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It was his first day of High School, that in itself is important, it's that moment when a person stops being a child to prepare for college and assumes their responsibilities as an adult. Add that to the fact that it was also his first day of school at a new school in a new city and Kang Yuchan was all anxious. It was normal, he sure felt like any 16 year old boy... Okay, maybe a little more euphoric than a lot of boys his age, that's because he was already naturally excited. So excited that he packed his uniform the day before so he wouldn't be late, little did he know he would wake up two hours early and not be able to go back to sleep, but how could it be otherwise? He was a boy from the beautiful Jeju Island who was in Seoul for only three weeks, he came to study and enter a good university. He wanted to explore the city, make friends and eat delicious things.
He left home early and arrived at school well ahead of schedule, even though he tried to waste time playing with all the dogs and cats he found along the way.
The school was big and, even so early, there were already many students in the courtyard, some alone reading, others listening to music, others sitting in a group. Yuchan felt very lonely since the move, he really hoped to make friends soon, he liked to talk a lot, in fact he couldn't help but talk and at that moment, he wanted to have someone to share his first impressions of the school .
Yuchan passed the board, made friends with the secretary and walked away with his schedule papers in his hands trying to locate classroom 103b, it was at that moment that he saw an angel. The boy was tall, had dark hair and beautiful eyes. She was in front of her locker, pasting her schedule with tape on the inner side of the door, Yuchan stopped for a moment feeling her whole body answering the call of love. That boy was love. The whole world seemed to move in slow motion, had a bit of vertigo and seemed to be floating when he felt his feet moving by themselves towards the boy who turned to him and frowned.
- I can help you? – He asked hanging the bag over his shoulder.
Yuchan, who never stopped talking for a second, now stood there, completely mute.
- Hey, are you okay? – The boy looked at him with concern, took his hand to Yuchan's forehead and opened his mouth in O, then took both hands to Chan's cheeks and widened his eyes. – You are hot.
-I… – Yuchan was not just hot, he had vertigo and palpitations, he was sure the air was not getting into his body.
- What is your name? – The boy replied, dropping his hands from his cheeks to Yuchan's shoulders.
- Yuchan. – He spoke in a whisper.
- What a beautiful name. – He smiled and Yuchan lost what was left of his breath, his smile was so sweet that he could look at it forever. – I'm Junhee.
- Please, marry me. – Chan spilled those words anyway, his eyes widened, he felt his face on fire and swallowed hard. He really wanted the earth to open up so he could jump into the hole.
The boy widened his eyes and then laughed and Yuchan forgot how to breathe. He had protruding canines and Chan confirmed that he was right, that was the most beautiful smile in the universe.
- I'll definitely take you to the infirmary. – He took Yuchan's hand and did not seem to mind the fact that his hand was sweaty.
- And I'll go with you wherever you want. – Chan squinted, his brain was no longer connected with his tongue.
- Cute. – Jun smiled and Yuchan was sure he saw him blush.
- Hey Junhee. - A boy approached while smiling, narrowed his eyes for Yuchan in a mixture of confusion and curiosity.
- Hey Donghun. – He smiled and pointed at Chan. – This is Yuchan.
- Yuchan that is... – Donghun pouted.
- Oh, I'm taking him to the infirmary. – Junhee squeezed Yuchan's hand more, they were so close that Yuchan could smell him. It was good.
- What does he have? – Donghun widened his eyes.
- He asked me to marry him.
- What? – Donghun widened his eyes even more, completely confused.
Junhee ignored his friend, said goodbye and dragged Chan through the school, they entered the infirmary and Junhee made the other boy sit in the chair. At that moment Chan held his hand tighter, he wasn't ready to let go yet. Junhee smiled and held Yuchan's hand with both of her hands.
- What happened? – The nurse approached.
- He looks feverish, warm and delirious… – Junhee began.
- I feel good.
- We will see. – The nurse took the boy's temperature. – It's slightly high. It could be a cold, it's not serious.
- Great. – Junhee said and smiled. Yuchan still felt mesmerized by him, he dropped his eyes to his hands and felt weak again. Junhee had brought Chan's hand close to her chest. He smiled, and released Yuchan with just one hand, gently brushing the bangs out of the boy's eyes from her. – You shouldn't have come to class sick.
The nurse brought water and pain reliever for Yuchan, told him not to strain, rest and control his temperature.
- Thanks. – Junhee smiled, he made a cute bow and held the glass of water with her free hand, while Chan swallowed the medicine. He brushed the bangs out of Yuchan's eyes again and smiled. “I'll take you to your classroom now, okay?
Yuchan just nodded, slung the bag over her shoulder and squeezed Junhee's hand who pressed her lips. They thanked and bowed to the nurse and left.
- Where is your classroom?
- I do not know. – Chan looked at Jun and they both laughed.
- Oh, sure, you're new. Do you have your schedule?
Yuchan took the paper he had stuck in his pocket and opened it doing his best not to let go of Junhee's hand, handed it to him and saw the shadow of a smile on his face. The eldest frowned as he looked at the paper. Once again Chan found himself thinking about how handsome he was.
- This way. – Junhee dragged a completely silly Yuchan, while saying something about Yuchan's classrooms not being far from each other, he also said that the laboratories are super well equipped and the library is giant. – We're here, Yuchan. – He pointed to the room.
- Thank you, for you... taking me to the infirmary, bringing me here and especially for still talking to me, after I asked you to marry me and... – Yuchan was trying not to burst out laughing, he felt his face immediately blushed and held her breath as Junhee laughed.
- So you speak. – He ruffled Yuchan's hair again, which could get used to so easily. – Actually, I liked the proposal, it was the longest sentence you've said to me so far.
- I'm sorry. - He was too entranced to have a fit of laughter.
- Don't worry and take care of yourself. – Junhee gave Yuchan's hand one last squeeze before going to his own classroom.
Yuchan entered the room before running after Junhee and playing the idiot again. He sat in one of the middle classes.
- What were you doing with Park Junhee? - A boy with very slanted but wide eyes and curious expression jumped on his table, supported himself with his hands bringing his face closer to Yuchan's face, who got scared and jumped back.
- How is it? – He saw the boy confused.
- Park Junhee, you were holding hands with Park Junhee. - He pointed to the door.
- Oh Junhee. – Yuchan couldn't help but smile. - Well, me...
- Where do you know him from? Are you dating or something?
- Oh no, no, unfortunately not.
The boy squinted and cocked his head to the side.
- Well I met him today, he took me to the infirmary… – Yuchan was still processing what had happened.
The boy looked disappointed. He lowered his eyes and pressed his lips together.
- Well, I'm Kim Byeongkwan. You must be Yuchan.
- How do you know? – Yuchan widened his eyes and parted his lips.
- Well, Donghun talked about a Yuchan who was with Junhee. – Byeongkwan shrugged.
- I remember Donghun.
- He's my cousin and best friend of Junhee. - Byeongkwan smiled.
- I understood.
- Now he and Sehyoon, Junhee's other best friend, will be sad because of you. – Byeongkwan was typing quickly on the phone and pouting to Chan.
- Me?
- I saw you coming hand in hand and I sent them a very emotional message.
- I didn't understand.
- Well, never mind. - He rolled his eyes. – I just got too carried away thinking that you and Junhee had something.
- Unfortunately no, damn it… He must be thinking I'm an idiot and Donghun too… - Yuchan started to laugh uncontrollably.
- Glad you think it's funny...
- I... laugh when I'm... nervous. - Chan laughed so much that he was short of breath. - My God, I was…perfect…stupid.
Byeongkwan pulled out his chair and sat next to Yuchan. He didn't judge him, for he himself would like to know the story behind a sentence like that. Gradually Yuchan stopped laughing, Byeongkwan impatiently patted him on the back and rolled his eyes. Yuchan wiped away the tears, not knowing whether he was laughing so hard or crying for ruining the love life he didn't have.
- I froze when I saw Junhee, so he spoke to me and I asked him to marry me... Donghun knows.
Byeongkwan widened his eyes, suppressed a laugh and covered his mouth with his hands.
- Donghun didn't talk about the wedding part.
- That's great!
- As for Junhee, don't worry, he causes it. – He patted Chan on the back.
- I'm in love, Byeongkwan. – He took a deep breath.
- You just met. – He frowned and grimaced.
- But I feel I love him. You know that cliché of love at first sight, the butterflies, the slow motion? All this really happens and... – Byeongkwan looked at him with a disgusted face. - Forget it. He felt your face blush.
- I have no idea what you're talking about, but I believe you judging by the idiotic face you're making.
- Thanks? – He narrowed his eyes.
- I advise you to get in line.
- I imagine you have a huge one. – Yuchan leaned his elbows on the table.
- Yes, and get ready for the favorite. – He rolled his eyes.
- Does Junhee have a boyfriend? – Chan withered, that was worse than being an idiot.
- I don't know if he's Junhee's boyfriend or not, I just know that I can't stand to look at him. Well, don't cry.
- I will not cry. - Chan pouted, felt his heart break into a thousand pieces.
- Don't make that stray cat's face if you're not going to cry. – Byeongkwan slapped him on the shoulder. – It's not a good relationship, you know… Junhee is always alone, Taewoo is extremely abusive and rude. They fight a lot. - He looked thoughtful.
- Why does Junhee put up with this?
- Ah, it's complicated... They've known each other for a while, he defended Junhee from some older guys once and since then it's like Junhee owes him something.
Chan whimpered.
- Well, stop it, I think you're a good candidate.
- How it is?
- Junhee is nice, but I don't know, there's something about the fact that he walked hand in hand with you throughout the school. Why would he do that?
- Because I looked desperate. - Chan snapped his fingers.
- No, he's dealt with people like that. – Byeongkwan narrowed his eyes thoughtfully. He shrugged. – I think it has a chance.
- Serious? – Yuchan practically jumped out of his chair.
- Don't get excited, it's going to be hard...
- I do not care. I will do anything. – Yuchan decided and Byeongkwan laughed and started typing something on the phone.
Yuchan left home thinking that that day would be a milestone in his life, but never, not even in his dreams, would he have imagined such a thing. He had fallen in love. Park Junhee, third year student, president of the music club, the person with the sweetest smile, the kindest hands, and probably the love of his life. He only had one obstacle: Choi Taewoo.
If Park Junhee had given him a chance, they would be dating. And if it was only up to Yuchan, that day they met, they had already started dating. But it seems Jun didn't believe in love at first sight. If he had felt the butterflies in his stomach, the chills, the vertigo and the heart about to jump out of his mouth, he would have believed it.
“Is it my fault if I’m not good at expressing?
I’m a warm girl in a cold city
Can’t I just tell you I like you?
I just want to be honest
Go away, no don’t go away
Show me your heart, no don’t show it to me
All day, only your smile is in my head
Do you wanna just go out?
Starting from today, I’m gonna have something with you
I’m gonna call you every day
Even though I can’t eat gluten
I’m gonna go around eating delicious food with you
So so sweet, you’re really so sweet
So so sweet, you are”
The more days passed, the more Yuchan felt hopelessly in love with Junhee. The end of the semester was approaching and Junhee still wasn't in love with Yuchan. Kim Byeongkwan, had become Yuchan's best friend. Lee Donghun and Kim Sehyoon were great, they quickly included Yuchan in the group as well and what the boy liked most about them is that they hated Choi Taewoo. And if Junhee's best friends didn't like Taewoo, that was clearly a sign for Chan not to give up on his platonic love.
- Hey, Junhee! – Yuchan arrived behind Junhee who was in her locker.
- Brat, do you want to kill me? - Jun put her hand to her chest.
- No. - Chan laughed and stopped beside Jun. - I want to take you out for ice cream.
- Oh, will you take me? – Jun hugged the books to his chest and leaned on his side in the closet.
Chan copied the older man's movement and leaned too, they were an arm's length away. Junhee narrowed her eyes. Yuchan bit his lower lip.
- I will if you let me take you. - Chan whimpered.
- Chanie, I... - Jun whimpered.
- Did I already say that I love it when you call me that? – Chan really liked it.
- Cute. - Jun rolled her eyes and sighed. Chan could have sworn that he saw Jun lower his eyes to their lips sometimes.
- We can have ice cream and cake, Jun. - He pouted.
- Chanie...
- I already know. - Chan rolled his eyes. - But one day, Jun. One day you'll let me take care of you like you deserve.
- Chan, do you want to take care of me? – Jun smiled, showing his cute fangs and Yuchan moistened his lips. - I am older than you...
- But I want to take care of you. I don't ask for anything in return, I just want to take care of you like you deserve and maybe you can like me a little bit one day. – Chan smiled cutely, leaving his eyes narrowed, Jun blushed.
- I like you, brat. – He rolled his eyes and ruffled Yuchan's hair.
- Come on Junhee. – Choi Taewoo was staring at Chan again with that disgusted face. Chan returned the disgusted face and still rolled his eyes.
- I'm going. – Jun said and turned to Yuchan who looked down at her sneakers. – I need to go, okay?
He pinched Chan's cheek trying to lift his face, but the younger one just nodded without looking at Junhee. Choi grabbed Jun's arm pulling him.
In the time that he knows Junhee and loves him desperately, Yuchan has taken a lot of dumps from him. He was used to it already, but that didn't mean it didn't hurt anymore. Well, it actually hurt a lot.
If Jun was in love with a nice guy, Chan would try very hard to understand, wishing the couple all the happiness, he would stay away. But for starters, they weren't even a couple and Choi treated Junhee like an idiot, always waiting, always fighting, left alone and no compromise. Jun just needed to get rid of him and try to get used to the attention Yuchan gladly offered him.
If Jun told Yuchan to stop bothering him and leave him alone, Chan would gladly do that too, he wasn't a stalker maniac, nor did he want to force anything or be abusive like Choi, he truly loved Junhee and would do anything for her sake, even stop bothering him. But Jun never told Chan to stop, not once. What's more, he cared about Yuchan and took care of him. My God, he'd given him a nickname and when Choi wasn't around, Jun had even joked that he'd be engaged if Chanie had given him a ring. On Jun's birthday, Chan appeared with a silver ring with a small clover drawn on it and Jun wore the ring every day.
“Can’t I just tell you I like you?
I just want to be honest
Go away, no don’t go away
Show me your heart, no don’t show it to me
All day, only your smile is in my head
Do you wanna just go out?”
- You come? – Junhee got up from his spot under a tree in the schoolyard, which he was sitting on, spending his break with Yuchan, Donghun, Sehyoon and Byeongkwan. - Chanie...
- I? – Yuchan raised wide eyes to Jun who smiled.
- I said I was going to study with you, didn't I? - Jun rolled her eyes, suppressing a smile.
- Serious? - Chan smiled.
- I agreed last night. - He smiled while caressing Yuchan's hair.
- Last night? – Sehyoon asked, frowning.
- Chanie called me yesterday. – Jun smiled.
The boy blushed and smiled so wide his eyes closed. A month after they met, Junhee was saying that he didn't sleep very well, he was agitated thinking about exams and college, on this day Yuchan promised him that she would call him every night to distract him and help him sleep. It was working well and when Chan delayed the call, the eldest would call asking if something had happened, that concern was so cute, it made Yuchan really happy.
Jun held out his hand and Chan accepted and got up putting an arm around Junhee's shoulders. He really liked the closeness they were developing during the semester, it was so natural and comfortable. Byeongkwan was wide-eyed and a snack was hovering in the air on the way to his mouth. Donghun's cheeks were puffy from having his mouth full of soda and Sehyoon had an expression of someone watching a novel.
That day Jun hung up the phone so Choi Taewoo wouldn't bother him and spent two hours in Yuchan's company.
- Are we having a date? – Chan moistened his lips, dangerously close to Jun's neck, he looked up from the book and laughed.
- At the library?
- Well, I would choose another place, but being with you is enough for me. – Chan smiled delightedly, leaning his face on his hands.
Everything about Junhee was fascinating and even looking at Jun for a long time, for many days, he was still the same way, totally hypnotized, the butterflies were fluttering. He was sure he would never lose that feeling, it would always be this way, because it was Junhee and he loved Junhee.
Junhee laughed, flushed and covered his face with his hands. Yuchan grabbed Jun's hands to remove them from his face, they laughed trying not to make any noise and then Jun laid his head on his shoulder.
- Yuchan.
- Hi. - Chan felt his heart hammering in his chest. He looked down and found Jun wide-eyed staring at him.
- Thank you for being you. – Junee blushed. - Don't ever change, okay?
- I thank you for existing. - He chuckled and held Jun's hand.
“Starting from today, I’m gonna have something with you
I’m gonna call you every day
Even though I can’t eat gluten
I’m gonna go around eating delicious food with you
Isn’t this how love starts?
Maybe it’s like hanging half my heart on you
Even though it feels like you’ll reject me
I’m gonna give it a try once more”
It rained a lot. No, in fact, the sky was collapsing. Yuchan, even with an umbrella, felt like he was going to get wet. He left class and went to the library to return all the books he used for finals. It was a very generous pile. He and the librarian, Mrs. Su, talked about the holidays as he helped her put away the books. He couldn't leave the poor lady with so many things to carry. It took 40 minutes for the task, Yuchan said goodbye and left. He didn't hurry, as it had taken a while and he wouldn't see Junhee on the way out, but would call him at night as had done since it started.
He had just passed through the school gates when he felt that he was already wet. He arrived at the bridge and saw them, Junhee was soaking wet, his hands were clenched into tight fists and he was fighting with Taewoo. Chan's eyes widened, he didn't know what to do. Junhee hit Taewoo with a book, Yuchan was nervous, could say he was a big nervous wreck judging by how much he wanted to burst into laughter. Taewoo approached Junhee who took a step back and told him to stay away. Taewoo said something that made Junhee laugh. Yuchan was so nervous he wanted to get close, he wanted to protect Junhee, take him far away. He took a few steps through the trees.
- Obviously I chose him. – Jun looked determined.
Chan frowned, what were they talking about?
- He's made up his mind... - That's when Taewoo noticed Yuchan behind a tree and smirked. – Keep your brat then. - And he left, leaving you alone.
Yuchan waited a while to approach. Junhee turned around and looked him in the eyes, he had a painful expression that Chan wished he could heal, he wanted to heal all that Junhee. Jun held Chan's gaze for a few minutes before sitting down on the bridge steps.
- Did you hear everything? – Jun looked so small.
- No. I just arrived.
- Good, good, very good. Jun stared at his feet. Suddenly, he didn't feel the rain anymore, he turned his face up and saw Yuchan protecting him with his umbrella.
Chan wanted to hug Junhee, but settled for just sitting next to him and placing his hand on his knee. Jun took a deep breath and blinked for a while with her eyes closed. He looked again at Yuchan and this time he cried, hugged the younger boy's arm and laid his head on his shoulder. Chan wept softly with him. Junhee didn't deserve any of that, if he could, he'd give anything to see the eldest just smiling, he'd give the world to Junhee.
- Jun, he doesn't deserve your tears.
- Yuchan, I feel like an idiot for making so many stupid choices. For letting him treat me like property and for being afraid to say no. – Jun spoke so weakly, Yuchan's heart was broken.
- You can always change your mind, you know, about your choices.
Junhee just laughed.
- Jun... - Yuchan sighed and gathered all his courage. – I just want you to know that I will always wait for you, I will always take care of you and I will always remind you of the pure and wonderful person you are. – He felt the tears running down his cheeks mixing with the rain that soaked them, he hadn't realized he'd let go of the umbrella to hug Jun. – You're special, never let anyone make you doubt that.
Jun raised his face to face Yuchan, but the boy was looking at a random spot in front, he smiled weakly and held Chan's face making him look at him. And when he did, Yuchan was once again sure: he would love Park Junhee for life.
- Chanie, thank you. You also have no idea how special you are. Please don't ever change, okay? I need you to continue to be my sun. – Jun held Chan's face, kissed the boy's forehead and hugged him. Chan whimpered and buried his nose in her neck. Jun squeezed him tighter, none of them wanted to let go. – What did you do to me, boy?
- I hope nothing bad. – Yuchan spoke into Junhee's neck, making the other shiver and laugh.
- Yuchan, you only bring me good things. Thanks for existing. - He was patting the boy's back.
- You swear? – Chan looked at Jun, their faces were so close.
- Of course yes. And you, swear I can stop being an idiot?
- You would never be an idiot. - Chan touches the face of Junhee who closed her eyes and snuggled her face in the boy's hand. – Jun, I would like to paint a rainbow to color your days and make you always happy.
- Yuchan, you are my rainbow. – Jun looked at the boy, they were very close.
Chan could hear his heart beating and maybe he was hearing Jun's heart answering his. Chan licked his lips and Jun looked down at Yuchan's mouth, his body responded and he bit his lower lip. He put his hand on the back of the younger boy's neck, electricity coursed through them. They were inches apart when Jun closed her eyes and leaned her forehead against Yuchan's forehead.
- Chanie, I can't kiss you right now. - He sighed heavily.
- Of course, forgive me. You're sad and I'm taking advantage of it. You must be confused and... - Chan felt his world collapsing, he lowered his eyes, he didn't want to look at Jun, he would collapse.
- Yuchan, look at me. – He held Chan's neck with one hand and lifted his face gently touching his chin. - I can't kiss you, because I don't want it to be that way.
- Because you don't like me that way. I understand Jun...
- Chanie. - Jun had to laugh. - I'm not going to kiss you after everything that happened here because it would be wrong, I don't want you to feel like you're filling a hole, that I'm sad and confused. I want it to be right. – He looked at Chan with such tenderness that the boy blushed.
- Do you want to kiss me?
- I'd be crazy if I didn't want to kiss you all the time. – Jun spoke as if it was obvious and Chan blushed and widened his eyes.
- Jun... - He whimpered, putting his hands on Jun's shoulders.
- Yuchan, I have wanted you since I saw you for the first time. - He smiled when the younger boy's eyes widened. - I tried to run away from you, because you arrived messing everything up, I thought I knew what love was, then you showed up and showed me that I didn't know anything, you taught me. But you're so young, and I was afraid...
- Junhee, I love you. – His heart would burst, he would like to scream that he loved Park Junhee. Jun widened his eyes and opened his mouth, Chan was kind of scared. - Alright, you don't have to answer me...
- I love you Yuchan. - Jun smiled. - Now I'm taking you home.
Junhee stood up, and extended her hand to Yuchan. The youngest boy felt like he could float, he was dizzy, he was trembling and his heart was racing, he looked at Junhee and was sure that the other shared the same sensations and that was perfect.
The other day, Yuchan had gone to Jeju and Junhee had gone to Suncheon for vacation. Yuchan kept calling Junhee every night, the eldest kept calling whenever the youngest was late. They didn't talk about feelings or kisses, they talked about everything, exchanged pictures, made video calls. Chan missed being around Jun so much and he had to be very mature and strong not to run into Jun as soon as he arrived in Seoul.
- Kang Yuchan.
Chan froze when he heard that voice behind him and turned around, cracking a smile.
- Park Junhee. - He smiled, mesmerized by the other's smile.
- Did you have a good vacation? – Jun asked as if they hadn't spoken all the time.
- Oh yes, I went to Jeju and you? – Chan decided to join in the fun.
- Oh yes, the tangerines. - He smiled, digging through his locker and taping his schedule with tape on the inside of the door. Chan smiled with dejavu. – I went to Suncheon, I spent the whole vacation there.
- Are your parents okay? – Chan had already talked to Jun's parents via video.
- Yes, they are, and yours? And your tangerines? – Jun had a lot of pictures of Yuchan's tangerines.
- Oh, I brought this for you. – Chan handed a box to Junhee, he opened it and saw tangerines, Jun smiled in such a genuine way that Chan felt his chest heat up.
- I'm finally going to eat your famous tangerines.
- One day I will take you to Jeju and you will be able to walk through the whole tangerine plantation while eating tangerine. – Chan was trying to be strong.
- Oh really? – Jun looked at Chan with narrowed eyes.
- Yes, I really hope.
- Then that's right. Let's go for a walk in your tangerine plantation. – Junhee closed her locker and looked at the boy biting her lower lip.
- You're accepting an invitation from me. – Chan widened his eyes and opened his mouth in O.
- Wasn't I supposed to accept it? – Junhee feigned confusion.
- Oh yes, yes, you can accept it if you want. I will definitely take you to Jeju. - Chan smiled in a cute way.
- Combined then. – Junhee approached Yuchan. - Do you need me to take you to your classroom, like old times?
- If you hold my hand like you did that day.
- Are you going to ask me to marry you?
- Absolutely, I will. – It was a silly joke, but they couldn't stop smiling, they felt their chest warm and their butterflies danced.
Junhee reached out to Yuchan who widened his eyes in surprise. Jun laughed at Chan's expression, the youngest accepted the extended hand. This time they walked as slowly as they could to prolong their time together before class. This time, too, Jun laced her fingers with Yuchan's fingers.
- You know, you could leave the box in the closet. – Chan pointed to the tangerines.
- I won't do that, the closet is dark and hot, I don't want them to spoil. – Jun made a cute pout.
Yuchan couldn't take it anymore, he stopped halfway, whimpering.
- Jun, marry me.
- What? - Jun widened his eyes and laughed.
- It's been about six months since I proposed and I would like to renew the proposal. - Chan blushed.
- I thought we were already engaged. – Jun showed the ring he had won from Chanie and smiled blushing when he saw the youngest's joy.
- We are definitely engaged. – Chan laughed and squeezed his fingers around Junhee's fingers.
Jun stopped and the younger boy's eyes widened. The eldest set the box of tangerines very carefully on the floor. He turned to face Yuchan and took a deep, loud breath and then they laughed until tears came out of his eyes. The boys looked into each other's eyes with so much love and affection that words weren't necessary. Jun brought his hands to the back of Yuchan's neck, which encircled the older man's waist. They laughed and breathed hard.
Junhee leaned their foreheads together and when he pulled away they looked at each other and it was breathtaking. Yuchan's lips were parted, his heart was pounding and he approached, slowly their lips touched. Slowly and carefully, they were kissing. Was kind, sweet and passionate. His tongues asked for passage and the kiss was deepened, they kissed experiencing the craziest things they could feel. Their bodies recognized each other and their lips completed each other. Nothing can compare to that feeling of being at home, that it was right and that it should be this way, that was really love.
They ended the kiss only when they needed air, and hugged each other very tightly. Their hearts were racing and beating in the same rhythm. Jun buried his face in Yuchan's neck and bit the boy's earlobe, who sighed, squeezing his waist tighter.
- Chanie, what do you think about dating me while we can't get married? - He smiled into the boy's neck. Yuchan was all shivering, he pressed his body even tighter to Jun's, had his face buried in the older man's neck and laughed.
- I think it's perfect. - He said, kissing him on the neck. – Jun, what do you think of eating ice cream with me?
They laughed.
- I think it's perfect. – Junhee rubbed the nose of the younger one.
They went back to kissing passionately and this time when they finished, Jun sprinkled all over Yuchan's face with small kisses, they laughed and then went back to walking very slowly, hands clasped, and smiles on their lips. They weren't in a hurry to get to the classroom, they didn't want to separate, but they were calm, everything would be fine because after class they would have a date, the first of many, many, many...
“Starting from today, I’m gonna have something with you
I’m gonna call you every day
Even though I can’t eat spicy food
I’m gonna go around eating delicious food with you
Press “like” on my photos like you do for her
Let me talk to you too
I feel so down so I’m giving up today
Just when I’m about to look back, you hold onto me
So so sweet, you’re really so sweet
So so sweet, you are”
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Song: Some
Artist: Bol4
Available in https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hZmoMyFXDoI
Translation by https://genius.com/Genius-english-translations-bol4-some-english-translation-lyrics