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i wish i could pour my heart out to you
without seeing pity in your eyes
or maybe even disgust.
i wish i could make you see
how much of a beautiful mess you are.
how a vase made out of broken pieces hold such pretty flowers.
i wish i could tell you
no matter how much i don't care about first times
i'd want you to be my first in everything
that way it'd have a meaning.
i wish i could tell you
that you were the one who made me turn my back to love
yet you were the one i loved most.