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Astraphobia

Summary:

Two years later the physical scars have healed from Amphibia. The mental ones however are a whole different story.

What happens when something you can’t control causes you to start thinking about your past mistakes?

Notes:

the title comes from the scientific name for fear of thunder and lightning. Ombrophobia is a fear of rain, but astraphobia sounds cooler. Anyway, ya know Marcy spent probably like a month or so in that tank, so it would be logical that she would have a bit of a fear of water and rain could trigger a panic attack or something, and I personally hate thunderstorms, and I’m sorry in advance for always projecting onto Marcy, but enjoy anyway!

Also, be warned I wrote this at currently almost 1 am on my phone, so if there is any grammar mistakes or anything that’s probably why. I might go back and check it tomorrow though to make sure.

Also idk if this matters, but there is brief mentions of past violence and possession and (maybe) intrusive thoughts, idk if any of that is important but I thought I’d put it here anyway so ya’ll know. Wasn’t enough to put a warning on the chapter, but enough to for me to make the rating teen.

This is a bit shorter than what I would probably usually write, but again it’s almost 1 am and it’s just a thing my brain needed to write down before it forgot. enjoy!

(Also, side note, but my birthday is next week Tuesday, and I turn 19, so this is like a birthday surprise for you all lol, so happy birthday to me I guess)

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Work Text:

The familiar pitter-patter of rain could be heard on the roof of the house. It started lightly, the sound beginning as occasional pokes to the roof, but soon became more steady, turning into the constant rumble that comes with a heavy downpour.

Marcy was sitting in her room, Anne with her, helping each other catch up on school work. It had been awhile since Amphibia (about 2 years), and the physical scars were healed. The mental ones, however, were a different story.

Marcy didn’t think about her time with Andrias between when he revealed his true colors and she was rescued from The Core, but when she does she always comes back to her time in the tank. Floating there, weightless, listening to Andrias talk about his plans for her, unable to do anything to stop them.

The second thing she thinks about is her time being possessed by The Core. How it tormented her, made her believe that her friends didn’t care, that they left her. About how every time she grabbed onto the hope that they would come and rescue her, The Core would squash the idea as quickly as it formed. About how The Core almost caused her to kill her friends. Anne now has to wear a prosthetic arm because of her, Sasha needed an expensive surgery to be able to see out of her left eye again (but even with her vision back the scar is still there, running the length of her face, a constant reminder of what Marcy almost did to her, to them).

The rain serves as a reminder of her time in the tank. When she was helpless. Couldn’t do anything but sit and wait for someone to rescue her or for Andrias to follow through on his plan.

Then she thinks back to when she thought she would be rescued by Olivia and Yunan, yet Andrias was able to follow through on his plan anyway. And she was possessed by that thing .

Even a few years later Marcy couldn’t stop thinking of what happened. How she hurt her friends. What could have happened if Anne hadn’t snapped her out of it. She covered her ears, placing her forehead on the desk, trying to block out the voices. The rain. Anything that could be a reminder of what happened.

She was spiraling, she knew it, but didn’t know how to stop, until she felt a comforting hand on her back. She looked to her right and saw none other than Anne, her best friend. The best friend anyone could ask for. Even after Marcy screwed up countless times, almost got Anne killed, almost killed her herself, Anne still cared about her. She was still her friend. Even after all that, she stayed. And even if Marcy felt undeserving of her unconditional love, she was appreciative of it.

Sure the rain brought on a myriad of bad emotions and distant fears, but Anne was always there to pull her out of it.

A hand came up and brushed the tears off of Marcy’s cheeks she didn’t even know were there, then the same light chocolate colored arms brought her in for a hug. A hug that told Marcy ‘I’m never going to let anything happen to you ever again.’ A phrase Marcy was now able to believe.

“You ok Marcy?” Anne asked, never letting go from the embrace. Marcy only leaned into it further, resting her head on Anne’s shoulder as her arms came up to return the hug.

“I am now.”

And I will always be as long as you’re here with me.

Notes:

I hope you all enjoyed that story! Honestly, when I came up with the idea, I didn’t really expect it to turn out the way it did, but I like it all the same.

Don’t mind the fact that my best ideas I come up with in the middle of the night lol.

I know I said I would be taking a break for a while to focus on school and stuff, but eh, I’m on spring break, and inspiration stiles when inspiration strikes!

My longer story, Tortured, is still on hiatus until at least the summer though. But I have a few other short one-shots up that you can occupy your time with until then.

Until next time, I hope you have a wonderful day/evening/night!