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Seungmin wonders if he's asking too much. Wonders if they're good just like that.
It's been two months at least, going on and off. Texting and then no texting. Going on dates almost every day of the week and then it stops, just for it to resume without a word - are those even considered dates? Seeing each other often to barely seeing each other.
Seungmin knows Hyunjin is busy but so is he. They had been doing well adjusting everything so far. Had been getting along just fine, if those breathtaking kisses that still linger on his lips and the purple marks on his collarbone aren't enough of an indicator, he doesn't know what is.
Is he doing anything wrong?
Is Hyunjin just playing with him? Does he even think of him like that? Hyunjin is running a marathon in his mind due to how much Seungmin thinks of him.
It's been at least two months of that but they have been friends longer, almost three years but this arrangement is new.
Seungmin has liked Hyunjin for a while though. Had wanted to kiss those lips and feel his skin under his fingertips for way too long.
"Min," a familiar voice calls his name and Seungmin snaps out of his trance, looks around in confusion since he's in his dorm room and only relaxes when he finally sees blond hair peeking from the door. "Are you going to Changbin's party?"
Oh, right. That's the whole thing that got him thinking, Changbin's party. Not his specifically but just the fact that parties are a synonym for them going back to the messy kisses and even messier bed, tangled limbs and heavy breathing. What comes after that aches because Seungmin wants Hyunjin to himself but it doesn't feel like it's like that the other way around.
Seungmin thinks hard, stares at Hyunjin's unsuspecting face and nods, he can't say no to Hyunjin's kisses and what comes with them.
He'll leave his feelings for later, he just needs what they have now.