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Brad and david had hooked up on numerous occasions by now. But what each of the two didnt know was how much the other loved them.
Brad loved David, and it scared him so much. But the way David smiled at him and talked to him and called out his name right at the finish and the way his body moved; Brad couldn't have helped falling in love.
David loved Brad. He loved the way Brad talked to him with respect like no one else did, the way his cold, slender hands felt on his body, how good he was at sex, and the way he made David feel; David couldn't help falling in love.
David had gotten over the awkwardness of random hookups and Brad never had a problem with it. Brad seemed unfazed by their intercourse, like it never happened. And David had to learn to do the same, and he was pretty damn good at it too.
At first, they would avoid eachother for a few days after, but now, they laugh and joke and touch eachother in the slightest. They look like a couple to anyone else, but to them, they are literally close friends with benefits of course. Brad even moved in with David. They sleep in the same bed. But of course, nobody knew that but them. It was like a half dirty secret half regular secret.
Sometimes they got questions, which resulted on both of them turning red and sputtering out some half witted excuse.
One day, they were sitting on their couch and cracking jokes about Paul benchpressing Ian earlier when Poppy burst in the room.
"What are you two doing?!"
"Umm what does it look like?" Brad retorted.
"You two making fun of me that's what."
"Wha-" David began
"-thats right I can read lips now."
"I don't think s-"
"You know, your relationship has gone too far now." Poppy began
"What relationship?" Brad asked
"I don't think we are in a rela-" David started
"You act like its a secret but it really isn't. It's nauseating to see you touch eachother then insist you aren't in a relationship.
"Poppy." Brad stated calmly.
"It's mean to everyone who wants you guys in a relationship."
"Poppyyyyy!"
"And now you guys are talking and joking about other people and I won't stand for it! I cant belie-"
"POPPY!" Brad yelled, thoroughly annoyed.
"WhOT?" Poppy yelled slightly louder.
"We're. Not. In. A. Re-la-ti-on-ship." Brad annunciated slowly.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes. I think i know what going on in my life."
"But what about-?" David started
"Dave." Brad warned
Poppys expression changed "But what about what David? Huh?"
"Okayyy this conversation is officially over." Brad stated in a faux cheerful voice.
"But what about-" Poppy began as Brad pushed Poppy out of the room
"Nope." Brad finished.
Later that night the two were in bed, on their phones.
David glanced over to Brad and asked "Why arent we a couple?"
Brad sighed and put his phone down.
"I mean, we do all the couply stuff; brush our teeth together, live together, eat together, sleep together, know eachother better than anyone else, laugh together, touch eachoth-" David rambled.
"Okay I fu- I get it." Brad started.
"Why do you always get so frustrated when I bring this up?"
Brad scoffed and started to get up, he really didnt want to deal with this right now.
David was mad now, brad always did this. "Classic Bakshi, always running away."
Brad stopped in his tracks "Take it back."
"You always do this! When things get tough you run."
"I-"
"I'm not finished. You always go to work earlier after we have sex so we don't have to talk. Don't deny it! And don't get me started on all the other times, like with Za-"
"Don't you fucking dare start with him." Brad warned.
"Oh I fucking will get started with Zack. You wouldn't talk to him the entire day, you were holed up in your office. And apparently you did this as a kid too!"
Brad stayed quiet
"You ran with Kate too. You. Ran. Away. Just like you always do! Has it ever occurred to you that you need to face your problems eventually."
"I-"
"Stop fucking thinking about only yourself for once."
"I'm-"
"Some people actually care about you y'know!"
"ITS BECAUSE IM SCARED DAVID!" Brad yelled, tears starting to fall.
David did a double take "I'm sorry, what?"
"I'm scared David. All the people I used to know would manipulate me for possible weaknesses. Do you even know what Motu means? It means fat. Something I've worried about my whole life, and I've thrown up my meals if I even eat afterward. Zack knew this. Zack killed my only friend. And why do you think I have none? Because all my friends either left me or Zack took them away. Zack cozyed up with you because he could see who you were. Who you meant to me and how much I fucking love you!" Brad visibly stopped in his tracks.
David let out a soft gasp
"I have to go-" Brad said quickly
"Brad wait!" David tried and ran towards Brad, managing to grab his wrist.
Brad turned around visibly shaking "I-I shouldn't have said that."
David pulled Brad in for a kiss, a short but passionate one.
"I think I understand now." David said.
Brad stayed still
"You feel like you have to close yourself off because all you've gotten from strong feelings is pain. But guess what? I love you too. So much. I won't let anything change that. Even when I've been so mad at you, I still loved you."
"But-" Brad voice quavered.
"But what about Zack? I think I was just happy to get a compliment on my shoulders." David chuckled. "I thought I had found someone who finally understood me. But come to think of it, nobody has helped me more then you. And I'm sorry I made you uncomfortable by addressing something with so much trauma, but this really is something important, I think to both of us. And you can't hide things like this, because I will never hurt you intentionally." David said with a surprisingly even tone.
"Thanks Dave." Brad chuckled wetly.
"Do where do we go from here?"
"I think I need some time to figure myself out but, I want to make us work if you'd like." Brad said slowly, unfamiliar of these words.
"Okay." David stated, holding back his need to jump in the air and squealed like a school girl when they saw Zac Efron. "In the meantime, can I take your mind off of some things?"
And soon David was looming over Brad, kissing him all over as he called out David's name, breathing heavily. Things felt different this time, maybe because it was David who was in control, or maybe it was because they could finally embrace how they couldn't help falling in love with eachother.