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“This wasn’t supposed to go this way..”Espresso groaned as he squirmed trying to free himself from the Ginkgoblins ropes. The two just recently woke up after passing out In a battle with them and now they were in a basement like stone room, but that wasn’t the only reason Espresso was squirming. He really needed to pee and badly, Espresso immediately felt it as he was opening his eyes, if he was back at home ut would’ve been a mad dash to the bathroom, he began to regret drinking that 4th cup of coffee as his bladder twinged.
“We shall come up with a new plan then!” Madeleine exclaimed. Madeleines hands and wrists were tied behind his back to Espressos tied the same way, they were also tied by together by stomach putting slight pressure on the lower abdomen, the pose was certainly not the most comfortable especially with Espressos fidgeting, Madeleine assumed it was caffeine jitters but that still didn’t soothe the pain in his wrists. They were both sitting on a stone like floor, which also wasn’t helping, Madeleine knew he would be hurting in the next morning after this. Madeleine grunted as Espresso pulled particularly harder.
“Espresso my friend, will you go easy on the squirming? A knight must be in perfect condition once we get out of here and need to fight”
“I can’t help it…” espresso sighed as he began to tear up. His bladder ached as he felt a leak escape. He tenses up at the feeling.
“Is there anything I can do? If anything is troubling you do tell me!” Madeleine asked Espresso.
“Hmm being tied up certainly isn’t helping” Espresso responded. As desperate as he was he didn’t want Madeleine to know he was on the brink of pissing himself, he already felt weird around Madeleine enough as it is. Espresso sat on his heal to try to ease his squirming. One of the only moments he was grateful to have female anatomy.
Madeleine sighed in frustration as he looked around the room for an idea.
“We could be here for a bit! Who was that guy again? Fear not Espresso! I will find a way to aid you and the divine shall guide us!” Madeleine forced himself to exclaim trying to remain optimistic.
Espresso felt a wave of panic and unease wash over him as he squeezed his thighs closer together. What if he wet himself in front of Madeleine? What would Madeleine say? As much as he disliked the man, he had to admit that Madeleine doesn’t seem like the type to make fun of him but that still doesn’t ease the awkwardness and embarrassment.
Espresso also took the cue to look around the room along with Madeleine. The room was fairly dark but there was a small window near the ceiling letting in a little light of the afternoon sun. There was also some supplies in the corner, from handy equipment, spare ropes, a bucket, and a bunch of other stuff that appeared to be of no good use. Also movement would be a problem, Madeleine and Espresso were just tied to each other and nothing was supporting the rope, who ever did this must’ve payed little mind to that aspect. If Espresso wasn’t so desperate and they could work as a better team together they would’ve been out in no time.
“THERE!!” Madeleine pulled and loudly exclaimed making a spurt escape Espressos bladder from the shock and sudden movement.
Madeleine noticed the discomfort in Espresso as he let out as gasp and immediately tensed up.
“Oh sorry..” Madeleine awkwardly apologized acknowledging the mages mannerisms.
“Can you be any louder ?” Espresso sarcastically asked in annoyance while gritting his teeth
Madeleine laughed awkwardly. “look in the corner” Madeleine directed “there’s a bow saw in the corner! Maybe if we make our way over we can get the rope!”
“ I can’t really turn my head that far right now but maybe you are not as useless as I give you credit for”
“Ha ha! Another victory for me!”
Espresso rolled his eyes but also sighed in relief.
“Come on! Let’s move! “ Madeleine hollered pulling Espressos arms and stomach again but much more gentle coaxing Espresso to move with him, Espressos overworked bladder wasn’t having it. He yelped from the shock and pressure as a long strong spurt escaped his body. He silently prayed to himself that Madeleine didn’t notice, the paladin still seemed absent minded, Does he have any form of impulse control? Espressos whole body shook as he put all of him energy into regaining control.
“C-care…..ful” Espresso weakly uttered as he sat back of his heal, he teared up knowing that if he moves it again he will probably have a difficult Time holding it. He looked down on his lap to notice a visible wet patch, maybe being tied up facing away from Madeleines gaze wasn’t so bad after all.
Madeleine was suspicious at this point, knowing Espresso, he would’ve wanted to move as quickly as he could, maybe The mage was sick or hurt? Madeleine felt him shake and tense up, and he could feel the shift in Espressos presence. Madeleine felt the guilt along with curiosity start to creep in from not doing anything, it would be against his oath not to at least try to help him in some way! Espresso was a composed secretive hard worker who keeps his own feelings to himself, Madeleine doubted that he would get much of an answer out of Espresso but it was worth a shot to ask.
“Es?” Madeleine asked in a tone as gentle as he could muster
Espresso stayed silent.
Espresso was in a state of total panic and desperation. He knew that it was over for him if he moved his heal, his bladder ached so bad and his body was screaming any form of release or comfort, his face was flushed as the tears immediately started streaming down his face, his body was pretty much vibrating. Espresso knew that such a thing wasn’t healthy, what if he hurt himself? Or got some kind of infection? That would definitely slow him down! He knew he couldn’t hold it forever but he just couldn’t let himself go in front of Madeleine of all people, why did it have to Madeleine of all people to be trapped with? His heart started to race as another spurt escaped, there was a visible stain between his legs on his jacket, even if they did escape there was no way of hiding it. Espressos mind was completely frazzled and panicked.
Madeleine felt uneasy from the quiet. This must be worse than he thought.
“Espresso? Are you hurt? Did I hurt you? What’s wrong?” Madeleine asked with a little bit more anxiety as he entered a cold sweat.
Still no reply other than Espresso letting out a small uncontrollable sob.
“My love?” Madeleine asked catching Espresso off guard.
“Huh!” Espresso gasped from the weight of being forcefully pulled back out of his own panicked head by Madeleines words.
“Tell me what’s wrong! Something is definitely wrong….. just please Es-“
“What’s it to you?” Espresso snapped back in a quick anxious state.
“You know you’ve got nothing to hide with me around’ and I will do anything to heal your pains!”
Espresso sighed in as he felt himself leak again
Madeleine felt his anxiety level go down a little knowing Espresso was conscious but he was still unsatisfied with Espressos not very enlightening answer. Madeleine had to soothe people on the job and try his best to communicate clearly and normally his charisma could melt through anyone but Espresso was….. different….
“You have nothing to fear with me around and the divine prohibits petty judgment! The sooner I can assist you the sooner we can get out!”
“I- auhh… “ Espresso stuttered and then gasped as he felt another intense wave of desperation.
Madeleine felt impatient but it was at least some form of an answer, the best he would expect Espresso. But still something had to be done quickly or else the goblins will come back making the situation worse.
“Alright Espresso! If you don’t allow me to assist you like this I will forcefully drag to the corner and cut you off myself!” Madeleine threatens.
Espresso panicked even more, he couldn’t handle that especially with Madeleines brute strength and speed. He was at a loss of what to do. He desperately bit his lip and crammed his eyes closed
“Ok Espresso! Divine forgive me for what I’m about to do! One- two- “
“I! I really…. have to use the lavatory!” Espresso blurted out with his voice cracking.
Madeleine instantly stopped in his tracks. He frowned not knowing how to help the mage, the light magic user felt relived that he wasn’t sick or seriously hurt.
“Oh thank gosh it’s just that” Madeleine sighed
Espresso froze realizing what he just did, what he just said.
“Wwhat do you mean Just that?!” Espresso replied in annoyance.
“I thought you were sick or injured or worse!” Madeleine blurted losing all form of charisma at that moment. Madeleine, he needed to do something and fast, Espresso in a state like this was certainly something new for him and he had no idea what to do.
Espresso whimpered back as he felt another audible leak drip on the floor.
Madeleine tried to turn as best as he could. He felt the second hand embarrassment almost instantly hit him like a truck as he knew what he had to say. “Espresso, oh Espresso I’m sorry” he thought to himself feeling sad for the mage fighting the inevitable.
“Looks like you’re just going to have to…. Well you know…just uh….. go here…“ Madeleine awkwardly uttered preparing for the worst.
Espressos entire face went red at Madeleines suggestion.
“Wha!… Preposterous! I can’t…… I- I won’t I- please- no….” Espresso cried out tightening his pose again. Espresso knew that Madeleine was right, for once, he knew that the blonde was right but he physically couldn’t bring himself to do it
“You’ll feel better….” The paladin tried to convince.
Madeleine sympathized with Espresso at this moment, he also has a thing with locking up in front of other people even when undressed. The idea of doing that makes him feel anxious and repulsed, he couldn’t imagine what was going through Espressos head as he moaned again in pain. Madeleine began to sweat more.
“You know you can’t hold it forever-“
“I know! “ Espresso yelped helplessly
Madeleine sighed
“That’s it! We need to move! Come on, we can move slowly, we can stop whenever you need but we must get out, the sooner we’re out the sooner you can uh… “
Espresso froze. Madeleine was absolutely right, how dare he let himself be so foolish and in denial? Espresso sighed.
“Alright….” He whispered in defeat
“Splendid! Let’s start!” Madeleine began to gently shift positions and move forward slowly.
Espresso bit his lip as he braced himself for what’s to come.
“Be gentle…”
Madeleine smiled and nodded
Espresso felt his heal move from between his legs, his body ached and spasmed as he felt it coming out slowly in little drops, he wanted to move as fast as he could, or well as fast as his bladder would allow, of course it wouldn’t be perfect, feeling a leak come out periodically, as expected from someone in his condition, though he was doing better than he anticipated, and Madeleine was surprisingly gentle.
Espresso groaned after a particularly strong wave came over him and he suddenly crammed his thighs together with a gasp, Madeleine got the message and stopped, letting out a comforting playful laugh to reassure Espresso he was ok as he tried his best to regain his composure. There was something about Madeleines laugh that always managed to calm Espressos nerves, it was certainly comforting, or atleast as comforting as it can be with the curries that circumstance.
“O-ok I think I’m fine now” Espresso sighed.
Madeleine let back an audible nod and they began to move to the hand saw on the floor, luckily it was a small room and only about 2 meters away. The saw was secured to the wall tightly clearly not designed to be ripped off in hurry.
Madeleine inched forward with Espresso following along with his motion despite his bladder protesting, Espresso felt his pants start to slowly get wetter. The sharp pains weren’t helping his case and every little movement causes him to let out a little noise and tense up a little but he knew he had to keep going, little spurt by spurt Espresso whimpered involuntarily catching the attention of Madeleine.
“Are you sure you can hold it? “ Madeleine asked in an unsure voice while still moving
Espresso looked down at the floor and noticed a mini trail behind him, his stomach twisted, he felt like he was gonna throw up.
“Fo- for once I’m uh not sure..” Espresso quivered. He had to go so bad and any wrong movement could make him wet himself on the spot.
Inch by inch, foot by foot they made their way over to the corner of the room. Just a little longer Espresso breathed to himself silently As his legs went limp again
“Stop….” He weakly uttered, Madeleine obliged.
Madeleine had to question why Espresso was even trying at this point, he could barely move let alone probably escape and fight, but who was he to judge? Madeleine knew damn well he would do the same thing. They may not have much common ground but they were both stubborn as nails.
Espresso lower abdomen burned and he felt the blood leave his hands as he squeezed them into the tightest fists, his nails dug into the delicate skin of the palms of his hands, saliva ran down his chin and tears streamed down his cheeks, he had to hold, he just had to. Espressos occasional gasps and whimpers of desperation made Madeleine feel uneasy for him.
“Ok I’m fine now..” Espresso shook
“Just a little longer Es, you can do it! There’s a bucket in the corner, you can uh… use that as soon as we get untied” Madeleine tried to reassure with an unsure smile as he gently started to move to the corner.
Espresso let out a gentle nod
Just a few more feet, this should be easy even though Madeleine was pretty much dragging the mage at this point.
“Huzzah! Here we are!” Madeleine exclaimed in excitement making Espresso jump.
Madeleine was blinded by excitement. He made his way over to the wall to the saw and immediately moved his hands to the side and immediately started moving back and forth against the saw out of restlessness to be untied causing Espresso to losing his footing and let out another large spurt
“Easy!” Espresso snapped as he tried to move his heal back between his legs. He couldn’t handle the movement.
“I have to do this! We’re almost there!” Madeleine said in a panic as the rope was almost to cut off the side of his wrist. Madeleine moved back and fourth making Espressos bladder jolt. Espresso moaned uncontrollably.
“Madel- Madeleine stop, slow down! I can’t- Madeleine I can’t hold ahhh it-“ Espresso cried on in a panic as he felt the fluid start to gush out of him uncontrollably. Espresso tensed up and ducked his head in shame and sobbed as a torrent of piss flowed through his pants and jacket onto the floor with an audible hiss and pitter on the floor, his blood went to ice as the sound of him wetting uncontrollably echoed through the otherwise silent room. Espresso sobbed. Madeleine stopped instantly and went tomato red as he felt the fluid make contact with his legs, Madeleine sat there in shock an silence trying to process what was happening.
Espressos body vibrated as he peed and peed for what feels like an eternity, he couldn’t believe it, he was pissing himself in front of Madeleine, the guy he swears he hates, the embarrassment burned through him, “why me? “ he thought to himself, he was in a total state defeat. His legs were still crammed together even though he was off his heal, his foot was partially asleep from sitting in it for the past 15 minutes. He wish he could say it felt good but it didn’t, the pee gushed out at such a rapid pace it felt too fast for comfort, he definitely pushed way to hard, hopefully he didn’t hurt himself.
Madeleine managed to pull the rope finally off his hands, his arms and wrists and burned and his body was readjusting, his shoulders felt sore and when he looked down at his hands, his wrists were red, he couldn’t imagine what Espressos arms looked and felt like after being tied tighter and with all the fidgeting.
“Oh Espresso” Madeleine sighed as he looked down at the growing puddle now starting to slow down.
Madeleine was at a loss of words, he had no idea what to do to try to make anything better for the coffee mage who was wetting himself uncontrollably, how long was he pissing? Espresso was quite small, Madeleine in awe at the size of his puddle, “wait why am I looking at that? Snap out of it!” He thought to himself.
Finally Espressos stream ceased and he was just there to sit there shaking rapidly. He couldn’t believe it! His body hurt and he felt like he was gonna pass out, Espresso went limp like a rag doll, with Madeleines hands now free from the ropes Espresso was able to bend down more freely but the rope on his waist to hurt his stomach and tore at his fragile skin.
“Wait Espresso! I can get you off! Give me a second” Madeleine started to fidget with the rope with the hand saw, Madeleine was a swords man with a dainty yet steady hands and his armor had padding to protect him underneath and he began cutting. The rope began to break and when he was almost done he put the saw that he pulled off the wall in front of him trying to avoid the puddle, Madeleine tugged at the rope and with enough strength it broke making Madeleine yelp and Espresso hunch even further almost falling with a gasp.
Madeleine stood up trying to recollect himself and he stretched, Madeleine looked down to see the damage, his entire back side, thighs, the bottom of his hair and cape, his knees, and and some parts of his calves were all covered in pee, this was not gonna be fun to clean up. Madeleine looked over to Espresso still sitting in the floor with his hands still tied behind his back, the mage was completely in his own head at that moment. Madeleine made his way over to Espresso
“Hey! Earth bread to Espresso!” Madeleine coaxed
“Not……. a……… word……” Espresso weakly whispered back
“Like I said, You have nothing to fear with me around and the divine prohibits petty judgment! I am a man who keeps my promise! But we can’t stay here forever, allow me to move you over, you know out of the puddle…. and untie you! Is it ok if I touch you?” Madeleine assured as he leaned in closer
“But I- uhmm, fuck… this is well, I- this is just…. So… embarrassing…” Espresso said with another sigh.
“Fear not my love! I shall help you!” Madeleine
Said as he secured Espressos shoulders being sure to try not to touch his bottom half as to not embarrass the mage anymore than he already probably is, he was small and light making him easy to pick up, Espresso was too tired to protest plus he found the gesture and the nicknames comforting, Madeleine moved him closer to the center of the room out of the puddle as best as he could, Espresso cringed as he heard a few drops from his soaked jacket drip on the floor. Madeleine set Espresso down and carefully started to untie the rope holding back his wrists, Espressos shakiness wasn’t helping, in fact it started to worry the paladin, why it normal to shake like this? Was it anxiety? What if Espresso was having some kind of panic attack? Or having some kind of other physical issue? Whatever, they needed to get out, the rope was almost done.
Espresso tried to take a few deep breath’s as Madeleines words ran through his head, “my love”, the butterflies are back again. Espresso face was flushed and his head was light and airy, the caffeine was starting to ware off so his shaking felt like running a marathon.
“You’re shaking….. a lot” Madeleine questioned as the rope became undone falling on the floor. Espresso moved his arms slowly in front of him brushing off his jacket.
“Im fine..” quietly spoke as he tried to prop himself up, the weakness in his legs and shakiness made that difficult, Madeleine noticed him have trouble.
“Let me assist you!” Madeleine enthusiastically stated as he propped Espresso up helping him up, Espresso leaned into it and put hand on Madeleines shoulder to push himself up, his legs still felt weak and shaky as he let go of Madeleine, he stumbled but eventually propped himself up, Espresso immediately felt the weight of his wet clothes and winced at sensation of rapidly cooling piss as he brushed his jacket, standing helped with the shakiness, whenever Espresso gets anxious he shakes uncontrollably at a rapid pace, he’s done it since childhood and he has no idea why.
“Are you sure you’re alright after everything? You still look anxious, after all it is my duty to make sure everyone is ok! ” Madeleine asked
“Yes I’m fine, everything is under perfect control…… now atleast….” Espresso stated hiding his head in embarrassment, he really had no idea what to say at that moment, who plans for this kind of thing? Madeleine picked up his sword which was sitting in the corner and pretty much shined brighter than the sun as he pointed it forward
“Huzzah! A way out! Forward! ” Madeleine Exclaimed
Espresso was still staring into space still recovering from the emotional and physical shock of what just happened, he wet himself in front of Madeleine, and Madeleine is being so casual about it.
“You coming, Espresso?” Madeleine asked as he looked behind him at Espresso still standing there.
“Huh” Espresso jumped as he was caught off guard again
Madeleine cocked his head
“Are you absolutely sure you’re ok? I don’t mean to pry but you still seem off, we need to leave after all” Madeleine asked as he turned around and walked closer to the coffee mage putting a gentle hand on his shoulder
“Like I said… I’m fine….I just don’t…. Well I… you know… uh.. ” Espresso replied back with a strong stutter and flushed face as he looked down at ground and shifted his feet. Why was Madeleine being so casual?
Madeleine patted him on the head
“We don’t need to talk about what happened! It can be our little secret! I’ve had similar things like this happen to me in my knighthood and I wouldn’t like it if it kept getting talked about over and over, now let’s go home and get changed and call it a night! Everything is good in moderation and even a knight needs his beauty sleep!” Madeleine said with a wink.
Espresso felt the butterflies coming back from Madeleines gestures, if he wasn’t in such a soft state of mind he would’ve pushed Madeleine straight off him, but this time he liked Madeleines touch? Why did he like Madeleines touch? He hated him, it didn’t make any sense.
“I uh…. Would like that..” Espresso smiled back putting a hand to cover his face
“I see that! It’s a smile! You can’t hide that from me!” Madeleine teased
“Oh shut up dimwit” Espresso sighed back.
“Splendid! We shall head onward! Prepare a banquet?” Madeleine asked and he pointed his sword forward once more.
“We must hurry, lest we sabotage our own plans”