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I’M STILL ALIVE!

Just barely hanging on by a thread because, life, man, lol

Sorry that I haven’t been posting for every month like I usually do. There’s been a lot going on with me and motivation is so difficult to get. But I promise, whenever I have that motivation, I’ll try to make something for yall and of course for myself, for I can never get enough with my bois Jon and Dav 😭. Right now, I’m making a sort of sequel to one of my older stories on here with this having to do with Jonathan, and so far I’m liking it, and hopefully I’ll finish it for once because gosh damn, my writer’s block is awful. I’ve been suffering from it for months now, almost a year actually. But ey, if I just push myself further and be more determined I’ll eventually finish something, hopefully lmao.

But anyways, I made this poem that I hope you’ll enjoy. I had been feeling poetic lately and after reading a novel I read about David, you know, I just gotta-

Also, about that Saul novel—some of you seem to know I’m writing a novel about Saul which I’m still in the process trying to write. I would honestly be done if it weren’t for my writer’s block but I’m of course doing my best to keep up my motivation. If you’re curious about the project, it’s a novel simply about—well—Saul—but more in depth and visualized with his emotions and how he views everything he goes through. The way this will be written though… well, if I can put it into words—yeah, it’s definitely something I have never written before. Like I said, his emotions are visualized, especially when he starts losing his mind with his sanity crumbling into this inner mystery and symbolism played throughout the story, and it just gets complicated then on (the story is very mind-based). Just thinking about it makes me wonder why the hell I’m writing this, but I am ‘cause I will :). I won’t reveal too much but that’s basically the basis of it.

My aim is 90,000 words (43,000 currently 😔💞) and I’ll probably have to rewrite his backstory/origin story, for I had written it a year ago and it’s very cliché and the chapters are WAY too long. There’s one chapter that is 10,000 words long and it’s literally just little Saul talking to little Abner about some plan. That’s all. Nothing happens, they just talk. Lol

Anyways, putting that out there for those curious about the project I’m working on. If you have any questions about it you can ask me.

Alright, enjoy the story, or poem, enough with me rambling lol. I’m going to try my best to put out stuff to read, especially with this Jonathan story I’m working on. It may be short, we’ll see. Also, @ThePrivatePinkLady, I’m so sorry for the long wait on your request. I promise I’ll try my best to finish it if I can. I’m already writing it and will hopefully soon have it done. 💞

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