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“If this is the only way to save humanity… then I’ll do it”, Eren said, He stood there at the paths in front of his very maker.
“This is the only way you can save them, Eren Yeager. But it will have consequences, you must be aware”, Ymir said with a serious cold voice. She stood there as she always did, have always done. “I will accept them, Founder Ymir. I beg you to Grant my wish for me, I will accept all that comes”, Ymir nodded as Eren felt a tingle. “I bid you goodbye, and good luck to you…”, Her words faded as Eren felt his body start to numb out. He squeezed his eyes shut as everything around him faded.
Eren did not expect to go this far back in time, he thought he would at least be 10.. but no he went back all the way until he was born. Though he figured as much with Ymir, Eren knew the consequences and he cannot regret anything he does from now on. All he can do is move forward.
Eren was a bit tired of everyone, “Your perfect, Eren”, Carla said softly to her new bundle or love. Eren enjoyed his mothers presence, after so long of missing her. Though his heart hurt with the thought that she does not even know what her own son is truly.
“He looks just like you”, Grisha replied soft mannered, Eren had a complicated… to say the least… relationship with his father. “Mhm.. I think he has your charm”, Eren was about to roll his eyes with their flirts, Eren forgot his parents use to be very intimate with each other. After Mikasa came along, they did not do it as much as to not make her uncomfortable with it. But Eren always had to see it. Unfortunately.
“I can feed him for you, Dear. You need rest”, Carla shook her head at the very thought of being separated with her baby. “No.. I can do it. I don’t want to part with him so soon”, Grisha gave her a pitying look as he hugged her a bit. “It will only one feeding, I want you to rest as much as you are able”, Carla sighed and handed over her precious cargo.
“Don’t take to long, please remember to make sure he is not eating to fast and-“, Grisha chuckled as he held his baby, Carla did not even know his experience. “Carla, honey I will let nothing happen to him or you.. don’t stress only rest”, Carla nodded.
Eren felt a bit uncomfortable being alone with his dad after all this time, his father kept adjusting the blankets and looking at him like he was a diamond. “You are the cutest baby, I don’t even think..”, Grisha cut himself off with a sad sigh, “Usually newborns are ugly, but you are by far the Cutest baby.. or am I Bias because your mine?”, Eren wasn’t exactly sure who His dad was talking to.
It was quite boring his first years of life, his mother was very over protective and very smothering. He was not allowed outside without her out there too, even then he had to stick close.
When he was 4, though he snuck off. He knew his mother would be hysterical but he needed a moment to himself. He remembered everything about the place he grew up in, all the places he used to stay out of trouble. So he ducked and hid.
He had to act on his plans on the upcoming future, he had some ideas that he could do while he was small. Some of them involved sneaking over the wall and running to Marley. It would take a long time, but Eren hopes he has the willpower to do so.
“EREN YEAGER, COME OUT NOW”, Eren gulped hearing his furious mother, he knew he had a few minutes before she exploded on anyone who got to close.
“Mama”, Eren used the smallest voice he could mange, trying to play into his cuteness. Carla did not falter glaring at her tiny son, “Where have you been, hm? I’ve been looking everywhere”, Carla hugged her son tightly while standing. “I want to play hide n seek”, Eren said, hoping he looked cute.
“Rennie, You have to tell me we are playing so i can find you okay?”; Eren nodded and Subconsciously groaned at the nickname that he made everyone stop calling him at 9.
“Okay Mama!”, Eren knew he could make his mom less mad when he was little and her tiny baby. So he used it too his advantage.
At 6, he made his hastily escape out into the night with only a little plan. 1. He needed to find a way to Marley; 2. He needed his brother to help him with his overall plan he still needed to make.
It was a chilly night, all he brought with him was a coat and a bag full of things. Hoping no one caught up to him.
His little body seemed to shake in the cold, as he walked on. The walls were tall and he knew he would have to climb them, which he should start while everyone is asleep.
Hopefully his parents wouldn’t wake until he was gone, that was the time he needed. His plans were immediately ruined when he got a little up the wall and two arms grabbed him.
“You better have a good explanation for why I went to check on you and you were gone”, Eren was set safely onto the ground, his fathers angry eyes locked into his glaring ones. “I- I know what’s out there dad.. I can’t stay here”, his dads emotions flicked in his eyes, it was fear.. Eren soon realized. He held Eren under his shoulders as they walked home in silence. Besides the shudders in the wind and Eren’s angry growls.
Eren was soon dropped to the ground, not roughly though. His father was gentle but firm, he sat in the chair with his arms crossed as Eren sat on the floor.
“You do NOT leave this house with out your mother and I. Nor do you run out in the chilly weather and try to climb a wall”, Grisha firmly said as Eren looked down in his own anger. “Do you understand me?”, Eren remained silent but nodded. Two arms hugged him, he was a bit surprised, “Don’t do that, my heart can’t take it, Ren please”, Eren gulped a bit while being guilty.
Eren might have to change a bit of plans….