Ben until everything boils over at her birthday party.

    

   „Oh, God. Please say something before I turn it all into some It's-all-good joke and we stay like this forever, occasionally meeting on rooftops to fight and give each other SAT words until we're eighty and the nurses kick our wheelchairs into traffic.“

    

   He laughs and this might be the loudest, strongest laugh she ever heard from him. It makes her laugh too and soon enough the insides of her stomach start to hurt in some weird combination of butterflies and pain.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   6,876

   Chapters:

   5/?

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