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“when i first looked at you, saw you, i knew you would break my heart,” hongjoong said, looking smaller than he was already, long fur coat pooling around him while he hugged his legs, thick eyeliner messed up with rubbed tears.
seonghwa was torn apart, he hated the feeling, he wanted to run and hide, he wanted to never answer his questions or his monologue, “when you first looked at me, saw me, i was nobody. how could nobody break babylon’s heart?” he said, his voice smaller than hongjoong, filled with nostalgia.
“you looked so young, so innocent, so- docile, with your pink cheeks and shaking hands, i knew i would hurt you, throw you in the depths of hell with me, make you suffer with me. i didn’t want to be alone in this misery and you looked like you were good company. you broke my heart every time i hurt you, every time you cried because of me, every time i saw your face and it reminded me of my own selfishness. it broke my heart, you’re not a nobody park seonghwa, you broke babylon’s heart and burned mine.”