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Numinous by varshiral for WangXian_XueXiao1982
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
13 Mar 2022
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"You're not crying."
Shi Qingxuan laughed again, a hollow laugh, and nodded, closing his eyes.
He wasn't crying at the time, but it was something he was doing very often lately. Sometimes without noticing it until he felt his face wet with tears. It was a reaction that came from the smallest things at times, from a distant call of something that he didn't even know how to define. It had happened to him many times an omnipresent sense of melancholy that he always hid behind a smile, yet sometimes he felt his heart tightened until the only thing he wanted was to lie down and stay in that position for the rest of the day. As a child he had done it, many times.