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Ross returned to Cornwall to find the girl who promised to wait for him, engaged to his cousin. Elizabeth the girl that most every young male vied for! She sought men's attention, and she felt that was her right to be valued above all other woman by every man she met. She believed it her right to obtain and keep all men's hearts especially George, Ross and her husband Francis. There were others but these three have always fought over her attentions and she was in no way ready to give that up just because of her marriage.

Ross was sitting at the Red Lion Inn and saw the young serving wench being abused. Ross offered the young girl to come to Nampara and work for him as a housekeeper. He told her my name is Ross Poldark of Nampara, and she told him her name was Demelza. She agreed to go with him under one condition that was she had to bring her dog Garrick with her. Ross agreed and he put her in front of him on Darkie (his horse) to go home.

Demelza was enraptured at the sight of Nampara, never had she thought of living in such a house when she ran from her fathers. She had been moving from town to town working any jobs she could, being careful to not give her father any idea where she was. She loved everything about Nampara even though she knew there was a lot that could be done to make it a home. She thought that she certainly would love the chance to make it something Master Poldark could be proud of. The thing she loved most was the proximity it was to the coast, from the back yard she could see the ocean. The smell of the ocean was so intoxicating to her she wondered how she ever lived without it.

Ross was surprised to see how his new employee acclimated and was inclined to do anything to improve the living conditions of his home. Two weeks after he brought her home he asked her how old she was and how she came about being on her own. Demelza thought for a minute wondering if she could trust this man, realizing that after two weeks of him being nothing but generous to her, she could. So she told him how she left home three years ago when she was fourteen. Her mother passed away when she was eleven and her father made her the replacement for her mother in taking care of the home and her brothers, Ross questioned "in all things"? Not knowing what he was referring to she said, all things pertaining to the house, clothing and feeding her brothers, ranging in age from ten to five years old, cleaning, laundry, yard work and what ever needed to be done; all while he spent the time working and spending his time and the money at the alehouse." She explained Has drinking left little or nothing for the household to use. If he came home and found something that displeased him he would give her the beating he thought she deserved, just like he did to her mother. She said the last beating being very brutal, her eldest brother came to her and helped her leave. She told him her brother Willy told her if she didn't leave she would suffer the same fate as their mother. Her father had beat her mother to death and then told everyone she fell down the mine shaft.

She told Ross how she lived going from town to town working whatever work she could find, often sleeping under porches, under bushes, barns anywhere she could gain shelter from the weather and people bent on harm. Often she had no choice but sleep in the fields and go days with little or no food. At the beginning she got money by helping people with carrying things or working on farms. One time she work in a home where she helped the Mistress, but left when her husband made inappropriate advances and the wife did not believe her.

Ross hearing this was ready to go find her father and beat him to an inch of his life but then realized that would not help this young woman. A young woman who he realized was hard working, loyal, gentle, smart and caring. That she should have to endure such a circumstances in her young life was unconscionable. Then he thought to himself; if she was fourteen when she left that meant she was seventeen now. He knew that until the end of their sixteenth year her father would collect her earnings, so he didn't need to worry about that.

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Demelza worked hard she scrubbed, polished, made curtains, and placed flowers around the house. She worked on the garden outside trying to get the house clean and livable she worked in the evenings until dark. She worked in the fields, did farm work cleaning the stalls gathering wood for the fire. Mostly anything needing to be done since Master Poldark's other servants was next to useless when he wasn't there. Jud was usually drunk off his feet by lunch and Prudy, it took everything she had to cook and then it wasn't very good. One day Demelza was in the fields and heard shouting and screaming coming from the house. Running to the house she burst through the door to see Jud and Prudy fighting. Prudy said, " he is trying to break me arm." Demelza pulled them apart and looked after Prudy and discovered she had sprained her wrist. So she had to try and cook for the master, thankfully he wasn't due back until dinner, she made a stargazey pie since all Prudy had was pilchards available. (This was pilchards cook in a crust that had the heads out and it look like they were looking at the stars hence stargazey pie.)Ross came home and was informed of Prudy's circumstances, Demelza brought the pie in for him. Ross was amazed at the taste and how presentable it was. He told Demelza that he wanted her to do the cooking. Demelza was pleased with this but realized she was going to have to make time to do everything, to keep moving forward.

Ross noticed how his fields, home and animals were all looking like they were finally being cared for and wondered how Demelza got Jud and Prudy to care about the place because he nor his father never could get them to put forth more then a basic effort.

He stayed home one day after lunch to work on the mining books. He was sitting at the dining table when Demelza walked in, he said "when will" she placed the stew pot in front of him. Then he said "maybe" and she placed the bread in front of him he was getting ready to say and some ale when she placed it in front of him. He looked at her while she was leaving and thought to himself how does she know what I want before I do? Then he noticed that she had lost more weight and asked "have you been eating". She said "when I remember". Ross told her to sit down now and eat. She looked worn out so he asked what she had been up to that day.

She sighed and said "I made the bread dough while that was rising, I fed the animals, picked my flowers for house, then I came in and made the bread and breakfast for everyone. Then I did the laundry and dishes. Then cleaned the house and the animals stalls. I got the noon meal and then cleaned the dishes. Then I worked on the meadow cutting it back for plowing. Then I got supper started, gathered the wood and mended some clothes while waiting for when you be wantin dinner." Ross stared at her, so she didn't get Jud and Prudy to help she was doing it all. No wonder she was losing weight and looking wary. He decided he needed to have her eat with him so he could keep and eye on her.

When she was done he told her to tell Jud and Prudy to come in and that he wanted her to be there to. He then told Prudy that even though she was not to cook she could do the dishes with Jud's help also dusting and sweeping. He told Jud he was to bring in the firewood, work in the field, to tend the animals and to clean the stalls, Demelza spoke up and told him she really liked taking care of the horses and cows. So Ross told Jud he was to do it if she didn't have time. He also told Jud since it was his fault that Prudy couldn't do her work he was to scrub the floors. Then Ross said to Jud and Prudy "You will be looking for somewhere else to live if I find out that Demelza has done any of the things I have just gave you to do". Grumbling to themselves and throwing hateful glances to Demelza they started to leave. "Wait" Ross said "Demelza you may go and do something that relaxes you. You two you can clear the table and clean the kitchen and dishes"!

Demelza was going to work in the garden when there was a knock on the door, she answer it, a lady said to tell the master his cousin Verity was here to see him. Demelza walked her to the dining room where Ross stood and gave Verity a kiss on her cheek. Demelza asked if there was anything they needed and was told if there was Prudy could handle it and dismissed her.

Ross stood sat across from Verity who told Ross how nice every thing looked and how much progress he had made in the last few months. Ross thought to himself how much progress Demelza had made. After briefly discussing happenings around the mines and family members Verity asked "Ross would you be willing to escort me to the assembly dance. Francis and Elizabeth are going but they are going the day before and staying with George." The pain in his heart flared when he heard Elizabeth's name but he knew he had to move on since she chose his cousin over him. Ross told Varity he would escort her but that since coming back from America he still didn't dance that well she would have to fill her own dance card. She told him it was to be in two days and could hardly wait. She thanked him again and kissed him on his cheek and he helped her mount her horse. He was going back into the house when young Jim Carter was coming up the lane, when he reached Ross he told him that he had to leave the mine because his lungs were getting bad and he was looking to be a farm hand. Ross knowing if he wanted to release some of Demelza's burden then he needed a farm hand and hired Jim.

Demelza was thinking about Master Poldark while working in the garden. Over the last few months she had come to admire and respect him for his kindness and generosity to others. She thought he was one of the most handsomest men she ever saw. She also wished he would look at her and even kiss her cheek as he did his cousin. As she was thinking it came to her mind that she loved him, she knew he could never love her back, she was just a simple housemaid from a lower class and he was a gentleman. Oh how she wished that he could love her. Wishing was no good for someone like her she would never be good enough.

Elizabeth would never return Ross's love, she didn't know how to love. She expected all men to admire her and take care of her needs. She broke Ross's heart over and over again, yet he was willing to forgive her anything and she would do anything to keep his attentions on her own.

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Ross went to the ball, his heart faltered when seeing Elizabeth and Francis seeing them talking and holding hands. He decided he could not take it and left the ball to go to the Red Lion thinking that maybe if he found a wench to release his desire on it may help. He found Margaret there and he relieved himself with her. Margaret had a habit of marrying and burying her husband to move herself up to another rung of the social ladder. Margaret thought here would be another chance to that aim. She did not realize that although Ross had used her he had now or ever would have intentions of marrying her.

Jim started the next day, while Demelza was in the garden Jenny came around and introduced herself. She told Demelza that Jim and herself was promised to each other. Demelza found the girl was very easy to talk to. They talked until Jim was done for the day and Jenny told Demelza to come down to Mellon sometime and they can have a bonfire and meet her family.

Jenny came every day for a week, then one night Jenny didn't come and Demelza looking forward to Jenny visits hoped she didn't do something to upset her. She made up her mind that if she didn't come the next evening, she would go to see her.

The Martins welcome their guest and called Jenny to entertain Demelza. Jenny guided Demelza outside and told Demelza that her parents forbid her to leave the house because Jenny just found out she was with child. Demelza looked at her and said, "isn't that like locking the barn door after the horse is out". She questioned, "what are you and Jim going to do?" Jenny said, "well we really can't afford a place to live, and we can't live with mine or at Jim's mothers so until we can, we can't marry." Jenny started crying and Demelza comforted her and said," you have to have hope it will turn out. "

On the way home Demelza was upset, when she got home. Ross asked, "what's amiss"? Demelza explained the situation with Jenny and Jim, Ross told her to let him think on it and not to worry he thought he may have a solution.

In fact, he did have the solution there was a cottage in Mellon that needed some work and he told Jenny and Jim if they would fix it and then keep it in good repair, they could live rent free. Jim and Jenny thanked him for helping them move forward to be a family.

Going home to Nampara he found Demelza in the garden and told her the solution. She looked at Ross giving him one of her hearts stopping smile, he thought to himself how lucky he was to find this beautiful woman.

Ross decided that Demelza needed some new clothes, since hers were getting worn out also she did not have a cloak. So, Ross told her they were going to town because they needed more pilchards while he attended a meeting. They parted and Demelza got the best possible price for the fish. Ross was also successful at his meeting. He took Demelza to the dress makers and had two more dresses and a cloak. The dresses were to be delivered at a later time, but she wore the cloak home. Ross smirked at how excited she was, and he thought I wish I could always make her this happy.

George Warleggan watched as Ross took his kitchen maid into the dress shop. He wondered if the rumors were true. She was a pretty enough girl. He wondered how Elizabeth liked having this young girl so close to "her" Ross.

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Demelza worked hard to make sure all Ross's needs were met. She wished that she was born into a family where Ross would be able to see her as a woman instead of a servant. She knew she wasn't homely, but she could never compete with the women of Ross's class. One day after a trip to Sawle with Ross, Demelza was working in the kitchen cutting up fish, there was a knock at the door. Demelza answered it when it seemed Jud and Prudy was missing. It was a beautiful lady looking for Ross. Demelza showed her to the parlor. She went out to the stable where she knew Ross to be tending to his horse. Upon telling him of the beautiful visitor, he hurried to the house telling Demelza to bring in cake and tea or lemonade. Ross went to the parlor.

Demelza went to the kitchen to get the refreshments. She took a cloth and wiped her face and hands, hoping she didn't look to disheveled. She entered the parlor and found Ross and the lady in an embrace. They jumped apart when they realized she entered. She sat the refreshments on the table and asked if there be anything else they be needing. Ross then introduced Demelza to his cousin in law Elizabeth, then he dismissed her. Demelza left the parlor and went out the back door and ran down to the sea where she sat and cried. She thought to herself what a fool I was to even hope that he could find me attractive. About a half hour later she returned to the house.

Prudy had finished cutting up the fish and salted them and put them away. She asked Demelza where she got to. Demelza said she felt faint and had to get some air. Prudy said did you see Mistress Poldark; I wonder what she be doing here. She must have come to make sure her territory was still safe. She married that Francis Poldark, and I heard he has been visiting Margaret from Turo an awful lot. I bet she be feeling sorry for herself now, Mr. Ross would have married her in a minute, they were sweethearts, and he still carries a flame for her. Demelza went to start supper. She didn't go to the parlor again instead she told Prudy she wasn't feeling well and asked if she would serve the master.

When Prudy took supper in to Ross he questioned where Demelza was. Prudy said she went out saying she being sick but the maid didn't look sick, I believe she just be wanting out of work. Ross wondered if it could have been because of Elizabeth's visit and what she had seen. What she saw was an innocent hug that he gave to comfort Elizabeth. She was upset because of rumors going about concerning Frances and another woman. He had told her he would find out if they we're viable or if they were malicious rumors.

Elizabeth's real reason, was that George visited her and told her of the rumors about Ross and his kitchen wench. She came away from the meeting feeling like she had nothing to fear from the dim-witted girl. Not only was she totally lacking the good grace to keep herself tidy she also couldn't hold a man like Ross's attention for more then a second.

Demelza went to see Jenny, Jenny knew how Demelza felt, she always worried that Jim would find someone else, someone prettier, someone who could offer him more. Demelza told her she was crazy because Jim only had eyes for her. Demelza didn't leave until the sun was setting. Then she went to her room without stopping to talk to anyone. Ross heard Demelza come in and waited for her to come an sit with him for awhile, like they did everyday in the evening. He was still concerned about her skipping her evening meal. When she did not come to talk he went to the kitchen and asked Prudy what had happened earlier that today, Prudy told him that all they talked about was Mistress Poldark's visit, then Demelza made supper after which she said she wasn't feeling well. Ross had grown accustomed to Demelza's conversation and company. She couldn't be upset over the hug between Elizabeth and himself. After all she was his servant and he was the master. He would wait and see how she was feeling tomorrow.

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Demelza couldn't sleep so she went down to the kitchen and prepared everything she could for breakfast, she made her bread and prepared the meals for lunch and dinner. When the sun rose, she knocked on Prudy's and Jud's door and told Prudy what she had to do to put the meals on the tables. Prudy asked what she was doing and that the master questioned about her doings. She didn't answer Prudy except to say it was something she had to do.

She came to a decision; she couldn't stay at Nampara loving Ross the way she did. Seeing him hugging his ex (Elizabeth), it tore her heart and from what she learned from Jenny and Prudy he was still in love with Elizabeth. She went to the cove and bathed in the hidden area. She fixed her hair and wore one of her better dresses and stated to walk to Turo.

Ross went down to breakfast expecting to find Demelza. He could smell the bread baking. He walked into the kitchen and found Prudy again. Where is Demelza, is she still unwell. Prudy told him she wouldn't know. That Demelza woke her at daybreak told her what to do to finish baking and she had everything ready for the rest of the day's meals. Ross was beside himself, he thought to himself what has gotten into that girl. He ate and went to the mine. He tried to work but he kept thinking about Demelza, what if she left? He couldn't fathom a life without her at Nampara. Did her father come and threaten her again? He needed to talk to her.

Demelza walked the fifteen miles into Turo it took about four hours of brisk walking which Garrick helped her movements since she was practically running to keep up with him. She asks the stable boy if he would keep an eye on her dog since she was going to go looking for a position. She was walking down the street and didn't notice the man following her.

George Warleggan saw Demelza walk into town he followed her to the stables where she left that mutt, she called a dog. He caught up with her and pushed her into the alley, George said "we'll look-y here, if it isn't Ross Poldark's kitchen slut, now I wonder what you have that Master Poldark finds so I interesting"? Demelza looked at him knowing enough not to show fear, "I don't know what you want sir I am just on my way to find a new position", Demelza replied. "Well, if you need a position I can hire you, you can service me as you do Poldark" George laughed an evil chuckled. It made Demelza shiver.

Ross reached Turo shortly after Demelza upon entering the stable he realized he was on the right track when he saw a tied up Garrick. Ross untied him and then followed when Garrick took off. Garrick was barking and growling he turned into the alley where George and Demelza were. Ross came upon George pushing Demelza up against the wall pushing his hips pinning her. Ross growled and said "GET YOUR HANDS OFF HER" George turned and jumped away from Demelza. I was just having a job interview with her; I assume since she left her previous employment. Having a hard time satisfying the help huh." George smirked. Ross looked at Demelza are you okay? She nodded and kept her eyes down. Ross then looked at George and said, "I assume you have business besides harassing my employees, he emphasized my employee". George told him that he indeed had other business that needed to be addressed because George although being able to defend himself doubted he would be able to come out victor against Ross.

Ross took Demelza by the elbow and took her back to get Darkie from the stables to head home. Demelza asked where they were going. Which Ross replied, "home to talk unless you have a position somewhere else", he raised his eyebrow? She shook her head back and forth and went with him.

He placed her in front of him on Darkie and started back to Nampara when they reached Damsel Point, he stopped, got off and helped Demelza down. He motioned to the rocks and sat down. They sat in silence.

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After sitting on the cliff watching the sea, Ross finality broke the silence. "Did George hurt you," Demelza shook her head, "no he just shoved me. I am fine." Ross then said, "are you going to tell me what's going on." Demelza looked at him from the corner of her eye, how could she tell him why she was leaving. Maybe he would tell her to go, I don't think I could handle his contempt for me. She didn't turn her head and said, "it is private, and I don't want to talk about it." "Is it something to do with Prudy or Jud," Ross questioned? "No," said Demelza. "Then your father," she shook her head. "Then is it something to do with me?" Demelza jumped up and said, "I told you I can't talk about it, just let me be." She started running, not sure which way she was even going, she just knew she had to get away from him. Ross started after her and got her by her arm. They heard shouting a woman ran towards them and said, "Captain Ross, your needed at the mine." He looked at Demelza and said, "this isn't finished you will go back to Nampara?" Demelza said, "yes, but please don't question me I...I can't talk about it, it is to hard, Please!" Ross nodded although he knew sooner or later she would have to tell him what happened.

Ross went to the mine where he found out that they had found a small vein of copper enough that the investors should be happy at the moment. He stayed and partied with the miners, it was late when he got back. Demelza brought his meal in and turn to leave, he stopped her and asked her to keep him company. She declined, I have already eaten and I am tired, just going to sit in the kitchen until your done."

Once she walked out Ross still could not for the life of him figure out what was wrong, it obviously had something to do with him but what? Women he thought to himself.

The next few weeks went pretty much the same, Demelza refusing to eat or sit and chat with him. After the second week Elizabeth came again and Ross seeing her approach came running in from the fields. Demelza escorted her into the parlor and asked if she wanted refreshments? Elizabeth said "no," then said, "does your master not care for his servant's appearance when they greet his guests? You should really take some pride in yourself, if not for you then for your master." Demelza curtsied and answered, "yes Mam". She went to the kitchen and Prudy muttered to herself "of all the uppity people she had no cause to talk to you like that!" Demelza just smiled and thought but she is what Ross wants.

Ross came into the parlor seeing him come in Demelza went to make sure refreshments weren't needed. Elizabeth saw her at that door she jumped up threw herself into Ross's arms and kissed him on the lips. Demelza gasped and turned and walked out of the room. Ross heard her but wasn't sure who it was. He put Elizabeth's arms down and said "what the devil Elizabeth, you are married to my cousin". George had told Elizabeth about the incident in Turo and this is the first chance she had to come and stake her claim. Elizabeth looked at Ross and told him how marrying Francis was the biggest mistake she made and while she couldn't leave him she wanted Ross to know that it was he (Ross) she always loved. Ross was taken aback, "Elizabeth it is to late for us now, I will not betray Francis for anyone and although I have feelings for you as a friend and as family. I no longer have those deep feelings for you. You made the right choice with Francis go home and work it out with him." Elizabeth looked at him and said, "what do you proclaim yourself to that common kitchen wench who has no care for herself then." Ross looked at her and thought my God what a racist woman. How did I ever think she was perfect. " Elizabeth I think you should go before either of us say something that is unforgivable."

Ross thought to himself how much time he wasted on coveting his cousins wife. She hurt him time and again. He realized that she was playing all the men that were interested in her. Did she love anyone beside herself. The way she talked of Demelza that kind, general, loving woman. Ross was finally seeing Elizabeth for what she was.

Demelza had to get out of the house when she went into the kitchen Prudy saw her near tears and told her to go and walk it off.
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Ross went into the kitchen and found Prudy. He had a vision of de ja vu, "where is Demelza?"  Prudy looked at him like she was ready to spit. "Do you know what that classless lady love of yours said to her?"  Ross looked and asked, "who?" "That uppity Mistress Poldark like you didn't know who I was talking about." "Well woman," Ross said angrily, "what did she say". "That Demelza was nothing more than a servant that didn't know how to do anything not even taking care of herself. I would like to see her do the work our Demelza does and still look like a she just came in from bathing. No wonder the poor girl wants to leave." "What," Ross said, "Demelza wants to leave?" "Why wouldn't she, the likes of that woman coming around and throwing around how much men want her, men they be hardheaded sometime?"

Ross went and saddled Darkie to look for Demelza. He went to the Martins, and they had not seen her. He was passing Twenwith and decided to stop and see Verity and then to tell Elizabeth to please use more care when speaking to his employees. Elizabeth wasn't home yet but Francis was.

Verity came downstairs as Ross entered. Ross greeted her then Francis entered. Ross said to Francis, "I don't want to start a feud between our two houses, but could you please pass a message to Elizabeth?" Francis nodded and Ross then said, "please ask Elizabeth to have more care when she is speaking to members of my household, which is to include my employees." Francis then said, "who did she upset?" Ross said, "that is no concern I don't want anyone upset" Ross then turned to leave as he rode away Elizabeth rode in.

Returning home, he found Demelza in the barn tending to the animals. He came up beside her and said Demelza, "we need to talk." She responded with a very meek, "yes sir." "Okay" Ross thought to himself, she was being too meek. "Demelza tell me what is going on?" She looked down at the floor and said, "I am feeding the calves sir." Ross was frustrated, "Demelza" he said loudly, "you have been avoiding me since you were in Turo what is going on." Her anger finally came through, "I am your servant, I am paid to work, which I work damn hard for you. I don't have to say anything to you other than work." She throws the bucket down and turned around to walk away. Ross caught her by the arm, pulled her to him and kissed her. Demelza parted her lips once the shock wore off. Ross drew back looked at her and kissed her again. Then he pushed her way from him and turned away, she reached for him but stopped short of touching his arm. "What is it, what is wrong?" Ross said, "I am sorry I shouldn't have done that go inside". She turned but instead of going inside she headed to the beach. Demelza thought he was rejecting her because of her social class. Ross thought to himself I love her but what do I have to offer her!

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So, they both walked around moping because the other didn't communicate their feelings. The whole situation came to a head when Demelza was down in Sawle, when her father finally caught up with her. "Well, well, well, what do we have here, why if it ain't my daughter Demelza?" He grabbed her by her arm dragging her along with him. Jenny was in Sawle and saw Tom Carne pulling a struggling Demelza along. She yelled for Jim, the Daniels, Martins and anyone she could. Mark Daniel was the first to show up, then Zacky and a couple of other men. Tom Carne told them, "mind their own this was his daughter, I bee taking her home" Mark said, "Demelza, do you want to go with him?" To which she shook her head and said "no". Mark told Paul to, "go get Captain Poldark and bring him as fast as you can." Jenny took Demelza into Jim and hers cottage away from her father and waited until Captain Poldark arrived.

Paul found Ross at the mine, Once he explained what was going on Ross jumped onto Darkie and galloped to Sawle. Dismounting Ross went to Mark and asked where's Demelza, he needed to see her to make sure she wasn't hurt. Mark told him she was with Jenny in her cottage, once he got there he knocked at the door. Jenny left him in, then went out with the others. Ross looked at Demelza and asked, "how old are you exactly?" She answered, "17 and 4 months". He said, "Demelza, you are old enough to earn and work where you want, but that may not stop your father. Do you want to go back with him?" She looked at him and said, "Judas No, I didn't sleep in the cold and hide from him for years to go back to be his servant and punching girl." Ross said, "then come on girl let's go talk to him."
Tom Carne eyed Ross and his daughter coming towards him. Tom said, "I've come to collect what is mine." Ross said, "she is of age if she wants to stay in my employment she is more then welcome to". Tom said," and just what do you have her do, I've heard the rumors and I will not have any daughter of mine be a gentleman's slut." Ross was beginning to see red, "I've talked to your daughter and she has no wish to return to you so you can enslave and beat her." Tom looked at the men around him and said, "I will be back with some of my family and friends to get her. Just so you know it is my right." Mr. Carne took his leave, a tearful Demelza looked at everyone and thanked them for helping her. Ross placed her in Darkie and mounted behind her to go and discuss with Demelza an idea that could keep her father away.

Reaching Nampara Ross helped Demelza down and led her into the library. Her asked her to sit then gave her a cup of brandy. "Demelza there may be a way to keep your father away from you but it has to be your choice." Demelza looked at Ross and said, "well what do I have to do?" Ross looked away out the window "Marry Me". He couldn't bear to see her rejection of him. "Judas, I can't marry you I am your servant." Ross said, "but your father would no longer have a claim on you." "Ross I can't allow you to do this, your a gentleman, with a fine name and I am your servant, but most of all I believe two people should marry for love, and your heart still belongs to Elizabeth. I could not marry you knowing your feelings for her, it would kill me every time I would see you regret it," "Demelza, please just marry me, Elizabeth chose Francis, she is no longer an option. I believe we could be happy and you could be free from your father. Let me worry about my social standing. I will go into Bodwin tomorrow and get a special license and we can be married as soon as the next day."

So it was set with little of her concerns addressed, she loved him but could she survive his feelings do his cousins wife?

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Two days later with Jenny, Prudy, and Jud as their witness Ross wed Demelza. Mrs. Martin cooked a nice meal for them to come home to, when they were done eating Ross stood up and said he needed to go to the mine. After he walked out Jenny put her hand in Demelza's and said it will be alright. As Mrs. Martin and Prudy gave each other a look, that said he didn't just leave his new bride sitting here did he? Demelza excused herself and went and changed out of the dress she was married in and put on her old frock because she had chores that needed done. She thought to herself, what did I expect, he would spend time with me nothing it seems has changed I will be his servant and he will be my master. She went downstairs seeing Mrs. Martin, Prudy, and Jenny doing the dishes she stopped and listened Prudy said, "I could crown him, leaving her like that, treating her like he was doing her a favor by marrying her." Demelza went out the front door to take care of the animals. It was while she was there, she heard a horse approach not wanting to see anyone she peeked out to see who it was. She wasn't surprised to see Elizabeth there, she could hear the raised voice of Elizabeth asking where Ross was, Prudy told her, "He was at the mine, Elizabeth said, "then I will go there to get my answers." Demelza knew what answers she wanted, news of the wedding must already be spreading around. Demelza stayed out of the house for the rest of the afternoon, she was heading back from gathering her flowers when she saw the horses coming from the mine. It was Ross and Elizabeth, she kept walking hoping she could get back to the house before they came upon her, after the way he left her and then seeing him with Elizabeth she didn't think she could take anymore. She made it back and heard Ross yell her name, she ignored him went up the stairs to her room and shut the door. She heard Ross come in and heard laughter, then Ross called for her, she couldn't face them did he not know how him being with Elizabeth effected her.

A little while later she heard Ross come up the stairs. He went to his room and then knocked on her door. Seeing no other alternative she opened the door to him," yes sir how can I help you?"" Demelza we have a guest downstairs," he said. Demelza said "oh who?" He told her Elizabeth had come to wish them a happy marriage, she looked at him and told him that she already told him of her feelings toward Elizabeth and had no intention of sitting in on a conversation that will clearly make her look like a fool. Then she told Ross that she wasn't feeling well and shut the door in his face.

Ross went down to make excuses to his cousins wife. Once she left he went into the kitchen where Prudy and Mrs Martin sat glaring at him, Prudy jumped up and said, "how dare you bring her here on your wedding day after you left your bride sitting here all day by herself. What have you and she been up to all afternoon since it was four hours gone that she was here spitting about needing to see you and going on up to the mine. That girl would have been better off going back to her father's after all the hurt you will be causing her."

Ross couldn't believe what he was hearing Elizabeth didn't tell him she stopped by at the house first she told him she had been to visit Ruth. What a way to start out a marriage, well Demelza will have to get use to it, it wasn't his fault Elizabeth came around to today.

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Ross knew he had to fix things with his bride. He knocked on her door and asked if he could come in. "Demelza I am sorry that I went to the mine, all I want is to provide for you. My finances are not the best, hell you could say we are poverty stricken. Prudy told me about Elizabeth being here earlier, contrary to what everyone believes I did not spend the afternoon with her I met her on my way home. She seemed happy for us, but Prudy thought it was just for show, maybe it was, he paused. I don't know what I do know is that I am married to you, and I take my vows seriously. There is no need to worry about Elizabeth." Demelza listen to him and realized that although he didn't say he loved her he promised to be faithful, and she knew she loved him. She looked at her husband and nodded her head.
"Demelza I would like you to move your items to our room. It is where you belong you are Mistress Poldark of Nampara. He went to her and pulled her close and kissed her, he leaned back and said I would like to celebrate our wedding night, but only if you feel you are ready to begin our life together."

They went to their room where Ross tenderly made love to her for the first time, he thought to himself, how have I gotten so lucky to have someone so beautiful and a heart to match in his life. He promised himself that he would do whatever he could to keep her happy he would work as hard as he could, to give everything her heart desires. What he didn't realize is what she desired most was for him to love her, through his actions, she thought he had showed her although he still did not say it. She decided she would be happy for whatever he was willing to give her.

After a night of love making and just lot of just plain old sex, Demelza was sore and tired. When she woke the next morning Ross was still laying there watching her. "Judas Ross, you are acting like a creeper, watching like that." Ross laughed; "you are so beautiful I just can't get enough of you." He kissed her, "are you sore, I would like to pleasure you if you are up to it!" Smirking he pulled her on top of him where they lost themselves in passion.

That Sunday when they were sitting down for dinner, a knock sounded at their door. Prudy announced the Mr. and Mistress Poldark of Twenwith was here and would like to speak to you. Ross raised and eyebrow, thinking they have arrived at the most inconvenient time, "show them in and bring two more place settings, please Prudy."

Demelza sat up straighter and smooth down her dress wishing she had a better frock, remembering what Elizabeth said to her about her appearance a few months back. It looked like she would have to entertain the couple, resigned she sat there and waited. Ross took her hand and kissed it and said. "it will be fine." Francis and his wife came into the dining room, Ross said, "we are just setting down to eat, would you care to a join us?" Francis had heard that Demelza was an excellent cook and couldn't wait to try what ever the heavenly smell was. Elizabeth demurely accented and sat across from Demelza on the other side of Ross, Francis sat beside Demelza's other side. Elizabeth, flirted nonstop with Ross throughout the meal. Francis commented about it to Demelza saying "maybe we wed the wrong partners, it seems our spouses are enjoying each others company." Ross gave Francis a withering look he was not flirting with Elizabeth, in fact he was just trying to keep the conversation going. He didn't notice the triumph look Elizabeth kept giving Demelza. Once they had desert, Demelza asked if they would like to join them in the parlor. Ross took her hand and said, "you and Elizabeth go, I would like to speak privately with Francis."

Once they were seated in the parlor, Demelza asked Prudy to bring the tea in. Elizabeth waited awhile and spoke, "you do know you won't keep him happy. You will never be enough. He will come back to me in due time." Demelza flushed and said, "my husband would never break his vows." Elizabeth just laughed, Demelza thought it sounded like a witches cackle

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Meanwhile Francis and Ross was enjoying their brandy, when Francis said "I admire your choice of wife she is beautiful, funny, gentle, I envy you!" Ross looked at Francis in disbelief, "you envy me, you have Elizabeth surely you jest." Then he thought to himself did he not also see how much more Demelza had to offer then Elizabeth. "Don't get me wrong Francis, Demelza is everything I want in a wife and I am happy she agreed to marry me. So thank you for your good wishes." Francis told Ross that the meal was delicious, and asked did Prudy cook it? Ross chuckled "come on you know she can't cook, Demelza made it she is an excellent cook." Elizabeth can't boil water and I must say your home has changed it is comforting and has a homey feel to it." Ross said, "yes that is another thing I must thank Demelza for. It may not be done with spending a lot of money but it was done with love." Francis said, "you can tell it makes me feel right at home." Francis looked at him and said, "you are a lucky man!" At that moment Francis wished that he had left Elizabeth to his cousin to wed." Ross thought to himself yes I am and I have Francis to thank for marrying Elizabeth and letting me discover Demelza.

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After Francis and Elizabeth left, Demelza mood shifted she was depressed, Ross noticed and asked her what was amiss. She shrugged. He pulled her to him, which he had never done before, "Demelza I am yours and you are mine. I am here to help and take care of you and give you what you need." Demelza looked at him with sorrow in her eyes, "I need you to love me, not Elizabeth and since that is never going to happen, I will just have to get use to her snide remarks." Ross was taken back, "Demelza what makes you think I don't love you?" Demelza looked away and moved to the other side of the room, "oh I don't know maybe because you never told me or maybe how you look at her or how you smile when you are with her, or when she tells me you will never stay with me, take your pick. I know you love her, and you make that plain, but I want that in my life. If it wasn't for my father coming, there would be no marriage, I know you were just looking out or me. Don't get me wrong I am very thankful, sometimes I think it would be better if I left. You know he is going to bring trouble to you? I feel like you I am just your servant that you take your pleasure with but that is because your true love is Elizabeth, and she is unavailable. You are settling for me, I'll always be second best!" While saying this her tears fall down her cheeks.

Ross didn't know what to say thinking to himself did I never tell her how much she means to me or that Elizabeth could never be what she is? Demelza thought Ross was befuddled because he didn't speak, she turned and walked out the door, on her way out she passed Zacky Martin from the mine. Ross started to follow her, but Zacky stopped him and said Captain we need you at the mine. Ross was torn but realized Demelza will be here when I got back, so he went to the mine. Demelza went down to see Jenny she needed to talk to someone, and she realized she didn't really have many friends. On the way to the mine Zacky said, "seems I interrupted something on the way to the mine Zacky said, "seems I interrupted something. He couldn't help but see Demelza's tears. His wife Mary told him what Ross had done on their wedding day leaving her to go to the mine, then bringing Mistress Elizabeth when he came back from the mine. Zack said, "might be a good thing if you got the other Poldark's out of your head." Ross just nodded; he was thinking what he needed to say to Demelza.

Jenny listened to Demelza and sympathized with her. Jenny thought Ross still loved Elizabeth, but he had married her friend and thought at least he could put her first once in a while, she remembered how he left Demelza on her wedding day and how he still treated her as a servant! She could comfort Demelza, but she thought someone was going to have to talk to the captain! She deserves to be loved. She set her mind that if the chance arose, she would. Jenny told Demelza what she knew about Ross and Elizabeth, but Elizabeth was married to Francis, the only way to get divorced is if you have money and go to parliament to get them to approve it. As you know Ross don't have that kind of money. He may take Elizabeth as his mistress but that would harm his friendship with his cousin. She told Demelza that Ross and his Twenwith cousins were always close more like brothers and sisters, that was because their mothers died young, the difference was Twenwith had Agatha living with them. Ross was always there but still a visitor. As he grew older, he spent more time with the tenants, the Daniels, Carrokie, Carters, and her father Zacky. His father would take him with him on smuggling runs, and Joshua's adventures but his father also paraded women around in front of him after his mother passed, he was always faithful to his wife, he did love her very much. Jenny told her she did not think Ross was ever taught how to show his feelings or to even truly love someone. The Twenwith Poldark's father was the same except he was more discreet with the woman, and he had a mistress while married. There again the difference was Aunt Agatha took over raising them. Charles was pretty much absent in the younger days. She said this was what the maids told her mother anyway.

Demelza left thinking she had much to think about. From what Jenny said, Ross loved Elizabeth always, the best Demelza would hope for was what she had, his protection. She decided it was time to return home.

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Demelza returned and got busy making Ross's supper. Prudy asked where she went all afternoon noticing Demelza's lack of enthusiasm. Demelza said she went to see Jenny to talk. Demelza had the table set and dinner ready all she was doing was waiting for Ross.

When Ross came in, he was in a good mood, Demelza was thinking about what she said earlier and thought that it didn't matter to Ross from the way he was acting. Ross came up and hugged her picked her up and twirled her around. Then grabbed her hand and led her to their bedroom where he had his way. When he had finished, he rolled over and went to sleep. Demelza got up went downstairs and ate alone in the kitchen she did the dishes then cleaned the parlor, kitchen and dining room, fed the animals and she decided she would heat water to take a bath setting the copper tub in the small room off the library. When she was done, she went to her old room and had a sleepless night. She thought to herself you knew this is what you signed up for so why you are upset, she decided from this point forward she would try to curb her love and just live her life as she always had.

Ross woke with a terrible headache. Then he remembered about the mine, he didn't remember much about last night. He wondered if he told Demelza, he would have had to no matter how much he had to drink, he would have told her that. He needed to get to the mine so it would be a quick breakfast then off to try to get enough for the next month's ticketing. When he went into the kitchen, he saw breakfast was waiting but Demelza wasn't there. Prudy said, "the maid is out feeding the livestock because Jud was sick.' Ross said "yeah sick with the drink." Prudy murmured "that is the pot calling the kettle black." Demelza finished her chores and decided to go to the hidden cove to wash. When she finished, she laid in the sun drying then she went back to the house changed into one of her better frocks and fixed her hair trying to have it look like how the ladies wore theirs. Once done she went down and started supper then gathered the laundry and noticed a couple of Ross's shirts needed mending. While waiting for Ross to return from the mine she started mending his shirts. There was a knock at the door, Prudy came in and said, "Mistress Poldark from Twenwith was there to see Mr. Ross." Demelza said "inform her that he is still at the mine and ask if there is anything I can help her with?"

Elizabeth walked into the room and informed Demelza, "I will wait for Ross." Demelza again asked, "is there was anything I could help you with?" Elizabeth just grunted smirked saying, "what would I need you for?" So Demelza went back to her mending. After a few minutes Demelza asked Elizabeth, "would like something to drink or a piece cake?". Elizabeth looked displease with the offer and said, "no!"

Ross came in shortly after upon seeing Elizabeth he looked at Demelza then said, "Elizabeth, what a pleasant surprise!" Elizabeth stood, went to Ross where she and Ross exchanged kisses, Elizabeth smirked at Demelza. Then she said Ross "I have a favor to ask you is there any chance you can teach Geoffrey Charles to swim? I know he is a little young, but I am a firm believer in the sooner the better. As you know Francis can't swim and living here so close to the water well you know." Ross said, "of course Elizabeth when do you want to start, we can have the lessons at Nempara Cove, maybe it would be a good time for Francis to learn?" "No," said Elizabeth, "he is not home much, he has been spending most of his time in Turo, when he isn't with George playing cards." Demelza noticed how she was playing on Ross's sympathies. Ross thought, I know what work he is doing in Turo, Margaret! "Elizabeth we are just getting ready to eat supper would you like to stay," asked Demelza. "Oh I am so sorry to hold up your meal, I can bring Geoffrey Charles tomorrow?" Ross said, "of course I'll come down for lunch then we can go." Elizabeth thanked Ross gave him a kiss then left. Demelza placed supper on the table, they ate in silence. Ross was concentrating on the copper find and didn't realize that Demelza was unhappy. Demelza finally spoke up, "Ross are you really going to teach Geoffrey Charles to swim?" ross replied, "yes I said I would." She got up from the table went into the kitchen to find Jenny and asked if she could finish cleaning up. She then went up to her old room changed her clothes back to her work frock and took her hair down because it was obvious to her that her efforts didn't matter Ross would never notice her.

Jenny came in to help clear the plates, she said, "Captain Ross, didn't Mistress Demelza look fine tonight?" Ross looked at her and said, "she always looks fine." She said, "Sir did you even notice she fixed herself up?" Ross said, "Jenny what is going on?" "Well, Demelza came and talked to me the other day she told me how she be telling you about her feelings then you went off to the mine. I only assume you stayed out late last night celebrating with the men. I spoke to Prudy she be telling me how Mistress stayed in her old room last night. Then this morning was out working before you went to the mine. I know having Mistress Poldark always showing up around here hurts her, I know she told you that herself. Yet you are going to have her bring her son here to teach him to swim! I may not be a scholar, but I do know when a woman be putting on airs to get what she wants. Too bad men can't do the same," Jenny went to leave, Ross said, "Jenny where is your mistress now?" Jenny shrugged, "I would think that be your job sir?"

Ross went into the library since he had no idea how to deal with this situation.
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Ross went up to bed Demelza wasn't there he didn't know what to do. Did he really not talk to Demelza about her fears and the conversation they had. Did he even tell her about the copper? Tonight, when she asked about Geoffrey Charles was that wanting to know if I was really going to spend that time with Elizabeth and why did Elizabeth say no when I asked if Francis would join us. He sat there thinking about all that had happened in a short while. He knew Demelza wanted a loving marriage and he thought he was giving her that. He put his head in his hands. He didn't know how to do a loving relationship after his mother died it was one woman after another thinking back, he remembered his father coming home from the mine. His parents would sit and discuss the things that happened that day. While his mother was alive his father would never drink to excess, and he couldn't remember other women coming to the house. In fact, his father didn't entertain women at all when his mother was alive.

He was failing his wife; he was going to tell her that morning that he no longer had feelings for Elizabeth other than friendship. Then Zacky came and got him, then he celebrated and didn't even remember coming home. He needed to talk to Demelza. He went to Demelza's old room she wasn't there. He looked through the house and decided he would look down at Nampara Cove.

Demelza felt his presence before she saw him. "Ross what are you doing here?" "I came looking for my wife." Demelza said, "well you found her." Ross said, "Demelza, I am sorry yesterday when we were talking, Zacky came in, we struck copper at the mine I celebrated a little too much. I don't remember much about last night. Yesterday morning I was coming after you, I wanted to tell you that I love you, you are my one true love without you nothing has meaning. Elizabeth meant something at one time but aside from that I have no feelings for her. I never had a good role model for love or relationships, and I don't speak my feelings very well, but I have loved you for a long time. You are my sunshine, my guiding star, I need you like I need the air I breathe."

Demelza looked at him and said, "I love you also, I have for a long time now. Ross, I don't need a lot of material things, but I do need to be assured that I have your heart especially now!" "Why especially now?" "Well how do you feel about children," she asked? Ross said, "I like them I guess why?" "I am with child." Seeing his shocked expression she asked, "Ross are you happy" he leaped for her, hugging and kissing her saying, "yes, yes, yes!" He put his hand on her still flat stomach and smiled from ear to ear. He asked, "when do we expect?" She said, "I am thinking around May." He said, "I love you my beautiful wife."

Ross said, "now about Elizabeth?" Demelza said, "Ross, I know you don't see it, but she is trying to come between us. She has made snide comments every time she sees me, like she is trying to bait me, and she purposely leads me to believe you two are still a thing. It upsets me even though you say you don't care I sometimes see the look in your eyes when you look at her." "Well, I have to teach Geoffrey Charles to swim how about when we go to the beach you come with us Elizabeth will then know we are a team." Ross helped Demelza up and they walked hand in hand back to the house.

The next day Demelza packed a lunch for the beach and Ross met her there, they left instructions for Jenny to tell Elizabeth to come down to the beach. Ross and Demelza just finished their lunch when Demelza got up to change into an outfit she could wear in the water. Elizabeth came down to the beach and thought Ross was there by himself, "I thought your little kitchen maid was going to invite herself. Geoffrey Charles wasn't feeling well today so I sent him home. That leaves you and me alone on this beautiful beach." Ross stepped away from her and asked, "Elizabeth what are you doing?" She said, "Ross, you can't tell me you don't want to know what it is like to be with a real lady?" Ross was thoroughly disgusted, "I thought we settled this a while ago when I told you that being Francis's wife, we could never be anything else?" She put her hand on Ross's chest. At that moment Demelza step out of the cave and said, "I may not have been raised as a lady but at least we don't go around trying to seduce married men." Elizabeth jumped back away from Ross; "I should have known you would have followed us here."

Ross said, "actually Elizabeth it was you that followed us here, Demelza and I just finished our lunch. Elizabeth I would like to share our good news my wife and I are expecting. It seems your scheme to come between my wife and I have failed, our first child is due May. Since you seem to be of the mindset that Demelza and my marriage is not a true marriage let me tell you, I love my wife more than anything and if you persist in this scheme to separate us, the only thing that will be separated is you and I." Ross then took Demelza's hand and said, "if you excuse us Elizabeth we are going swimming, since you weren't invited you may leave as you came."

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In November Demelza speculated that she was three months forward, but she thought she looked more like she was already at least six. Which she could not be since she only got married in August. Until then she had not known being with a man. Ross was growing concern because his wife seemed to be unusually large for how far along, she was. He knew she was a virgin on their wedding day, he had tried unsuccessfully to talk Demelza to see Dr Choke, but it was to no avail. He had written and ask the young doctor that served with him in the America's to come to work with the miners and I hoped he will arrive soon because he was frightened for his wife and child.

Needless to say people like Elizabeth and Ruth Teig was spreading rumors that it was because she was with child when Ross had married her. December 22nd they received an invite from Francis and Elizabeth for Christmas Eve. Ross was coaxing Demelza to accept the invitation since he wanted to keep his cousin happy, he realized Francis was having very hard time of things since his fathers death. Verity had taken Demelza into Turo to get clothes that would fit and could be fixed once she delivered and figured it would do Demelza good to have other company besides her servants.

Ross was trying to get a copper smelting place setup to help miners and the mine owners. He was spending more and more time away from home and it was adding more stress onto Demelza. He thought it would do her good to get out and enjoy others company, since he was gone over much. He didn't know about the gossip that was spreading about Demelza. She told Ross if he wanted to go to Twenwith for Christmas then to go, that she could stay here. Ross answered no my love we both go or we both stay I will not go out socializing without you. So Demelza relented and they decided to go.

Ross wanted to take the buggy but Demelza told him the walk would do her good. So Ross relented and they walked, while Ross held onto her carefully unless she fell.
When they reached Twenwith, Aunt Agatha played the trouble maker saying no one told her of Ross's marriage then she looked at Ross and said you are such a bad boy couldn't wait for the wedding or did the wedding come because you couldn't wait any longer. Demelza looked at Ross and blushed, what was she to say to that. Elizabeth snickered. Francis shook his head. Elizabeth said, "remember dear Francis, I wasn't that big until 6 months forward." Ross said enough, "she cannot be more then 3 months since we did not have relationship until our wedding night." Elizabeth eyes lit up, "oh maybe there was a fox in the hen house." Demelza got up and excused herself asking Verity to show her where her room was. Demelza was near tears, she told Verity she wasn't sure why she was so big, that until her wedding night she never laid with a man. She was inconsolable and it didn't escape her notice that Ross had not followed her up. Verity told her to lay down and relax and she would come back later to help her dress.

Verity went down to the parlor where the others were sitting and talking. She addressed all sitting there, "I just want to tell you all how ashamed I am at you for having your fun at Demelza's expense" Francis's started to say something but Verity cut him off "no Francis you will let me get this out. That young lady (Elizabeth snickered) is quite upset. She is having a hard enough time adjusting to this pregnancy and it does not help matters when she is being made the fodder for gossip and cruel jokes." Ross went to stand, Verity said "sit down Ross you should have followed her when you saw she was upset. You can stay here and be in the company of the rest of YOUR family. I am going to go and check on that lovely young woman."

After Verity left Elizabeth said, "do we all feel sufficiently chastised," and chuckled. Ross felt like a heel, he let the comment about the fox get to him, he knew Demelza hadn't lain with anyone else the proof was on his sheets. He hoped she would allow him to make it up to her. He looked at Elizabeth making a comment to the room at a whole but looking specifically into his eyes. "My wife is a very special young lady, she is kind, giving and loving and I will not have her made a joke of. If this is the way you all want to make her feel we will leave and will not come back, ever."

While Verity was helping Demelza they heard a knock on the outside door. Verity was not sure who would be calling at this time of night since they had not invited anyone else. George Warleggan and his Uncle Cary, John and Ruth Treneglos arrived Ross looked at Francis, who just shock his head and shrugged his shoulders. Ross also noticed Elizabeth and Ruth seemed awfully tight. Not much later Verity came in an announced dinner was served. They all proceeded to the dining room at the same time Demelza was coming down the stairs. Ross looked up and she took his breath away she was so beautiful. As much as Demelza stunned Ross she aggravated Elizabeth and Ruth with her beauty. Ross came around the table and said, "let me introduce my wife Demelza, he then kissed her cheek and then whisper in her ear you are beautiful and please accept my apology for earlier." Demelza just nodded her head.

After dinner she went back upstairs and Ross followed her up "how are you feeling my dear,' he asked? She said, I am a little tired and the baby must be sitting on my bladder." Ross then said, "Demelza I knew this child is ours please do not think that I have any doubt on that score I am just worried that there might be something wrong.' She looked at Ross and said, "maybe I am just eating to much, I will try to cut back." Ross told her she must eat and that is why he thinks she should see a surgeon. She said she would think on it. They went into the drawing room where Elizabeth was playing the harp, when she was done she looked to Ross for his approval but he was watching his wife. Ruth then got up and said, "Demelza, why don't you play us a song?" Demelza declined saying she had no musical talent. Ross said, "Demelza sings." She gave Ross her most scathing look and plunk the sting on the harp and started singing **Red is my Heart** when she was done singing Ross looked at her with so much love and admiration that no one could deny that he truly loved his wife.\

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It was February and Ross's surgeon friend Dwight arrive. Ross explained the situation with his wife telling him his fears, "if she keeps growing, she will not be able to deliver the babe, or carry it, she was young after all. Maybe it is my fault I should have held back my desire for her?" She was now close to five going on six months forward and was totally miserable. She is watching what she eats, and Ross felt like she was starving. He wasn't sure what was wrong, but he never knew anyone who ever got this big. He was worried and he told Dwight that she was worried for Ross tried to hide things to keep him from worrying. After a few more brief questions Dwight was shown into the room where Demelza was resting.

Ross brought Dwight into the room and introduced him as the surgeon that served with him in America, that saved him. Demelza smiled at him demurely and said, "Thank you, your work is appreciated more they you could ever know," she looked lovingly at Ross. Dwight looked at her, he could sense the unease in the room and tried to put their fears to rest. He then asked, "Demelza may I do some preliminary test." She nodded her head and he proceeded. He checked her blood pressure her breathing and her urine. Then he asked, "Demelza, do you want Ross in the room while I check you more thoroughly?" Demelza nodded and she didn't know what that meant but she was scared, and she needed his comforting presence. Dwight picked her night rail up over her stomach. Demelza was horrified she thought maybe I should have asked Ross to wait outside, what he must think of her? Ross knew immediately or thought he did what she was thinking. Ross said, "it is alright my love, I want to be here with you!"

Dwight then pulled the covers up to give her some modesty. He took an item out of his bag that looked like something a person who couldn't hear would use, He put one part in his ear then the other on her stomach. He moved it around on her stomach and looked at her then at Ross, then he listened some more. He could tell both parents were worried, so Dwight said, "the reason you are so big is because it sounds as if you have three babies in there." Both Demelza and Ross never heard of such a thing, Ross said, "what are you saying man?" Dwight said "I have just heard three distinct heartbeats, which means that she is having triplets. Demelza is their multiple births in your family?" Demelza who looked she was ready to cry said, "my mother had twins with my youngest two brothers! Oh God is this my fault?" Dwight patted her hand saying, "it is no one's fault it just runs in your family."

Dwight asks, "Ross, would you like to listen to what I heard?" Ross said "what," he was still processing he was going to be a father of three in one shot. Dwight smirked at him lifting his old fashion stethoscope, "would you like to hear your children's heartbeats that is if it is okay with your wife?" Demelza still in shock shrugged her shoulders." Dwight showed Ross where to listen telling him to move it around and how to put it in his ear. Ross smiled looked at Demelza and said, "one of them just told me to tell their Moma to quit worrying!" Ross and Dwight laughed while Demelza still look sick.

Dwight put his equipment back in his case. "Now" Dwight sobered, "carrying one baby takes a lot on a body, carrying three takes three times the toll. I hate to tell you this, but you are going to have to stay on bed rest for a while until we get you built up and maybe a couple of months before and after the birth." Demelza started to cry, "oh great now they will say I am like a common dog birthing a litter."

Ross stroked her hair, "let me hear them say that and I will rain hell down on them." Demelza said, 'even your love Elizabeth?" Ross knew he should have talked to her about Christmas at Twenwith but didn't want to upset her. Dwight said, "calm yourselves it will do you no good to get upset, you need to keep the stress levels down." He gave Ross a pointed look. "How have you been eating?" Ross explained, "she had been skipping meals because of how big she was getting!" Dwight knew she should have been bigger taking her measurements. He told her she needed to eat smaller meals but more often. Most of all she needed to stay off her feet as much as possible. "I still have chores to do who will care for the animals and the farm," Demelza exclaimed? Ross gave her a kiss and said, "you will have enough on your plate with those three let me worry about it."

Once Dwight finished Ross asked if he would stay for dinner, Dwight said he would love to he had not had a good Cornish meal in a long time. He said, "she is lovely Ross no wonder you were anxious to get back home, although I could swear her name was Lizzy or something like that?" Ross said, it is not the same woman, the Elizabeth married my cousin from Twenwith!" Hence the comment about Twenwith from Demelza," Dwight said. "Ross I am very serious her body will be going through a lot of changes; stress must be kept at a minimal. If you cousin and wife are a source of contention with her keep them away."

Demelza came downstairs to help get dinner on the table. She finished setting the table and was carrying the strew she made with fresh bread. Ross walked in and said, "Demelza what did Dwight just tell you, he did not say anything about putting supper on the table," Ross threw his hands in the air. Dwight said, "What I said was stay off your feet are you on your feet" he gave her a stern looked and tried not to laugh?" Demelza just glared at him, Ross broke out in laughter.

Ross called the servants in, Prudy, Jud, Jim and Jenny were all there. "As you are probably aware, Demelza is a little bigger than normal." Prudy nodded, Jim and Jud looked at their feet, Jenny looked worriedly at Demelza. Well Dr. Enys here is a surgeon who served and fix me up in the war. He listened and found out why, we are having triblets!" Prudy gasped, "oh saints preserve us, Jud said, ain't fit, tain't right, tain't proper!" Ross was getting ready to reprimand him when Dwight spoke up, "it is more than fitting, right and proper it is a gift from God pray your Mistress and her babes thrive and do all you can to make her life more comfortable," he admonished Jud. Jud hung his head and said, "Aye I will pray sorry De Mistress," he was going to say Demelza but stopped himself. Jenny and Jim congratulated the couple, then told Demelza anything she needs they will do.

After the meal where Dwight said, "Demelza it has been a long time since had a meal with this fresh of bread and that stew was delicious." Jenny brought the desert that Demelza made her chocolate cake. Dwight's eyes nearly popped out of his head. He said, "it has been a very long time since I had chocolate cake"
After dinned Ross asked, "where you are staying Dwight?" He responded, "at the tavern in Turo." "Ross said, "nonsense you will stay here until we find you suitable accommodations, in fact I may have to add on a separate quarter for you to be near." Dwight just smirked

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Demelza was scared and miserable. She knew having a baby came with risk, she thought to herself, what are the risk of having three? Elizabeth and Ruth will be in their glory spreading this, Ross's scullery maid having a litter. Even with being scared and anxious she couldn't not want any of the three little ones, they were hers and Ross's babies after all and were made with love.

Ross was working doubly hard trying to bring about an income for his family. He was worried for Demelza, what this meant for her and her health. He was worried for the babies. He knew he had to talk to Dwight to help alleviate some fears and find out what he should do to help prepare the household. He doubted Demelza would be up to doing much. That afternoon when Ross came out of the mine, he saw Dwight. He walked up to him and asked if he had a few moments? Dwight replied, "what's amiss, is Demelza alright?" Looking at the ocean from the cliff top Ross said, "that's just it Dwight, I don't know, what does having triplets mean for her safety, her health and most of all her mental health. I don't know what I need to do to help her with getting ready, I have one cradle do we need three? Will I need three of everything, how about feeding will she be able to feed three little ones? I am sacred Dwight, give me the gallows over this feeling, I have for my wife and children!"

Dwight was on the verge of chuckling he never seen his friend like this. He admitted to himself though, that if he was honest he also was scared. There are some cases where triplets are born and are fine but having one child was precarious at best, but three was giving fate three times as much power that something could go wrong. Taking a deep breath he told Ross his feelings. He also said that, "Demelza was heathy and young and there have been cases where the mother and babes are fine. As far as feeding they would have to wait and see, they may have to employ a wet nurse. The items they would need defiantly more blankets, nightgowns, and nappies. Cradles that would depend on how big the cradle is and how big the babies were. He explained multiple birth babies, sometime were born smaller and sometimes premature. Since there just isn't enough room in there for them all to thrive. Although his checkup of Demelza showed she was smaller than he thought she should be for her time, but it could be she just wasn't eating properly. Her concern for how big she was at an early stage was a stress for her and she know new she wasn't eating for two but four. It is a waiting game at this point, but his wife would need comforting, she will be more anxious and probably moodier. You will need to show her patience and love throughout the rest of her pregnancy. Be there for her and keep the stress level down, maybe keep your cousin in law away from her."

Ross looked at Dwight with anger, "why, what is Elizabeth up to now?" Dwight informed him, "I heard some rude comments being made by Ruth and Elizabeth it may be best if he kept them apart!" Ross nodded his head, "why can't they let this go, I'll see if I can talk to Francis or Verity, they seem to like Demelza. I'll try to enlist their help." Dwight responded, "it may be better to keep the Trenwith Poldark's out of this, it seems it never comes to any good when they are involved. Concentrate on your wife and children."

Ross gathered his things and went home, entering his home he heard giggling coming from the parlor. Prudie came out of the kitchen and carrying a tray of tea, seeing Ross she mumbled to him, "Mistress Ruth Treneglos (nee Teague) and Mistress Poldark from Trenwith, Mistress be upstairs. Didn't tell her yet. She be sleeping most of the day." Ross told her, "to take the tea back to the kitchen he would handle this!" Ross went into the parlor Ruth and Elizabeth jumped up and both came running to Ross. They were cooing and holding on to his arms telling him that he has their upmost sympathies, that he should have to bare such a burden was unthinkable. Elizabeth going on and on about Demelza background, as a miners brat has caused this unfortunate event. Ross withdrew his arms. "Ladies, and I use the term loosely, you are quite mistaken. I look upon the birth of my children to be the greatest joy. Isn't that what we are suppose to do as per Gods word. I know you both sit in the front of the church claiming to be good Christian woman, but from what you just said I, if you, would be afraid of walking into the church as God my strike you down. Acts 3.25 Blessed be the children for they the earth belong. There are multiple bible verses for blessings of children. Since you have made your feelings known for my wife and my children I ask you to leave and pray do not come back!" Ross was furious it took everything he had not to hit one or both of these woman he thought, how could he ever have found Elizabeth or Ruth as a possible wife? The saying all that glitters is not gold definitely applies to those two. He also had to thank his mother for teaching him the Bible quotes at an early age, which the one he quoted seemed to be her favorite. They can not compare to his wife not only in beauty on the outside but beauty on the inside.

He went in to see Prudy, he saw Jud sitting there, which he thought was beneficial he could do this once for both of them. He said I want you to turn those two away any time they come here to see Demelza without myself being present. I know Demelza doesn't want this about, how those two know I don't know, but we are having triplets. Which means the Mistress is going to have to be off her feet, she will be busy making blankets and nightgowns for them think of what is needed for one and multiply that by three! We need to keep Demelza's stress levels down. Anything we can do to help her we do. I can't tell you how much I will be depending on your help through this. I may not say it enough, but I do remember how you helped me, well you know?" He was choking up because if it wasn't for them after his mother passed, he would have been lost.

Ross went up to see if Demelza was awake he walked in to find her sitting at her dressing table, "my love how are you feeling," Ross questioned her? She looked up at him and said, "I heard voices coming from downstairs I happened to look out the window and saw Elizabeth and Ruth leaving?" He explained they were there when he came back from the mine, he also told her what he had told them . He told Prudy and Jud they are not to permit them access to you. Demelza started to protest and Ross put his finger under her chin tilting her face to him while placing his other on her expanding stomach, "My love you and my children are most precious to me, I will not have anyone coming here who may wish you or them harm. Anyone who comes bringing ill will causing you to be stressed will be sent away. I need you to be happy and safe, I love you all of you!" Demelza smiled and nodded her head. She said, "thank you I am sorry I seem so insecure but I need to hear the words sometimes, I love you too." She had no intention of going down to greet those two and was actually happy Ross dealt with them.

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It was April 20th Demelza was sitting in her garden pulling weeds when Ross came home for lunch. He scolded her for working while he helped her up. She told him, "I am tired of doing nothing," when she stood up, she grabbed her back. Ross grew concerned, helping her into the house he called for Prudie. He told her, "Get Jud to bring Dwight." Demelza told Ross, "It is nothing!" Ross knew something was happening. He helped her up to the bedroom and into her nightgown. Helping her into bed she had another severe pain. Ross sat and talked to her trying to take her mind off what was happening, talking of the mine.

He told her, everyone is still searching for the "copper load, but the tin is providing us with a steady income. The miners are happy, we pay the best wages around and they all seem very thankful to our family. If we wanted, we could give them less wages." Demelza spoke up during a time between pains, "Ross you would never?" Ross chuckle, "I knew you feel as I it is not right that we get rich off the backs of our laborers. I do hope we find some good copper through; it will help the miners and us as the owners."

Then he started talking about the gossip. Red Carritkit is off with a shoulder wound it was mentioned he got it when the gaugers caught up with them. Thier is talk of a traitor in their mist. I petty the poor devil if there is, they are likely to tar and feather him. Then we have the news about Crayne Daniels, it is said she is seducing married men. The women are all up in arms. Has Jenny or Purdey said anything?" Demelza was a little bit hesitant to tell him she knew that Mark was a good friend of his she decided it best if he knows. "There has been talk of Crayne and Dwight, but I think so far Dwight has fought her off!" Ross said, "I will need to warn him off, Mark is a very strong and passionate man he acts before he thinks." Demelza smirked at Ross. Knowing what she was getting at he said "WHAT," then they both started laughing. Demelza knew if Ross was telling her gossip he really must be concerned.

Dwight arrived and examined Demelza, he then had Ross leave the room, which was no easy feat. He Called for Prudie and told Jud to bring Mrs. Martin and also Jenny. After a more thorough examination he knew that Demelza was indeed in labor. Jenny arrives telling Ross and Dwight, "mother was called to another house." Dwight looked at Ross, "I have no choice, but have you help since with three babies, I will need at least three people to help with the babes." Ross turned white and nodded his head. At 11:59 at night the first son made his entrance Dwight handed the tiny babe to Prudie while Ross held Demelza's hand and marveled at their tiny miracle. The next baby arrived at 12:10 was a girl, Jenny taking this one. Prudie brought the little boy over and handed him to Ross. Demelza delivered the third child at 12:30 which was another little boy! Ross said, "we need names?" He placed the eldest son on Demelza chest, she said" how about we give him your name?' Ross shaking his head said, "let him start his life with a clean slate." Demelza then suggest, "Jeremy Venor Poldark." Ross agreed, then they placed the little girl beside Jeremy, Demelza said, "I like Julia." Ross said, "Julia Grace Poldark?" Demelza nodded, with tears in her eyes. The babies started rooting so Prudie helped Demelza with her shift so they could nurse. Jenny handed the third boy to Ross, he suggested since they had two J's they name this one, "Johnathan?" Demelza said, "Jonathan Ross Poldark?" Ross nodded, with tears in his eyes and marveled at his children!

After taken care of Demelza, Dwight moved on to the children. Handing Jeremy to Ross after he finished with him, he moved on to Julia then Jonathan. Placing Jonathan into Ross's other arm and Julia in Demelza's. Dwight told them, "They all look fine except for being on the small side but that was to be expected." They placed the children in three, one that Mrs. Martin gave them, one in the cradle that Uncle Charles gave them, one in the cradle that was Ross's when he was a child. Ross held Demelza kissing her forehead he said, "I am so proud of you, you are the strongest women I know, and I Love You!"

Jud went to Trenwith to inform them of the new arrivals. Charles and Francis were bursting with pride. Verity left to go to Nampara and Elizabeth sulked.
Ross didn't go to the mine for the next couple days staying home to help with the little ones. It was determined that no wet nurse was needed but they had to set up a plan on how to handle three children at once. Dwight went to the cradles and looked at the three babes, you are very lucky to have Demelza and the three beautiful children. Triplets usually don't survive, or the woman doesn't make it through the birth. We just don't know how to handle it. Your wife though is a gem that most men would kill for, protect and cherish her, be thankful for what you have!" Ross stood beside him and said, "I know". Ross was proud of his young wife.

They decided they would have the christening on the first week of July. They wanted the babies to be a little bigger. The christening was attended by the gentry and the miners alike everyone wanted to see the triplets. Elizabeth and Ruth were in their glory telling all the gentry that if Demelza would have been of a better social standing they wouldn't have had three babes at once. They didn't realize that most of the people there thought these remarks were ridiculous. When Francis heard what they were saying he went to Ross congratulated him and Demelza on such fine additions to the family. He told Ross they needed to get back to Geoffrey Charles who was left at home because he was running a fever. He went to Elizabeth and Ruth saying, "we are leaving." Elizabeth retorted; I am not ready to leave yet." She didn't want to leave; she didn't want to lose the chance to disparage Demelza. Frances told her, you are embarrassing yourself and the family. He told her they were leaving he was adamant, so she and Ruth were made to leave. Frances chastised them the whole way to Trenwith telling them, "What you two did was childish making the family look bad." Ruth told him she was not of the Poldark family and didn't believe people took that viewpoint of their feelings.

Francis looked at her saying, "just because Joshua slept with your mother and didn't return her attentions doesn't mean that gives you the right to hurt Demelza." Ruth was upset that anyone would think of such a thing, and she told Francis so. Francis told her, I saw her mother go into Nampara after Grace died and the Painters heard her and their master. When she came the next time, she was turned away and told if she came again her husband would be informed of her misconduct." Ruth huffed and couldn't wait to go home and confront her mother.

Elizabeth reprimanded Francis's for saying such a thing, which Francis then informed her, "maybe that is why your mother dislikes Ross so much, maybe Joshua did the same to her? It is belief that you, Elizabeth, are envious of Demelza because Ross loved her more than he ever loved you." Elizabeth refused to speak to Francis after that, so Francis left to find consolation with Margaret.

Aunt Agatha, Uncle Charles and Verity was one of the last to leave. Uncle Charles said, "three children Ross two that will carry on the Poldark name, I am very proud of you as I know your father would be, he was bursting with pride when he looked at the three great grand nephews and niece. You know I was skeptical of the marriage at first, but I now realized Demelza has the heart and mind of a true lady it also doesn't hurt she is also beautiful!" Aunt Agatha spoke nest telling him, "You will have a long and happy life together if you allow and take Demelza words into consideration. She can keep you from making some very bad mistakes! The cards have foreseen that if you listen to your heart instead of your mind you will always find happiness!" It was decided that Verity will stay for at least a couple of weeks to help with the babes. Charles told them, "It is important that the newest members are well taken care of they are the future of the family. Elizabeth will have to step up to take over some of Verity's since she has taken to given Geoffrey Charles to a governess, she should be free." "Thank you, Uncle, Demelza and I would appreciate the help," he said while smiling at Verity. Verity wondered if Ross would agree to letting her see Andrew while she was here, she missed him terribly.

When everyone left Dwight checked on Demelza and the children then told Ross, "I believe Demelza should rest for a few days because she was very worn down." Ross found Captain Henshaw and Zacky Martin, he told them they were to handle the mine for a few days, and he would be at home if needed. He and Verity would make sure she rested, that his children received the best of care. He was glad that Dwight had not moved out of yet. Dwight admitted to himself he was growing quite fond of the triplets and their parents.

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As months went by Dwight moved into the Gatehouse and Verity went home, he had been staying at Nampara helping since the babies were born. Ross and Demelza could see the individual characteristics of their children. Jeremy seemed to develop a love of animals his favorite toy was stuffed animal. Julia loved pots and pans and little Jonathan lived building blocks. They all loved Garret the dog. Ross found the most pleasant time was when they were all on the floor playing together. He couldn't wait to take them on rides on the horse or teach them to ride. For the moment he was content to sit, play, read to them, hold them or take his family for walks. Hell he just loved spending time with them. Charles asked them to come to the house often since he and Agatha loved watching the three little ones play and mimic each other. If one cries, they all cried, something Geoffrey Charles thought was hilarious. During these times Francis would remind Elizabeth to hold her tongue and contempt because it only made her look bad, because everyone loved Demelza and the children. Charles had asked the Nampara Poldark's to come for Sunday dinner. Elizabeth was determined to get Ross alone; she was tired of Francis's exploits and if she could get him commit adultery with her or at least cause a rift then she could become his Mistress and finally chase the low-class nit wit away.

Ross and Demelza walked to Trenwith when seeing the triplets Mrs. Tabb made a fuss and helped carry the little ones in. Ross, Francis and Geoffrey Charles were on the floor playing with the children. They would take turns taking them over to Aunt Agatha and Uncle Charles. Geoffrey Charles realized if he made a face at Jonathan, he would cry therefore getting the other two to sympathy cry with him. After they would start, he would lay down on the floor and laugh, since the triplets hadn't learned to crawl, yet they couldn't get to him, but they stopped crying immediately and giggled with Geoffrey Charles, Jonathan would remain pouty. Varity would take Jonathan and get him to settle down, telling Geoffrey, "Do not do it again because it was mean, Geoffrey just smirked at her. Then they would switch the children, so they all got to have the adult's attention equally. Agatha didn't hesitate to slather her attention on Julia Grace, because she knew the blight of a girl was not the same as a boy. Jeremy seemed to be Geoffrey Charles, for some reason he would gravitate toward the baby. Demelza thought it was because the natures were similar, always looking for ways to get into devilment! Varity's was Jonathan, she could relate to the little boy always trying to get his parents attention always quiet and shy, like herself.

Demelza made sure that her or Ross didn't show any partiality. It didn't escape Ross or Demelza that Elizabeth wasn't there. Ross got up to go to get the bag with the nappes in. Elizabeth noticing this was left in the front hall, that's where she laid in wait for him. When he went to pick up the bag she asked, "Ross can you come into the winter parlor for a moment?" He went in and she started to weep, "oh Ross I am most unhappy, I have made a grievous mistake. I should have never married Francis; you must help me! I know you still care for me," as she reached for him again. Every time Ross would try to leave Elizabeth would find another grievance. Finally, Demelza realize that Ross was gone for a while and thought that he was having trouble finding the nappes. Elizabeth saw Demelza coming through the mirror, Ross was sitting on the settee. Elizabeth stopped in front of him. Demelza heard voices in the parlor as she was about to come in the door, Elizabeth sat on Ross's lap, threw her arms around his neck and said, " oh Ross" kissing him hard and passionately. Ross heard the gasp looked around Elizabeth and saw Demelza going back to the room with her children. Ross unclenched Elizabeth's hands and stood her up, "what the hell, Elizabeth what was that?" "I couldn't resist Ross, I love you so much, Francis has a lover! He wouldn't mind if you and I were together for some extra fun."

Francis seeing Demelza was upset asked if something was wrong. Demelza asked," could you please get the coach to take myself and the children home?" France said, "certainly" "Should I see if Ross wants to come to?" Demelza shock her head. "He can find his own way when he decides he is ready." Ross came in and saw they were gathering the children's toys. Ross said, "I have the nappes Demelza took them, picked Julia up first to take her to change her." Ross tried to follow her, she turned saying, "don't you have other things to watch over." Ross said, "Demelza let me explain?" "What why her mouth was wide open or why she was on your lap or maybe why you were hugging?" I am changing my children then we are going home, or do you want me to take my children to Dwight's so you and her can enjoy yourself at Nampara? Since I am sure Francis doesn't want that under his roof. Leave me alone Ross." Going up the stairs with Julia she passed, Elizabeth who smirked at her. Ross happened to see her smirk and was holding his temper, "you set me up didn't you Elizabeth?" Demelza stopped and Elizabeth said, "Ross, you kissed me back, why don't you be honest with her, tell her you liked it?" Demelza huffed Varity walked out carrying Jonathan saying he was in need of a change to. She saw the tension between Ross and Elizabeth and asked, "is everything was all right." Ross said, "I'll go get Jeremy." Verity yelled over her shoulder that's okay Ross he is dry.

Varity walked into the room seeing Demelza crying, "what's amiss dear, she asked Demelza? She wiped her eyes and said, "nothing did this have something to do with Ross and Elizabeth?" Demelza turned her head to her and said, "you knew?" Verity said, "knew what?" Demelza shrugged her shoulders and said, "never mind." When she came down with Verity, Elizabeth grabbed Demelza's hand. Verity kept walking to the room where Ross and the others were waiting. Elizabeth said, "we didn't mean for you to find out this way, believe me. It just happened." Ross came out and Elizabeth let go of her hand Ross eyes narrowed. When his wife passed him, he saw she was stiff and on the verge of tears.

Ross sat beside Demelza in the coach Verity rode along to help with the children she decided she would spend a couple of days at Nampara to help Demelza make some shifts for the children. Varity noticed the tension in the carriage the children also obviously could since they were cranky, Demelza did her best to keep her children calm but her stress levels were going through the roof. Verity looked at Demelza and notice her face and neck had a red flush, also her breathing seemed to be coming in short pants. Verity questioned, "Demelza do you feel alright dear?" Demelza shook her head no, "I am finding it hard to breath." Ross looked closely at her and knew something was wrong. He said, "does anything hurt?" Demelza replied, "my head and my chest hurts." Ross thought what Elizabeth had done, "damn her if her antics  causes her harm, I will kill her." Verity said, "who Ross?" Ross said, "Elizabeth set it up so Demelza saw her sitting on my lap while she kissed me. How far are we from Dwight's?" He looked out the window and said, "hold on my love we are almost there. Give me Jeremy and you just try to calm down. It was a setup; I swear to you." Demelza panted out, she said, "you two were having an affair for some time." She lied, "I promised I would never break my vows and I haven't!"

Demelza had her head against the window when they were passing the gatehouse where Dwight lived. He knocked on the roof, jumped out and went in search of Dwight. Dwight answered the door, Ross said, "thank God you are here." "Ross what is going on?" "Demelza is in the carriage and her face and neck are red, she has a headache, and her chest hurts," Ross responded. Dwight grabbed his bag and raced to the carriage. He took Demelza's pulse saying, "it is beating extremely high, from looking at her chest I would say her blood pressure is sky high. The births took a lot out of her. She probably has been over doing it. Let's get her inside to see if we can calm her down." Dwight told Ross, "Take the children home then you can come back, Demelza will not be happy having her children out late." Ross reluctantly agreed kissing her forehead saying, "I will be back as soon as I get our children settled."

Ross asked, "Prudy to help put the children to bed and to stay with Verity until I get back. He kissed his children and went as fast as he could on Darkie to Dwight's. Dwight caught him outside and said, "I believe her stress levels were abnormally high what happened?" Ross told him what Elizabeth had done. Dwight said, "we need to stop that woman before she kills Demelza!" Ross said, "I am going to talk to Francis and Charles if they can't reign her in then I will have no choice but to distance myself from them. May I go see my wife now?" Dwight led the way.

Ross went in and said, "Demelza you must know she is up to her tricks. I want no one but you." She looked at Ross sleepily and smiled and nodded off.

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A week later, Uncle Charles had called for Ross he was dire sick and knew his time was limited. Ross being mindful of the stress that going to Trenwith brought on Demelza, decided to visit without letting her know. He left with Mr. Tabb unbeknownst to Ross, Demelza saw him going. She went downstairs where her children were with Jenny and Prudie. Jud just walked in the door he saw the little Uns and sat beside them. Demelza went to the kitchen and decided to clean it since the dishes looked as though they were backing up. After the kitchen she saw to the wash.

She went in to feed the triplets after which they fell asleep. She grabbed a cup of tea and made bread with jam. Dwight came in seeing her up asked, "how are you are feeling," he was a little concerned since it was less than a week, that she had a sick spell and he ordered her to bed rest? He asked, "where is everyone was at." She told him, "Prudie and Jud were probably off getting drunk and she supposed Jenny was home with her own little ones." Dwight then asked, "well then where is Ross," Demelza shrugged her shoulders for even though he assured her he did not respond to Elizabeth she was sure she saw the desire in his eyes?

Besides Ross didn't tell her where he was going. Dwight was upset because he wondered did Ross not take Demelza's health seriously? If she doesn't get her heart rate and blood pressure under control, he didn't want to think of the ramifications. He thought why, is Ross letting her work herself to death? While they were having their tea, a Daniels child came in from Mellon looking for the surgeon, Dwight hated to leave because he knew Demelza would not sit still. Kissing her cheek, he bid her goodbye determined he would talk to Ross.

After Dwight left Demelza finished cleaning the house. She swept and scoured the floors. Dusted the furniture and decided she would ask someone to help her get the curtains down to wash tomorrow. She went into library to straighten it up she was putting things away in the drawer when she came across a ring with an "E" on it. She wondered where it came from because she could not remember seeing it. She put it back, she would ask Ross but right now she wanted to get this room done for once the children were up, she wanted to change the sheets and sweep the master bed chamber.

Meanwhile Ross was sitting at Trenwith with Verity, Aunt Agatha and Elizabeth. Francis was with Charles, when he walked in the room, he told Ross Charles wanted to see him. Ross's uncle told him how proud he was of him, then asked that he watch over his family for him and to make sure that all the family members living in this house was looked after. Ross told him of course. Shortly after this while still holding Ross's hand Charles passed away.

Upon hearing the grim news Francis and Verity clung to each other while Elizabeth ran into Ross's arms crying uncontrollably. Aunt Agatha raise her eyebrows and wondered how long it would take Ross to break his vows to Demelza because the cards said it was always going to happen, if Ross allowed her to come between the Bud and himself by ignoring Buds needs, she just wished Ross wouldn't hurt her Bud. Catching Ross's eye, she just shook her head.

Demelza was bathing the children getting them ready for bed when Ross came home. She had finished the last one and was getting ready to nurse them before she put them to bed, he walked in then said, Uncle Charles had passed away he had spent the day at Trenwith." She said, "oh Ross I am rightly sorry," she wondered why he didn't take her with him, did he feel she wasn't worthy of his family now? She said, "if you watch two of the babies while I fed one, it would be a help?" Ross was behind items he needed to address and asked, can you not handle it on your own, I really need to see to the work I have slacked off with?" Taken aback that he didn't want to help she said, "of course," he never before turned down a chance to spend time with his children." He went to the library as she sat in the rocker and fed her children, she placed the first two in the cot then fed the third a knock came to the door she waited for Ross to answer it, but he didn't come out of the library. She placed the blanket over the babe at her breast and answered the door it was Dwight; he came in surprised to see Demelza answering the door while feeding a child then he noticed the other two sleeping in the cot in the kitchen. Dwight asked, "is Ross not home yet?" Demelza said, "he is in the library." Dwight started to head that direction Demelza asked, "if you have a minute to help could you help me get the children upstairs to their cot?" He assured her, "Demelza I wouldn't mind at all," he came picking two of them up while she was still feeding the third. He didn't want to ask her why Ross wasn't helping her because he didn't want her to think she couldn't ask him for help. He left Demelza with her children and went down to see Ross.

He knocked on the library door and noticed Ross was just sitting in the chair staring out the window. Dwight asked, "did you get you work done?" Ross started and said, "no not yet." Dwight said, I wondered I just helped Demelza with getting the children up to bed." Ross said, "oh she could have call me." Why am I sitting here wondering about the events of the day? Did Uncle Charles know of Francis and Elizabeth marriage problems? Did he get Elizabeth's feelings wrong? Then when Dwight told him that he remembered he told her to handle it herself. He felt like he was betraying his family Demelza and his children by sitting here thinking of Elizabeth.

He said, "suppose you heard my uncle passed away?" Dwight said, "no I haven't, I am sorry for your family's loss." He decided now might not be the best time to bring up the issue of Demelza's health although he didn't miss how clean the house was from when he left earlier.

Demelza decided she wanted to take a bath she put the tub in the bedroom then brought up the buckets of water to heat. It took her several trips up and down the stairs to get the water. Once she had it all and it was heated, she sighed in relief. Her muscles were so tensed and her back hurt from carrying it, but it did relax her once she was in. She soaked and washed her hair. Looking at the water she wondered if Ross would want it. She decided she would wait awhile to see if he came up. She combed her hair and braided it. She had her newer night-rail on. She decided the water would be too cold now and Ross probably wouldn't be interested in it. So, she dumped the water into the back yard from the window. Since she was tired, she climbed in under the blanket after putting more wood on the fire and sleep took her. Ross sat in the library after Dwight left, he fell asleep and sitting there he didn't even realize how tired he was.

Demelza woke the next morning and went down to get the bread started, she didn't miss the fact that Ross didn't come to bed last evening. After getting the bread to rise she washed the bedding and clothes from yesterday. She was placing them on the line when Dwight stopped by. He wanted to ask Ross a question and was flabbergasted when he saw Demelza was doing the wash herself. Demelza brought him in for a cup of tea when they heard the children upstairs. He offered to help bring them down which she gracefully accepted. The children were sitting in their chairs. Dwight was drinking his tea and Demelza was panning the bread and making pecan roles for breakfast

After Dwight left Demelza finished cleaning the house. She swept and scoured the floors. Dusted the furniture and decided she would ask someone to help her get the curtains down to wash tomorrow. She went into library to straighten it up she was putting things away in the drawer when she came across a ring with an "E" on it. She wondered where it came from because she could not remember seeing it. She put it back, she would ask Ross but right now she wanted to get this room done for once the children were up, she wanted to change the sheets and sweep the master bed chamber.

Meanwhile Ross was sitting at Trenwith with Verity, Aunt Agatha and Elizabeth. Francis was with Charles, when he walked in the room, he told Ross Charles wanted to see him. Ross's uncle told him how proud he was of him, then asked that he watch over his family for him and to make sure that all the family members living in this house was looked after. Ross told him of course. Shortly after this while still holding Ross's hand Charles passed away.

Upon hearing the grim news Francis and Verity clung to each other while Elizabeth ran into Ross's arms crying uncontrollably. Aunt Agatha raise her eyebrows and wondered how long it would take Ross to break his vows to Demelza because the cards said it was always going to happen. If Ross allowed her to come between the bud and himself by ignoring her needs. he just wished Ross wouldn't hurt her bud. Catching Ross's eye, she just shook her head.

Demelza was bathing the children getting them ready for bed when Ross came home. She had finished the last one and was getting ready to nurse them before she put them to bed, he walked in then said, Uncle Charles had passed away he had spent the day at Trenwith." She said, "oh Ross I am rightly sorry," she wondered why he didn't take her with him, did he feel she wasn't worthy of his family now? She said, "if you watch two of the babies while she fed one, it would be a help?" Ross was behind items he needed to address and asked, can you not handle it on your own, I really need to see to the work I have slacked off on?" Taken aback that he didn't want to help she said, "of course," he never before turned down a chance to spend time with his children." He went to the library as she sat in the rocker and fed her children, she placed the first two in the cot then fed the third a knock came to the door she waited for Ross to answer it, but he didn't come out of the library. She placed the blanket over the babe at her breast and answered the door it was Dwight; he came in surprised to see Demelza answering the door while feeding a child then he noticed the other two sleeping in the cot in the kitchen. Dwight asked, "is Ross not home yet?" Demelza said, "he is in the library." Dwight started to head that direction Demelza asked, "if you have a minute to help could you help me get the children upstairs to their cot?" He assured her, "Demelza I wouldn't mind at all," he came picking two of them up while she was still feeding the third. He didn't want to ask her why Ross wasn't helping her because he didn't want her to think she couldn't ask him for help. He left Demelza with her children and went down to see Ross.

He knocked on the library door and noticed Ross was just sitting in the chair staring out the window. Dwight asked, "did you get you work done?" Ross started and said, "no not yet." Dwight said, I wondered I just helped Demelza with getting the children up to bed." Ross said, "oh she could have call me." Why am I sitting here wondering about the events of the day? Did Uncle Charles know of Francis and Elizabeth marriage problems? Did he get Elizabeth's feelings wrong? Then when Dwight told him that he remembered he told her to handle it herself. He felt like he was betraying his family Demelza and his children by sitting here thinking of Elizabeth. Ross said, "suppose you heard my uncle passed away?" Dwight said, "no I haven't, I am sorry for your family's loss." He decided now might not be the best time to bring up the issue of Demelza's health although he didn't miss how clean the house was from when he left earlier.

Demelza decided she wanted to take a bath she put the tub in the bedroom then brought up the buckets of water to heat. It took her several trips up and down the stairs to get the water. Once she had it all and it was heated, she sighed in relief. Her muscles were so tensed and her back hurt from carrying it, but it did relax her once she was in. She soaked and washed her hair. Looking at the water she wondered if Ross would want it. She decided she would wait awhile to see if he came up. She combed her hair and braided it. She had her newer night-rail on. She decided the water would be too cold now and Ross probably wouldn't be interested in it. So, she dumped the water into the back yard from the window. Since she was tired, she climbed in under the blanket after putting more wood on the fire and the sleep took her. Ross sat in the library after Dwight left, he fell asleep and sitting there he didn't even realize he was as that tired.

Demelza woke the next morning and went down to get the bread started, she didn't miss the fact that Ross didn't come to bed last evening. After getting the bread to rise she washed the bedding and clothes from yesterday. She was placing them on the line when Dwight stopped by. He wanted to ask Ross a question and was flabbergasted when he saw Demelza was doing the wash herself. Demelza brought him in for a cup of tea when they heard the children upstairs. He offered to help bring them down which she gracefully accepted. The children were sitting in their chairs. Dwight was drinking his tea and Demelza was panning the bread and making pecan roles for breakfast. She had just finished the porridge for the children when Ross came in. He looked at Dwight and asked, did you sleep here last night?" He didn't say a word to Demelza or the children. Demelza gave him a forlorn look and Dwight wanted to beat his friend. Instead, he asked Ross, "what are the plans for your uncle's funeral?" He said, "it would be held tomorrow at Sawle church with the reception at Trenwith following." Demelza said, "I guess I better make sure our clothing is presentable and make sure Prudie and Jenny can handle the children?" Ross looked at her and said it isn't necessary for you to be there, I know how much Trenwith stresses you out." She turned her head back to the children she noticed from the corner of her eye the sympathy Dwight gave her. Ross thought I can't be watching over her and if Elizabeth clings to me, he would not be able to help both woman, Evan if one was his wife. It's best if she stays here, not realizing what this looked like to Demelza and Dwight.

She continued feeding the children and said, "I will get your clothes ready then." Ross nodded his head. Demelza finished feeding the children and washed their face and hands. It bothered her that Ross didn't acknowledge the children or her. She started to take them into the parlor, Dwight seeing Ross wasn't going to help her picked the other two up and took them to Demelza. Ross turned around and noticed he was in the kitchen by himself. Demelza asked, "Dwight to stay with the children for a moment while she went out to get the roles out for breakfast." Ross said, those smell good she nodded, 'then went to the children." Ross thought to himself why does she have a bee in her bonnet? He got a plate out and took a couple of rolls out of the pan to eat. Dwight came in and saw Ross sitting down to eat, Ross looked up and said, "would you like some." Dwight looked at him and said, "did Demelza eat yet?" Ross shrugged his shoulders, "she usually eats when Jenny gets here." which was a lie because she always ate with him. Dwight told Ross he had to be on his way, he didn't think he could spend another ten seconds with his friend and not beat him to death.

She had just finished the porridge for the children when Ross came in. He looked at Dwight and asked, did you sleep here last night?" He didn't say a word to Demelza or the children. Demelza gave him a forlorn look and Dwight wanted to beat his friend. Instead, he asked Ross, "what the plans for your uncle's funeral?" He said, "it would be held tomorrow at Sawle church with the reception at Trenwith following." Demelza said, "I guess I better make sure our clothing is presentable and make sure Prudie and Jenny can handle the children?" Ross looked at her and said it isn't necessary for you to be there, I know how much Trenwith stresses you out." She turned her head back to the children she noticed from the corner of her eye the sympathy Dwight gave her. Ross thought I can't be watching over her and if Elizabeth clings to me, he would not be able to help both woman, Evan if one was his wife. It's best if she stays here, not realizing what this looked like to Demelza and Dwight.

She continued feeding the children and said, "I will get your clothes ready then." Ross nodded his head. Demelza finished feeding the children and washed their face and hands. It bothered her that Ross didn't acknowledge the children or her. She started to take them into the parlor, Dwight seeing Ross wasn't going to help her picked the other two up and took them to with Demelza. Ross turned around and noticed he was in the kitchen by himself. Demelza asked, "Dwight to stay with the children for a moment while she went out to get the roles out for breakfast." Ross said, those smell good she nodded, 'then went to the children." Ross thought to himself why does she have a bee in her bonnet? He got a plate out and took a couple of rolls out of the pan to eat. Dwight came in and saw Ross sitting down to eat, Ross looked up and said, "would you like some." Dwight looked at him and said, "did Demelza eat yet?" Ross shrugged his shoulders, "she usually eats when Jenny gets here." which was a lie because she always ate with him. Dwight told Ross he had to be on his way, he didn't think he could spend another ten seconds with his friend and not beat him to death.

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Prudie and Jenny walked in together seeing the pecan rolls they said, "we didn't know you knew how to make these?" Ross said, "I didn't Demelza did." They said, "did you do the laundry?" He said, "Demelza probably did it." They looked at each other, did he not realize she wasn't supposed to be doing anything. He is the one that gave them the orders not more than four days ago. Ross said, "I have to get to the mine since tomorrow will be spent at Trenwith. Prudie said, "where is the maid?" Ross shrugged his shoulders saying, "I think in the parlor."

Both Prudie and Jenny went into the parlor they saw Demelza trying to make a sling around her body. Jud came in at the same time. They stared, Jud asked, "what she be trying to do?" Demelza told them, "After last night I realized I need away to move the three children without the help of another." Prudie asked, "what do ee meant?" She told them, "I asked Ross to help me with the children, which he told me to handle them myself, if it hadn't been for Dwight showing up and helping her carry them to bed, it would have taken her forever. Ross was at Trenwith yesterday; he didn't tell me where he was going, did he tell any you?". Thinking to herself if there was an emergency how were they to contact him! I guess he went to be with the family his uncle passed away." Jenny said, "why did he not take you, are you not family?" Demelza shrugged her shoulders and said, "it does not matter."

Jud said, "I have an idea for outside give me a couple of hours and you will be set to go." Demelza asked, "Jenny can you help me take the curtains out to air them?" Prudie said, "Jenny and I will do it." Demelza sat on the floor and the other two woman knew something was amiss with her. Prudie questioned "okay maid what be going on." She told them, Ross didn't come to bed when he told her to take care of the kids herself, he went into the library, not coming out until this morning. He didn't even acknowledge the children or me. When Dwight asked, about the services I asked Ross about getting our clothes ready to make sure they were presentable. He was short with me then told me; I didn't need to go. He didn't come to see me not to even bring me some tea or bread to eat with him before he left this morning. I can only assume he went to the mine. You know if you told me before yesterday, I may have said what I saw on Sunday was all the witch's contrivance, but now I am not so sure." Prudie and Jenny just gave each other a knowing look. Jud came in, "I have a solution if you want to take those little uns out for a stroll." They went outside Jud had fixed a cart up for Demelza to pull the children in. Demelza clapped her hands she handed Jeremy to Jud went inside to get some pillows and blankets to pad the bottom and sides, they place the children in the wagon. She said, "I am going for a stroll I'll let you know how it works."

Prudie and Jenny took the bread out, finish up with the chores Demelza started yesterday, so she could rest today. She took the children to the beach and played with them in the sand they crawled all over her and she fed them while watching the ocean waves crashing on the rocks it was peaceful but also lonely. She couldn't help to think something was up Ross and it had to do with Trenwith Ross came in at lunch and sat down while Jenny put his food in front of him. It was strange she thought he didn't even ask about the maid or children thinking he maybe he saw them, she dropped it. Ross was thinking about what he needed to get done today so he wouldn't worry about tomorrow. He was so busy thinking of other things he didn't have time to think of Demelza or his children. He went back to the mine and never giving a thought about his young family.

Demelza came in about an hour later exhausted from pulling the little cart. Jud said, "maybe we can get the mutt to pull it." Garrick realizing Jud was talking about him ran into the field, bringing laughter to the room. The women helped Demelza clean the children up then helped take them upstairs where Demelza and her loves took a nap. Demelza got up and made dinner, Prudie and Jenny stayed to help her bath and entertain the little uns while she fed them. Then they helped her put them to bed. Jenny brought warm water up so Demelza could clean up for when Ross came home to eat.
She waited and waited it was long past the hour Ross should have been home. She took a few bites of her meal and put it in the warmer for when Ross came home. She went up and laid down. Ross came home after the second shift. He saw the meals in the warmer he supposed one was Demelza's he went up to the room and saw her sleeping and decided she should sleep. He went down and ate, then went to the library to work on the books. The next morning Demelza got up made the bread, washed clothes and fed the animals. She then went in bringing the children down. She made their porridge, putting the bread in the oven. She fed the children washed them then took them into the cot in the parlor to change and put their clothes on.

Yesterday she noticed some berries that she could make some jam. She put her children in the cart and headed out to gather her berries. Once there she placed the children on the blanket on the ground. After a while she decided it was time to go in. She walked in bringing the first baby in with her just as Ross was leaving, he told her he was running late, that he would talk to her later. He didn't kiss her and again he didn't acknowledge his children. Her feelings were hurt but what hurt more was how he was ignoring his children. Demelza nursed her children and ask Jenny and Prudie to watch the children. She knew Ross didn't want her to go to Trenwith, but she wanted to be at the funeral because Charles was good to her and her children. She walked into Sawle Church, seeing Dwight in the back she sat by him thinking she would move when Ross came in. Verity and Frances came in first with Aunt Agatha in the middle. Then Ross and Elizabeth came in holding on to each other. Demelza stiffened she noticed Ruth sitting behind Ross and Elizabeth, Ruth turned around and smirked at Demelza. Demelza sat through the service when the family got up to go to the gravesite Ross noticed Demelza, he looked furious that she was there. Elizabeth clung to him then turned her head toward Ruth. Then they both turned to Demelza, and smirked. Dwight grabbed her hand and squeezed it. They walked out. Demelza hung back and watched as Elizabeth cried and Ross held her up. Demelza couldn't take it anymore she left and walked home as quick as she could. Dwight noticed she left; he was going to have it out with Ross, but he thought he had to check on Demelza first.
He caught up with Demelza she was crying, and Dwight knew she was stressed. He said, "Demelza you have three beautiful children at home you need to calm down." She looked at Dwight, "I need to calm down, I NEED TO CALM DOWN! For three days now Ross hasn't spoken to the children he hasn't even acknowledged them. He doesn't notice me except to make sure he has food in his stomach and his clothes are clean. You saw them today Charles wasn't her father and if she was that upset shouldn't it have been Francis comforting her. I thought he was over her he, said he was. Oh God what am I going to do?" Her knees buckled and Dwight caught her, Dwight said, "what do you want to do?" "I have to leave, he doesn't want me or my children, but where can I go?" Dwight said, "I have an idea go get things packed for you and your children." He thought maybe her leaving will open Ross's eyes.

At Trenwith Elizabeth clung to Ross it didn't go unnoticed by any of the Trenwith Poldark's. Verity went up and said, "Ross why didn't Demelza sit with the family?" Then she looked at Elizabeth and said, "shouldn't you be with Francis?" Elizabeth just huffed. Then told Verity that, "Ross and she are only comforting each other." Agatha came over and told Ross, "I gave you more credit, where's my little Bud?" Looking at Elizabeth said, "you conniving little slut go be with your husband whose father just died." Ross said, "maybe we should circulate" and disengaged himself from Elizabeth.

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When Demelza enters Nampara she tells Prudie to help her gather the children's things, and asks Jenny is to stay with the children. Prudie follows Demelza and asks, "what is amiss Maid what did he do?" Demelza turned around, "you haven't seen how he has ignored his children and me. I won't stay here for him to treat us like we did something wrong."

Demelza is just bringing the bags downstairs when Dwight and Jud walk in. Dwight tells Jud to place the bags in the carriage. Prudie said, "where are you taking them?" Dwight said, "somewhere your Mistress can get some rest without drama that her husband is suppling. I will not tell you because I won't have your Master going there. I've seen his treatment of her and the children, I told him what needed to be done. He has done the opposite to the point I fear for her life! I ask you all not to tell Captain Poldark I have helped Demelza, I am doing this for her own good and what I saw today only confirmed the need for action."

Jenny and Prudie agreed, they kissed the children and hug Demelza. After they were away from Nampara, Demelza asked her questions, "where are we going?" Dewight tells her to Killwarrem with Caroline Pennvenen. She met Caroline twice and thought her a snob like Elizabeth she wasn't sure she should go there. Dwight saw her the concern on her face and said, "trust me it will be fine."

Frances came upon Ross and said, "what are you playing at?" Ross looked at him, "what are you talking about I don't know what you mean?" Francis replied, "you're playing right into her hands, you want to ruin your marriage fine, but know you are throwing away an exceptional woman for one lacking in so many ways. I wish I had married your wife; I would then know what being with someone who loved me felt like." Ross stayed for a few more minutes, and then tried to make an exit.

Elizabeth caught him, "can I meet up with you tomorrow?" Ross said, "I don't think that is a good idea." Why Ross, I thought you had feelings for me?" 'I did but those feelings are long gone." "Maybe for you but not for me," she exclaims! Ross retorted, "go find her husband" then he left. He reached home and gave Darkie to Jud. He walked into the house and yelled "Demelza." He was going to tell her he was upset that she was at the service when she was told to stay away. He was surprised when Prudie came out and said, "she ain't here." Ross said, "well where is she?" Prudie said, "a gentleman came and got her and the young ones. Why do you care this is the first time in three days you ask about her or the little Uns? Serves you right that she left you!"

Ross explode, "what do you mean left me? She's my wife she can't just leave me?" He paces back and forth, "who took her? Tell me right now!" Prudie turns her back on him. Jenny looks him in the eye she had enough of his treatment of her friend, "to think I always admire you. Was it not you, that told us she must rest? The other day you didn't blink an eye when you found out she did laundry and baked, in fact you just kept eating not giving a care whether she ate or not. Also you told her to handle your three children herself to feed and then take them to bed. How is that helping her. How much have you helped with the children? Have you even asked about them?"
Ross said, "Jenny I have other things on my mind!" "More important than your children or your wife", Jenny said shaking her head! Jenny turned around saying, "I'll be back if and when the Mistress be back" and she left. Prudie said, "as will I."

Ross said, "wait who will cook and clean?" Prudie said, "ask the woman you been comforting lately." Ross knew who they were referring to. If Demelza left him maybe she would come and help him after all she told him she wanted to be with him. Ross saw Jud outside, so he wrote a note and gave it to Jud to take to Take to Trenwith. Ross went and changed his clothes the audacity of the woman leaving because she thought he wasn't paying enough attention to her, didn't she know he had other priorities now!

Caroline came out to meet Demelza she kissed her cheek to welcomed her. She was determined that this young mother was going to be fine, that no matter what her children will be well cared, no matter how long she stayed. She couldn't fathom what would process a man to ignore this beautiful women or these beautiful children.

Demelza was tired Dwight could tell she wasn't well. They got her and the children settled in. Caroline's uncle placed to maids to look after the children and one to see to Demelza needs. Caroline excused herself and told everyone she had a meeting and left. Her meeting was with Captain Poldark although he didn't know it yet.

Elizabeth and Caroline arrived minutes of each other. Elizabeth was in the parlor offering Ross her sympathy by hugging him and making suggestions that maybe they should comfort each other in their sorrows. This is how Caroline found them, Ross's shirt was open, Elizabeth's stays were open, her hair messed. Elizabeth wanted her to know what they were doing and what they were about to do.

Caroline had no problem accessing what was about to happen. She said, "Captain Poldark I know in our circle adultery runs rampant but I thought you were different at least you could have picked someone well bred." Elizabeth gasped, Ross hung his head. Ross thought what am I doing. If I break my vows then I surely will lose my wife and children for what, Elizabeth? He needed to concentrate on getting his family back. He looked at Elizabeth then said, "could you get us some tea and biscuits?" She said, "I am no servant do it yourself. Where are your servants she asked?" "They left, that is why I sent for you." "I am no servant she screamed! If that is why you called me you can forget it," Elizabeth left in a huff. Caroline looked at him and said, "your a fool to give up the family for that! Get your priorities straight Captain or lose the best thing you got. Tell me why your wife is so desired by all men but her husband?" Then she left.

Ross sat down and placed his head in hands. Ross was beside himself what am I doing. Why does Elizabeth have this hold on me. Yes, she is beautiful but do I love her? No, he thought, I don't I am lusting after her because of her beauty and what we once promised each other. I love Demelza, oh God what was going on in my head these last few days. My children, Jenny was right I didn't give them a thought. How am I going to go on without them and Demelza?

Francis was coming to Nampara and passed Elizabeth on her way home. He asked, "what are you doing?" She explained "I went to visit Ross." Francis told her, "if you want out of this marriage go to George and leave Ross alone you could never take Demelza's place she is what he needs, leave them alone." She said, "if you would concentrate on making our life better maybe I wouldn't want out of the marriage?" Francis just shook his head, "you are all about what you can get and how keeping people on your hook. I am wiser now, I wish I would have let you marry Ross but then he would be as miserable as I am."

Ross was drinking his troubles away he was already halfway to oblivion. Francis walked in "Ross what are you doing?" Ross looked at him and said, "Demelza left and took the children. I was being an idiot." Francis said, "yes you were and for what Elizabeth? You know she don't love you?" Ross looked up and said, "what she loves you? She married you not for love but what you could give her Trenwith to be specific. She should have been mine." Francis balked at him, "I wish she was yours maybe then I could have had someone who would love me with her whole heart like Demelza. Maybe I can find her and bring her back and treat her as she should be treated?" Ross roared, he went after Francis "you always wanted what I had." They got into a fight and Francis finally got up and left he couldn't help idiocy.

Ross went back to drinking he passed out on the settee. Elizabeth had waited out of site for when Francis came back, she saw his face and thought they had fought over her. She rode back to Nampara upon seeing Ross she kissed him, thinking it was Demelza he kissed her back and allowed her to lead him to the rug in front of the fire place.

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Demelza asked for a horse she forgot her night rail. Dwight offered to go back with her. Demelza didn't want to confront Ross by herself and said, "Please." They walked into Elizabeth straddling Ross. Demelza screamed "Ross" he woke up and saw Elizabeth,  then turned his head and his eyes met Demelza's, he threw Elizabeth off him, but it was too late Demelza had already taken off. Dwight said, "you are a fool!" He went after Demelza. Ross looked at Elizabeth and said, "what did we do? I thought you were Demelza why did you do this?" She touched his chest then said, "because you belong to me and always will." He said, "no Elizabeth I will never ever be yours, after this I want nothing to do with you!"

Demelza was heartbroken, she rode the horse hard, it came across a badger on the road it reared up casting her off. Dwight got down to check on her, he realized she needed to be taken to a house, but he couldn't do that on a horse he needed a board and some men to help carry her. He knew he wasn't far from Mellon and went to get help.

Under Dwight's direction they placed her on a board and carried her into Daniels house. Mark Daniel not knowing the issue with Ross and Demelza's went to get him. Ross threw his glass against the fireplace, damning himself for his stupidity. Why was he drinking when he had his family to find? A knock came at the door it was Mark Daniel, out of breath and panicked. He said, "Ross it the Mistress she been hurt, thrown from the horse, she be in bad shape." Ross sobered immediately. "Where is she?" She is at my brothers Paul's since it was closest. Ross took off running he saddled Darkie he had to get to his Demelza. When he got there Dwight was waiting for some medicine from the apothecary since he couldn't risk doing anything else since her blood pressure was high and her breathing erratic.

Ross saw Dwight sitting there he jumped off and was barreling to see his wife, Dwight said, "Ross wait she is not stable and you going in there could push her over the edge. It was you that caused her to take off at such a high pace, I couldn't catch up to her when the badger came out, the horse startle and she was thrown. I am not sure how many broken bones she has but right now her blood pressure is my main concern that and her breathing." He gave Ross a scathing look, "I warned you, I WARNED YOU!" He grabbed Ross by his label, "did you listen, not the great mighty Ross Poldark. You selfish bastard, I could kill you right now!"

Ross said, "she is my wife, I will be with her, where are my children?" Dwight said, "at Caroline's, I would suggest you find a wet nurse and start to wean them. Also Prudie and Jenny should be sent since their mother is incapable of caring for them. Ross why, WHY, I can't stop seeing you and Elizabeth, I hope you know IF Demelza comes out of this you may have lost her anyway?" Ross walked to the side of the cottage, started punching a nearby tree. Dwight said, "how is that going to help but go ahead break your hands, then who will care for those babies, I hope you know Elizabeth won't. Maybe their not your concern either anymore?" Ross screamed he put his hands on his head then said, "stop Dwight I know I did wrong." He calmed down and said, "I want to see my wife" "If you go in and if she comes through, I don't know how she'll react." "Just for a few minutes I only want to see her, then I 'll go to my children!"
Dwight agreed on one condition that if he goes in and Demelza seems to get distressed he was to leave. Ross agreed and went in, when he see's his beautiful wife laying there broken, he sobbed then went kissed her forehead saying, "don't leave, please darling stay for our children, if not me? I love you so much you are the only one who has my heart please don't leave us!" He kept repeating this while stocking her hair, kissing her face. Dwight was amazed it seemed to be calming Demelza down so he allowed Ross to stay. The medicine finally arrived but Dwight seeing Demelza blood pressure came down started setting the bones with out it. First in her legs he determined her back was sprained and her hips were out of alignment but her left leg calve was broken, her right was sprained, left forearm broken , shoulder displaced, right shoulder displaced. Possible concussion and multiple face and back lacerations. He got her broken bones set and decided he would put the displacements in later, he dressed her wounds and then asked the Daniel's if she could stay there until she woke up. They hastily agreed, anything for the Mistress. Ross sat holding her hand, hating himself. They heard a commotion outside and Verity came in and gasp when she saw Demelza then she slapped Ross hard across his face, "just so you" Dwight stopped her, "we need a calm stable environment for Demelza please take it outside." Verity went to the other side of the bed and rubbed Demelza's cheek don't worry dear I'll stay with your children until you come back to them but you must come back." She glared at Ross and mouthed later!!! He just kept saying, "come back to me my love come back to us!"

Francis arrived at the same time Caroline did. Caroline looked at him and said, "can't you keep the vile woman away from society she needs to be put down. I have never met a more contemptible women then your wife." Francis said, "I am done with her, I told her she has until sunset to be out of Trenwith, my cousin can have her?"" Your cousin doesn't need her." Francis said, "I really don't care where she goes after what her and Ross has done, I cannot have her around me or my son." Caroline said, "what, what have they done?" "You didn't hear that is the reason Demelza is in there in the shape she is. She walked in on Elizabeth and Ross in a compromising position Caroline sat down she would never believe that of Ross Poldark. Dwight came out with Verity. Francis said, "how can you leave Ross in there with her?" Dwight indicated that he was keeping Demelza quiet for some reason he comforted her. Caroline said, "I am going to crown him!" Verity said, "get in line, sister." Dwight told them there was nothing they could do here, but they could gather the triplets up bring them back to Nampara, where they would be most familiar. They haven't found a wet nurse yet. we are going to have to find bottles, if Ross is willing he could probably get Demelza's milk for them, but they will need to be weened, they could try mushed food." They all agreed Francis said, "I'll go get Geoffrey Charles he always has the triplets attention, it may help keep them amused, if he could see Demelza for a minute?" Dwight said, "yes as long as there was no harsh words or sounds."

Francis went in to Demelza's on her left side he didn't look at Ross. He touched her cheek, "I am sorry dear, we are all here to help in any way we can. Your children need you, you have to fight for them!" He then gave a heated look at Ross and left. Ross was still holing Demelza's hand saying, "come back to me my love." Dwight went back in and settled down for he knew this was going to be a long night. Ross put his head down beside Demelza's hand and fell asleep.

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When the group arrived at Nampara with the triplets they were surprised to see Elizabeth there. Purdie said, “Jud didn't the master say to escort her off the property?” Jud went to say something but caught Purdie’s face and kept quit. Elizabeth said, “Ross would never.” Purdie said, “oh but he did now git!” Francis said, “you should go to your mothers since she raised such a detestable daughter let her handle you.” Elizabeth said, “come Geoffrey we will go see Grandmama.” Francis stopped her, “you will not be seeing my son again you whore!” She pulled back, "Francis, how can you say that?” “That’s right that is giving you too much credit you are lower than women like Margaret, you are nothing more than common gutter trash.” Elizabeth was hurt by Francis's words and wondered if she could get herself back in his good graces, of course she scoffed he was a fool. All men were fools for a pretty lady.

Verity said, “do not come back here Ross will be busy with his wife and children. I will be here to help carry any trash out that arrives!” Elizabeth said, “Ross won't let you treat me this way.” Verity said, “would you like to wager on that?” Elizabeth left deciding she would go to her mother’s; she didn't want to have the news of her being kicked out of Trenwith get to her before she had a chance to explain.

The triplets would not take to the wet nurse. So, they decided to feed them porridge. They sent Jud to the Daniels to tell Dwight they refused to nurse but they were fed porridge. Dwight waited to see if Caroline would come back with the bottles. Caroline had to go to Turo, so he knew it may be a while yet. Once Caroline arrived, he woke Ross up. The triplets won't nurse off the wet nurse they did give them porridge but they need milk for their bones Demelza is used to nursing them, her breast are full and have to be painful as you can see their leaking. Do you think you can fill the bottles Mrs. Daniels has sterilized them, once you have three full you can go, see if they will take the bottle from you?” Ross nodded. Dwight gave him the bottles and left him in privacy to fill them up with his wife's nourishment for her children. He kissed her when he was done, “I am going home to take the children your milk, see how much they need you love do not leave us as tears were slipping done his face. I will be back once I get them settled.”

It was decided that Caroline would spend the night at Nampara with Verity, so she left with Rose. Caroline said, “what made you do this!” Ross shook his head, “when my uncle past he told me to look after Trenwith knowing of Elizabeth and Francis's marriage troubles, I just felt it my place to comfort her, and that led to old feelings putting my family in the back of my mind. I was trying to go back to simpler times when my parents and Uncle Charles was young and healthy. No money problems, no debt, I would never not want any of my children, but three children are hard to cope with so little coming in.” “Ross how do you think Demelza feels she has three little ones to feed, bathe, and change plus all the extra work. From what Dwight told me you didn’t acknowledge them at all, telling Demelza to handle them. Do you think having three was her choice from what I read yours are fraternal which means sperm fertilized and split one egg.” Ross said, “it doesn't matter how it happened, like I said I think I was trying to escape, this afternoon I was drunk passed out I thought I was with Demelza.” “Yes, another reason you should hate that bitch,” Caroline said!

They reached Nampara the children were just getting finished cleaned up for bed. Ross came in and everybody gave him scathing looks except for Jeremy, Julia, and Jonathan they smiled radiantly at him. He said, “look what Momma sent you, okay who's first?” He picks Jeremy up and went to the rocker held him like Demelza did, at first the baby didn't want to take the bottle but once he tasted his mother’s milk, He kept looking at Ross like you are not the one who feeds me, but he finished it off and fell asleep, one down Ross thought. Verity took the baby upstairs to his cot. Ross took Julia next, and it was the same routine, but it went a little more smoothly. Except she kept frowning at Ross like she knew what he did, when she was done, she was fussy Ross thought she wants her Moma! Caroline took her from Ross and into the parlor to see if she would go to sleep. Ross took Jonathan and said, “Okay my son after seeing your siblings take the bottle let us see if we can get it the first time. Ross rocked and hummed to him; the little boy watched his father closely. Ross told him in a soothing voice he would fix their family that he loved them all so much. He prayed that if God loved little ones, then please let these little ones have their mother home with them soon! Soon Jonathan was sleeping Ross took him upstairs and noticed Julia was not there yet. He went to the parlor and took her in his arms took her to the rocker singing his favorite song, the one Demelza sung to him on Christmas night. Ross placed Julia in with her brothers kissed their heads.

He said, “Verity, Caroline they usually sleep through the night, I will bring more milk tomorrow morning.” Caroling said, “there are three clean bottles downstairs, sterilized and another three at Daniel's.” Ross nodded and thanked them both then said, “I would appreciate it if one of you would sleep in here with them in case they wake.” Both women agreed. He said, “also could you make sure Jud knows Elizabeth is not to set foot on Poldark land?” Verity told him, “We informed Elizabeth of this.” He said, “I am going back to Demelza.” Watching him go both women highly doubted Ross Poldark would survive, even for his children if his wife died.

Jud was in the barn when Ross went in “This time don't allow her back in! Also, could you and Purdie spend the night to make sure the women and children are safe and comfortable?” Jud nodded and said, “no problem. Purdie already fixed up ole Joshua room for we.”

Ross rode into Mellon to the Daniels house. Knocking at the door he went inside, Dwight said, “Well?” Ross said, “all three took the bottle and are in bed sleeping.” Dwight sighed, “that is a relief.” Ross asked, “how is Demelza?” Dwight said worriedly, “she hasn't woken yet!” Ross looked at his wife, “may I go and sit with her?” Dwight said, “yes but if she gets upset then leave.” Ross went to Demelza told her how her children reacted to the bottle but after tasting it knew it was from her, they drank it and went to sleep. “See my love if you don't get better our children will starve.” He then sang her the songs she has sung to him and his children, until finally sleep drew him under.” He woke early morning gathered the milk for the triplets, took it to Nampara they placed it in cups to start weening them.

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Demelza woke while Ross was at Nampara. She told Dwight she had to get to the babies because they would be hungry. He said, “Ross filled up bottles and took them to the children.” Demelza looked at him in shock! “You! You! Left him touch me, Dwight. How could you," she asked him. “Demelza, you must see we had no choice; the triplets wouldn't take to a wet nurse and Ross is your husband.” “Dwight, you saw what he and she were doing; you let him touch me?” Dwight said, "calm down!” She said, “I can't calm down. You left him to touch me after everything he's done?” Ross came in at that moment, “what's amiss, Demelza? Why are you shouting,” he questioned. He smiles is broad seeing she is awake. Demelza started screaming, “Get him away from me; I don’t want to be anywhere near him!” Ross said, "Demelza, please, it was a misunderstanding,” but she continued to scream. Dwight said, “Ross, remember our agreement: this is not helping her; please leave.” Ross looked so forlorn, but his wife was crying and screaming hysterically and knew he had to leave. He sat on the bench outside. Paul Daniel came out to see him. Ross asked, "did she had calmed down yet. Paul shook his head, “surgeon said he is going to give her something to knock her out.” Ross nodded. “Captain what I don't understand, if you know this or not, but people here think the world of your wife, that is something you won't hear about your cousin's wife. I have my wife; she wasn't my first choice, but she has been the best thing ever to happen to me and I would never disrespect her the way you do yours.” Ross hangs his head. “I love her more than life itself; I just need her to listen to me.” Paul said, “if she is like most women, good luck with that.”

A few minutes later, Dwight came out. He sighed, “I don't know how we are going to feed the triplets; she doesn't want you near her!” “I can't guarantee that her heart rate and blood pressure would allow me to go against her wishes even for those babies. If she is strong enough to move when she wakes, we'll see about moving her or maybe bringing the babies here. Ross, I know what I saw, and it is hard for me to come to terms how you think Demelza feels. I am not sure if she can get over this? Do you know what her mother died from? I think that Demelza has a heart condition. In cases like this, stress can kill her. I asked you to keep her calm, but other family matters were more important than your own wife; in my eyes, you deserve to lose her, but those babies don't.” Dwight got up and walked away from his friend.

Dwight went back in; Demelza was awake. She said, “I want to go to my children.” “How do you suppose we get you there," Dwight replied?” “Dwight, I will crawl if I have to,” she told him. “Hold on I'll see what I can do," Dwight went out to see Ross, “she wants to go to the triplets. I don't know how to do that. A cart will jostle her too much, horseback is out of the question.” Ross said, “what if I carry her?” Dwight looked at him, "I don't know if she would let you?” Ross, staring at the sky, said, “Go tell her it is the only way, and if she agrees, I will take her now!”

Dwight went in, “The only way we know to get you to Nampara to the triplets is to have someone strong carry you. Your husband is the strongest man I know and if you agree, he will take you there now.” She said, “I don't want him touching me.” Dwight said, “he is your only choice, but it is up to you?” She thought for a few minutes and said, “okay for my children I will do it.” Dwight smiled and said, "hold on a minute." He went out and asked, “Mrs. Daniels can you help clean Mistress Demelza up?” Then he went to Ross, "she agreed but she needs to clean up before that happens. She could use a clean dress." Ross said, “I will go get her something to wear I’ll be right back. I will tell them to get the room ready for her." Ross took Darkie back to Nampara, he got her the best night rail and her morning coat. He also got her a frock but didn't get her a corset or her stays because it would be hard for her to manage with her injuries. Ross told them to get the room off the library made up for her and make sure the fire is burning in there.

Ross rode back to the Daniels and took Demelza's clothes in. She looked at him, “I am only doing this for my children.” Ross said, “I understand. I brought your good night rail and morning robe; I thought it would be easier than changing twice. I also brought you a dress but thought maybe putting your stays and everything else might be uncomfortable for you. Demelza, I love you.”

Mrs. Daniels then came in to help her. Ross went and sat outside, waiting to be called in. Dwight agreed with Ross it would be better and less painful if she would put her night rail and morning robe on. Once it was done. Demelza thought to herself that it was the right choice because the movement of change took a lot out of her. Dwight asked, "Demelza are you ready or do you want to wait awhile?” She said, “no let's just get it over with.” Dwight brought Ross in. Ross told her, “I will be as gentle as possible, but you will probably hurt until you’re settled.

'Dwight, please put the blanket around her." Ross picked her up and she left out a groan. Dwight said, “Demelza we don't have to move you?” She had her bruised arm around Ross's neck and her broken one across her body. She said, “no I need to be with my children.” Ross started the trek to Nampara. While walking he said, “I thought she was you. I was drunk from you leaving me. She came earlier I sent her away.” When she didn't respond he continued, “Francis came, we got into fisticuffs." Demelza said, “over her?” Ross said, “no, over you. Francis said, he was going to pursue you, I was already drunk and that sent me over the edge. I remember drinking more. You coming to me and leading me to the floor. The next thing was you yelling my name. I threw her off and told her to never come near me again. Then they came and got me. If I would have lost you, I could not survive. The children would not survive. Demelza you are my everything!” "Yes, well, you proved that in the last three days. Why were you comforting her that was Francis's job he is her husband?” Ross told her, “Uncle Charles asked me to look after them and I don't know losing him was like losing my father again. I know I didn't handle it right. I am sorry, Demelza, really, truly sorry. I love only you.” Demelza didn't say anything else; she groaned again. Ross noticed she looked really pale; he said, “My love, can you hold on a little more? I see the house we will be there shortly.” He noticed Dwight walking. shouting to him, "she is looking rather pale.” Dwight came upon them and took her blood pressure.

Dwight thanked God for Samuel Basch for his invention of measuring blood pressure without piercing the skin. He said, “Her pressure is up, but it's because she is in pain. Let's get her in the house.” Demelza, he said, “Are you okay with continuing?” She whispered, “Yes," Ross was afraid to move her any more than necessary, so he made himself as stiff as possible. Walking into Nampara, he took her to the room off the library. “I hope it is suitable for you, my love.” Demelza said, “I guess the master chamber is for you and your mistress.” Ross said, “There is only one mistress of Nampara; she is in my arms. "I just thought it would be better for you than going up and down the stairs.” Demelza shrugged her shoulders as much as she could and groaned again. Verity, Caroline, and Purdie brought the triplets in. Demelza relaxed immediately. Purdie said, “we started giving them porridge they seem to like it. I thought maybe I could make some carrots today,” Dwight said. “Let's introduce one thing every three days!” Demelza nodded, “I may need help getting them in place to nurse, but with help, I can do it.” Caroline told her how Ross fed them the bottles, “I think if it was anyone other than you or him, they would have screamed their bloody heads off.” Demelza looked at Ross, and their eyes met. She could see his pain and love. Did Elizabeth really try to trick Ross into making love to her? It was like Ross read her mind, “I thought it was you, she means nothing to me.”

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For the next two months Demelza did little other then going into the parlor or to the outhouse. Ross shortened his hours of work, Demelza could not help but notice how much he did for her and the children. The children was eating soft foods and Demelza decided that giving them a bottle might be for the best since it was hard to get in a comfortable position. She hated losing the intimacy with the children but Ross would help her hold each one so she could keep the bond strong. Ross would lay a baby beside her while she gave them a bottle, Ross would feed one and then he would lay the third next to Demelza. Dwight told them they could switch to goat or cows milk but to try to skim off the cream first.

Ross was very attentive to his wife. He decided he wanted to open Wheel Grace and went to Trenwith, he told Demelza his plans first and she said, "if you think it is best, we will support your decision.' Ross said, "I need to know your thoughts?" "Ross, I know we are getting money in from Wheel Leisure, but I also know your concern that Warleggan's are buying up the shares. If that happens, we are going to loss Wheel Leisure profits. I don't want to use the farm as collateral, we can't lose the farm." Ross said, "I agree but I want to see if Francis wants to go in with us?" She nodded, "Ross as long as Elizabeth has nothing to do with it." He kissed her and said, "I agree."

Francis met him in the parlor. Ross said, "I am opening Wheel Grace and wanted to know if you want to be a partner?" Francis said, "I would love that." Ross said, "the only request we keep Elizabeth out of it." Elizabeth walked in and said, "why is that, Ross?" Ross looked at Francis, " you know what she did to my family?" Francis said, "yes but her mother paid the debt off of Trenwith with the condition I take her back." Ross said, "I am sorry Francis I can't be a partner in anything she is part of." Ross was so angry at his cousin how could he do that knowing what Elizabeth had almost cost him. Elizabeth followed him out, "are you really going to give up the chance to give your family financial security because of our relationship?" Ross turned and yelled at her, "there was no relationship, there never will be." Ross rode home with the anger simmering in him.

Caroline and Verity were there. Verity had stayed with Demelza since the accident. They saw Ross's face and knew something was up. Ross told them about Francis, Elizabeth and Trenwith! Verity said, "but Father had to give them money to stop them from losing their estate." "Well, they got the money somewhere to pay Warleggan's for Trenwith," Caroline said, "or did they? What if this is some ploy by Elizabeth to get back into Trenwith. If Elizabeth is indebted to George and Francis took her back, does that mean Francis assumes that debt, therefore, he can go to debtors' prison?  Leaving Elizabeth free to do whoever she wants." Verity said, "She wouldn't!" Caroline raised her eyebrow and said, "Wouldn't she?" Then Caroline said, "Ross, how much were you going to ask Francis for?" Ross answered, "If I sell my shares for six hundred lbs. in Wheel Leasure, I was going to ask him for that six hundred lbs." "Ross, if I lent you the twenty-four hundred lbs., would it take care of your debt, giving you enough to open the mine? You could keep your shares in Wheel Leisure, which still shows a profit. Wait, before you say no, you will be opening another mine, which means work for the poor in the area. I happen to know of your loan at forty percent. If you pay that off, take the rest to open Wheel Grace. I will reduce your percentage rate. You can put my name on Wheel Grace, and once the mine starts showing a profit or you pay the loan back, I will be part shareholder. It is what is best for these babies, which I have grown quite attached to, as well as their mother. Now that Elizabeth knows of your plans, she is going to do everything she can to force your hand." Ross said, "Let me speak to my wife about it."

Verity said, "Ross, would you be willing for me to move in here with you and your family? I don't think I can live in the same space as Elizabeth?" Ross said, "yes of course." Verity said, "thank you, I need to tell Agatha." Ross said, "tell her she is welcome to." Ross went to Demelza, "well Francis took Elizabeth back." Verity wants to move in here with us, and I told her Aunt Agatha was also invited." Demelza responded, "Of course, Ross. What hold does Elizabeth have over him and you?" Ross grabbed her hand, and said, "None over me but Francis; she somehow got the money to pay off the Trenwith debt. Caroline thinks there is something strange since her parents had less money than my father and I had. That was part of the marriage settlement it left them live in their estate." "So, what about Wheel Grace," Demelza asked, fearing Ross went into an agreement with Francis bringing Elizabeth back into their lives.

"They were interrupted; there was an emergency meeting of the smelting company. Ross went into the meeting, wondering what was going amiss. He found that the worst thing possible! Most of the shareholders banked with Warleggan and George called in their loans to ensure that they would close down the smelting. Ross realized he would have to sale his shares in Wheel Leisure to keep from going to debtors' prison, unless he takes Caroline's offer. He wondered who would tell George the names of these men? He was so careful hiding their identities. He asked the group who, besides the shareholders, knew their names, Pasco did, but what would he benefit from telling George? Tonkin remembered that Francis was at that first meeting. Ross said, "no he wouldn't do that!" Then he thought he had told Demelza, who he had complete faith in. What if Francis told Elizabeth? Is that how she got the debt released from Trenwith? He told the group he had to talk to Francis.

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Ross rode to Trenwith, after being admitted, he was escorted to the parlor. Francis then Elizabeth entered; Elizabeth said, “Twice in one day, Ross, it is almost like you want to see someone.” He said, "I only want to see Francis.” Francis asked, “Elizabeth please leave us,” which she refused to do. “I saved this house I will go and be wherever I want.” Francis and Ross just looked at her in disbelief. Ross asked, “Francis did you tell anyone about Cornmare shareholders?” Ross watched Elizabeth and saw her pale for a second, and she quickly recovered. Francis said, “nobody I swear!” “How about your wife,” Ross asked? Francis looked at Elizabeth, “you didn't, Elizabeth tell me you didn't?” She said, “I had the information George was willing to pay, so I saved Trenwith for us.” Francis said, “get out!” Elizabeth giggled, “I can't do that, one of the stipulations in the agreement with George on canceling the debt is I must live here.” Francis said, “I have never hit a woman but by God, I could kill you,” as he left. Ross looked at her, “You are a vile woman, Elizabeth, an ugly vile woman.” “Yes, and unless I intercede on your behalf you will be in the gutter where your wife came from.” Ross said, “better being there with her then here with you!” Aunt Agatha was standing in the second-floor balcony. He looked up and said, “why don't you come to Nampara to live, get away from that vile woman?” She said, “someone needs to look after Francis and Geoffrey Charles.” Agatha turned and walked away. Ross thought I can't Uncle not at the risk of my own family I am sorry.

Ross rode home to Nampara. He went to Demelza it was time for their nightly feedings, so Ross placed one on Demelza's lap and helped her get the bottle in the baby's mouth. He then took one like he normally did nowadays. He told Demelza of the meeting of Elizabeth's betrayal, of Agatha’s statement. He told her he offered Verity and Agatha to live with them, and Verity accepted. Then he told her of Caroline's offer, he told her that he wanted to talk to her before he did anything. She said, “Ross, I believe our best chance to survive this, is by taking Caroline's offer. I trust her, she has a kind heart although she tries to hide it. I know she loves our children. I don’t believe she would ever do anything that would harm us or the people in the area.”

Once the children were in bed Ross asked, “Demelza can I hold you?” Demelza said, “I would like that.” Ross said, “could I carry you to our bed?” She said, “yes please!” Ross carried her upstairs to their room. He was very careful of Demelza's arm and leg since they were still stabilized, although Dwight had put her shoulders and hips back in alignment, he was still worried about doing anything that could hurt her. He helped her change and told her how beautiful she was. He placed her onto her right side since that was how she usually slept. He got in bed and spooned her. She said, “Ross am I no longer desirable to you?” Ross said, “my love it is killing me not to make love to you, but I won't risk hurting you.” Demelza said, “I bet we could find a way for us to begin relations again, please Ross, I want you!” Ross said, “we will try but you must tell me if anything hurts.” Afterwards they laid completely sated and Demelza said, “Ross that was wonderful, let's see what other positions we can try.” Ross said, “I'm game!” They tried three other positions until they finally fell asleep.

The next morning, they woke to hear Verity, Caroline and Purity trying to get the children dressed. Ross and Demelza laughed because they were trying to be quit and wondered how they thought they would achieve that. Ross helped Demelza get cleaned up and dressed, then he dressed. They walked into the kitchen and Verity smirked at him, she said, “cousin you may want to make the walls a little thicker there was a lot of noise last night!” Demelza turned beet red. Ross hugged her, “there is nothing wrong with two married people enjoying relations.” Verity taking pity on Demelza said, “I went to the outhouse and heard, I hurried back to bed.” Demelza still hid her head. Ross said, “Caroline I am glad you are here. As you both know I and some other Cornwall residents started Cornmare the smelting company. You may or may not know, we kept most of the shareholders quiet because they bank with Warleggan's and would be ruined if they were found out. Well, someone did find out and sold the information. That person was Elizabeth, she put as a condition that she must remain at Trenwith, or the loan becomes void so Francis cannot kick her out.” Verity said, “does she have no scruples?” Caroline said, “obviously not.” Something she said, “left me in no uncertain terms she has shared more with George, and he will be coming after me also. Caroline: Demelza and I discussed it and I would like to take you up on your offer because if George gets ahold of my note we will be ruined!” Caroline clapped her hands and said, “thank you! I feel like I am helping two of my dear friends and their lovely children, but also the poor people who live in the area." We can go to Pascoe’s now and get everything moving.” Ross said, “as soon as Demelza and I have some breakfast.”

On the way to Turo, Ross told Caroline of the promise he made his uncle, his uncle had asked him to look after the inhabitants of Trenwith. Yesterday when leaving Agatha was on the balcony, she turned her back on me telling me when I asked her to come to Nampara. She told someone needed to look after Francis and Geoffrey Charles. I feel I am neglecting my promise, but how can I do anything for them? It would kill Demelza to know I will have dealings with Elizabeth since she is at Trenwith now.” Caroline said, “you made a promise when you married Demelza and when you had the triplets, did you not?” Francis and Aunt Agatha are grown individuals! You’re doing the right thing by working on a better life for your family, when that is done then you can concentrate on the rest of the family.” Ross nodded; he knew she was right.

They walked into Pasco's office, Ross telling him, “We want to set up a note between Caroline and I, paying off the note which Pierce held. Caroline will become a shareholder in Wheal Grace, until the note is paid off." Pasco said, “there seems to be a lot of interest in that note lately?” He said, “Nate Pierce was in earlier checking on Ross's finances and if he had money to pay it back. I told him I would check with you.” Ross and Caroline looked at each other, knowing that what he thought was exactly true. Ross said, “I was afraid he already sold it to Warleggan’s.” They set up the transfer of funds!

Ross went to Pierce and said, “I want to pay off the loan to you.” Pierce responded, “you know Ross I didn't want to sale it to Warleggan’s, but they hold my debt in their hands.” Ross said, “well me paying it back releases you of that conflict.” Pierce said, “I hope this won't hurt our friendship. Your family and I go way back.” Ross took Pierce's hand, “I know you would have done everything you could to protect me from them gaining that note, thank you.”

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When George found out that Ross had paid off his note with Pierce, he was furious. He confronted Elizabeth, “how did he know?” Elizabeth said, “really George I don't know? Ross and Francis figured it out about Cornmore secrets being me that sold them. Nothing was said about the note.” She went up to George and placed her hand on his chest and smiled, “I am free this afternoon if you are?”

When Verity went to Trenwith to tell Aunt Agatha, she was moving to Nampara, Agatha was furious, “so you will leave us at the mercy of that creature, just like your cousin?” “Aunt do you not know that Ross has a wife and family he must consider?” “What about this family and the house?” Verity looked at her aunt, “this house is but bricks and mortar, but more than that it is not Ross’s, you and Francis are adults, and Geoffrey Charles is Francis’s son not Ross's. His duty is to his family first and foremost.” Agatha turned her back on Verity and left.

Verity found Francis in his study, "Francis I have decided, I cannot live under the roof with that vile woman! Aunt Agatha is under the impression Ross should care more for this house, you and Geoffrey Charles than his own family.” Francis said, “there must be a way to beat Elizabeth at her own game?” Verity said, “why don't you go speak to Ross, maybe speak to a lawyer?” Francis said, “maybe I should go to London, talk to a lawyer see what my options are? Do you think I can leave Geoffrey Charles with you at Nampara?” “I don't know Elizabeth is ban from stepping foot there, I will stay here but won't be cordial to that woman!” “I would not expect it of you,” Francis replied.

Verity sent a note to Ross and Demelza telling them she is staying at Trenwith with Geoffrey Charles while Francis is in London. She explained he wanted Geoffrey to stay at Nampara but didn't want to give Elizabeth an excuse to go there.” Demelza ask, “Ross, what was your feelings for Elizabeth during those three days?” Ross said,” it was to comfort her.” Demelza said, “Ross I saw how you act you look at her as if you still want her, I can see it in your eyes sometimes. You tried to forget me and our children. What if that happens again?” Ross said, “you are mistaking, my love you are my only love.” Demelza stated, “unless something happens that throws you together again! Ross, why do you still want her after all she's done, I know you love me, but I can also see something in your eyes, sometimes when she is around... please don't deny it, it demeans your words of love when you do.” Ross didn't reply but hung his head. He thought, she is right. What hold does she have on me? She is beautiful but Demelza is also, even more so. I know she is vile, but she can still inspire lust in me... if I don't get over this my marriage is in jeopardy. Demelza would never forgive me if I ever betray her again. He didn’t have the words to speak about this subject with his wife that night!

Ross tried to have relations that night and Demelza rejected him, she said, “as long as you lust after that woman, I will not risk my heart again.” Ross said, “Demelza, I don't.” She cut him off, “you do!” You told me before you had no feelings for her then, Charles died the first thing you do is reject our children and me. If you were at Trenwith alone, you would have broken your vows. Just so you know fidelity is one thing, I insist on so if you can't promise that then I don't wish to be with you.” Ross knew she was right he couldn't answer her. He said, “Demelza do you believe I love you?” “Yes Ross, but if she still has this hold on you, then it can't be an all-consuming love like mine. You need to figure out if you can remain faithful to me. What if someone younger more refine and beautiful approaches you would I still be enough for you?” Ross said, “yes Demelza you know you would.” “Nay Ross, I don't believe you would. Until I can be sure it won't, I can't do this," she pointed to herself and to Ross.

Ross was devastated why did he lust after Elizabeth; he didn't love her! Ross looked at and said, “Demelza don't do this my love. What I feel for her is lust nothing more.” Demelza looked at him and yelled, “nothing more. How can you proclaim to love me but want to process another, you promised to forsake all others for me, that means I only lust after my husband? Maybe I should lust after other men and see how you like it?” She turned and walked as fast as she could from the room. Ross knew she was right; he would kill anybody that looked sideways at his wife or whomever she would lust after. He went to the mine with no solution in his mind.

When Zackey came to the mine, him being one of Ross's oldest and dearest friends he asked him, “Zackey do you ever lust after other women?” He gave Ross the side eye saying, “why do you want to know? I have never wanted other women besides my wife.” I have seen many beautiful women; your wife is especially beautiful, but I don't want to bed her. My wife is everything I could want in that way, why would I want to? Does this have to do with your cousins’ wife?” Ross nodded. Zackey said, “you and your cousin has always been in competition. You want his material things and his father’s attention, he your looks and ambition. So, when you came back, and he married Elizabeth you had and still want to claim that victory. Until you decide that the victory with his wife is not worth the cost you are willing to pay. The cost of your wife and children. What if you have Elizabeth then the next suitor, or even Francis decide they want her back and she goes with them what then? It will be too late for you to go back to your wife she won’t stick around and wait, she won’t need to she is too beautiful, good, gentle and there are a many a man that admires her. She wants her husband to adore her like your father did with your mother after they found the one no one else should matter. Do you feel your wife should except her lot with the other women, is she your wife in all things or your servant?” Ross said, “thanks Zackey you have given me much to think on!”

Demelza asked, Jud please move the baby's cot from the masters room to the room off the library?” Purdie said, “awe Maid, what be amiss.” She said, “until Ross decides I am the only one he wants then I will not let him in, to shatter me again. His lust for Elizabeth is always there breaking through my marriage and I am done with it.” When Ross came home, he looked for Demelza in the kitchen and then in the parlor. Not there he went to their bedrooms. His heart jumped in his chest when he realized the children’s cots were missing along with some of their clothing and Demelza's. He went downstairs yelling for Purdie. Demelza came out of the library said, “quiet you will wake the children.” He said, “where is their cots and your clothes?” She said, “in the room she pointed to the library.” He said, “why?” “Ross, I did not ask you to marry me. You treat me as a maid that you take pleasure in and have me to bare your children. You told me you lust after that woman so if that is true how can I know when we are together, it is me or her you’re thinking of.” Ross said, “Demelza, you are my wife!” Demelza responded, “yes and the maid and farm hand, the mother to those beautiful babies. You know one of the things she said to me I would never be enough. Well, I accept that, now you need to accept you are not enough, with your lust for Elizabeth!”

She went into the kitchen set the table in the dining room and a place for her with the children in the kitchen. Jud, Purdie all took a child to feed while they ate. Ross said, “I would like my wife and children to sit with me at the dining room table.” Demelza looked at him and said, “I would like a husband that is true to his vows in thought and actions!” Ross went to the dining room and brought his plate and drink into the kitchen to finish his meal. After they finished Demelza and Purdie cleaned the kitchen. Jud and Ross were playing with the triplets. Ross asked, Demelza if he could have a another piece of berry pie she made for desert. She placed a piece in front of him she had her back he was smacking his lips and the children were clapping. She didn't see him giving them taste of the pie. All three children were clamoring for more. When he was done, he placed the dish in the sink. They retreated to the parlor Demelza was tired and decided she would take bath but thought maybe she could bath the children first then add more water for herself. She was trying to carry the tub into the back room when Ross saw her, he grabbed the tub asking, “where do you want it?” “My room,” she said. “You mean my father’s old room,” she nodded. He said, “your arm and leg are still mending you should not be carrying anything,” Ross said. Demelza responded, “why I am not more than your servant, don't worry.” He went and got water to start heating. She gathered the items for her children then brought them in the room, asking Purdie to help. Ross came in and told Purdie to go watch the water. There was enough water in the tub for the children. Demelza felt the water and told Ross she needed a small amount of cold since it was too hot for the triplets. After it was the right temperature, she placed the children in the tub. Then she proceeded to wash them. The children were giggling and splashing and having a grand time in the water. While washing Julia she saw a red round spot raised and she took her out of the tub. She told Ross to watch the other two. She was inspecting Julia and saw more spots were coming. She wrapped her in the blanket and ran to get Jud, telling him to get the surgeon, Ross was trying to get her attention, but he still had two children in the water. Purdie got Demelza to settle down and brought Julia back to get her dressed. Ross asked, “what is amiss,” then he saw the red blotches. “What is happening to her,” Ross questioned. Julia sensing her parents upset started screaming. Ross said, “Purdie get the boys dressed.” He picked them up and sat wrapped the in blankets. Purdie came over to them because they were starting to cry in sympathy for their sister. Demelza was holding and rocking Julia well crying, “she is not breathing right!” Ross went to her and said, “my love, give her to me!” Ross took her and said, “what is keeping Dwight?” Dwight walked in with Caroline. Ross said, “she is hardly breathing, she has a red rash. Dwight said, “give her to me.” Ross said, “she is my princess, please help her, Dwight!” Dwight grabbed, her out of Ross's arms. He looked over her then asked, does boys also have rash Purdie said, “no.” Dwight said, “Caroline please help Purdie take the boys out.” Then he asked, “did you have her outside, did she get into any plants,” he said? Demelza told him no they were in the cart. Then said, “did you wash clothes differently, what did you feed them today?” She was going through the list, really, she had everything at least once before.” Ross said, “no I fed them some of my pie.” Dwight said, “what kind?” Demelza said, “cherry.” Dwight went to his bag and asked, “Ross do you think you can help keep her mouth open, we need to get this into her system?” Ross nodded. Dwight said, “hold her mouth open,” Ross held her mouth Dwight put a couple drops in which Julia tried to spit out, but Dwight held her mouth shut while holding her nose. Ross screamed, “you’re choking her you’re going to smothering her. Dwight let go of her, Ross picked her up, holding her tightly to him. In what felt like hours but was really a few minutes she started to calm down, she started breathing easier. Demelza came over to asking for her child back, but Ross didn't want to give her up. He sat on the bed and Demelza came to sit beside him they comforted their child. Ross asked, “Dwight what was it?” Dwight said, “I believe she is allergic to the cherries. We will have to watch her for other allergies. From I could tell it was a severe reaction. The rash is not harmful, but the breathing could be fatal.” Ross started crying, “I could have killed her.” Demelza said, “Ross she is fine we didn't know at least now we know not to let her have cherries.” Ross just rocked his daughter saying, “Papa is so sorry princess!” Dwight looked at Demelza, “I will leave this elixir here if she has any more get about 2 drops into her as soon as possible.”

Demelza took the medicine and hug Dwight with one arm it was hurting from overuse. Seeing this Dwight said, “let me see your arm Demelza it looks like you have been over doing it.” She said, “it is fine really.” Dwight said, “let me see it, you need to wear the sling a little longer, and stop doing so much.” He then took her blood pressure and raised an eyebrow, he said, “how has the stress been,” then looked at Ross who was now starring at his wife.? Demelza said, “we are having an issue, my husband still finds himself being lustful over someone other than his wife and I am not sure if we can be mended while he still feels something for her?” Ross said, “Demelza!” Dwight said, “you married a hard headed man who I think sometimes must have hit his head one to many times. He doesn't see what is right in front of him.” Ross said, “I am sitting right here he looked down at Julia and smiled at her she smiled back at her Pappa.” He looked at Dwight and said, “Demelza I have told you I love you are my life. Elizabeth means nothing!” “Except you told me you still lust after her, if that is true then I cannot be enough for you.”

She went to Ross and asked for Julia again an walked out to where her sons and Caroline sat.
Ross put his head in his hands and sighed. Dwight said, “why are you lusting over that woman, when you have one in front of you who is just as beautiful, if not more so. Demelza’s beauty comes from within. I don't understand I said it before, and I will not say it again you don't deserve that woman! Hopefully she can get over the love she has for you and find someone that knows how to treat her, as much as you seem to want your cousin’s wife!”

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It was two weeks after the allergy attack. Ross came home for lunch and was surprised to see Caroline, Demelza and a young man sitting in the room. He was introduced to Ross as Viscount Hugh Armitage. They were at the dining table having tea, so Ross joined them. He was watching the interaction between his wife and the Viscount. He wasn't the only one observing. So was Caroline, she smirked because she also was aware of the attention Hugh was paying Demelza. They were talking of the Seals Cave and asked, “if he could persuade Demelza to take him there one day?” Ross thought over my dead body. He turned to Hugh and said, “since it would be in appropriate for you to go there without my presence, I will accompany you.” Hugh said, “I am sorry Captain, but I meant no disrespect.” Demelza spoke, “up oh Ross maybe you could pick up Elizabeth?” Ross looked at his wife he knew she was telling him if he continued to lust after Elizabeth, he had no say in who paid attention to her.

When their guest left, Ross said, “what are you playing at?” “What Ross I thought that's the kind of woman you want. One who always looking to better herself. I am just following your Elizabeth's example. Maybe my husband would lust after me as he does that woman.” She went to leave, and he grabbed her, “I told you I love you!” “Aye you have then, you told me that you lust over other woman. I love you, Ross; I have no desire to be with another man even if I think them handsome. So, until you stop the infatuation you have for any other woman. I will continue to make myself over in her image. You should be happy isn't that what you want. Me to have men to want me or to take multiple lovers as she does.” Ross said,” No that is not what I want, no man minds his wife being desired by other men, but no man wants his wife to be possessed by other men.” Demelza said, “it is the same for women,” and walked away. “Demelza how many times do I have to tell you I love you not her,” he yelled! She just kept walking.

Elizabeth had spent almost every day with George. Francis was gone for a month already and they hadn't had relations since before Geoffrey Charles was borne. She told George I am pregnant he said, “Well that is upsetting whose is it?” She said, “it is yours.” He jumped out of bed saying, “this could ruin your social standing and mine.” She laughed and said, “what social standing do you have George?” He said, “you are a hag get out. Go find someone else to pin that brat on.” Elizabeth left knowing she had to find someone to claim this child and it came to her Ross didn't know they didn't do anything! Now how was she going to convince him this was his child.

They received an invitation to a dinner at the home of Lord Falmouth's for the next day. Ross was going to decline but Demelza told him she wanted to go, she said, “I am sure some of our friends will be there.” Ross thinking this may be a way to get back in his wife's good graces accepts the invitation.

At the dinner, the following night Caroline picks up Dwight, Ross and Demelza in her carriage. When they arrive, they are escorted into the living area where Lord Falmouth is holding court. He shakes Ross's hand and kisses Demelza's. He said, Mistress Poldark I have heard much of you!” Demelza states, “oh really, all good, except I have no idea who you have spoken to that would know?” He said, “here he is my nephew, Hugh Armitage.” Ross turns and sees his nemesis. He sees Demelza's smile lighten her face. Hugh kisses her hand saying, “the lovely Mistress Demelza how beautiful you look tonight the other women surely are jealous of your beauty.” He turns shakes Ross's hand then thanks him for bringing such a lovely companion to share her beauty with the other gentleman present. Dinner is announced and Hugh looks at Demelza, “will you allow me to accompany you into dinner?” To Ross's chagrin, Demelza is seated beside Hugh, he is across from Ruth, Elizabeth's longtime friend. She tells him, “It is a pity that Elizabeth isn't in attendance since you know she would have enjoyed being here with you!” Ross states, “I have no idea what Elizabeth enjoys or doesn't enjoy.” “Oh, I heard that the two of you have, well what to call it reconciled!” Ross gave her a scathing look; I have no contact with that vile woman.” Ruth then laughs, “do you not desire her from what I have heard and seen at your uncle’s funeral you seemed quite smitten."

Caroline and Dwight were seated not far away. Dwight asked, “Ross how Julia was doing since the allergy attack.” Ruth picked up on this and said did your maid give your child something that is poisonous, any lady of learning would have known," Ross cut her off it was not my wife that fed my daughter the pie it was I and thank God for Demelza's quick thinking and response." Ruth said, "she has weaned them already is she not able to feed them probably another issue of her breeding.” Ross had enough he said, "it was because of your friend Elizabeth that my wife can no longer enjoy the personal time of feeding her children. Now if you could kindly leave me to enjoy my meal, I would appreciate it.”

Demelza had heard the exchange because Ruth was rather loud. She turned red, Hugh took her hand and said, “ignore her if her father-in-law was not a longtime friend she would not have been invited.” Demelza felt ill and excused herself. Hugh looked at his uncle, went and whispered in his ear, his uncle nodded his head. Hugh went up to Ruth's husband John, he accompanied him to Ruth. John told her we have been asked to leave because of your uncouth gossip of another esteemed guest.” She said, “come John her an esteemed guest.” Hugh sneered at her, “that beautiful woman is more welcome in our society then a venomous viper like you. I am sorry John, but my uncle has agreed she will not be welcome at any other of our functions.” Ruth got up to leave saying, “well I never.” Hugh said, “I would think that is what your husband wishes that he could say!” Ruth walked out with her nose in the air. He looked at Ross, said you obviously are not concerned about how your wife is faring, with your permission I will go and check on her?” Caroline spoke up and said, “oh Hugh let me go please?” Dwight said, “let me know if she is unwell come and get me.”

Demelza and Caroline walked back in. "Demelza," Hugh states, "as he pulled her chair out for her." Ross watched his wife she seemed subdued. Dwight raised an eyebrow at Caroline, who shrugged her shoulders. Ross noticed Demelza didn't eat much after that. After dinner Lord Falmouth said "Mistress Poldark, I heard you have a beautiful voice would you Grace us with a song. Demelza looked at Ross who was busy speaking to another couple she didn't know. Hugh came up to her and said, “please Demelza I would love to hear your voice.” She looked into Hugh's eyes and sung ‘Love is Long.’ Ross turned his head when he heard his wife singing. What he noticed was the enraptured look on Hugh’s face and how this man looks at his wife.

Knowing he could not leave without Caroline and Dwight. He moved to go to his wife. Caroline came up and said, “if I were you Captain, I would get my cousins wife out of my head and lust after your wife, because it won't take her long to find a suitor. ”Ross went to his wife took her hand and kept her at his side. When the dancing started. Ross and Demelza was seated, Demelza and Ross never really danced together. Hugh came up and asked, “Demelza do you wish to dance? She accepted saying, “I love to dance, so yes I would love to.” Ross thought she loves to dance how did he not know this, he had danced with Elizabeth numerous times; I have never asked my wife. He watched as Hugh charm Demelza, Caroline’s words returned to him, why does everyone think I don't desire my wife am I failing to show people what my wife means to me, am I failing showing my wife even more?

Ross got up, went to collect his wife for the next dances. He said, “my love if I am failing to show how much I desire you I am sorry. Given a choice of any woman to have relations with it would be you please forgive me, if I have made you doubt that.” Demelza nodded her head as her and her husband danced most of the night. He unwilling to share his wife.

Once they were home Ross asked if she would accompany him to their room, Demelza accepted, and they resumed relations. Ross told her no one on this earth could match his desire for her. I love you my love, you are my life. Demelza turned her head when he started kissing her, "I can't do this", She go up and returned to the box bed she slept in, it seemed like an old friend. Ross sighed how was he going to get his wife's interest back.

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The next day Ross got a message from Elizabeth, asking him to meet her at Swale Church the next day at noon. Wanting to know what she was planning he went but did not tell Demelza, for he didn't want to upset her. Ross met Elizabeth when she saw him, she ran into his arms and clutched him, he disengaged himself. He asked, “what do you want Elizabeth?” She said, “Ross is that anyway to speak to a woman carrying your child?” Ross jumped back, “what did you say?” “That day when your maid left you, left me with a surprise. I am with child!” Ross said, “that can't be I don't even remember finishing,” Elizabeth started to weep. Ross not knowing what to do embraced Elizabeth. Ross did not see Demelza and Jinny coming upon the church, they were going to get some huckleberries from the other side of the church. When Demelza saw Ross and Elizabeth she stopped in her tracks. Jinny looked up and saw what Demelza was seeing. She grabbed Demelza and said, “please mistress it can't be anything!” Demelza wretched her arm free and walked up to Elizabeth and Ross. “Ross,” she said, Ross looked up and saw his wife, he jumped back from Elizabeth. Elizabeth smirked at Demelza and said, ‘oh Demelza my dear I was just telling Ross our happy news I am with child, and it is Ross's.” Demelza said, “congratulations both of you. Ross how are you going to support this one you cannot even support the ones you have. Ross, would you like me to go home and pack your clothing because I will be staying at Nampara since I have been faithful. I wonder Elizabeth how this scandal will affect your social status.” Demelza turned to leave. Ross yelled, “Demelza!” Elizabeth clung to his arm, “let her go. We will give her a stipend for the children but as far as that farm she is welcome to it unless we need money, then we will have to sell it.” He said, “Elizabeth I am not leaving my wife for you.” She said, “Ross you must Know I can't have a bastard child?” If that child is mine it was done by deceit from you! I will not ruin my life because of your conniving. Now excuse me I must speak to my wife.” Elizabeth stomped her feet; well, it will have to be Francis then since both George and Ross rejected the idea of having a child with her.

Ross chased after Demelza; he came upon Jinny who could not keep up with Demelza. “The mistress was so happy this morning it is the first time in a long time, and now she will never be happy again.” Ross just said, “that child can't be mine.” Ross got to the house and saw a familiar horse and groaned, Armitage. He walked into the parlor with Armitage comforting his wife, “he was saying you can come to London bring your children I will raise them as my own.” Ross roared, “get away from my wife!” Armitage said, “she deserves so much better than what you have dealt her, sleeping and getting another woman with child.” Ross yelled, “that child is not mine. I told you Demelza I thought it was you. I cannot remember having an encounter with her. I have three children. To one woman and she is the only one that will be the mother of my children.” Demelza pulled away from Hugh, “I will get your clothes packed.” Demelza took two steps and collapsed. Hugh and Ross both raced to her side. Ross looked at Hugh and said, “find Dr. Enys now!” Hugh left in search of the surgeon.

Ross yelled, “Purdie” who came in with Jinny ready to give Ross a tongue lashing until they saw Demelza. “Is there any of the powder here that Dwight gives her for her blood pressure?” Purdie ran to the kitchen and returned with a cup with the deluded powder in. Hugh returned with Dwight. Ross exclaimed; “we gave her the powder.” Dwight took her blood pressure and said, “can we get her to her bed.” Ross picked Demelza up and carried her to their bed. After laying her on the bed Dwight looked at Ross and said, “what brought this on?” Ross said, “Elizabeth sent me a note to meet her at Swale church wanting to know what she wanted, I went.” Dwight shook his head. Ross said, “she told me she is with child. I told her that I don't know if we even did anything, since I can't remember it. She started crying, I hugged her then Demelza came on us. I came home Armitage was here telling her she could take my children and move to London with him. She got up said she was packing my clothes then collapsed.” “Ross how many times is it going to take for me to tell you! One of these days you will lose her if you keep this up. I only went to Swale to see what she wanted.” “You shouldn't have went knowing her history” Dwight said. Ross said, “that child is not mine, I didn't finish if I even started. I was so drunk; I was passed out. I need to speak to Verity.” Dwight said, “I will get Verity to come here you can't continue to go around Elizabeth.” “I don't want her. I know people think I do but the only person I want to touch me is my wife.” “All the more reason to stay away from Trenwith,” said Dwight.

Demelza started coming around. Dwight took her blood pressure again and told Ross it was coming down. Ross was holding her hand. She said, Ross, he responded, “I am here my love.” “Ross what happened,” she asked? Dwight said, “I am telling you what happened your blood pressure spiked.” She said, “oh..OH, Ross Elizabeth church.” Ross spoke quietly and softly, “Demelza listen to me, she played me again. I was comforting her.” “She said she was with child, YOUR CHILD!” “She is wrong she can't be carrying my child there is only one woman who will ever carry my children that is you, my love.” She said, “I am so tired, why am I so tired?” Dwight said, “it is the medicine they gave you rest it is the best thing you can do.”

Ross went down to see if they could give Dwight tea, he came across Hugh still there. “Viscount please let me escort you out. In the future, please stay away from my wife we are going through a rough patch, and I will not have you causing more dissension in our marriage. So please do not send notes or come to our home again.” Caroline came in and said, “how is she Dwight. She said, “I just passed Hugh did he have anything to do with this.” Ross said, “no but I would appreciate if you kept you male friends away from my wife.” “Take them to Trenwith and pawn them off on Elizabeth.” He then told them what happened concerning Elizabeth. Caroline said, “She needs to quit chasing you, Ross. I think I may have an idea. I am heading to Trenwith. Ross said, “Can you ask Verity if she can come? I need to find some information out.” Caroline told them she would send Variety.

Caroline arrived at Trenwith. When Verity answered the door, Caroline told her of Demelza's condition and then told her Ross needed to see her. She said, “Well, Elizabeth was home today, so I will leave straight away.” Elizabeth came down and said, “Caroline, what a pleasant surprise.” Caroline said, “after I tell you what I have come to say, you may not think so!” Elizabeth raised her eyebrow, but she didn't want to upset this woman because she was above her in class and one word from her and she would be made a piranha of the social classes. So, she said, “What can I do for you.” Caroline said, “I have sat back for months and watched you make a fool of yourself for Ross Poldark. I have heard you told him today you are with child and are saying it is Ross's. If you continue this character assassination of Ross, I will be forced to inform society in both London and Cornwall how you have been pursuing a married man, made him think he was with his wife while he was drunk, then claimed the child you are carrying, which you are still married to his cousin is his.” Elizabeth said Francis and I haven't been together since Geoffrey Charles was born.” Well, I can't say I am surprised who would want to be with a vile woman like you, but no matter where I was going with this, oh yes, how is George taking the news of your pregnancy since it is more than likely his? Since you have been spending the last month with him! If I put out to Society how you have been spending time with George, seduced Ross, and haven't been with Francis since before your son’s birth, you, My Dear, will be the laughingstock of society. The more I think of it, the more I think I should do that anyway, payback and all.” Elizabeth said, “What do you want.” “I would love for you to move to another continent, but you need money for that, maybe George will find it. Stay away from the Poldarks of Nampara. I like them; they are good people, whereas you are not.” She left Trenwith. Elizabeth was beside herself.

Verity arrived at Nampara, Ross told her, “What Elizabeth told him. He told her that he was passed out drunk and he didn't believe he had sex with her or that her baby was his. Then he asked, “Is there any gossip, or do you know if she has been seeing anyone?” Verity sighed, “Elizabeth has been seeing George Warleggan for the past month, if not longer.” Ross said, “she is trying to pass off George's brat as mine.” Verity said,” Are you sure?” “Yes, I am. I have one woman who will bear my children. She is upstairs in my bed. I know that child is not mine don't ask me how, but I know. I am so sick of Elizabeth trying to break my marriage up, it stops now.” Verity asks, “May I see Demelza.” Going upstairs, she asks Demelza, “How are you feeling dear?” Demelza says,” I suppose you heard about Elizabeth being with child?” Verity tells her, “Ross is adamant it isn't his. Also, she has been with George for over a month and a half now, if not longer. Demelza, I think this is another ploy for her to break your marriage.” Demelza looks at Verity. “Her, I saw them embracing.” Verity sighs: my cousin is thick-headed but could never stand to see a woman cry, although right now, I think he wants to kill Elizabeth. Don't let her win. Ross wants one woman, and that is you! He loves one woman, that is you, and the only children he will ever accept his is yours.” Demelza started to cry, I am so tired of it all.” Verity said, “Do you love Ross?” Demelza said, “I always have and always will!” Verity tells her, “He loves you! So, you and Ross live a long, happy life, just the two of you with your children. Elizabeth be dammed.” Demelza nodded. Verity said, “Now I will leave you to rest. Demelza shut her eyes and drifted off to sleep.

Caroline came back from Trenwith and said, I don't believe Elizabeth will be an issue anymore. It is quite possible that the baby is George Warleggan's. I also told her I would put the word out what a vile creature she is, and her society days would be over, as well as George's. Ross heard the children and asked, “Jinny, boil some carrots for them.” He went to get them, and Caroline and Verity followed behind. Dwight walked in he asked how his niece and nephews were. Ross said, “Hungry. Jinny is boiling carrots.” He asked if he had introduced any new foods.” Ross said, “We are not asking for any more trouble.” Dwight said, “There are lots of foods that could be given apples made into applesauce. There are studies that suggest you feed them the same as you would primates.” Caroline scoffed, “Do you hear that, my lovers? Uncle Dwight is calling you monkeys!” They all looked at him as if they knew what he said, making the room laugh. Dwight said, “Seriously, bananas, apples, pears, and peaches. Juice squeezed from oranges strained to get rid of the pulp. Mashed potatoes and fresh vegetables made into a mash. Just introduce one a week. But watch cherries or berries, especially with Julia.” Ross looked at the children and said, “How would you three like to visit Moma?” Dwight said, “I'll come with you I want to take her blood pressure.” He took Julia off Caroline, and Verity gave him Jonathan.

On seeing her babies, Demelza gave a radiant smile that melted Ross's heart. He said, “My love, you have visitors.” He placed the boys on the bed, and Dwight put Julia next to her. He said, “I would like to take your vitals if that is all right with you.” Demelza stuck out her arm. The children made it extremely difficult to do anything trying to grab his instruments. He said, “Everything is in the normal range. Just take it easy, please.” At that precise moment, Julia said, “Mom” while reaching for her. Dwight, Ross, and Demelza all looked at her. As plain as day, she said it again, reaching for her mother; Dwight said she said, “Mom.” Demelza broke out in tears as well as Ross. Dwight said, “She takes after her Uncle Dwight. She is the smart one,” which made the room laugh again. Jinny called up and said the carrots were ready, and Demelza started to get up, “You don't think I am not going down to feed my children, especially when my daughter wants her mom,” as if on cue Julia said, “Mom.” Ross laughed and said, “Okay, let's hear a pappa all three children just looked at him, Ross pouted, and “the two boys upon seeing their father pout mimics him,” Demelza and Julia giggled. Dwight said, “yes true Poldark’s”

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After putting the children in their cots and everyone had left, Ross stayed in the room watching his children. He said, “they are growing so fast.” Demelza said, “I know to think Julia is starting to speak.” Ross smiled at her and said, “we need to say Papa around them more!” Demelza just smirked at him. “Demelza, the reason, I didn't tell you about going to the church is I didn't want to worry you?” “Is that the reason you didn't want me to go with you when your uncle past?” Demelza knew that is what he told Verity. Ross nodded. “You see how that turned out! Ross we are supposed to be each other's everything partners in everything. I think, that is why some people stay married while others do not.

My father had no regard for my mother. He took her body, and she bore his children, but it was not her he lusted after. He never talked to her; her opinion meant nothing to him, and neither did she. I want a husband who, when he looks at another woman, does not want to bed her; the only one he thinks like that about is his wife. I want my husband to only have eyes for me! Can you tell me for sure that you will never sleep with another woman?” Ross responds, “Yes, I can!” Demelza said, “You told me you lust after another woman! I know I love you so much, so sleeping with another man is inconceivable to me. Only one man holds any interest for me, and that is you. It breaks my heart knowing you don't feel the same.” Ross went to speak, and Demelza held up her hand. “Please let me finish. Your father, would he have slept with other women if your mother were alive? Did he lust after other women, meet them in secret? Not including her or asking her when he went out socializing. I cannot live with the doubt you cause me to have in myself. I am so tired, Ross, so tired.” She went, got into the cot, and rolled over to go to sleep.

Ross sat and watched his young wife. He was enough for her, while he had told her, he still wanted another woman. He had sown his wild oats. He knew what other women had given him in the past; none could compare to his wife. His wife was wrong; he did not want any other woman at the church. He did not want Elizabeth. He was comforting her because she was crying. Caroline was a beautiful woman, but she could not compare to his wife; no, he realized the only woman he had any desire for was that feisty redhead in that bed; now, how was he going to make her see it? He got the rug from in front of the fireplace, put some cushions on the floor, and laid by his wife; he needed to be close to her and only her.

When Demelza woke and saw Ross lying on the floor, her heart melted; she knew she loved her husband, and he loved her; she just needed to know it was with his whole heart. She got up to start her day, and about an hour later, Ross joined her in the kitchen carrying Jonathan; they looked so much alike; they smiled, and the baby looked at Ross and said, “PA”! Ross could have danced a jig; he looked at the baby, “yes, Papa,” he said. The baby reached for Demelza. Demelza said, “Moma,” Jonathan looked at Ross again and said, “Pa.” Ross just smirked. Demelza said, “Oh well, I guess Jeremy will be the tiebreaker!”

“Did I tell you Dwight gave me some ideas of things we can try to give the children to eat? I am going to have Jud go into Toro to see if he can get some bananas, peaches or pears, and some oranges, Ross told her.” She said, “Oranges.” Ross retorted, “Yes, Dwight said to squeeze the juice out, strain it, and give it to them to drink. He said oranges are a reliable source of vitamins."

Caroline stopped by, she said, “Uncle Ray is having a dinner party with dancing in a week’s time. You will save the date, if you cannot leave the children, bring them the maids can handle them. Ross said, “do you not know my wife, she will not leave them with strangers she will have Jenny, Purdie or Mrs. Zackey watch them.” Demelza laughed looking at Ross, “you are just as bad, you know you would not leave them with strangers either!” Dwight told me of Julia saying Mom when we are teaching her to say Auntie, there may be ponies involved! At that moment, Jonathan looked at Ross again and said, “Pa,” Caroline gasped, “Auntie,” she said, pointing at herself. Jonathan giggled at her. They heard the other two; soon, all three were in the kitchen, thinking Jeremy had not said anything yet. She kept trying to get him to say, “Auntie,” to no avail. Julia, when done, looked at her mother and said, “Mom.” Demelza kissed her on her forehead and said, “Yes, my lover, Moma?” Caroline said, “You don’t have to rub it in!"

Things were better between him and his wife over the following days; Demelza allowed Ross to kiss her and hold her. They take long walks along the cliffs; Ross courts her; he had never really courted a woman before, but he finds that he really did enjoy Demelza's company more than anyone’s. Sometimes they walked by themselves, sometimes with the children. Both Julia and Jonathan constantly said Mom and Pa. Demelza was beginning to worry about Jeremy. Even though he was clearly Demelza’s dog, Garrick followed the triplets everywhere. The children would cling to him when he got close, and he would give them kisses. Ross thought if Garrick was around, he would not have to worry about anything hurting them. Garrick would rip their throats out before he would let anything happen. He was glad they had him, for he had witnessed the protectiveness with both Demelza and the children.

Ross knew Demelza deserved so much more than he had ever given her before. He had business in Turo and asked her to go with him, he had already made plans for Jenny and Mrs. Zackey to watch the triplets. Demelza could not say no when Ross had gone to so much trouble. The first place they stopped was the dressmakers Ross told her to get a dress for the dinner party. While she was there, he went to the jewelers buying her an aquamarine necklace it had three stones, the children’s birthstone. He went back to the dressmakers. Demelza was still trying to dress on. He saw one hanging to the side, he said “what about that one?” Demelza said, “nay Ross it is too much!” He said, “try it on” ordering her to do so!” She did as Ross asked. When Ross saw her, he said, “that is the one.” He said, “although I may get into fisticuffs with anyone lusting after my wife besides me!” Demelza smirked at him.

They left going to the tearoom, Demelza noticed the server and other ladies admiring her husband, but she noticed, he did not even look at them, he only looked at her. She thought of the ladies they passed on the street and that Ross seemed unmoved by them. Perhaps, she was wrong, and she was his everything, but she still had doubts. Then Elizabeth came in with Ruth, noticing Ross they were coming over. Demelza braced herself. Elizabeth touched his arm, he pulled his arm back, then Ruth batted her eyes and said “Ross,” Ross looked first at Elizabeth then Ruth, “I do not know what you want, but I am having lunch with the most enchanting woman I know. She does not have to lie or connive to get my attention. In case it is not clear, I think you two are utterly despicable and I for one don't want too ever be near either you.” Ruth said, “well if that is your way of treating women in high society?” Ross laughed, “you two high society? My miners make more money than your families. You are hanging on to an old name but are not all names old. Out to snag a rich man is what you must do, you care not for love! You should take some tips from Margaret, at least she is honest about her profession and upfront when she marries.” The women were glaring at Ross! “We all know Elizabeth was sleeping or trying to sleep with three men at once!" Ross went on. Elizabeth started to cry. Ross said, “save your tears for someone who cares, I do not!” Elizabeth and Ruth hurried out of the restaurant, not knowing what Ross would leak next.

Demelza knew then that Ross had no feelings for Elizabeth in his heart. The night of the party had arrived, Caroline had sent her coach for Dwight and the Poldark's, Verity was staying the night with Caroline but was going with Ross and Demelza. When Demelza came down she looked stunning, Dwight had removed the splints two days before, but she still moved a little stiffly, but it did not deter from her beauty. Dwight told Ross, “She is beautiful.” Ross smiled, “yes and she is mine!” They arrived at the ball there were people there that belonged to Caroline’s circle that she frequented in London. Some of their beauty equaled Elizabeth but they did not stir anything in Ross, in fact he did not even notice them. When he looked at his wife, he wished they were home, he wished he could make love to her, she was all he ever needed and all he would ever want! He loved her so much and she outshined everyone! He did not leave her side all night. At dinner he took his place card and switched it with the one beside her, so he could sit there with his wife. Caroline smirked because the man supposed to sit beside her was Armitage, he had requested that seat, he glared at Ross. Ross of course smirked right back. Ross and Demelza engaged in conversation with those around them. Ross thought he never enjoyed that kind of a dinner more, he thought all husbands and wives should sit together. They danced together all night. When it was time to leave Dwight informed them, he was staying the night.

They had the coach completely by themselves Ross kissed his wife the whole way home. They found the triplets asleep in Joshua's old room. Ross said. "I really need my wife!" Demelza took his hand saying “I need my husband” she led home to their room. Ross and moved the cots into the room across from the master, which Demelza moved back into. Ross said, “Demelza her child is not mine I know in my heart it is not.” Demelza said, “I believe you, Verity told me she thinks it is George's, but Ross you must stop meeting her. Please do not engage with her in anyway. I told you before that she always insinuating that you and she were still together. You talking to her or meeting her only gives her ammunition.” Ross responds, “yes my love I will do everything in my power to not interact with that witch.”

That night when they went to bed, he pulled his wife down on his arm and wrapped both arms around her, “I love you Demelza, how are you feeling?” She said, “fine." Ross said, “the children are sleeping!” Demelza said, “yes Ross.” He said, “I desire my wife!” Demelza said, “yes Ross.” Once they were spent, Ross told Demelza what he had told Hugh, Demelza said, “Ross, I had no affection for him!” Ross gave her a tug and said, “keep it that way my wife is for my pleasure only, as I am for hers only.” Demelza looked at him and said, “Yes Ross.”

Francis came back the following week and stopped to see Ross. He told him that after speaking to attorney in London, “the clause Elizabeth and George put in the pertaining Trenwith was not binding, since any money or material belongings belonged to the husband. He said, “I told Elizabeth she had until today to get out.” Then he said, “the attorney put forth the request for divorce on the grounds of infidelity on her part. Which was granted, with no money was needed. She will find it hard since nobody in society will consider her anything above a common wrench.” Ross shook his head; you know she tried to pass that baby off as mine, but I knew it was not.” Ross said, “I despise her and rue the day I met her. I cannot believe I ever thought I loved her, I know now it was nothing but jealousy between you and me. I had thought you had won the object I desired, I thank you for marrying her and I am sorry if I hurt you!” Francis said, “cousin I am happy for you.” Demelza was feeling queasy. She thought I cannot remember the last time she felt like this. It was when she thought! Oh my gosh, OH MY GOSH!

She went downstairs into the kitchen and told Purdie and Jenny to listen for the children. She went to her thinking rock on the beach. Her children were just going on nine months, they were still in nappies! How was she going to manage another one, oh my God what if it is another multiple birth? A shadow came over her and she know who it was, her husband. Ross said, “what is amiss Demelza you only come here when you’re contemplating something?” “Oh, Ross I am right scared.” He put his arm around her, “of what my love?” “I am with child!” Ross looked in his wife's face, “it is what happens when two people who love each other and enjoy their partners.” “Yes, but don't you see the babies are just nine months, what if we have triplets again, oh Ross what are we going to do?”

We are going to go on loving each other, working on my faults, making me a better person one that deserves my wonderful wife. We will go on to love all our children.” He held her close and kissed her head. I think though we need to find out if there is any harm for your health, I could not go on without you. You are my life, no one before has ever made me feel the way you do.” He pulled her face up to look him in the eyes, “You and our children are my world now and forever. If for any reason, I give you to doubt that you have my permission to knock some sense back into me.” She laughed at that he kissed her on the lips with all his desire love and commitment.

They went home picked up their three children and played with them on the floor, Jonathan saying, “Pa” over and over. Julia saying “Ma.” Then all at once Jeremy said, “GAR,” Garrick went running to him, jumping around, like he knew Jeremy gave him the greatest honor calling on him first!” Jeremy grabbed him around the neck so he would lay beside him! Ross and Demelza smiled at each other, they knew their little family would soon be a little (maybe a lot) bigger, but they would be all right either way.

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Walking back to Nampara holding hands, Ross was thanking God, and anyone that would listen to his good fortune. He thanked Joshua for sending him to the service when, do avoid hanging, prison or even transportation. If not he may have been married to Elizabeth, he knew what he had for her was an infatuation nothing more. Poor Francis, his misfortune turned into Ross good luck. He turned his head and looked at his beautiful wife, who was going to bring more of his children into their lives. Demelza caught him looking, she said “what?” Ross smiled at her, “I have to thank God for giving you to me and then Francis for marrying the person I thought I loved.” He grabbed her by her waist and turned her toward him, “don’t ever doubt my love for you Demelza! You and my children,” he put his hand on her still flat stomach, “including whatever is in here you are my life and world! You may have to remind me if I seem to forget but it will never change.” They kissed overlooking Nampara Cove. Ross said, oh how I love you my sweet, loyal, dependable Demelza, never leave my. She smiled and said, “Never give me cause, I love you too Ross, so much so that you are the only one who could break me.”

When they reached Nampara, Demelza groaned. Ross fearing something was wrong, was drawn out of his day dream of having his wife in the afternoon. Ross said, “my love what is it, is it the babe?” Demelza nodded her head toward the house. He saw the reason for her groan, Elizabeth was here! Purdie came outside and said, “if you wants me to wait on her you needs to tell her to treat me with some respect!” Demelza asked “What did she say to you?” She said, “That if Nampara had a proper Mistress I would be out on me fat arse?” Ross giggled, Demelza glared at him, “what gives her the right to make such comments?” He said, “ssh my dear I will handle her.” Ross walked into the parlor where Elizabeth was seated. Demelza was behind him but Ross being so much of a bigger built she couldn’t be seen. Elizabeth ran to him putting her arms around his neck, until she spotted Demelza. She withdrew her arms and said, “my I speak to Ross privately?” Ross pulled Demelza beside him telling Elizabeth, “whatever you want to say you can say in front of my wife.” Elizabeth said, “no Ross this is a private matter of mine and I do not want to share with your” (she hesitated) “wife!” Ross went to speak but Demelza spoke before he could, “I’ll leave you alone because I trust my husband, you I have no faith in at all a woman who tries to seduce another woman’s husband and lie that the child is his is detestable.” She turned and walked away, Ross was so proud of her.

Elizabeth thought she had won, turned attention back on Ross, she went to hug him again. Ross pulled back, “what do you want Elizabeth, Demelza may trust me, but like her I would not trust you if my life depended on it.” She said, “Ross, do you not love me anymore? You promised you would love me forever, do you break your promises so easily?” Ross said, “if I remember correctly you promised the same, did you not? That you would wait for me and we would be married? That promise was broken first.” “Ross I was a childish young girl your, cousin made me believe he loved me but he tosses me aside like yesterday’s old newsletters. Please you must see I have to recourse but ask you to honor your promise to me.” Ross said, “Elizabeth there is no promise to keep, “I am a happily married man, who loves his wife and children, my affection for you is no more than that of a friend.” “Well as your friend don’t you see that if you don’t not claim this child, I will be the laughing stock of all society? My mother will disown me!” Elizabeth said.” Ross replied, “I have no idea what you want me to do, if I claim that child, which I know as a fact is not mine, I will lose my wife, my children!” Elizabeth sneered, “your wife and children, do not need you. Who’s need is more Demelza or mine? Surely you must see she will land on her feet she does not need to fear society, not like I do!” Ross, please please, I am asking you for the love you once had for me and the baby I now carry in my womb. How do you know it is not yours, does having a child with me seem like such a abhorrent chore?” Ross said, “I will think on a way to try to help you, but I will not leave my wife!” Elizabeth left knowing she had won, Demelza would not let Ross keep her, it would seem he was keeping a mistress.

Ross found Demelza playing with the triplets they seemed to have their own language among themselves but they were starting to say shared words. Demelza looked at Ross, “well what did she want?” Ross said, “she was reminding me of a promise I made.” “What promise be that,” Demelza questioned as Jeremy grabbed her hair and screamed “Mom!” Ross smiled at his excitement. “That I loved her and would always take care of her.” Demelza raised and eyebrow, “what did you tell her?” Ross shuffled his feet I told her I would think on it.” Demelza nodded her head. She said, “well, while you think on it you, better think about what you promised me just a few hours ago, you owe her nothing.” “She wants me to claim the child as mine, and move her here with us, or have you move to a cottage nearby,” Demelza gasped, “This is your home Demelza, you will never have to leave!” Demelza stood up, “so she would either move in here with us or her move to a cottage? Then Demelza said, “if you think I am agreeable to either of those things you are a fool!” I told you I love you and I would never leave you unless you did something that would cause it. This would be a breaking point to me. She threw the cloth, she was using to wipe the triplets faces at Ross. They looked at Ross and at the door and started to cry. Ross clean them up wondering where Purdie was. She seemed to be missing, he could not go after Demelza without someone to look after the children. He carried them into the parlor where he sat and played.

It was hours later when he heard horse hoofs. Then Caroline burst into the house. Ross Poldark, I think I could kill you! Has not Elizabeth done enough to Demelza, that you would even think of helping that woman?” Ross said, “she is with child.” “Yes a child she was going to claim to be yours even though she was sleeping with George, let her go to George it is his brat after all.” Caroline yelled! Ross said, “let someone of Elizabeth’s statue tie her herself to George, I couldn’t allow it.” Caroline said, “ then I take it that you are considering allowing her to move in with you and raise the child as your own.” Ross didn’t say anything, he was lost, he needed Demelaz to tell him what to do.” Caroline said, “Fine pack your things, find a cottage and move out.” Ross said, “what?” Caroline said, “you heard me, pack your things and move out. This is the home where your real children will be raised without a father or maybe with a man who can commit to her!” Ross said, “I am committed to Demelza!” Caroline laugher, “Oh really, how by allowing to continue to make your wife doubt who is first in your heart? Never mind, whether you help Elizabeth or not is not an issue and longer. You have broken her spirit once to often for me and anyone who cares for your wife.” Ross went to say, that he would not threw Demelza or their children away when Caroling cut him off, “I don’t care what you do or where you go, my lawyers will make sure that most of your earnings will go to Demelza for upkeep of the house, farm, children and Demelza. You will live as a miner in a cottage with that slag, you or she will not be welcomed here or anywhere near them. Who knows maybe Hugh, Francis or even George will find favor with Demelza any of them would be a step up from you. Now get your things and get out or are you going to chase the woman with three children out?”

While gathering his things Ross thought how did it go so wrong from this morning to now. All he was going to do was help an old friend. Demelza had to see that. It had to be Caroline’s interference. Demelza would never make him leave his own house. He took as long as he could hoping his wife would come back to talk to him. When he went down stairs, he could hear his children gibberish, he heard Jonathan say Pa and Julia say Mom, it almost sounded like they were having a conversation about him. He walked into the room and saw Caroline looking grim watching his children. He looked over at Jeremy and saw him pull himself up on the settle, he left go, fell, started all over. Ross said, “it won’t be long until he is walking.” Caroline said, “shame you will not be here to witness it.” Ross said, ”Caroline they are my children.” That your willing to shame, with a bastard that isn’t even yours but they will have to bear the brunt of it, have you thought of how this will affect their lives, no you haven’t because it would involve thinking of someone besides that whore.” Ross said, “where is Demelza?” She is waiting for you to leave she doesn’t want to see you, she told me what you promised her this morning and already you have broken it, broken her leave Ross before I forget I am a lady!”

Ross walked to the one cottage still open in Mellon, it was in poor shape but where else did he have to go. He needed to speak to Demelza but he needed to figure out a way to help Elizabeth first. One thing was sure, Caroline was right his children would suffer if he claimed Elizabeth’s child as his own. He would not do that to them. Was he willing to leave his wife and children for Elizabeth, no that was not an option either and he didn’t want Elizabeth for a mistress, but was that what Elizabeth was suggesting. Did she mean to suggest that Demelza would be his mistress? Oh Judas and Demelza was with child. Will this cause more concerns for her health. Ross went to the bed realizing it could use some new straw he went outside to gather some. Zackey came upon him and said, “Captain what be you doing down here?” Ross said a little disagreement with my wife. Zackey said, “over Mistress of Trenwith?” Ross said, “how did you know?” “Whenever you do what that women inspires you to do, you forget all else. I don’t know when you became so stupid, but it looks like you are losing it all for the love of that one?” “Zackey I made a promise long ago,” Ross said. Zackey responded, “and what of the promises have you made since? If I be thinking right it be she who released you, when she married your cousin, now your cousin be done, she came staking her claim.” “I heard Mistress said, she is done with you, to bad you lost the love of a good woman.

Ross was walking back to get Darkie, when he met up with Elizabeth. Ross didn’t want to tell her that Demelza kick him out since, he didn’t want Elizabeth to think she won. Ross noticed she was carrying a small overnight bag. Before he had as chance to say anything Purdie answered the door, “What ee be wantin here?” Ross said, “Purdie!” Purdie opened the door and let them in. They walked into the parlor where Dwight, Caroline and Demelza sat watching his children play. Elizabeth spoke first, “so I take it you will be staying on as a servant and mistress to Ross than?” Ross was taken aback he never said that was a choice at all but he was right when he wondered if that is what she meant. Caroline stood up looking at Ross she said, “take this gutter trash to your lodgings, as I told you before, Nampara is Demelza’s and her children’s!” Elizabeth looked at Ross, “Ross where have you found us lodgings in Turro?” Caroling burst out laughing, “he can’t afford a home in Turro, after he gives Demelza money for upkeep on the farm, the children and her, you will have to support him. I can’t wait to see it, Elizabeth Poldark a maid or worse!” Elizabeth said, “Ross what is she talking about I thought we would live at Nampara and you would take me as your wife. I told you, you could have a mistress. Ross noticed Demelza hadn’t said anything, she didn’t look well. Ross said, “Enough, Elizabeth I never told you I was leaving my wife and children. If I was she would not have to want for anything since this is her and my children’s home! As for a mistress I have no need for one, I love being with my wife she satisfies all my needs. It seems not only she but you have the wrong assumption. I told you I would try to find a solution for you as a friend, nothing more. That doesn’t involve my children being ridiculed because you couldn’t keep your legs closed.” Demelza had a sharp pain in her stomach, she went to get up, when everything went black. Dwight caught her as Ross brushed past. Elizabeth.

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While Dwight picked Demelza up Caroline stood in front of him. "Take your slut and leave," Caroline screamed at him! "How dare you bring her back here after everything she has tried to do to your wife.” Elizabeth said, “is that how your London Tutors taught you to act?” Caroline snarled, "your days in society are done, I will make it my life's mission to ruin your society advancement and anyone who tries to help you, with the last words she looks at Ross.” "That is enough of your interference," he said to Caroline. When Elizabeth sniggered, he said “yours too there is a rundown cottage in Mellon you may have. Elizabeth! Get George to pay for support of you and the child. I was never going to claim a baby that wasn't mine.” “Caroline, Demelza ran out of here before I could explain. If you wouldn't have interfered this situation would not be happening.” Ross told her. Elizabeth said, “Ross I thought I made myself clear I want to be with you!” Ross pulled his hands through his hair. “Elizabeth, I told you earlier I love my wife and children, if George won't marry you then find someone else. All I can do and will do is give you a cottage!” “I can't live among the miners; I am a lady!” Ross chuckled, “no Demelza is a lady, you are no more than a conceited bitch who would spend your legs for whoever!” Do me a giant favor Elizabeth, leave and don't come back. You will need money to fix the cottage it is in rough shape. If you decide to take it contact Harris Pasco, you will not step foot back in this house.

By now the triplets had started crying and Elizabeth nudged the closest with her foot, telling it to be quiet. Both Ross and Caroline vision is now red. Ross was going to bodily remove her when Caroline launched herself at Elizabeth. Caroline got the upper hand and maintained it. Ross tried pulling Caroline off, but she was like a lioness. Someone had touched on of her cubs and she was out for blood. Dwight came downstairs and Purdue came in from the kitchen. It took both Dwight and Ross to pull Caroline off. Dwight asked, “Caroline what happened!” “She kicked Julia,” Caroline told Dwight, now he is seeing red how dare she. Before they had a chance to say anything. Ross said, “Elizabeth, get off my property, if you ever step foot on my property again, I will press trespass charges against you. I have three other people who can testify to my telling you this,” as he was saying this, he had picked Julia up; he held her to him. “Purdue have Jud and Garrick escort her off my property. Elizabeth you are lucky Garrick wasn't here or Dwight might have had to stitch you up!” Dwight said, “I would have left her bleed to death!” Elizabeth said, “what of the cottage,” thinking if she can get him there, she could get him to see it her way? “You lost that cottage when your foot touched my princess, leave before I bring Garrick in and set him on you,” Ross whispered yelled at her! Elizabeth left in disheveled miss, hat askew her pristine curls hanging half in her hair, half out, her dress was ripped in several places. Ross realized her drop curls were nothing more than hair extension, the hair he admired for so long was fake. He also knew her beauty came from paint. He thought my wife don’t need paint or artificial conveniences for her beauty was natural. Caroline looked like as beautiful as always. Dwight said, “I do not want you to call on me when you need a doctor, anyone that could kick a child is not worthy of my services.” Caroline smiled at him, she mouthed thank you!

Ross cared for Julia until she calmed down than handed her to Caroline. Julia pulled at her hair and said “Aun-e,” Caroline said, “oh for that Auntie would fight dragons for you!” Dwight said, “now to say uncle,” all the children giggled. Ross said, “do you ever get the feeling they know what we are saying and are making fun of us? Then he asked, “Dwight how is Demelza?” Dwight said, “well it seems the stress was affecting her, I could see if she had a weak constitution, but she is sturdy?” Ross said, “did she tell you she is with child?” Dwight followed Ross upstairs. Ross knocked on the door there was no answer, he opened it and saw Demelza looking out over the sea. Dwight said, “Demelza you should be in bed?” “Why” she asked? It was Ross that answered because you fainted and you’re with child!” Demelza said, “not any longer it seems I started bleeding, I am assuming that the turmoil of this life was too much for it. Better this way since only the three downstairs will take on your sins as they grow older!” Ross was going to tell her she had it all wrong he was never going to bring Elizabeth into their lives. When Dwight said, “Demelza I should check you to make sure everything is how you say?” She nodded, “telling Dwight to send Ross away!”

Ross went downstairs he went over and picked up his two sons placing them on his lap. He kissed the top of their heads and Jeremy as if sensing his father’s distress said “pa” and some gibberish after. Jonathan smiled up at him. Julia smiled at him from Caroline's lap!” Caroline said, “Ross you have to stop, any and all feelings you had for that woman! She has no feelings other than ill will toward your wife and children, Elizabeth and Ruth are two of a kind and you treat Ruth much harsher. You must stop or you are going to hurt these three and their mother beyond repair!” Ross was mulling over Caroline’s words when Dwight came down. Before Ross could say anything, Dwight said “she hasn't lost it yet if we can get her to stay in bed.” Ross said, “I'll make sure!” Dwight interrupted, “Ross I don’t know if she wants to keep from losing it. She is broken, you have broken her!” “Dwight, can you take the boys,” Ross asked?

Ross went up to his wife, “do you need me to move out of this chamber?” Demelza asked him? “Why would you think that” Ross asked her? Demelza quipped, “Isn't that what the Lady Elizabeth wants, we all know what she wants she gets? Including other people husbands,” as she spoke tears were forming! Ross replied pushing her hair off her face, “you didn't let me finish this morning, I wanted to know your thoughts and you assumed I was going to replace you with her, that cannot nor could not ever happen. I was thinking of giving her a cottage in Mellon but now I realize that would not have worked she would continue to be a thorn in our sides. I did offer her a cottage but after she kicked Julia.” Demelza jumped ready to go to Julia, Ross chuckled! “Hold on Momma it was more of a nudge. Caroline took that and more out of her hide. I never thought Caroline had it in her. Elizabeth may have a few black and blue marks?” Demelza said, “I will have to thank her for it!” Ross snickered then continued, “I pulled the offer of the cottage, I threatened her with trespassing, and setting Garrick if she ever comes back on my land! Now that being said, did we not agree not to jump to conclusions that would harm are family?” Demelza nodded, “more so you then me,” Ross raised his eyebrow. Demelza said “yes Ross!” “Now that is over and it is over, right,” Ross questioned? Demelza answered “Yes Ross!” Then Ross continued, “Dwight said, if we want you to carry this child you must rest, will do that for me my love?” Demelza said, “yes Ross!” Then she added, “but Ross what if it is already too late, and I have lost the babe, will you hate me?” Ross looked at her and said, “I could never hate you, my love!”

Ross went down to see about getting the children fed and ready for bed. Finding that Purdie, Caroline and Dwight had already had them fed. All that was left was to get them washed and dressed for bed. Ross picked up Jeremy washed and changed him handing him off to Dwight. Next, he took Jonathan, the whole time Jonathan kept saying over and over “pa, pa, pa, pa” frowning all the while. Ross said, “yes, my boy Pa has to learn to speak before Momma gets the wrong notion!” When he was done Purdue took him for a little loving! Then he took Julia kissing her copper curls, he began to undress her, when he saw the red mark where Elizabeth had nudge her, he thought it was obviously harder than a nudge! He swore Dwight jumped wondering was wrong with the baby, when he saw the mark, he said "she will have a bruise." Caroline came over and kissed Julia, "don't you worry little one Auntie will fix that witch!” Which Julia said “Aun-e!” Once they were done Dwight, Caroline and Ross took the children upstairs to Demelza. Demelza said to Caroline, “thank you for defending my daughter.” Caroline said, “it was either me or Ross, I didn't want him to be carried off to prison!” Demelza noticed the mark on Julia’s leg and said, "that bitch I am going to kill her if she comes near my babies again,” at that moment Jeremy said, “itch” they all looked at each other, Demelza said, “that means no swearing!” Everyone but Demelza was chuckling. Caroline and Dwight took their leave for the evening saying they would stop back in the morning. Ross looked and said, “together!” Caroline said, “maybe!”

Ross climbed into bed and held Demelza. They talked of the mine, Demelza asking “does Wheal Grace showed any promise yet?” Ross told her, “We haven't found so much as a hint of anything, but he felt his luck was changing, he said placing a hand on her still flat stomach, they fell asleep holding each other.” The sun was just raising when he saw his wife stumbling to the chamber pot. He awoke fully and went to her. “Demelza, what is it?” Demelza looked at Ross. With tears in her eyes said, “I am sorry Ross.” Ross ran to the servant’s room, pounding on the door, he finally threw it open getting Jud out of bed, “go get doctor Enys!” “Purdie said, “What's amiss?” “Purdie come in and help with the children I am sure they will wake. Your Mistress may have lost the child.” Ross told her. Ross going back in saw Demelza holding on to the wall. Ross went to her picked her up and carried her to bed. Demelza touched his face and said, “I have failed you, and I am sorry, my love.” Ross pushed her hair out of her face as he laid her down on the bed. “You have not failed me, it is I who have failed, not expressing my thoughts better! Rest, Dwight will be here soon.” Purdue seeing the mistress was in bed and the children was still asleep went to get water for Demelza to wash with.

Dwight came as Purdie was finishing cleaning Demelza. Dwight said, “Demelza may I look at you?” She nodded; Dwight told Ross "It may be better to go check on the children and then he could wait downstairs, it should only be a few minutes." True to his word, Dwight appeared in the parlor where Ross was sitting waiting for news. Ross could tell from Dwight’s face it was not good news. Dwight said, “I am sorry Ross it is gone.” Ross nodded “Demelza?” “Upset she thinks she has failed you, that you will think less of her,” Dwight said. Ross jumped up, “how can she think that?” “Ross, you haven’t been the most understanding husband, you were going to set up Elizabeth in a cottage because she was with child and now your wife has lost hers,” Dwight informed him. Ross replied, “I don’t know what else I can do to show her what she and my children mean to me?” Dwight said, “Maybe always make your wife your priority, don’t take life with her for granted. Anyone’s life is but a second away from ending. We all need to cherish the ones we love.”

A Captain Malcolm McNeal was entering Cornwall to stop the influx of free trade. 

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Captain Malcolm McNeal of the Scots guard arrived in Cornwall. None of his troop had ever been in this area to tell the truth he really did not like this task we are given to them but given to them it was. They would do what they must to ensure it was conducted to their full abilities. It was not so long ago in the past that his grandfather and uncles gave their lives to preserve the Scottish traditions, which was all but lost to the highlands. If taking out smugglers would leave the Cornish traditions alive then so be it. He was hoping to look up a follow officer that served with him in America Captain Ross Poldark was one of strong mind and spirit but intent on caring for his fellow man. He remembered Ross as being a moody man and very seldom, if ever partaking in the debauchery that a soldier did when stationed abroad. Ross always professed he had a beautiful girl waiting on him in Cornwall. He was anxious to see just how beautiful she was.

They stayed the night in Falmouth and was leave the following day stopping at all the major ports to discuss the issue of free trading. He himself could see nothing wrong with it if it were a means of keeping the family from starving but it was his duty to stamp it out so that he would do. The more intolerant men in his company would like to see them boiled in tar then feathered. Saying they were paying higher taxes because of men doing this type of smuggling, while others thought like McNeil, if it helped people survive well then live and let live was their moto. He did not have the heart to tell the one who thought it would bring the taxes down on their own purchases, in fact it would probably increase because they could not get it cheaper. I would take several days to get up the coast.

Caroline came over with Dwight to help Demelza with the triblets daily Verity would be there if she were not with Andrew, she had enough of keeping her feelings at bay. She had given Francis the ultimatum he either accepted the love she had for Andrew, or she would be leaving and since he needed someone to help with Geoffrey, Francis agreed. Verity was helping Demelza with curtains for the kitchen when Ross came in. He went to Demelza kissed her on the lips and said, I love you. Verity giggled and Caroline said, oh please, do we need that display of affection. Ross said good day ladies, and Caroline, "I believe a man should always show his wife affection. Has Dwight got here yet?" Caroling said, "not yet but I assume soon." Julia, and Jeremy was on the floor playing Caroline was holding Jonathan. Jeremy looked up and said “Pa.” Ross walked over pick his eldest up and gave him a kiss, “yes, my boy Papa is here!” Verity and Demelza finished with their endeavor, Verity picked up Julia before Demelza had a chance. Demelza put her hands on her hips then said, "where were you three when I was birthing them, you take them now leaving me to have not one to give their momma a cuddle." All three children looked at Demelza and smiled. Julia said, “momma" then giggled, then at Verity saying, “Very.” Ross said, "I still say these little monkeys know what we are saying." Demelza, "I do believe we are in trouble when they band together and join forces.

Caroline and Verity looked at each other than the children, they said I wonder who the ringleader will be. Ross said, “Julia of course, look at how Verity ran Francis and I into trouble more times than not.” Verity scoffed, “I believe it was you Ross that got the fair Poldark’s in trouble aways looking for something to get into.” Caroline sniggered, “no it will be Jonathan, it is always the quit ones that cause the most trouble.” Demelza said, “I’ll just have to keep them away from Ross, Verity and Dwight that takes care of all three of those influences.” Dwight hearing this said, "why is my influence being denied what did I do?” Caroline said, “you are the quit one that gets everyone into trouble.” Dwight was indignant, “who was it that got into a fight with Elizabeth, who was it that keeps getting into trouble, then I get him out including his medical needs (looking at Ross as he states this), who was it that was going to beat Ross and Elizabeth after she saw Demelza at the Daniels (looked at Verity). I was the cool, calm and the voice of reason am I not?” at that moment Jonathan said, “unc, Jeremy clapped his hand saying, unc, and then Julia reached for Dwight saying, unc.” Dwight took Julia, he had tears in his eyes, “they are calling me unc for uncle.” Caroling laughed, “they know who will lead them into their escapades no doubt.” Ross was shaking his head yes, Verity said, “I agree, they know perfectly well Dwight is going to be the instigator into getting them in trouble.” Demelza smiled at her children and said, “if Dwight is the person, they model themselves after they will be perfection.” Ross said, “if he takes credit for their ill deeds, he has to take their punishment.” Dwight said, “who would ever punish these cherups, knowing full well these children ran their father. They all looked at Demelza she said, “what, why are you looking at me?” Ross said, “you have already set up as their punisher, I am on the other hand a push over!” Demelza said, “next time one of them needs discipline I plan on handing it over to you Ross and see how you handle them.” Ross said, “with hugs and kisses.” Demelza huffed and asked if anyone wanted tea.

Things were moving right along Verity spent time between Falmouth, Trenwith and Nampara. Elizabeth was at her mother's because of yet Francis refused to take her back, since the baby could not be his and he was finally free of her. George did not want anything to come between him and his political and ambitions. She had to pin her hopes on Ross, but it was obvious she was going to have to play it as a friends request once she had his friendship again, she would manipulate the situation so that he would want her again. Damn that miner's brat and her children all this extra work for something that would always be hers. Now all she had to do was find a place she could talk him into helping her.

Ross had gone back to working full days at the mine. Wheel Grace found tin and was starting to show a profit, but not enough to ensure the payback to Caroline yet. Ross was called to one of the deeper shafts by Captain Henshaw. When he got there, he could not believe his eyes they had struck a massive load of tin. After a closer look he realized it was not just tin, it was an extremely superior quality. He, the Daniels, Martins, Corkies and the Nampans all celebrated, this is what he was waiting for. Now if he could get enough to keep the Warleggan’s at bay at Wheal Leisure, he knew he and his family would be set. With the mines and the farm, they should be able to help his tenants and his employees. They celebrated a little longer than Ross thought by the time he got home everyone was in bed. He could not make it up the stairs in the shape he was in, so he slept in the library.

Demelza was awoken by her children’s chatter the next morning, she wondered where Ross was, since he did not come home last night. She picked up the children and had taken them down one by one. Jeremy was pulling himself up and trying to take steps but would fall. The other two not to be outdone followed with pulling themselves up. Demelza thought even if they could walk, she would never let them walk down the stairs themselves. She had just placed each baby in a chair and started to feed them. She had made them oatmeal with some peaches she had purchased, the children loved this, after she assessed the peaches for Julia allergies and found them safe it was a go to for breakfast for them. She gave them some milk in their tin cups and got busy with the chores. Purdie was gone for a couple of days and Jenny was to come in tomorrow. Ross had promised to be home since he went back to the mine the triplets had not seen a lot of him. She finished up kneading the dough to let it proof before shaping it then baking it. She washed the children’s faces, taking them and Garrick outside to wash clothes. She was cursing Ross, where was he, what could have happened for him to forget his promise. No, she thought to herself he promised to stay away from her. Garrick was a perfect babysitter, if one went to crawl away, he would block their path, if one would throw dirt, he would bark getting the babies attention. If one tried to put dirt in their mouth, he would nudge their hand away from their faces.

She had just finished putting the clothes on the line to dry when a currier brought the letter from their neighbor, Hugh Bodrugan. She placed in her pocket and went and got the wagon thinking she could pick some apples for dinner for a pie. While she was picking apples a couple of the Martin boys came by and started to play with the children, keeping them busy so Demelza could get enough to make a couple of pies. When she was done, she gave each boy a bucket of apples she knew it would make four pies, the Martins had a large family. She put her bucket in her wagon with the kids a started back home.

While she was picking her apples Ross had awoken, forgetting all about helping Demelza he grabbed a cup of coffee and left for the mine. When Demelza got home Ross was still not home. Demelza shaped and baked the bread. She did the dishes while Garrick watched her children making sure they stayed in one place and did not go near the fire. She gave the children their lunch cleaned them up, laid them down for a nap. She cleaned the bedrooms, and the downstairs, except Ross’s library if he wanted to stay out all night, he could clean his own junk. She finished the cleaning and started supper when the children woke. She took them back outside to play some more with Garrick watching them. She took the clothes into the house, came back put the children in the wagon and took them into the house. Demelza was thinking she could walk to the mine, but she was just too tired. Once the children were in the dining room and Garrick was at his guard duty, she took the cart back outside. She went in and was playing on the floor when Ross showed up.

He came in kissed her cheek and kissed each child forehead. Demelza did not say anything to him. He said, "it looks as if you had a fun day," she glared at him then said, “could you spare a few minutes while I put supper on the table?” Ross said, “yes of course that will be the easiest job all day.” Demelza got up and hurried out of the dining room. Did he not see how hard it was to do everything while keeping an eye on three babies? She placed the meal on the table and then sat the children one on either side and one on her lap. Ross wondered what her problem was, usually he fed one at least. Dwight knocked and came in he sat down and said “.”do you want me to help.” Demelza, she said, “no taking care of three littles is no trouble at all.” Dwight raised an eyebrow at Ross who just shrugged. Dwight said, “Ross I hear congratulations are in order you struck it rich at Wheal Grace yesterday?” The men said, they celebrated and went home and celebrated with their families, “are you happy Demelza it seems you will have some money to help with things.” Demelza burst into tears. She handed Jonathan who was on her lap to Dwight and went down to the beach. She had no doubt who Ross celebrated his news with there was only one he would forget his children about.

Seeing their mother distressed and crying all three children started to scream, it seemed, Demelza was not the only one they were upset with. It seemed they did not want their father either. Dwight said, “what the devil is going on?” Ross said, “I have no idea. I have not talked to her today. Last night she was sleeping when I came home. Oh no,” said Ross, “I did not tell her anything I was so drunk last night and slept in the library. I think I was supposed to help her today because Purdie, and Jenny both were off.” Dwight said, “back up you were supposed to help her with the children, and you forgot?” Ross nodded his head, “she shouldn’t be that upset though.” Dwight said, “Ross will you never learn. The last time you forgot your kids, it was because of Elizabeth. Did Demelza even know you were in the library?” Ross shook his head. If I were her the first think going through my mind after not seeing all night, was you were out with a woman and if you stayed away all day when you promised to help with you children, that would just confirm it,” Dwight told him. Ross said, “I did not do anything.” Dwight said, "Does Demelza knew that, how she would, with a husband who has such a spectacular reputation.”

Demelza dried her eyes, she would not cry over him any longer. She was getting up off the ground when Elizabeth showed up. Elizabeth said, “you must be ecstatic about Ross’s good fortune. Now he has enough he surely will help you out, don’t you think? After all him and I have a long history of love between us.” Demelza said, “you want him you can have him.” Demelza started to walk away when she heard Elizabeth say, “Oh I have, and I will.” Demelza reached Nampara to utter chaos, all three children were crying. She picked up on of the closet one Jeremy and cuddled him as she went into the kitchen and got the pie. She practically threw it at Ross. Ross said, Demelza I think we need to talk?” Demelza said, “no need I just saw Elizabeth, she was pretty clear now that you will have money you two are going to be together, you know what Ross I am tired of broken promises from you. Don’t worry I am perfectly capable with my loyal friend and companion Garrick." Garrick came running from the kitchen when he heard his name. Demelza took Jeremy into the parlor Garrick followed, then she came out taking the other two into the parlor, ignoring Ross completely. She did not hear a word he was saying it was all lying anyway. Once the children were in the other room, Dwight said, “good luck!” I think I will go to Killwarren, at least there I can talk to Caroling who has common sense. Although she is not a woman that has been stretched beyond all imaginings by her husband’s obliviousness.

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Ross confronted Demelza, “Demelza, what’s amiss,” She responded, “well I had a husband that did not come home last night or today until supper. Then I am told, by my dear husband who had promised to help me today with his three children, who he hasn’t seen much of, because the two people I count on daily were both unavailable. When he finally shows up at supper time, he tells me watching these three isn’t a chore at all, it is rather easy. Then when I have had enough, I go to gain some piece of mind after wondering where her husband has been, may I add. His mistress stops me telling me about the wonderful news of the find at mine, that now he will have the money to help me so you and her can be together! From the profit from OUR mine! Is that enough Ross or should I list all the reasons I am tired of broken promises from you?

Ross retorted, “Okay I have had enough of the jealousy of Elizabeth, I have told you she means nothing, and I expect you to take my word for it.” She went to respond, “you have had your say, now I will have mine; he went on. I was too in my cups to come upstairs last night, I slept in the library. I woke this morning finding no body about and went back to the mine. By the way yes, we found high quality tin, which will help me provide for MY family. I know I haven’t seen the children, which I miss them dearly, but I need to earn money for us to live. As for not being here to help I forgot, as simple of that I FORGOT! As for what Elizabeth states, you know I haven’t spoken to her since she kicked my daughter. Yes, Demelza it is OUR mine yours and mine.

“OH, it is okay then you forgot your promise to me but was willing to give a cottage to a woman broke on promise, which was made of ten years ago. As me accepting your word, why, when have you given me reason to take your word, you sneaked off to meet with her at Swale Church. You were going to,” raising her hand to stop him, “don’t say you weren’t going to let people believe that child was yours by giving her a cottage, not caring these children would have to also share in our shame. You could have left me a note this morning telling me what was going on, or do you think me too poor low born that I cannot read. If Hugh Armitage would have kicked Julia, you would have beat him senseless but since it is Elizabeth, she will be forgiven. How did I not know you weren’t with her, because you have such a wonderful track record? Since you find it so easy to take care of three children be my guest, I am going to calm down. Ross noticed her face was red, he said, “go upstairs if you must get away from your children.” She turned seething, “they are not whom I want to get away from, it is YOU!” She went out the door. She went to the barn and sat talking to the animals they always calmed her. Garrick came in to commensurate with her.

Ross noticed the three children watching him closely, then the odor hit he went to call Demelza, but she didn’t answer. He figured he would have to take care of the issue. He was a soldier by God he could manage a shite diaper. He had to determine which one it was. He picked each one up and hefted their butts towards his nose. He didn’t need to do that to Jonathan, he could smell him as soon as he got close. He laid him down and tried to take his diaper off. He kept rolling, then Jeremy stood, let go, falling hard on his butt and started crying. Julia saw something on the floor and was crawling toward it. Ross saw it right before she reached, it was a coin, which must have fell out the pouch and was headed for her mouth. He grabbed Jeremy hugged him and then put him down beside Jonathan who had rolled off the diaper. Ross did not notice the spread shite that was everywhere, now both Jonathan and Jeremy was covered in it. Ross was considering the situation when he noticed Julia was missing. He quickly went to find her with Jeremy under one arm and the shitty one under the other. Ross had no doubt all four of them was going to need a bath and the stench he asked Jonathan, “son what had momma been feeding you?” He found Julia heading for the fireplace in the kitchen he ran catching up to Julia and scoped her up. He had all three in his arms as he went to the parlor. Then the blasting roar came from Jeremy. Ross gaged he thought Jonathan was bad. Julia giggled. He then felt the wetness seep through his shirt she had peed herself all over them. Ross yelled, “Judas Christ!” Jeremy said, “udas” then Jonathan said, “heist,” Ross groaned, “sons, those are bad words please don’t say them.”  Just then Julia left the loudest gas release of them all, Ross had no doubt he had three shite diapers to change. He yelled, “damn it Demelza.” The triplets hearing there dad yell started crying. He looked at his three little ones, one did not have a diaper on he was covered in poop, the other smelled to high heaven he had poop on him, and his little princess had shit leaking out the side of her diaper. He though I need Demelza how could she or managed all three all day by herself and still make him a supper, pie, do the laundry and all the other things he had no doubt she achieved. He understood why she was upset.

Going out to the door he yelled as loud as he could “DEMELZA” which set off all three children screaming, she came running our of the barn, when she saw her children, half of her was upset for the indignity of her children and the other half wanting to laugh at the site. She thought people in Mellon must wonder what all the squalling was about. When Ross saw her, he breathed a sigh of relief. He said, “I am sorry my love, it was very inconsiderate of me to forget you had three little ones to tend to with all your other duties. I couldn’t do it for an hour how you did it all day I have no idea. Garrick came over to Ross sniffed and went back to the barn. It was her and Garrick’s secret that he was a helpful babysitter. Demelza took Julia first since it looked like Ross didn’t have the best grip on her. Ross went to set the boys down, Demelza said, “Nay Ross, you will get more of it on the floor as it is it looks like it was thrown about. Ross was none too happy Jeremy’s smell was getting worse. He said, “Judas, what did you feed them.” She stopped turned and said, “same as always.” Jeremy giggled, “udas” “ROSS” Demelza said. Then Jonathan said, “Hiest” Not to be out done, Julia said, “shit.” Ross smiled, “sorry, I think Julia pronounces her words the best. Julia giggled, “dam.” Demelza tried to hide her smile as she shook her head. Ross said, I will try to do better.

Caroline and Dwight walked into the parlor, Caroline said “what in God’s name is that smell?” Ross turned, when they saw the two little boys one without a diaper and the other grinning from ear to ear. They burst out laughing. Dwight took Jeremy, immediately tried to hand him off to Caroline, who just backed away. Dwight said, “I thought I was taking the safe one. Whew child, we need to address your diet?” Caroline then saw the floor she questioned, “what on earth happened?” “I needed a break, so since Ross thought this was an easy job, I went to the barn to think. About a half hour.” Ross interjected and hour.” Demelza shook her head, “a half hour later I hear Ross yell at the top of his lungs.” Ross said, “which is the only way I could breath.” Demelza continued, “the children screaming at the top of their lungs. When I saw them, I was overtaken by pity for my children.” Ross said, “your children what about me, I was/am covered in shite.” Julia yells, “shit” Dwight said, “Ross little ears” Demelza said, “in that half hour he has taught my children,” looking at Ross, “a ton of swear words.” Jonathan looked at Dwight and said, “Juds” then like a comedy act Jeremy said, “Chist.” Caroline had to leave the room she had to let the laughter out, Dwight just shook with laughter.

Demelza said, “how did all this happen, Julia I can see she must have peed then poop making the poop leak, but the poop all over the floor?” Ross said, “Well I started changing Jonathan, then noticed Julia was heading to pick up coin, while Jeremy fell from letting go of the settee. I picked up the coin, sat her down then got Jeremy trying to calm him. Setting him down, not paying attention to obviously, in Jonathan’s mess, who was rolling all over spreading it as he went. I got those two under control when I notice Julia missing. I found her heading for the fire. I picked her up. Then Jeremy left loss with that stench and then Julia peed down my shirt, then she pooped herself. Having all three in my arms and not knowing what to do next, I called my dear sweat wife!” Demelza said, “your lucky I love my children, poop, and all.” Caroline, could you please put a couple buckets of water on so I can bathe the children. Ross said, “what about me, you can go wash under the pump while I am bathing the boys, or you could bathe in their water. Ross said, “the pump for me.” They all broke out laughing the children joining in.

Once the water was warm enough Demelza set the boys in the tub by the fire, Ross volunteered to wash Jonathan because most of his was already all over Ross. Ross didn’t think he could manage Jeremy’s stench. Demelza laughed and cooed at her children never once getting inpatient with them. When they were clean and smelling like their babies again, they dressed them for bed and Demelza took them to the dining room where Dwight and Caroline were playing with Julia. She sent Ross to empty the tub and put clean water in it, so he could bath. Demelza went to he kitchen. Ross was just getting into the tub when she walked in. “Care to join me,” Ross smirked. Demelza filled the bottles, even though Dwight said to give them goats milk, Demelza was of the mind, mothers milk was the best. Ross asked, “you are still angry with me?” Demelza shrugged, when she was done with the bottles, she put to more buckets of water on fire. She said, when you are done if you could clean the tub again, I will be taking a bath after I clean the mess in the living room. Ross nodded feeling guilty for making more work for her. She went to leave, and he said, “Demelza, I love you!” She just kept walking. Dwight could tell Demelza was weary, he said, “Demelza rest we will feed the children.” she laughed and said, “that is the best part of my day. I will have to clean that parlor, or it will be twice as hard tomorrow. Once they were done feeding the triplets went right to sleep. They each took one upstairs to the cot, laying them in their cradles. Demelza kissed each tiny head wishing them sweet dreams. They went back downstairs, Demelza apologized, “I am sorry, it had been so hectic I didn’t even offer you refreshments. Caroline said, “oh hush this has been the best evening I spent in a long time those babies are a joy to watch. It is like they are doing a comedy act. Although I must say Dwight best escort me home before Uncle Ray sends the magistrate out after him. By the way did you get the invitation from Hugh Bodrugan.” Demelza said, “Judas pulled it out of her skirt, Ross was coming in the room from getting dressed and she handed it to him. He read it and said, “would you like to go?” Demelza didn’t answer, Caroline said, “Dwight and I will be there, so yes you will attend if for no other reason then to keep me company. She said, “I must think on it,” Caroline said, “Dwight we really should be going, Dwight didn’t like the looks of Demelza, Ross noticed him staring at her, he said, “I will walk you out.”

Ross said, “Dwight, what is amiss with Demelza?” Dwight answered, “how has she been, not to over stressed or overdoing it.” Ross felt guilty, he grimaced and said, “yes and yes.” Dwight replied, “don’t let her work to late try to get her to relax. “When Ross went in, he saw Demelza was already in the parlor scrubbing the floor. “My love, let that for tomorrow, Jenny will be back.” She said, “Nay Ross, I would not sleep knowing it was still spread across the floor.”  Ross went to the kitchen where the dishes needed to be cleared from the table. He cleared and washed the dishes; he was at the point of figuring out if the leftover food would still be good. He had filled the tub with hot water, Demelza came in Ross noticed how tired she looked, he took the bucket from her taking it outside to dump it. Demelza saw Ross had cleaned the kitchen everything was done except storing the leftovers so she put them away.

Ross came back in he started to undress her. She said. “What you be doing.” He said, “giving you a bath.” She went to help get her clothes off and he slapped her hands away. “Allow me to do this for you, please” Demelza nodded her head, looking around the kitchen, “thank you for cleaning the kitchen.” Ross smiled at her, “it is the least I can do after my stupidity?” Demelza said, “oh Ross,” she had tears forming in her eyes. Ross smoothed her hair back then gently holding her face in his hands he caressed her face with his lips then kissed her, “I am sorry my love, for not letting you know where I was, what was happening, and breaking my promise.” Now her tears were falling freely. Ross picked her up her up and placed her in the water. She left out a sigh, “this feels so good, thank you Ross.” He took the sponge and gently washed her back then he washed her hair, massaging her scalp, she moaned, Ross’s britches tightened. He thought how he could ever lust after another woman when he had her. He said, “my heart belongs to you, my love.” “Ross, I have forgiven you for all the things that happened with Elizabeth, but I can’t forget. I have tried but I will always have that image in my mind. Then when things like today happens, it all comes back, you forget us choosing her. Then she makes those comments, it sends me over the edge.” Ross said, “I know, I am sorry for making you doubt me, I am a moody bastard, and I do rash things, that I don’t think of consequences of my actions. You shouldn’t have that burden that is mine alone. You job is to love me and try to make me rational, always tell me your feelings. I need to know, now move forward, I feel the need to bathe with my wife.” He grinned as she made room for him in the tub. Another crisis averted.

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They finished their bathe and was well sated when Ross remembered the apple pie. “He said, “love could I please have a piece of pie?” Demelza said, “now Ross it is time for bed it will give you night terrors.” “It would be well worth it if I may have a piece of your delectable apple pies. Demelza smirked. She cut him a piece and he indicated that he would take the rest of the pie and she could have the slice.” Demelza just shook her head.” They went up to bed Ross laid spooning his wife. He said, “Demelza you do know that no one past, present, or future could ever take your place. I say this on my parents' graves.” Demelza said, "but Ross don’t you see, her always being here trying to come between us. I know how you love her; she was your first where I was your scullery maid." He held her tighter, “you were never JUST the scullery maid.” I think I loved you from the moment I saw you and that mangy mut you call a dog.” Demelza went to turn Ross held her tighter, “who you are calling a mangy mutt, that be my most loyal friend.” Ross questioned, “more loyal than your husband?” Demelza said, “yes, no matter what or who goes against me he will stand beside my side, never casting a doubt, never listening to any one ridicule me only ever giving me his total devotion to me and those I love.” Ross laughed, "I will try to do better, although I don’t have to bite people that anger you. Then he said but if that is what it takes so be it."

Ross spent the next day at home with his children. He did go to the mine for a half hour to make sure everything was running smoothly. Then he went back home, about mid-morning Demelza said, it is a beautiful afternoon could we please take the children to the beach. Ross hugged her and said, “would it please you?” Demelza indicated it would so, Demelza got a picnic lunch together with some Carrots that Demelza mashed and some toast that the children loved to chew on. She brought their cups; pack the blankets and some toys with which they could play. When she walked in the room, Ross was on the floor facing away from Jeremy who was at his usual stance at the settle, he left go and took three steps toward Ross whose legs where right there. He fell on his father's legs and laughed. Demelza left the air out of her lungs she didn’t know she was holding. She said, “oh Jeremy my baby.” Ross turned a concerned face to her, “he is fine my love,” not understanding her emotion. She said, “Ross our son took his first steps, he walked three steps before he fell.” Ross hugs his son closely, “you are supposed to let pappa know so I can watch you do such a milestone, my boy.” The other two seeing Jeremy get loving they weren’t piled onto Ross he trying to get his attention. He said, “how could I ever live without you three.”

They took Demelza items out to the cart that Jud had made and put the three little ones into it. Then they carried the food and blankets. Garrick would run ahead then come back to see what was taking them so long. He would sniff each child to make sure they were okay then look at Ross before running off again. Demelza said, “I do believe Garrick is wondering if he should trust you with my pups. Ross smirked, “maybe I should get him his own lady, so he leaves me and my pups alone?” Demelza giggled, “I don’t think that would even tear his loyalty away. When I lived with my father he was, so big but still just a pup. No one would give him anything to eat, if my father new I had shared mine with him it would have been another beating. I snuck out what I could. I would sometimes take him to the kiddley while my father worked Sam would watch the boys, Luke would go with me, we would gather scrapes and give them to him. He always seemed so grateful. Then when I left, he tagged along with me wherever I went he be there right beside me. I always made sure he ate before me. I could not stand it if I left him starve. He saved me from a couple of very horrifying incidents. One was when I was working as a chamber maid and a man had followed me out after work one evening. He caught a hold of me and would not stop but Garrick put an end to his trying to force me. He bit him right in the balls. You could hear the man scream for miles I bet. Then another time, was the man that I was his wife’s maid, He was getting to handsy, and Garrick growled, he tried to kick him, so I kicked him hard. He raised his hand to slap me, but Garrick got his hand first. That is the one whose wife didn’t believe me."

They came to the little cove that was on Ross’ land and was quite secluded and they unpacked their food. They played with the children building sandcastles, and making little puddles that they dipped their children's feet in. It seemed all Jeremy wanted to do was walk. He would use his father as a post crawling until he was standing with Demelza sitting across from Ross he would head for his mother pretty soon he was walking the full distance she kept moving back and it seemed no time at all he was now a toddler. Of course, the other two could not be outdone. They would try to stand on their own and end up sitting or falling down onto their butts. They both fed the children. Demelza filling the cups with the broth she had made for them. While they were drinking their broth Ross and Demelza ate fruit and cheeses. They had lemonade to drink. The curious children wanted what their parents were drinking. Ross hesitant because he didn’t know if they had tried it yet. Demelza assured him it was perfectly safe they had it many times before she told them just not too much. They had a couple of baby teeth, and she didn’t want to see them rotten. She said "besides it gives them diarrhea, we do not want a repeat of last night do we," she smirked.  

Then Jeremy decided the ocean was calling and started to toddling to the sea. Ross jumped into action chasing down the nine-month-old giggled at his father’s scoping him up. Demelza said, “let’s take their diapers off but leave their shirts and shift on so we can take them to the shallows.” Ross replied, "I have a better idea, I know just the place to take these three into the water and let them bathe." He carried the boys as Demelza carried her daughter they walked up to cave, some steps into a little grotto. The water here was crystal blue and clear. "You could see the sky above." Ross said, "this is fed by one of the Holy Wells, I don’t believe it would be sacrileges if we bathed them here." They unclothed they three children and put them in the small pool. The children and parents were laughing each having a place in the family theatrics. Jeremy the daring would duck his head in the water, Ross would try to stop him saying, "your too young to swim." Julia was the mischievous one, splashing her parents and siblings, then laughing when they sputtered. Jonathan would lie on his stomach and crawl around. Ross knew when the time came, he would enjoy teaching his children to swim; then thought of each of his children, his princess she was mischievous just like Verity, Jonathan laid back taking things slowly was a lot like Francis, and Jeremy the reckless and determined, Ross thought just like me. Demelza was enjoying herself and hated to put a damper on her children and husbands fun, but it was close to supper, and she hadn’t started anything she could only hope that Purdie or Jenny had.

She said, “Ross it is time to go. Ross groaned, they had taken their clothes off down to her shift and he his britches. He got out first getting dressed quickly, then Demelza handed Jonathan to him. Once he was clothed in a diaper and shirt, he picked up Jeremy and did the same. He noticed Garrick helped him corral them once they were dressed. Lastly Demelza handed him Julia, he cuddled her and said, come on princess time to dress. When Demelza was dressed Ross asked her, “does Garrick always stand guard and watch the children when they are outside?” Demelza said, “Yes Ross he does, if one goes to eat dirt he barks until they throw it down, if one is throwing dirt he barks and gets there attention on him, the biggest help he keeps them in one place away from harm.” Ross then said, “Demelza, yesterday did Garrick help you?” She grinned, “it was the only way I could get anythin done.” Ross leaned over and kissed her, what a smart and industrious woman he had married.

While the dark Poldark’s were enjoying their day, Elizabeth was having a day from hell. First, she had gone to the mine hoping to find Ross there so she could talk to him without the imp being around. Only to find he had taken the day off to be with HIS family. Well, what about me, his promise to always be there with his love. She was on her way home when she came across George who upon seeing her coming toward him started to turn his horse around. She yelled “George, you are going to have to come to terms soon and mighty soon this child is yours." George said, "pawn it off as Ross’s he would do anything to be with you." "Do you disregard me so easily," Elizabeth queried? He said, “Elizabeth it has been you that disregarded me time and again. Now you have lost the one thing you were bringing to the table." Elizabeth said, “so unless I bring something into this marriage for you, you do not want your child?" If it is a boy, I will accept it if a girl,” he shrugged his shoulders. "George, “we cannot wait until the baby is born, we need to be married now so we can say it was early.” He said, “I will only marry you if it is a boy or I may just claim the child let you go completely.” Elizabeth started her tears, “George why are you so hateful to me.” George laughed saying, “it is Ironic is it not Elizabeth that you played, Ross against myself and Francis, Francis against Ross and I, then I against both Francis and Ross. Do you see what all this conniving is costing you now, to be tossed aside by all three men who once you ruled over. It is a shame your mother didn’t teach you nothing last forever. He took off his horse galloping, Ignoring Elizabeth’s pleas for him to stop. This child was George’s as much as her problem. She rode on to Cardew.

Ross and Demelza back at Nampara and to Demelza’s delight the meal ready to be set on the table. She called Purdie, Jud, and Jenny into the room. Ross placed Jeremy on the floor and Demelza tried to get him to walk to her, seeing his siblings sitting, Jeremy blooped himself down. They tried again and he sat down again. Ross picked him up and nuzzled him I guess he will show them in his own good time. Purdie said, “he be walking now, oh Mistress the fun begins.” All three children started laughing. Ross said, “I have said it before and I am saying it again, these three know what we are saying and are playing us.” Julia looked at her mom and said, “Judas,” Jeremy said “Christ” and Jonathan said, “shit” and filled his diaper.

After cleaning Jonathan, they sat down to eat the children no longer wanted mush but was intent on having what their parents were eating Demelza smashed the meat as fine as she could and told Ross they could have the carrots, and potatoes. Once they were done. They had a piece of apple pie that Demelza had made the day before but hid from Ross. The littles ones smacked their lips for a bite, every time Ross raised the fork, one would smack their lips. After half of his pie was done Ross said, "I will take a small bit more and go into my library to eat." The children seeing him leave with the dessert started screaming, Julie between tears said, "Pa." Ross sat back down and gave the children the rest of his first piece. After Demelza deemed they had enough she said, “they have their pappa wrapped right around their little fingers." Ross smiled and said, "right where I am supposed to be.” Purdie and Jenny denied Demelza’s offer to help to clean up. Ross and Demelza, the three little ones sat on the floor to play when Dwight and Caroline came in. Dwight got down on the floor. Jeremy crawled over to Dwight used him to hoist himself up and walked to Ross. The proud parents watched as their dearest friends saw Jeremy walk, they were so excited that Caroline was asking when she could buy them their ponies. Dwight got Jeremy to walk back to him. He said, this one is going to take after Uncle Dwight, Julie looked at him and frowned, then yelled, unc. Demelza said, she must have remembered after her first word, you said she was the smart on. Jonathan just sat there grinning. The quiet one takes after you Dwight, just watch and see.

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They settled the children in bed, Ross and Demelza sat down for relaxing evening. They sat on the settle just holding each other. Ross finally spoke, “I wish we could have everyday like today. Spending the day with you and our children is the greatest pleasure I have ever had. I never want those children to feel anything less then perfect, just like I want you to feel. You are perfect to me Demelza. I would give up my life for you four. You are my life. I don’t always express my feelings and tell you that, but I want you to know.”

“Ross, I know you love me, it is just sometimes the past comes back into my mind. I told you I forgave you for what you and Elizabeth did or didn’t do. The image of what I saw is burned into my brain and I don’t think I will ever get it out of there. So, when you do things like forgetting your promise or when you don’t seem to care about me or our children, I seem we haven’t grown past it. I don’t know what to do. Sometimes I think I should have just left and never come back. Yet what would I have down with three kids on my own. I don’t care if we aren’t swimming in money, we have each other is what is important to me. We could have all the money in the world, and it would have mean nothing if you weren’t here with us.”

Ross said, “I am right here, and I will always be here. My life goes better when we are together, I believe our love was made in heaven. How about Jeremy walking today? I felt like I was taking the first steps with him. I wonder which one will be next. I thought of the children and they remind me of my younger days. Jeremey reminds me of myself, reckless adventurous, Julia reminds of Verity, mischievous always leading us boys into trouble, Jonathan reminds me of Francis, always quiet going along with whatever Verity and I pulled him into. Don’t get me wrong, he was the master mind of figuring out how to what Verity and I wanted to do. Verity never left him get blamed for anything it was always either Verity or I, but I think mostly me. Very gallant of me don’t you think?” He and Demelza laughed.

Demelza said, when did Elizabeth make her appearance. “I was around six she was probably four, Uncle Charles was having a party and since Aunt Verity had passed before that. It was Verity’s birthday and he wanted to make it special, I guess. So, he invited some girls around her age, The Teague girls, (Demelza wrinkled her nose) Elizabeth, Joan Pascoe, and Marybeth, Matt Pierces daughter. It was Francis and I with all these girls. Francis wanted to play with the girls. I didn’t want to play those sissy games, so I went down to the beach. She followed us down. It seemed whenever we were she was. Then it just seemed that she gravitated to us. Then as we got older, she started making plays for each of us. I think she wanted me because I was the bad boy, George she like because he spent money on her. Frances because he lived in the big, beautiful house. She was the prettiest girl I ever saw. Ross was quiet in his own thoughts.

Demelza spoke up, “Is it still that way Ross?” Ross went to say something, but Demelza stilled him. “Please be honest with me, it takes away from our love when you are not.”  “No, Demelza not anymore since you became my wife. I feel I have loved for thousand years and could love you for a thousand more. It is like you brought a piece of my soul home. Yes, I admired Elizabeth, but she could never be what you are to me,” He put his fingers on her cheek and turned her head toward him. You are my home, my air I breathe, the song to my story. Never think that anyone could compare. He kissed her then there in front of the hearth where she saw him lying there with Elizabeth, they made love. Demelza thought this is not what she saw that day with her, there is more to this between us. When their hunger for each other was satisfied. Ross said, “Demelza you are perfect, when I look into your eyes I see my future, say you believe me.” “I believe you Ross; it is the same for me.” Demelza tells him. “Say you will fight for us, even when you husband doesn’t deserve you, please,” Ross asked? “I promise,” Demelza told him.

Ross led them to the bedroom. Demelza looked at herself in mirror that was tarnished. She said, I look a mess. Ross came up behind her, “you look beautiful to me. Truly Demelza those children and you are my whole life, if you ever would leave me, I would wither and die.” Demelza turned and said, “why all the pretty words tonight, Ross?” Ross said, “I don’t know, I just feel I have to make you see how much you and our children mean to me. “Ross, I love you, you know that, but I don’t think I can take much more of your and Elizabeth’s saga. (Ross goes to interrupt) You say you don’t care for her, but I see how you look at her and it breaks my heart. It does seem as if our very souls are connected, it is killing me to know you still want her to be in your life.”

Ross said, “now that is where you are wrong, she could leave and move to the other side of the world, and I would not care. I cannot say the same if you left me, I feel my heart would rip out of my chest and go with you. I need to know you love me as much as I love you?” “I just have a feeling that some thing is coming to try to take you away from me?”  Demelza laughed, “have you been talking to Maggy Dass?” Ross grinned, “no, I do know as long as I love you and you love me then mother will tear us apart.” They made love again and fell asleep.

It was early the next morning when the triplets woke and got Demelza and Ross up. They got their children up. They broke there fast, Ross said, It is nice today care to take the little ones for a walk. Demelza said, “you have to go to the mine?” “I thought maybe you would like to accompany me with the children to the mine. I would like to show you how to do the books and how to do the pays. The children can play there as well as here, besides, we will be there together.” They gathered the toys together and went up to the mine. Ross was showing Demelza how he did the books, they were laughing kissing and the children was having the time of their life. They were being passed around outside to the women working at the mine. Ross was amazed at how fast Demelza picked up the books, he thought although he shouldn’t be she was an amazing woman. One of the Carter sisters brought the children in and said, Mistress Poldark is outside.

Ross stood and Demelza stood beside him, he said are you sure you want to accompany me. Demelza nodded, she needs to realize we are a team a united front. They walked outside, Elizabeth was dusting herself off, like the dust was contaminating her outfit. Ross said, “Elizabeth,” She turned with a bright beautiful smile until she saw Ross holding Demelza’s hand. Elizabeth said, “she has to hold on you all the time to make sure you don’t come to your senses. Demelza left go of Ross’s hand, “No, Elizabeth I don’t, Ross has told me he has no feelings whatsoever for you. You lost him deal with it and move on.” A couple of the women near clapped and yelled Tell her Mistress.” Elizabeth gave them a glaring look, then said, “maybe he was just trying to placate the shrew.” Demelza took a couple of steps forward when Ross grabbed her arm. Ross then glowered at Elizabeth; “you do know you are on Nampara land? I told you before I would let Garrick have at you if you continued to come around.” At that precise moment Garrick walked up beside Elizabeth. Ross didn’t know if it was, the animosity from Demelza or Elizabeth, but Garrick was growling furiously. “What do you want,” Ross asked her?

Elizabeth said, “why Ross to talked to my oldest and dearest friend.” Ross said, “you must not know what a friend is, because we are no longer friends? You kicked my daughter, which had Demelza ready to go and pull those stupid extensions again. If I remember correctly Caroline, gave you a good thumbing last time, I guarantee my wife would do much more damage since it was OUR daughter you kicked. Ross was holding Demelza back. Demelza said, “what Caroline did look like you walked in the park. Touch another member of my family and you will know what it is like at get a whipping.” Ross put his arms around Demelza to calm her. Elizabeth said, “really how uncouth.” Ross said, “what is uncouth is a grown woman kicking a nine-month-old sitting on the floor. Again Elizabeth, what do you want.” Elizabeth said, “to speak to you privately?”  Ross said, “why should we receive you,” making it clear it was with him and Demelza or nothing.” She looked at Demelza and said, “Please.”

They went into the office where Elizabeth said, "Ross. George will not accept this baby, it can’t be Francis’s we haven’t been together. Ross said, “what does it have to do with me?”  Elizabeth said, “I need help and you have the power to help me.” Demelza said “how.” Elizabeth said, “by moving you to a cottage and letting me move into Nampara?”  Ross laughed, “Elizabeth you think too much of our acquaintance. Nampara is my wife and children’s home it will never be yours. If they would leave me tomorrow, you still would not be welcome. As for anyone living in a cottage it would be you, but as I exclaimed after you kicked Julia that offer went away also. You’ll get no sympathy or anything else from me.”

Elizabeth tried to get close to him, she put her hand on his chest. He felt nothing but disgust for having her hands on him. He noticed that Demelza turned away. He put his hands on top of Elizabeth and threw them off him. “Don’t ever touch me or any of my family again.”  Elizabeth said, “Ross I am your family always was and always will be.” Ross exploded, “How many times do I have to tell you, you are nothing to me, nothing more than a slut who uses her famine wiles to get what she wants. I don’t want you, don’t need you, hell I don’t even want to see you.” Demelza turned when he yelled at Elizabeth, she could see hatred in his eyes. Elizabeth backed away, you Ross and you miners brat will be sorry for this. Ross said, Demelza is innocent in all this, she can’t help I love her, that my soul would crack without her. It is your problem if you think something that isn’t there is real not hers. Leave and never bother me again for anything,

Once Elizabeth rode off Ross went to Demelza and said, “are you alright?” Demelza worried her lip, “she is going to try to destroy us you know that?”  Ross nodded but as long as we stand together, she will never completely break us, right?” Demelza kissed her husband. Ross said, “let's take the children for their afternoon nap and maybe their father will be able to stick his sugar stick in his wife’s honey pot. Demelza slapped his chest. They gatherer up their three little ones and proceeded home.

When they came within site of the barn, they saw a number of horses. Ross groaned, “so much for some afternoon pleasure.” Demelza said, “who is it.” Ross said, “I have no idea, but it looks like it is military from the horse packs.” What do they want here, Demelza worried?” Ross put his arm around his young wife and said, “I really don’t know.”

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Ross noticed a group of men sitting on the ground under the apple trees. They were from the Scots Greys. He wonder what they were doing in this neck of the England. A couple of them saluted and Ross motioned back. They walked into the house and Jenny said, a guest to see you sir/mam in the parlor. Walking in Ross saw one of the Captains he served with in America. Ross said, “why Captain McNeal, what an honor, to what do we owe the pleasure?” Captain McNeal, responded, “Captain Poldark I came to see if the young woman you pined for while in America is really all she said she was. She is a most beautiful woman, what she sees in you I dinnae ken. Demelza smiled and said, if you excuse me sir, I will put the children to play. She placed Julia on the floor Ross handed her Jonathan and them Jeremy.

Captain McNeal watched this thinking do they watch the neighbors children also. McNeal said to Ross, “Ross what have you been up to, I was thinking you would be back I duty by now?” Ross shook his head, “as you seen I am raising a squad of my own.”  McNeil laughed, “all yours they look pretty close in age?” Jeremy got up and toddled to his father’s leg, while Julia crawled to Demelza, and Jonathan crawled to the new fella.” Ross said, “all mine triplets, McNeil heard of three bairns but never seen it in real life they very seldom survived. Demelza had picked Julia up, Ross was rubbing Jeremy’s back and Johnathan was climbing up McNeil’s leg, which when he moved it the baby fell and left out the loudest caterwauling he ever heard. Ross disengaged himself from Jeremy and picked up Jonathan to soothe him.

McNeil said, “I do believe I prefer the battlefield. He kept looking at Demelza a woman of such beauty, yet she gave birth to three bairns and they lived. In fact, they seem to thrive. He said, my friend if I had known you had a woman such as she, waiting here for you I may have beat you home. Ross smiled, “this is the not one I was to come home to, that one married my cousin. Leaving me to find the real love of my life. For give me for not introducing my wife, Demelza. My love Captain McNeil from the Scots Greys he served in America with me. McNeil came forward took her hand and kissed her knuckles lingering a tad to long to please Ross. Demelza nodded her head demurely. Ross reached rang the bell. Then told the captain, these fine specimens of Cornish blood are Julia, Jonathan, and Jeremy. McNeil said, I must say I never knew of living triplets afore. Jenny came in Ross said could you get Purdie and take the children for a snack and then a lay down. Jenny curtsied and said “ais Sir” She brought Purdie back in, then with the three children.

Ross asked the captain why he was really there? The McNeil said, I know your feelings on this subject as well as you know mine. It is a task I am not happy about; I am to find and bring in for trail the free traders. Ross shook his head; we have talked about this many a time. You know this is how some of these people keep food on their tables. Demelza said, “Ross is one of the few mine owners that tries his best to be fair to all our employees. Even so there are still those that struggle. Would it not be better if the Crowne employ your troops to aid those in need?” Ross grabbed her hand speaking of such things to the Queens guard could have her on trail for treason. McNeil smiled at her, “My dear lady I do agree with you, but I only follow orders and do not give them. The Crowne follows their advisors and sadly we are not among them.” Ross did not like the way McNeal was eyeing his wife and moved closer to her. Demelza smiled gently at Ross, and said, “Captain McNeal where are our manners would you like a drink or some tea?” Ross said laughingly, “Yes, no doubt you will be able to tell the tax was paid on it. McNeil apologized, “I am sorry I have already stayed longer than was meant to be. Perhaps I may call again and enjoy your company?” He said this while keeping his eyes on Demelza, Ross’s temper was starting to grow hotter. Ross finally said, “Yes captain come and visit US anytime you like.” Leaving no doubt of what he meant.

Ross and Demelza watch as they rode away. They called Purdie and Jenny in and told them to spread the word, that soldiers were about to capture and smugglers.

They had a visit from Francis later that evening, he told them that he had a visit with a Captain McNeal that mentioned he served in America with Captain Ross Poldark. Ross said, “yes, he visited here and was quite taken with Demelza. Francis said, who would not beautiful, loving, nurturing, and a gentle soul. She is an epitome of perfect woman. Ross said, do not make me throw you out of my house. My wife is my procession only. You already have taken one love from me. Demelza walked into the room. Well from what I have seen the past month she will come to you now if you still desire her so. Ross said, “my dear I did not mean it that way.” Demelza said, “then you should not have said it that way.”  Francis chuckled anytime you get tired of Ross here you are always welcome at Trenwith. Ross scowled at his cousin while Demelza smiled, and Francis chuckled.

Demelza had taken the children to get them ready for bed, Francis was still there speaking to Ross. Ross wanted so much to be with his wife and children, but it seemed Francis needed to speak to him. Finally, he told Ross that George came to see him today, telling him that although his loans for Trenwith was paid off the dept pertaining to Grambier was still in their holdings and unless he paid them off the mine would be seized and taken over. Francis said, “I don’t want it to go under, but it has been losing money since before father died. There has been no new levels opened in years and I don’t know if there is any more copper or tin to even look at examining for more. I came to ask your opinion.” Ross said, “my opinion would be to explore to see if there be any ore to be taken. What will you do if it closes?” Francis said, “that is just it, I don’t know mining is all we have ever been taught,” Francis replied. Ross then asked, how much do you owe?” Francis told him. Ross said, “that is not that high of amount surely you could put a mortgage on Trenwith, although not with Warleggan’s.” Francis said, “would you be willing to lend me the money?” Ross said, “Francis I am just now paying down my loans and starting to live comfortably.” Francis interrupted “but with your stake in the smelting works did you not get that back your investment?” Ross shook his head. “no, I lost most of my investment.” Francis said, how did you open Wheal Grace?” “A private loan,” Ross said, not willing to tell him of Caroline’s investment. Before letting George and his family take it see if you can get a buyer at least than maybe you can get something out of it.” Francis said, “I will consider it? He didn’t want to tell Ross it was a gambling debt that needed paid.

Ross went up to see his wife in bed reading, She looked up and asked if Francis left? Ross explained the jest of the meeting. She said, “why would he not want to mortgage Trenwith but let us find the money to help him. Not that I would begrudge someone in need, but Trenwith is a grand estate and could pull in quite a lot of money. Doing so for us would put our three children at risk as to his one. I glad you told him you could not do it.” Ross said, “If I would buy the mine, I would do that though because I know there is ore left in there, it is just Uncle Charles and Francis was too lazy to go and look for it.” Ross said, “he wasn’t asking me to purchase the mine, he was asking me to loan him the money. I doubt if I would ever see it back. I know he is accumulating a lot of gambling debt and I will not risk my family for his inanity.

Demelza asked when Ross laid beside her, “the statement you made to Francis about him taking one love from you. How did you mean that?” “Just that it was he who stole Elizabeth from me. Although I should give him the money for marrying her and leaving me free for you. Like he said you are everyman impression of a perfect woman should be, I knew you are definitely mine. He rolled over and placed himself above her, now how about we finish what we were going to do before we were interrupted today after the beach.” She looked at her husbands face and smiled, “yes Ross!”

The next morning was a gloomy day. Thunder storms and showers all day long. Ross kissed the children and told Demelza that he would prefer she not go out and about even if it looked like it was clearing because the weather could turn at a moments notice. Demelza agreed, she would not for anything risk her children’s welfare. Mark Daniels wife stopped to see Demelza, she asked if Ross was about and Demelza told her no that her husband was at the mine. She then offered to have the woman come in. She came in and looked around. Demelza was reminded of a thief who was looking for something particular. Demelza asked if she would like tea. Jeremy toddled in a pulled on the woman skirt, she took his hands off her skirt and stepped away from the child causing him to lose his balance. Demelza picked him up and helped him regain his balance to continue on his exploring Karin gave her a disgusted look and said, “my husband is on the second shift could you ask, Mr. Poldark if he could stop by this evening, I have a proposition for him. Demelza thought, “I bet you have.” Then chided herself for having ungracious thoughts for a woman she hardly knew.

Demelza told Karin she would tell her husband, although she wasn’t sure of his plans for this evening. Karin said, “it is I who have asked, I dare say he would like to visit me.” She was giving the children a disgusted look. Demelza had about enough, a saint she was not, and this woman was glaring at her children. Demelza shut the door with a force she didn’t mean to, which had Jenny and Purdie running to see what was going one. She told them of Karin’s visit. Jenny said, “she has come on to about every man worth looking at in Mellon. She has a roving eye; I don’t think I would be telling Mister Ross.” Demelza said, “have nothing to worry about in that one’s direction.” Jenny went wide eyed, “I didn’t mean to suggest he would.” Jenny it is fine, I know, Ross is an honorable man, pig headed, stubborn, and a might reckless but he would not do anything to jeopardize the family with something like that.” Jenny and Purdie both agreed, and they set off do get the work done.

When Ross came home for lunch, Demelza told him of Karin Daniels Request Ross groaned, “she is causing quite a stir at the mine. Half the men say she has come on to them, the other half say their wives are ready to tar and feather her. Demelza told him of her parting shot. Ross growled, “now why would she think that, I have had no dealings with her other than the wedding." Jenny said, "she has a roving eye just make sure your eyes don’t rove,” Demelza told him. He pulled her on his lap and kissed her neck. "she would have to offer me something pretty spectacular for that to happen," he laughed. “Well, she certainly don’t like children the looks she gave ours was enough I wanted to kick her out of my house. Jeremy grabbed onto her skirt, and she made him lose his balance dislodging his little hand.” Ross said, “well now she is on my short list also, people should know not to come here if they don’t like toddlers”

At that precise time Jeremy was teaching his siblings how to get out of the cot and stand on their own. They imitated their brother to a tee, and they all made their way out to the kitchen. When the three made their entrance two crawling one walking. Demelza looked around the corner to see who got them out of the cot. She said, “Ross, I think we have a problem.” He looked at her questioningly. Demelza told him, “they just got out of their cot.” We will need to block the stairs, or they will be trying to climb up or fall down them and we need to get some form of blockage from the fireplace. Ross said, “oh the pleasure of having triplets,” as Jonathan came over and climbed up Ross’s leg left go and waddled to Demelza, she picked him up and said, "they are growing so fast." Ross looked at Julia and said, "you princess, should always let someone carry you." She quickly yelled “NO.” and crawled away leaving Ross and Demelza laughing.

Ross saw Mark Daniels coming in for his shift, he called him over and said, “Mark your wife asked me to stop by this evening is there an issue I should be made aware of?” Mark answered, “not that I am aware of Ross, don’t worry about it I will ask her tomorrow and get back to you.” Ross thought he had nipped it in the bud started home to his wife and family. He was going by Reith cottage when Karin called to him. She said, “may I speak to you captain fluttering her eyes. Ross had no doubt she was trying to entice him, why she would think he was interested was beyond him, he had a goddess at home. “My wife and children are waiting me, what do you need,” he asked? Just some company it gets so lonely with Mark at the mine in the evenings and overnight.”  Ross said, “that is the blight of the miners wife. Is it not?” She said, “but does not a mine captain get lonely for a womanly touch when his wife is too busy with little children?” He said, “Mrs. Daniel’s my wife and I are never lonely or tire of each other’s company and our three little ones bring us much joy and delight. So, if you are not in need of anything more excuse me, I would like to see them.” Karin scowled at him as he walked away from her, well there were other men she could entice to move in better social circles, then miners.

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Demelza had sat down with Jud and asked him to help her devise something to go around the hearths to keep the children away? They decided the best way to start was to ask others who had children in the area, how they did it. The lower-class mothers said, you just have to teach them no when they get close enough, but then again all had only one child. The few she spoke to from the upper class said, the same, except Caroline said some had a type of screen but those were the really rich and Demelza thought by the time she made one of those, they will be married. She still had no idea how to proceed.

Jonathan that afternoon was heading for the fireplace and Demelza yelled, “No.”  All three children looked at her in surprise, Momma very seldom yelled. She picked Jonathan up saying that is a bad place you can’t go there. Demelza walked in front touching the sides and a space in front of the fire saying, “no, no, no, no! She knew it would not work but maybe just maybe one may be deterred. Ross came home and asked what she was doing? She told him and he said, let me try, sit all three in front of the fire, far enough back that I can be between them and the hearth. Garrick waltzed in and sat by the children. Ross told Demelza is always the disciplinarian, Poppa is the push over so if Poppa is mad, it means it is a bad thing. Demelza sat back.

Ross stood between them and the fireplace and yelled in his most stern voice, “NO, BAD, it will HURT you. STAY AWAY!" When he was done, Garrick took his place laid down. Jeremy crawled to Garrick, Garrick growled, Jeremy backed up and sat down. Ross said, "I think Garrick is our barrier."

Before the went to sleep for the night after they both were satisfied. Ross told Demelza of Karins attempt to seduce him. Demelza said, “she is a very pretty girl.” He said, “she is but she is not my wife, who is the most beautiful woman I know.” Demelza laid beside him for a while she wanted to ask if that were true, but worried he would not be able to answer, her curiosity got the better of her. She asked, “More beautiful than Elizabeth?”

Ross was taken aback did she really think she was less beautiful than Elizabeth, she had a beauty of goodness from within that made her radiant. Demelza thought she should not have asked because it looked like he was truly debating on whether to tell her the truth or not. Then Ross turned to her. Leaning over her he said, “my love you are more beautiful than the most brilliant night sky, the most perfect rose, and more radiant than the sunrise of the ocean. No one on earth can compare to your beauty to me. In case you didn't know, you are the love of my life.”

Demelza said, “oh Ross if only I could believe you. She is a lady, she wears fine clothes, does not have a hair out of place." Looking at her hands which were dry red and cracked. She said, "her hands are smooth and not over worked. Not that I am complaining. It is just I don’t think I can compare to her in your eyes. I saw how you used to look at her."

Ross then drew her close," that was a long time ago. Demelza, you don’t need to wear fine clothes, you would look beautiful if you would wear my britches and mining shirt. Her hair is not real, she wears extensions. Yours is truly lovely, the color reminds me of the autumn with the changes of leaves. I love the way it curls around your lovely face and even at the most unruliness it is beautiful. Her hands have never done anything that would be considered work. I doubt if she would change a child’s diaper. Your hands hold all the love that goes into making this house our home. The making of our food, cleaning of the house, working in in the garden, doing the laundry and even caring for the animals. All these thing Elizabeth would not do, she would want someone else to do it for her. Did I wish you didn’t have to do it, yes but your hands show me what a caring wife I have. You are everything I need or want. Remember that always."

He kissed her and pulled her tight against him. Now my dear go to sleep. She thought those are pretty words, but did he mean them, so many times she thought he did but others, no she thought I cannot doubt him. Ross thought how I can show her how much she means to me. I am honest with her why can’t she see that.

The next morning the awoke to three chattering voices, the children were speaking gibberish to each other and giggling. Ross said, "you know they are a lot of work but listen to how they interact with each other this is what life is about. We are lucky that they have each other to depend on." “Yes,” Demelza giggled and “get each other in trouble.” Ross chuckled at this; “I foresee a very eventful life in front of us my love.”

After Ross had gone to the mine, Demelza was placing bread in the pans for baking. Garrick growled, Jonathan yelled, “ULI, NO,” she turned around in time to see Garrick push her back and growl at her. Demelza petted Garrick and hugged Jonathan, telling him what a good boy he was. Then she picked up the crying Julia saying, “Julia my lover, you must not touch the hot fire, it will hurt you my precious princess.

Ross came home for lunch a little while later, when he sat down Julia promptly crawled and climbed his leg. Demelza hid her smile it seemed like she was telling on everyone being mean to her. “Gar No then some gibberish, onin NO, more gibberish, Mom no.” Demelza told him what happened trying to hide her laughter. Ross looked at Julia saying, “you young lady stay away from that fire. Poppa said NO" They boys in chorus said, "no no no no, shaking their little heads, Demelza could imagine her daughter sticking her tongue out at them. They were just sitting down to eat when Geoffrey Charles and Francis cam in. Geoffrey Charles ran to the children.

Francis sat down and said, “I lost Grambler in a card game last night.” Ross said, “Francis you can’t be serious.” Francis said, “it was with George’s cousin Samson, I should have known better then to play against a Warleggan.” Ross asked, “What will you do now, I suspect that Twenwith is paid off he will try to find ways to bring me down. I will have to take more interest in the farm. Although God knows I am no farmer.”  “There are worse ways for you to earn a living,” Ross told him?

Garrick was barking wildly, one of the children was crying, when they came through the kitchen, Geoffrey Charles was holding Ross’s riding crop, Garrick was barking and snarling at him, Jeremy was crying on the floor. Francis said, Geoffrey Charles come here son, thinking of getting him away from Garrick, but Garrick was standing guard over Jeremy. Demelza picked Jeremy up and Julia said,” ffrey rles, bad.” Francis said, “what did you do Geoffrey Charles?” We were just playing, and he started screaming." Demelza knew something happened her children did cry for nothing, and Garrick was really upset with Geoffrey Charles. Ross called the dog and put him outside. Demelza checked Jeremy on his back was a welt where he was hit with something long and thin. She turned to Geoffrey Charles and said you know it is wrong to lie, right sweetheart?” Geoffrey Charles nodded, Demelza said, “how did Jeremy get this?” She showed the welt to Ross, Francis, and Geoffrey Charles, who immediately started wailing we were just playing I was making believe he was a horse. Francis tried to placate his son, where Ross was infuriated that the child would dare hit another, especially his child. Ross said, Geoffrey Charles why in Gods name would you hit him with a crop, would you like hit with it. Francis said, Ross he was playing he didn’t mean anything by it.

Demelza saw tempers were starting to rise. She handed Jeremy to Ross, then went to the door to let Garrick in. He growled at Geoffrey Charles again. Francis said, "Demelza must you let that mutt in here." Demelza looked calmly at him and said, “that mutt protects my children, your son hurt my child and Garrick is just letting him know that he does not like it.” Francis yelled, “he was playing.” This brought the cry from Julia and Jonathan, Demelza pick up one and Purdie who had come in picked one up. Ross said, “well he must be taught playing in that nature is wrong.” Demelza looked sadly at Geoffrey Charles and Francis, I think it best if you leave for now.” Ross nodded, and Francs picked up Geoffrey Charles and left. Ross told Dem, “I am sorry my love,” to Garrick he said, “good dog, Purdie get him a bone.” Ross took Jonathan from Purdie and carried him with Jeremy into the parlor. Demelza followed with Julia.

Once they were seated, he told Demelza what happened to Grambler. She said, “Oh Ross those poor miners, what are they to do now?” Ross said, “I don’t know but I’ll think on it! I hoped Francis would be less indulgent with the boy then Elizabeth was, if he isn’t taught right from wrong now, he will never learn it. Jeremy got down, he looked at Ross and said, “freyles bad.” Ross said, “I am sorry my boy your experienced that hurt.’ Jeremy toddled around the room, soon all three children was walking around the room. Ross and Demelza sat sided by side watching as the children gave a wide berth to the hearth. All the time watching their children speaking to each other in a language no one else knew.

There was another knock at the door, Ross said, “if that is Elizabeth.” He did not finish it was Richard Bluiett. Ross had given him some money that kept him out of debtors prison when Elizabeth betrayed them. He came in an asked Ross if there was somewhere they could talk. Ross took him to his library. Demelza put the children in the cot in the parlor and started singing to them. Bluiett hearing this said, who is that singing, Ross listened he was so used to Demelza’s voice he very seldom listened to the beautiful tone. He told Bluiett, “that is my wife, singing to the children.” Bluiett said, she has an exceptional voice, she should sing at the parties.” Ross smiled, “I prefer she keeps it for me and our children.”

Ross asked, “What can I do for you?”  Bluiett asked, "if he remembered the money, he gave that saved him from debtors prison. Ross nodded. Bluiett continued; I started a ship building business in Falmouth away from the Warleggan influence. Since starting that company I have triple my initial investment, since it was your money that helped me start it, I feel it be only right if you are my partner. That and I want to give you back your initial investment." Ross accepted the repayment. Ross said,  Upi do not have to make me a partner, it is enough you paid the loan back." Bluiett said but it was your investment in me, and I extremely indebted to you please accept." Ross nodded. Then Bluiett said, "you and I are the only ones know o this venture currently, I would like to keep that way for the time being". They walked into the parlor and Bluiett looking at his sleeping children. Bluiett said you are a lucky man Capt. Poldark.

Ross went to Wheel Grace and found that they found another vine of cooper. He went down to look and realized they broke through to Wheal Maiden. All this time searching, and they finally broke through. Henshaw said, “I would say it is the richest find in Cornwall since the start of mining. And we found it and we now know which way to go to claim it. You are going to be a rich man." Ross said, "how many more men can we employ?" Henshaw said, “we can at least double the count we will need that many to mine this out. We have tin in one direction another with a lower grade copper and now this one.” Ross told him of the conversation with Francis, telling him he would like to ask the Grambler man if they would like to work for them.

They celebrated and Ross went home to share the news with Demelza. She was working in the kitchen when he walked in the children playing on the floor with Garrick as usual standing guard. Ross went behind Demelza put his hands on her hips turned her around and kissed her. Their three children clapped, trying to gain their parents attention. Ross said, “we broke through to Wheal Maiden. We are going to be rich Demelza beyond our own imaginings. Demelza’s face fell, “that means Elizabeth will double her efforts to gain your hand.”  The children at hearing that name said, Jeremy, “ewy,” Julia, “bad,” Jonathan, “uck.” Ross said, "so she gets a “ew, bad and a yuck from our children, and I my love could not agree more.” Demelza turned and said, “until she comes around.” Ross grabbed her again, “No Demelza, forever we are going to be a united front and fight her at every single turn. What do you say we invite Dwight and Caroline in for supper? We will be able to pay Caroline back her kindness.”"

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Elizabeth called at the mine it was early and the first shift was just starting. When Zackey asked if she needed something, she replied, “is Ross her it is urgent that I see him. Zackey said, “he should be here shortly if you want you can wait or head to Nampara." Zackey knew what Elizabeth had been trying to do, his Jenny kept him informed and he wasn’t about to let her start visiting the mine every day to get to Ross. She said, “I will wait on him in the office." Zackey said, “excuse me Mam but I have me orders no one allowed in there without Captain Ross, and besides we don’t have a key." Which he did but she didn’t need to know that." Well then, I will just wait here. Is there a place for me to sit out of the sun?" Zackey said, “what you see Mam is what you get, which is nothing but rocks." Elizabeth slid off her mount and decided to walk around. Zackey went to the Bal maidens and told them to keep an eye on her, he didn’t trust her not one bit.

Ross got to the mine and saw the horse first, groaning he called for Zackey, “what does she want?” Zackey said, “I don’t know but.”  Ross said, “well,” “beggin your pardon sur but I like the Mistress and I don’t want to be caught in the middle of your tryst with that one.” Ross was astonished that Zackey would think so poorly of him. Ross replied, “there be no amour congress here at the mine by me. I love my wife.” Zackey nodded his head, “pleased to be hearin that sur."  Ross went into his office, soon there was a knock. Ross went to the door, seeing it was Elizabeth, he called Zackey in, once fooled and all. Elizabeth said, “do we need to have a chaperone Ross, doesn’t Demelza trust you?” After Zackey was settled Ross said, “it is I who don’t trust you, you have played me for the fool for the last time.  What do you need?”

Elizabeth was taken aback by his short attitude but pushed on. Geoffrey Charles told me of how that mutt of the impudent brat almost bite him.” Ross put his hand up. “That mutt is as much mine and my children’s dog and did Geoffrey Charles tell you why Garrick was growling at him?” Elizabeth angerly replied, “It does not matter he growled at a child.” Ross told her, “A child that was hitting my son with a riding crop. I would not have blamed him if he bit him. I had been tempted to give him a spanking he deserved for his actions.”  She said, "Ross you can’t be serious, Geoffrey Charles is just a boy, he was playing.” Ross said, “if it would have been one of my children hitting yours would you be so lenient?” “Well, of course not, they are not as high born as Geoffrey Charles and besides my child is to inherit Trenwith,” she exclaimed. Ross had enough, "my children are as much Poldark’s as yours and I will not have anyone abusing them especially some spoiled brat of a women who does not teach her children right from wrong.”

“Now if that be all, leave,” Ross told her. Elizabeth said, “I really need to speak to you alone.” Ross shook his head, “No, Zackey stays as a witness. Elizabeth said, I need a place to stay, mother will not allow me to continue to hide there she suggests I go to London but with no money for clothing or a room. I cannot.” Ross said, “Ask George, this is his problem not mine.” Elizabeth said, “he will not claim my child.” Ross said, “neither will I, you need to find another route to have someone meet your needs. Now excuse me.” Elizabeth said, “oh Ross what happened to you.” Ross said, “I grew up. Now please leave I have much work to be done.” Elizabeth said, “I would never have believed you would turn your back on me Ross Poldark.” Ross said, “I would never believe that you turned out so vile. “Elizabeth left the mine in state of complete fury.  Zackey said, “I be pitin that poor orse of ers.”

Elizabeth rode to Nampara, she stormed into the house, coming upon Demelza she said, “you miners brat,” she pulled back the riding crop and smacked it across Demelza’s face. Jud came running in He was in the barn when Elizabeth rode in. Purdie and Jenny entered, Jenny ran to Demelza, Purdie grabbed Elizabeth and said, “ere now.” Jud grabbed her by the arm, saying Mister Ross said, “you be having trespassing charges against ee, if you come on Nampara land.” She turned hit Jud with the crop and the left. Urging her horse at a full gallop. Seeing both Demelza and Jud with injuries, Jenny told Purdie, “Go get Master Ross and the surgeon." The children were crying, Julia kept saying “bad, bad, bad.” They all toddled over to their mother, where Jenny was trying to stay the bleeding.  Demelza patted her children’s backs, Jonathan and Jeremy now was saying “boo boo," then burst into tears some more.

Ross and Dwight came running into the parlor all they got was the Mistress out of Purdie. They came into the three children crying in between the words "bad, boo boo". Dwight took the rag from Jenny and looked at Demelza’s face, then he looked at Jud’s, he said "how did this happen." Jenny said, "Mistress Elizabeth came stormin in not even knockin."  Jud said, "she hit the Mistress, when I’se told her she was gonna be charged with trespassin she hit me.” "Jenny I will need hot water and plenty of cornflowers if you have any, mix it in the hot water to make a tea. Then in the basin mix Goldenseal if you have any if not there is some in my bag." Demelza said, "yes in with the herbs, you gave me some and I planted it when you first came.” Dwight said, "the American Indians used it to help prevent bacterial infections. The Cornflower helps also but is more for colds and such caused by bacterial. I don’t know how dirty that whip was.

Ross swore “dam it” and Jeremy of course said, “am it.” Demelza said, “Ross.” Ross smirked, “sorry my love.” Jonathan said, “orry ov.” Ross said, “that is much better my son.” What was she doing here Dwight asked, “it was my fault she came to complain about Garrick? At the mention of Garrick all three children turned their attention to their nurse maid. “Grr” Julia said.  “Not getting anywhere and actually getting a scolding from me about how Francis is training the boy, she turned on the fact that I have no longer any feelings for her, betraying our friendship. She left in a snit."  Purdie said, “the way she rode out of here with the orse she be lucky she is not thrown. Ross said, “I hope she breaks her ass.” Julia says, “ass” Demelza exasperated, “ROSS.” Jonathan is not left out says, “oss” Dwight smirks, “we are in for a treat when they put their words together.”

Ross, Purdie, and Jenny take the triplets into the kitchen to get them fed their lunch. The children were taking turns trying to tell Ross what happened, he knew it was bad and ewy which he thought was Elizabeth and boo. He thought Dwight is right when they can make sentences we are definitely in for a ride. Once the children were changed fed and ready to take a nap Ross took them into the parlor to their cot. Placing them in, he said, "and no climbing out.” All three children giggled. Ross gave them his sternest look, “I mean it, you best stay in that cot.” He looked at his three children they all gave their father the most innocent look possible. Ross thought God help me I am in trouble with these three.

He went to where Dwight and Demelza was sitting, he asked where Jud was, Demelza said, "probably went to get a jug to ease the pain." Dwight said, "neither were deep enough to require stitches but with a dirty horse whip." Ross told him about Geoffrey Charles hitting Jeremy with his on his back. Dwight went to the cot and picked Jeremy up to check it. Satisfied it didn’t break skin he kissed the boy and put him back into the cot. He then asked Ross, “what would make a child do something like that.” Ross said, “I blame the parents, look at what his mother did.”

There was a knock at the door and Jenny answered it, “it be for the surgeon,” she said.  A servant from Killwarren entered, Dwight immediately jumped thinking something happen to Caroline’s uncle Ray. The servant said, Doctor Enys, you must come quick there be an accident with the Mistress carriage, there be one dead. Dwight flew out the door, Ross followed kissing Demelza’s head.  Ross and Dwight gallop at full speed wondering who the dead was. Both praying in wasn’t Caroline, Ross because he knew the blow would be hard for Demelza, Dwight was thinking what he would do if it was his Caroline, they haven’t been together that long, but he knew he was falling hard.

When they reached the accident, they saw Caroline standing along the road with her uncle Ray.  The carriage was obscuring the horse and the rider, whom Ross assumed was the deceased person.  Dwight and Ross went first to Caroline and Ray, who told them that the horse came out of nowhere and there was no time to stop. Ross looked over at the horse, and went numb, it was one he had seen this morning, Elizabeth. Dwight followed his gaze and said, “do you know who it is?” Caroline answered, “Elizabeth Poldark.” Dwight went to the woman who had a beautiful face but as beautiful as her outward appearance was, her nature, her insides are pure evil. From what he could tell she had a broken neck. He pulled his stethoscope out and listened to see if the baby's heartbeat could be heard, he doubted it would, but he wanted to make sure. He was correct there was no heartbeat. Ross had not moved from Caroline.

Dwight came over and said, who should I notify, Ross said, I suppose her mother. I will go to Trenwith and tell Francis, although they are no longer man and wife, Geoffrey Charles is still there. Dwight said, I will go inform her parents, I would suppose they will need something to help them through it. Caroline said, “what can I do?” Ross said, “could you go spend time with Demelza.” Ray said, "take me back to the house, and you can either take the carriage or the horse, I no longer think I want to go to Truro. 

Ross rode the rode to Trenwith so many times in the past he would go this way to see his cousins, it is where he met Elizabeth for the first time. It is where they became enamored with her, he could not say what he had for her was love anymore. What he had for his wife was what love was. Elizabeth was lust, she hid her true nature under the guise of being a lady. Reaching Trenwith, he knocked on the door, Mrs. Tabb letting him in. When Francis came to receive him, Francis said, “I didn’t think you would dare show your face after yesterday?” Ross said, “Francis there has been an accident, Elizabeth ran into the Pendvenon carriage, she is gone.” Francis’s knees buckled he said, “what a pitiful end. What I am going to tell my son, she wasn’t much of a wife, but she was a wonderful mother?” Agatha came down the stairs, Ross what a surprise, I thought ye forgot the way?”  When she saw his face she asked, “what’s amiss?” Ross said, Elizabeth had a riding accident, she is gone.” Agatha said, “couldn’t happen to anyone better.” Francis and Ross said at the same time, “Aunt!”

Ross left to go home he stopped along the cliffs where he said, Good-bye to Elizabeth all those years ago. Wondering what could have been if he hadn’t had left. He knew Elizabeth would never have been happy at Nampara. He knew now that he admired her beauty and that is what she desired most. She could not handle the fact that any other woman had a man's attention. She had been raised to expect that admiration from men by her mother.  He saw in his mind the day she gave him her signet ring to wear on his little finger, so he never forgot her. He didn’t forget her, it was her that forgot him for Francis, but thank God she did, he found a happiness he would never imagine in his life with his family. he sat on that cliff side for hours. It was getting late when he returned home.

Dwight and Caroline were there taking care of the children. Ross said, “where’s Demelza?” Dwight said, “I sent her to bed, she is blaming herself. She is afraid that you to will blame her.” Ross said, “are you all right with those three. Caroline huffed, “they like their Auntie and Dwight is here if they are in need of a diaper change. I dare say he is much better at it then you.” Jeremy giggled, “Aun e, poo poo.” Caroline said, “no Jeremy you wait for your pappa.” Jonathan was the next to add his, “papapapapa” to the mix. Julia was abnormally quiets, usually the chattiest. She started crying, “Momma.”  Ross picked her up taking her with him to see Demelza.

They walk into the room and Ross saw her sitting in the rocker by the fire. Going up and kneeling beside her he said, “my love.” Demelza responded by wrapping her arms around his neck, “I am so sorry, I know how much you loved her, you would still be friends if it were not for me. Please forgive me?” Ross placed a crying Julia on her mother's lap. Julia touched Demelza’s face and said, “bad, ewy boo boo.” Demelza kissed her daughter's hand and said, “Momma be all right.” Ross thought I was right ewy is their word for Elizabeth. He took Demelza’s hand in his and said, “my love there is nothing to forgive, it was Elizabeth that caused it all including her own death. Yes, she was beautiful, but she was raised to expect to be admired and if that admiration went to another, she turned into something terrible.  She was dreadful to you, a person who ever tried to show her kindness.” That thing that overtook her turned her beauty ugly at least to me.” He said, why don’t you go to bed, I will get the children fed ready for bed then bring them up and we will all sleep in one bed tonight. I think our children need to know you are all right.”

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Caroline picked Demelza, Ross, and Dwight up to go to the funeral. When they reached the church, they could hear Joan Chynoweth wailing from outside. They walked into the chapel of Shawl Church, Geoffrey Charles was seated beside his Grandmother on one side and Francis on the other. George was sitting on the opposite side of the church in the front pew. Ross led them to pews in the back half of the church. He had no illusions that Elizabeth’s mother would cause a scene if she saw Demelza. Demelza sat with her hands folded on her lap. Caroline sat on one side and Ross on the other side of her. Dwight was seated to Caroline’s right.

Caroline reached over and grabbed Demelza’s hand when she saw Ruth Treneglos come in. Ruth seeing Demelza sneered at her. Demelza looked down at her hands, while Caroline sneered back at Ruth. Ross didn’t notice Demelza’s unease. She knew what Elizabeth’s mother thought of her. Her daughter who was lying in a coffin, no doubt Demelza would be blamed for all of Elizabeth’s miseries. Demelza was feeling more and more anxious each minute the service ran on. She was debating on getting up and going outside but then they were coming to an end where the interment would be next.

No pallbearers were in the front of the church to carry the coffin out. So, Ross, George, Francis, and Dwight went up and stood beside the coffin to carry Elizabeth out. When her mother saw Demelza she seethed, “you dare to show your face here, it is because of you that Ross turned away from her. She needed him but he couldn’t go to her because of you. You are nothing be an insolent troll.” Caroline squeezed Demelza’s hand offering her compassion. A few others like Margaret Vesper, and Ruth Treneglos also made snide comments to her in passing. John, Ruth’s husband reached over and patted her cheek and gave her a small smile. Ruth grabbed his arm and jerked him away.

When Demelza could finally leave the church, she told Caroline she was leaving it was obvious she wasn’t welcome, and she still had the cut on her face from where Elizabeth had hit her with the riding crop. Caroline just nodded and went with the rest of the funeral possession. The men stood off to the side so when the time came, they could lower her body to the ground. They were blaming themselves for her death. Except for George who thought this was all Ross’s fault if he never encouraged her. She would not have chosen to cling to Ross. Ross should have claimed the child since it was probably his.

Ross didn’t even question where Demelza had gone. Caroline was troubled, Ross hadn’t even mentioned or asked about his wife. Did he not know how hard that funeral was for her? Not only did Demelza believe that Ross was in love with Elizabeth, but people were pointing and making rude comments. They told him last night that Demelza thought he was going to blame her since it was no secret that Elizabeth was his first love. They all knew that time and time again she had taken second place to that woman. Ross had to have known how this all was affecting her.

Ross finally realized Demelza wasn't at the reception following the funeral. When they were getting out of the carriage, he asked Caroline, “where is Demelza.”  Caroline said "she went home after the church service. She didn't stay for the internment did you not know how upset she was? Did you not see her, being uncomfortable with all the attention she was getting? Did you not hear Mrs. Chenoweth telling Demelza this was all her fault? She was even going as far as claiming Demelza tricked you into a marriage, stealing your attention from her. Ruth Treneglos and Margret Vispar sneered at Demelza telling her that it was her fault, that you should have paid more attention to Elizabeth. You were too busy thinking of Elizabeth to notice anything of Demelza." Ross said, “I am sorry Caroline, but I just lost a childhood friend.” “That you left your wife know in no uncertain terms that you loved and would always come first with you and your wife second,” Caroline interjected.

Demelza went home she changed her clothes Then put the children in the cart, and took them down to the beach, she gave them grapes, cheese, and juice. Put the blanket out and they build a Sandcastle while they were there, she was singing:

Lay down your head and I'll sing you a lullaby
Back to the years of loo-li lai-lay
And I'll sing you to sleep, and I'll sing you tomorrow
Bless you with love for the road that you go

May you sail fair to the far fields of fortune
With diamonds and pearls at your head and your feet
And may you need never to banish misfortune
May you find kindness in all that you meet

May there always be angels to watch over you
To guide you each step of the way
To guard you and keep you safe from all harm
Loo-li, loo-li, lai-lay

May you bring love, and may you bring happiness
Be loved in return to the end of your days
Now fall off to sleep, I'm not meaning to keep you
I'll just sit for a while and sing loo-li, lai-lay

May there always be angels to watch over you
To guide you each step of the way
To guard you and keep you safe from all harm
Loo-li, loo-li, lai-lay

Loo-li, loo-li, lai-lay...

Ross didn't stay for the reception, he felt bad that he did not realize the emotional pain Demelza was going through. That he did not hear or see any of the comments or the glaring looks his wife was getting. He walked home the same route that he had in the past growing up with his Trenwith cousins, the shortcut through the woods. He thought about what Caroline had said. Yes, Elizabeth had been his first love, but that love could not compare to what he felt for his wife. He knew he was failing Demelza if he weren’t she would not be insecure.

Once he made it home, he asked Jenny and Purdie where the mistress and children were? They told him that the mistress took them down at the beach. Ross changed his clothes and went down to the beach to see his wife and the children on the way down he heard her singing. He stopped and listened. To him she had the most beautiful voice he had ever heard, He remembered the first time he heard her and thought she was a siren. He walked up to Demelza and said, “my love why are you sitting down here at the beach with the children? Why did you not join us in the carriage to go to the reception after the funeral?” Demelza shrugged saying, “I was feeling very uncomfortable, I started getting sick, so I just came home.”

Julia handed her dad a spoon, so he could play in the sand. Jeremy picked up a handful of sand throwing it at Ross. That got Garrick barking as he got between Ross and Jeremy, Jonathan was doing his own thing digging where the tide came in and putting water in the hole he made. He dangled his feet in the puddle and would laugh every time the tide put more in. Papa ook, Jonathan said. Ross went over and drizzled water on his legs. Jeremy seeing Ross was paying attention to Jonathan went beside his brother made a puddle and put his feet in. When the tide came in it wash the side that separated the two puddles making one long one. Ross was drizzling water on both boys. They were giggling Jeremy said, Papa ore.”

Ross said, “my love, I do believe your sons want to go swimming.” She said, “Ross, I did not bring my swimming dress.” Ross said, “there is no one on the cove, but us and our children. We could go to the secret spot in the cave-like we did before. You don’t need any clothing I will join you. The children are too young to know.” Demelza said, “I believe you just want to see me without clothing.” Ross chuckled, “well there is that.” Demelza replied, “I don’t think that is something a lady would do.” Ross looked at her saying, “maybe not but My Lady would.” Julia looked at her mother and said, “Moma swim.” Ross upon hearing his daughter said, “I do believe she talks the plainest, did you hear she wants to swim?” Demelza looked at her three children they all were looking at her, her daughter so much like her, her sons so much like Ross saying, "fine, you don’t have to guilt me with the children.”  Ross grinned "but look how fast their beautiful faces get you to agree."

The five of them went to the Holy Cave and found the clear pool of water Ross got in first holding onto the boys. It was a little deeper today and he didn’t want to move too far from them. Demelza took off her and Julia’s little dressing gown. They got in the water soon all five were splashing and all hurt was soon forgotten. Ross seeing his sons being daring laying on their stomachs and putting their heads under water said, "I marvel at how fearless they are." All of a sudden Julia broke loose of Demelza and jumped into the water. Demelza was standing in a deeper section little Julia went underwater. Demelza panicked and screamed. Ross started to move toward his daughter when all at once she was swimming underwater toward her dad. She came up and he grabbed her. it was not a far swim but still for a child almost one, it was a feat. Ross holding her close said, “I always thought your mother was a mermaid, know I know for sure.” Demelza came over and grabbed their daughter and said, “she could have drowned.” Ross rubbed Demelza’s arms, “but she did not,” he replied. "She swam better than Uncle Frances,” he laughed.” The boys seeing their sister swim both put their heads underwater but could not figure out how their sister made herself move through the water.

They were enjoying their time together as a family when they heard Purdie calling, "Master Ross, Master Ross.” Ross put his fingers to his lips. Purdie yelled into the cave, “Master Ross?” Ross said, “what is it Purdie, and do not come in here?” Purdie smirked to herself there was only one reason he did not want her in there she thought, then she remembered why she was there. “Mrs. Chynoweth is at the house; she is making a right fuss. She is wanting the Mistress. Demelza eyed Ross, “can’t we just ignore her,” Demelza questioned? “No, my love, she will not go quietly. We should console her into believing I still loved her daughter.” Demelza glared at Ross, “do you?” Ross said, “of course not but.” Demelza grabbed Julie and got out of the pool. “Are you sure because to me that is not a course of action for someone who does not? She quickly got dressed, then put Julia’s clothes on. Ross yelled, “Demelza I’ll handle her.” Demelza said, “how by embarrassing me, making me a fool. People always believed you still have a torch for her maybe you do but I will not stay with a man who makes a fool out of me in front of the whole of Cornwall. When she comes out of the cave Purdie is waiting to go to the house. Ross grabs the boys cursing trying to get himself put together while also trying to put his son’s clothes on.

He got back to the house and heard screaming and accusations flying from Elizabeth’s mother. “You even breed like a dog, three children at once. Like a mangy mutt you are. You will never compare to what Elizabeth was. A real lady who was brought up to do great things, it should have been you and those brats that died. Ross will love Elizabeth to the day he dies!” Ross walks into the room yelling, “that’s enough I have not loved Elizabeth for a very long time. I hate speaking ill of the dead, but you raised a conceited daughter and a vicious one at that. Don’t blame my wife for any of this. As for her and my children, they are my soul. No wonder Elizabeth was like she was, how can you wish small children dead. Get off my property and don’t come back.” Mrs. Chynoweth said, “You deserve the wife you got, my daughter was always too good for you.” Ross said, “Thank you, I got the better bargain out of that deal. Francis got a whore, and I got a wonderful loving woman now leave,” He called Jud to escort her off my land.

Demelza said, “thank you for the kind words, maybe she is right if I should have just left, she would be alive, and you could have picked up your former attachment.” Ross snatched Demelza to him, I would have followed you, you are the air I breathe, the sun in my face, and the water I drink. I could not live without you. You will stay here with me forever." Ross placed his hand on her cheek, leaning in to kiss her. I love you he told her. The children toddled in. Julia said, “Moma loves you!” Jeremy and Jonathan echoed but were a little less clear. Ross chuckled looks like you have a fan club. Now what do you say we put these little ones down for a nap and then we talk about how you can serve me!” he wiggled his eyebrows.

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After supper, Dwight and Caroline stopped in. Caroline nudged Dwight, an action that did not go unnoticed by Ross or Demelza. Dwight coughed, I/we have something to tell you, as you know Caroline and I have been spending time together. We have decided to be a couple. Demelza clapped her hands and put them to her mouth. Ross offered congratulations; I have no doubt you two will be very happy. Caroline said, “well yes if I can get Uncle Ray to see how much we love each other.” Demelza said, what can we do to help?”  Caroline smiled at her, “I will let you know when I come up with a plan. Dwight raised his eyebrow and Ross chuckled. Ross said, “Caroline I have some news for you also, we found a large load of copper in the mine. We still don’t know the full size, anyway, figure it should be enough to pay your full loan back.” Caroline looked down at her hands, “Ross, take care of your family first, then I would like to put the money in an account that we can use for the improvement of the family’s in this area. Creating new family sustainable jobs. Help with the food situation. We could be partners and may create a committee where more people become involved.” Dwight grabbed her hand, “you are a marvel, my love.”

Ross said, “since finding cooper we are already using the money for the needs of my family.”  He grabbed Demelza’s hand and said, “we would be glad to be your partner in such an endeavor.” Demelza nodded her head in agreement. Julia toddled over to Caroline saying “auntie” Caroline picked the little girl up giving her kisses, and Julia was giggling. Dwight said, “what a pleasant sound.” Jeremy seeing Julia getting loven went to Dwight, who immediately did the same as Caroline. Jonathan just sat where they were playing every now and then he looked for his siblings. Caroline looked at Jonathan and said, “I wonder what he is thinking. Dwight said, “probably what are those two doing allowing those people to drool all over them. Jonathan smiled saying “Gar.” Demelza said, “I think he feels the other two are ignoring their long-term ‘Gar’ for you two. Dwight chuckled. Caroline said, “I was bringing Horace for a visit, do you think he would be safe with them.” Ross laughed, “he would probably run and hide.”

Julia and Jeremy squirmed off of the guest laps and went back to Garrick. Jonathan then got up and went to his father, “Pa.” Ross picked him up kissing him. Demelza reached over and did the same. Demelza wrinkled her nose, and Ross did the same. Dwight chuckled, and Caroline said, good boy, Auntie didn’t bring enough Channel to cover the order. Ross went to hand him to Demelza and said, are you sure, usually when one does it the others follow, and you remember Jeremy?”  Ross got up holding his youngest, “I have asked you once and I will ask you again What Do You Feed These Children.” Demelza said, “I think the boys have your digestive tract.” Ross was indignant, “I do not smell that bad.” Demelza smirked and Dwight said, “Ross you forget I served with you in America, and I actually had to help you to the latrines often. Ross huffed and said, “come, Jeremy let ’s get you changed and throw over his shoulder I do not smell this bad.” The three left in the room chuckled.

Julia setting beside Julia said, “ew ermy sinks.” The three adults burst out laughing. Caroline said, I do believe she speaks the best, Dwight why don’t you join Ross with that one?” She pointed to Jeremy. Dwight looked appalled, “why me?” Demelza said, “I will do it.” Caroline said, “nonsense he is used to horrible smells, I would believe.” Dwight gave her a scolding look and then got up to go to Jeremy. At that moment Ross walked back in. There he smells as fresh as a soft rain. Dwight said, “Good your other son has done his constitutional. Ross looked at Jeremy and then at Demelza, “my love please, my lungs need to refill. Caroline burst out laughing. Dwight said to Caroline, “why don’t you change him.” Caroline said, “I don’t have any perfume with me beside you already accepted that task.” Jeremy started to cry, Demelza jumped up and said, “I will change him.” Dwight put his hand up to stop her as he went to Jeremy, “come to my boy Uncle Dwight will take care of you no matter how bad you smell.” Once he picked him up Dwight said to Ross, “he definitely takes after you.”  Ross said, “of course, they are my sons.” He placed Jonathan back on the floor with Julia saying sternly, “if you have to go, wait until Pappa is out of the room.” Julia started crying, Ross picked her up, “I am sorry princess.”

Caroline smirked, “someone has Pappa wrapped around his little finger. Then Julia said, “poo.” Demelza jumped up and tell Ross to bring her. She looked for a pot that was small but had a larger lip. She put took Julia’s diaper off and held her over the pot. Julia looked at her mother confused, Demelza said, “poo in the pot, my lover.” Ross said aghast, “Demelza we will not be able to use that pot again.” Demelza smiled at Julia while telling Ross a bigger slop bucket would be too hard on them and the outhouse is out of the question. We need to make a chamber bucket where they can sit and go in the bucket without hurting their bums. Julia said, “poo bum.” Demelza groaned now she will go around saying that. They heard her leave gas and then a plop in the bucket Demelza and Ross praised her for being such a good girl. Demelza asked Ross to take the pot to the outhouse and empty it. Ross did as he was bid, gaging on the smell. He said, “she is worse than the boys.” Demelza looked at Julia smiling she said, “she Is Pappa’s little princess.”

Demelza carried her back into the room. Demelza said, “she pooed in a pot.” Dwight and Caroline clapped and told her what a good girl she was. The boys looked at her with a bit of annoyance. Demelza said, “Princess, I think you brothers are jealous.” Demelza placed her on the floor and Ross said, are they done now?” Dwight responded, “I hope so, one can only take that order so long.” Ross nodded in agreement. Demelza smacked him, “it is better out than in do you want them to explode!” Dwight said, “she is right, but do they have to smell so bad?” Caroline laughed, “Dwight, I don’t suppose you smell like a rose.” Demelza having enough of this conversation changed the subject to the accident.

Ross noticed his children talking among themselves, he tried to make out what they were saying but he could only catch a couple of words, one was poo, he thought to himself please Julia tell your brothers about the pot maybe then Demelza would not have all those diapers she had to wash. He looked at his wife and noticed she had turned her attention to the children. She said, “I do believe those three are planning something. Caroline said, “who seems to be the instigator?” Demelza turned to look at her, “Julia.” Ross groaned, “oh no if I remember correctly Verity always came up with the most devious plans that always came out badly for Francis and me.” “Oh,” said Demelza, “do tell.”  

Ross thought for a minute, he said, “momma was still alive Claude was little. She had this beautiful garden where she planted different colors of poppies in. It was spectacular! Verity decided that our mothers deserved a gift because of how good they were to us. We went into her garden and pulled up all the poppies, after we were done, I was heartsick because where my mother’s beautiful poppies were, was now a large hole. Verity took the flowers and made a bouquet for my mother and one for hers. We took my mother’s into her, and she gasped but then Verity said, these are because you are a good momma and aunt, mom cried took the roots off, and then put them in the vase. Aunt Verity wasn’t so understanding. She first made a fuss over the dirt from the roots and then told us they should have been left in the garden and that they were not ours to give. Then she sent me home and Francis and Verity to their rooms. I came in to apologize to my mother she hugged me and said you thought of me and that is worth any flowers I have ever grown. Father was not as nice, he said boy leave your mother’s garden be, pick her wildflowers, they will mean the same to her. I felt bad every time I look where the poppies used to be. The next year she planted more but I never went to her garden again.

Demelza said, “if that is the worst, they get up to I can handle that.” Ross chuckled and said, “that wasn’t the worse, but it was a hard lesson for me.” Caroline chuckled, “I would never have been allowed in the garden I would have gotten soiled.” Dwight said, “I always helped with planting, that is where I acquired my knowledge of plants.” Demelza said, “ole Maggy Dass taught me, she took pity on my brothers and me. She taught me medicinal remedies and herbs and the best plants to get to have food on the table. God knows I don’t know what I would do without her she saved our lives.” Ross reached for her hand and grabbing it he kissed her knuckles. He said, “I am eternally grateful to the woman.”

The children seeing their father kissing their mother, decided that their mother must need some loving, so they toddled over to her and all three tried to crawl onto her lap. Ross picks two up and Demelza then the other. Ross’ tried to get two of their mother. Dwight said, “well Demelza we can see who your children prefer.” Ross said, “as it should be.” They all were fussing, Demelza said, “I believe they are tired. I need to prepare them for bed. Caroline said, “we will leave you to it but first I wanted to say, that what those Margaret, Ruth, and Mrs. Chynoweth said today could not be further from the truth. What Elizabeth did falls directly on her shoulders, not yours.” Demelza said, “but if I would have left Ross may have been with her. They may have lived a long full life. Caroline huffed, “I don’t believe Ross would ever have been happy with her you do realize that do you not. She would never have been happy living here or being with a mine owner or farmer. She wanted London and the social events that are held there. Balls, dances, and parties. Ross said things I do not and never did have high regard for. No, I have everything right here. Three wonderful children and a beautiful woman who is the love of my life. Dwight said, “you may not know this, but Ross is the most admired man in the area, not because of his material things but because he has you. I believe that is what drove the woman to her demise, she couldn’t bear the pain that Ross could be happier with you.” Ross said, “that cannot be disputed, I am happier with you as my wife.” Dwight said, “Caroline we must leave now since the little ones are tired.”  

Ross and Demelza walked them to the door and wished them good night. Demelza took the children into the kitchen she put water on to boil then she prepared their night clothes. Julia pointed to the pot and said, “poo” Demelza held her over it and she tinkled in it. Ross and Demelza praised her and gave her a hug the boys toddled overlooked at Ross, “Ross said, my boy, do you have to poo. Jonathan then tried to take his diaper off. Demelza said Ross I don’t think you holding him over it is a good thing, I remember my father taking the older boys outside and letting them relieve themselves in the dirt. Ross said I could try. Demelza said you need to show them how thought Ross said, “what? You want me to urinate in front of them.” She said, “how else are they to learn? I can’t very well teach them.” Ross said come my boys we will give it a try. While he took the boys outside Demelza changed and bathed Julia. She gave her milk to drink in her cup.

Ross came back in with a disgusted look on his face. Demelza giggled, “Did it not go well she asked?” Ross lifted his leg showing her the wet pant leg. She put her hands to her mouth to hold back laughing. She then asked, “did they both do that or one in particular?” Ross said,” Jeremy.” Demelza went over to Jeremy and hugged him telling him good boy then Ross reconsidered and hugged him. She looked at Jonathan, Ross said, he hit the ground.” Demelza laughed and hugged Jonathan too. Demelza picked up Jeremy who was still chuckling while Ross did Jonathan. They got the boys ready for bed and then gave them their milk. Ross said, “Demelza how long do I have to take them to the outside for them to do their duty.” Demelza said, “until they realize that is how it works.” Ross sighed “truly?” Demelza said, “Truly Ross.”

Once the children were in bed and Ross and Demelza were laying side by side, Ross said, “I am sorry my love, I did not realize the pain or hurt it caused you to go to the funeral today. Forgive me for not checking on your feelings more.”  Demelza said, “nay Ross I should not have attended. She was your first love and you had strong feelings for her. Her mother was right you know if I would have left you may have convinced her to leave Francis in time.” Ross turned toward her, turning her face to him. He said, do you really think I could have lived with that woman. My only feelings for her were from a friendship long ago. You are my true love, my real abiding love, who has taught me what love truly is. Do not ever think I could live without you because I cannot. They made love once they were done, they lay beside each other holding hands. Ross said, “isn’t it amazing about Caroline and Dwight. Demelza said, “it is, I am glad because I thought I would have to compete with her also for your affection. Ross kissed her brow and said, “never.”

"Ross, we need to think of a way to make something that the children can sit on without falling in or hurting their backside. The boys can stand to urinate but not Julia and with three I don't relish bending over holding them. Besides I don't want to give them something that will lose their bowels to go at a certain time." Ross said, "let me think on it."

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Ross sat with Jud telling him what he wanted to make, a seat to sit on top of the pot for the children to sit on. So they can use the pot as a chamber pot without hurting their behinds. They decided to cut two pieces of wood with half-moons cut out on one side. The two pieces would fit together to make one piece, it would be sanded to a smooth finish. They would sit on the top of the pot or bucket. They finished by noon and placed it on the pot Demelza had used yesterday. Julia was the first to see it she said, “poo” Demelza removed her diaper and she did her business. Ross was so proud of his princess that he picked her up and congratulated her. Jud took the pot out to empty it. Jonathan seeing all the attention Julia was getting, thought he would get into the action.” Demelza removed his diaper and sat down and it was like a fountain went off in the kitchen. There was urine everywhere, Ross jumped back but not before Jonathan wet the bottom of Ross’s pant leg. Demelza put her hand over her mouth and giggled. Jud and Purdie howled with laughter. Ross swore, which Jonathan understood as Pappa’s angry voice, and his little lip started to tremble. Demelza quick to recover said, ”good job Jonathan what a clever boy you are!” Ross seeing, his small son upset went over picked him up, and kissed his head, “my boy Pappa is so proud of you, but next time we will try for you to aim at something other than Pappa’s leg he said gently. Jonathan snuggled up to his father because Pappa couldn’t be too mad if he were snuggling him. Jeremy stayed far away from the pot.

Demelza was invited with the children to go to Killwarren. Ross decided he would go with her, Dwight asked if he could tag along. He first wanted to check on Uncle Ray and second to see Caroline. The children sitting on the floor of the Killwarren parlor. They were getting unsettled when Demelza suggested if they may have some small pots and spoons, they will make their entertainment. They brought the pots and spoons and the children banged and made quite a bit of noise, but they were content to play. Demelza said, “they entertain themselves most of the time. Sometimes I think it is a blessing to have them all the same age. Caroline, Demelza, and Ross all talked about the gossip of the area. Then Dwight joined them and he told Caroline of her uncle’s condition. They were speaking of the mine when they heard the children giggling.

Jeremy had worked his diaper off and was sitting on his pot he grunted and the stench followed. Demelza jumped and said, “no.” Jeremy started crying Demelza looked at Ross and started to cry too. Ross came over and took Jeremy and Demelza into his arms. He praised Jeremy for being a good boy and then said but you must tell Pappa and Momma first so we can help you. Demelza just cried.

The other two people in the room were bewildered at the whole incident.  Caroline said, “what on earth?” Ross explained how they were training the children with a pot instead of the regular chamber pot. He said one of us would have to hold the children, it seemed to be for the children, Demelza and me. he said they put a seat on a pot for them to go on because it was closer to the floor, and with the seat, they do not have to bend over holding them. The boys are still at a loss of how to get them to urinate without the fountain effect. My leg seems to be Jonathan’s aim point. Dwight and Caroline both chuckled. Then Caroline said, “but Demelza why do you cry?” Demelza said, “I am sorry, it just seems like my children can embarrass me at a moment’s notice.” Dwight said, “one child can do that and I imagine three would be three times as bad, but this is not that bad. You are showing that you have intuitive nature to rise above the chore of raising three toddlers at one time. You amaze me Demelza.” Demelza sniffled and said, “thank you, I am so sorry Caroline we will purchase a not pot for you.” Caroline said, “nonsense Ross, you will get me a seat for that pot since my nephew loves it so much.” Ross laughed he mouthed a thank you to his friends and said, “I will get right on that.” Caroline wondered how far Dwight's admiration for Demelza went.

On their way home, Dwight said, what else have you done to keep all these monkeys in check?” Ross said, “We needed a fence at both top and bottom to all the stairs because they can climb out of bed. Jud has made a fenced-in area outside in the grass so we can put them in a safe place while Demelza gardens or hangs the wash. It is remarkable because it can be moved to other spaces for them to safely play.” Demelza said, “of course, you know about the little wagon Jud made them.” “Demelza, you look a little pale are you alright,” Dwight asked? Demelza side-eyed Dwight telling him, “she was fine.” Ross looked at his wife thinking Dwight is right, she looked like does look a little pale. I will have to watch her, he thought. The children laughed when they would gallop a little faster, Demelza who had Julia was a little more cautious, she was the lesser skilled of the three and would not risk any of her children for her being inexperienced.

For the next month, everything was falling into place. Julia took to going to the pot like a fish to water. Demelza decided it was because she didn’t like a wet diaper. The boys were a little tougher Demelza had them doing their bowel movements on the pot, and she placed a saucer in front to prevent a fountain. Jonathan still had a thing for wetting Ross’s pant legs. Demelza thought it was to gain Ross’s attention. He was going more to the main and the other ventures he was now starting to be involved with. He was away so much that Demelza was on the verge to say something but thought better of it. Before they knew it another month had passed and the children were now out of diapers. Of course, Demelza made Julia little bloomers to wear under her dresses and britches for the boys.

Ross had just come home from being off looking into working on a new China clay project, he had found China clay on part of his property. This would increase his income greatly he just needed a plan. Captain McNeal was in the area a great deal of the time now and he enjoyed bantering with the Mistress Poldark. He found Demelza alone most of the time, which only made him more resolved to pursue her even though she was married. Ross had come homes to check on his young wife. He found her entertaining Malcolm McNeal. McNeal jumped to his feet after placing the two childing clamoring for his attention on the floor. “Captain Poldark, sir I just stopped in to have a cup of tea with your charming wife.” Ross said, “indeed.” McNeal was not going to be treated as an inconvenience by Ross Poldark. He told Ross, “yes, she is so often alone and I am in the area, I have stopped quite frequently to spend time with her and the children.” Ross looked at Demelza, “do you feel neglected my dear.” Demelza’s rage was growing why was Ross acting this way. “Yes, Ross, quite often in fact. You always seem to be on the go for something or other and the children and I most often entertain each other but sometimes it is nice to have another adult to speak to. Ross was taken aback by her answer, he felt sure she would have said no, but she had no qualms that he had been neglecting his family.

There was a knock at the door and Demelza excused herself, knowing her help was busy in other rooms. There was a pretty young woman standing there, she had a young girl about the age of three or four with her. “Is Captain Poldark home, ”she asked? Demelza lead her into the parlor where Ross was still measuring McNeal up and what his intentions were specifically. When he saw the young woman, he jumped to his feet and looked at Demelza then asked the young woman. “Janet what a surprise, do you know my wife Demelza,” he asked?” Janet told him “no, I had no idea you were married.” Ross said, “it is a recent thing.” Demelza let out an unfamiliar chuckle, well not too recent, It has been what Ross four years since you came back from war and two and a half since we were married. The young woman raised an eyebrow at Ross. Demelza did not like it, she had not missed the gesture and was indeed intrigued. McNeal wondered what this was about, his gut told him this was something he could use for his advantage but it could also turn Demelza away from him. He stood and said, I will take me to leave, as always Mistress Demelza it has been a pleasure. Ross glared, “letting his wife know this discussion was not over by a long shot.

The young woman said, “Is there somewhere private we can talk?” Ross said, “my library.” Demelza interjected, “my husband and I share all our information we don’t keep secrets; may I ask your name?” The young woman said, “my name is Janet Basset, and this is my daughter Rosanne. Ross’s daughter.” Ross paled as he looked at the child, she would have been three if that was the case. He said, “how?” Janet laughed, “the usual way, you don’t remember.” Demelza thought back, that had to be right when he got back. Ross’s thoughts were she came upon him offering comfort in his tragic engagement. They had met off and on before he went to America, for his release since Elizabeth have not believed in premarital sex, but she had, with Francis he thought. Demelza picked up Julia and Jonathan calling Purdie. When Purdie came in, Demelza said let’s take them outside. I need air. Ross said, “Demelza wait.” She turned and said, “why Ross I guess I wasn’t the only one you were courting. Janet smirked didn’t you know he always has two on the hook at the same time. Demelza looked scathingly at Ross and went with her children.

Ross turned on Janet, “why on God’s earth would you tell her that.? She said, “because my child should come first and I have heard how prosperous you are. Is there proof that she is mine? None other than her looks, can you not see yourself in her.” Ross looked at the child, he had to admit she did look like him. He told the little girl, “why don’t you go out and play with my wife. Ross called Jenny and asked that she take the little girl out to play with the children she raised an eyebrow but agreed. Once the girl was gone, he said, “Janet she is of dark coloring but I may presume I was not your only customer,” he raised an eyebrow? “No, you were not my only customers but none of them has the same color as you. She is your rightful heir,” Janet replied. Ross was getting angry now, “my rightful heirs are outside with their mother. If your daughter is mine, I will give you a stipend for her,” Ross said? “Ross,” Janet exclaimed, “you will let your eldest daughter live in a whore house. No, I need a cottage close by so we can be part of your family.” Ross said, “absolutely not if you want her to be part of the family after I will take her and raise her with her half-siblings.”

Janet was furious, you have come to me off and on for over eight years all though your complex relations ship with the prude Elizabeth. Then you marry that woman.” Ross said, “that woman means more to me than any other. I am sorry you feel entitled but you were nothing more than a release” If that child is mine, she will be raised here, but she is not my heir, you are not included in that assessment.” Janet went up to Ross and placed her hand on his chest then looked up into his eyes, “do you not remember how I made you feel. “Ross removed her hands and said, “I have all I want in my wife, I am not in the mind to take a mistress.” Janet said, “we will see.”

Janet went out and called Rosanne to her. She glared at Demelza, who turned her head and watched her children. The little girl came up to Demelza and hugged her. Demelza hugged her back. The little girl wanted to stay with this nice lady, she didn’t have to sit in the small room that she shared with her mother and see her do things. She didn’t like living there. Ross said, “the girl stays here until we determine what will be done.” Janet yelled, “that’s not fair, “I need a place to live.”  Ross shrugged, “I may be obliged to care for the child but not you. I will let you know once we have decided if she is mine or not. Demelza looked at the little girl. She looked so scared and was so malnourished. She could not help but love her. She was still hurt by Ross’s confession but the child is what matters most.

Ross came up behind Demelza, “Demelza he said, how can you be so generous to the child?” Demelza answered him, “why she did not do anything untoward me, she is a sweet little girl. I must ask if this is true why you went to Janet. Surely this was the time in which you were courting me?” Ross said, “we were still unsure and I needed release and she was willing and available.” Demelza turned and then said over her shoulder. “how many more will I have showing up on the doorstep?” Ross called to her we still need to talk about McNeal.” Demelza ignored him.

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Demelza went to work in the kitchen she would have to make a place for the girl to sleep. She wondered if she could put a cot in the children’s room. Maybe she could put the boys in one and the girls in another. She didn’t think moving Julia into her own with Rosa was a good idea. Julia was still very attached to her brothers. The little girl came into the kitchen, Mamma left, is she coming back, Demelza looked at the little girl. “I would think so what mother would leave a beautiful daughter like you? Demelza notices the little girl’s shoulders slumped. She notice her clothing all tattered and torn. She went to her smoothing the little girl’s dark curls down. “Rosa what is wrong, we will care for you while she is gone.” Rosa said, “I don’t want her to come back.” Demelza was taken aback by this sweet little girl. “You should not talk about your mother like that.”

Rosa answered, “why she doesn’t love me, I am in her room when she has her men friends, sometimes I am made to watch. I do not like it. Sometimes men ask her if I am available Mamma always says in a year or two. I don’t want to be available.” Demelza brought her closer to her chest she thought, this poor little one, how can a mother be so cruel. Demelza said, “would it be okay if I put a cot for you up with the triplets and you can sleep with Julia in one of the cots if that is okay with you?” Rosa looked at Demelza, “in a bed?” Demelza chuckled, “yes in bed,” Demelza got a horrible thought, “Rosa where did you sleep in until now. Rosa shrugged, “ on a mat on the floor in mother’s room.” That was enough, Demelza though I don’t care who her parents were she needed Demelza and Demelza was determined to make her a home.

Jenny came into the kitchen, Demelza said who has the triplets, Jud, and master. Demelza asked, “Jenny does her mother have clothes that are left over that do not fit your sister has grown out of. I need something until I take her to Truro to get some clothes. Also, if you could ask Jud to take a cot up to the nursey. Jenny said, “Demelza, are you keeping the girl along as necessary. Jenny said, “I will go now and look.” Demelza nodding went to put hot water on so she could get the girl bathed. Rosa said, “you are keeping me?” Demelza smiled gently at the little girl, “if that is all right with you?” Rosa nodded she could not believe her luck she was going to live with this beautiful lady. Ross came in with the triplets following. “Demelza, we need to talk to each other.” “No, not now Ross I have too much to do.” Ross’s anger was rising, “Demelza we need to talk now. Rosa went and stood behind Demelza shying away from Ross. Demelza had enough, “you will have to wait until Jenny comes back with clothing for Rosa.” Ross looked at the little girl and said she does look a bit shabby. Demelza said, “I will take her to Troro tomorrow to find her some decent clothes.” Ross nodded, he was about to admonish Demelza for taking to the girl to Truro to purchase items for her, then he realized it should be him buying things for this little girl. He then said, “maybe we can take the wagon and go as the family.” Demelza shrugged her shoulders, at this point she had no strength to fight about it.

Ross was playing with the triplets when Jeremy told him poo. Ross took him and set him on the pot. They had devised a saucer which they put in front so the boys did not spray the kitchen down. Since they were no longer in diapers it made it easier to clean and replace their clothing. When he was done Jonathan said pee. Ross went to set him on the pot Jonathan said, “no, pee” Ross cringed, “he knew what he wanted and he did not relish the idea. Demelza was bathing Rosa in the room off the library. He said, “my love may I drop two off the third goes to pee. Demelza nodded. Ross leads Julia and Jeremy into the room. Jeremy when seeing his mother said, “I poo in the potty.” Demelza said, “what a good boy you are.”  Ross thought maybe I should get my pants ready because Jonathan’s aiming point seems to be my pants.

Ross leads Jeremy out to the outhouse. He put him up on the seat and held him. He showed him where to aim in the hole in the wood. Jeremy started to cry saying  “scared.” Ross thought well there is nothing else to do but to leave him go on the ground and hope he doesn’t aim for me. Jonathan peed to Ross’s amazement he did aim at him but at the chickens going around in the yard. Ross praised him for not getting Pappa wet and being a good boy not going in his pants. They went in where Demelza was dressing Rosa. Ross excitedly told Demelza about Jonathan not going on his leg. Then he told her about Jonathan aiming for the chickens. Demelza was unhappy she said, “Judas, Ross, I hope you tried to dissuade him those poor chickens.” Ross said, “chickens be damned, I didn’t get urinated on!” Demelza said, “you are a grown man, those are innocent chickens they can’t bathe themselves to get it off them. Ross gave Demelza a frustrated look, “do you suggest I bathe the chickens?” Demelza shrugged, “you’re the one that didn’t stop him.” Ross said, “nor will I prefer if he goes on them and not on my leg.” Demelza shrugged and replied, “I prefer that he went in the dirt or bucket and not on either.”

By the time they go all the children were fed and ready for bed, Demelza was exhausted. Laying next to Ross she had questions she wanted answers to so she said, “Ross.” Ross laying with his eyes closed said “yes, my love.” “How are you going to prove that Rosa isn’t yours,” she asked? “Ross said, “what, oh I don’t know but I don’t feel anything for the girl.” Demelza said, “she has bruises on her arms and backside like someone took a belt t her.” If no man comes forward, I think we should keep her.” Ross replied, “you can not be serious?” Demelza was quiet for a while. She wondered how she was going to make him see, that little girl needed them. It was evident to at least Demelza that Janet should not be allowed to raise a dog let alone a child. She wondered how she was going to make Ross see.

The next morning Demelza had a stomach bug, Ross saw her leaning over the chamber pot expelling the contents of her stomach. He pulled her hair back and said, “are you sick my love.” Demelza said, “my stomach is a little queasy. He helped her back to bed. He said, “I will stay home today and help watch over the children you should get some rest.” Demelza huffed, with three toddlers and a three-year-old I don’t think that is possible.” Ross said, “nevertheless it will happen.” Now I want to know how many times McNeal has been here to visit my wife.” Demelza was hurt, “Ross do you not trust me? When he didn’t answer her, she went on, “he has only been here a few times he plays with the children mostly she told her husband. There is nothing there to worry about, there is only one man I want to be my husband, sharing my bed and all my happiness and joy. Ross said, “I hope you will keep it that way.” There was a knock on their bedroom door.

It was Rosa and Julia, “Rosa said, “Momma Julie needs to use the potty. Ross got up I will take her. He picked up Julia and noticed she backed away from Ross. He wondered if someone had abused her. he said to Rosa, “Rosa do you have to go also. Demelza said, “it is alright Rosa you can go with Ross; he will help you.” Demelza jumped out of bed that minute and rushed to their chamber pot room, where she promptly cleared everything from her stomach, then preceded to dry heave.” Ross hesitated, “Demelza are you alright?” She replied, “Yes Ross.” Julia said very loudly, Pappa pee!” Ross said, “yes princess, potty. Leaving to take his daughter to do her business. When he came back up both boys were ready to go potty so Ross left the girls upstairs. Demelza had them climb in beside her. The three snuggled together tightly. Then Ross brought the boys back up seeing their sister and Rosa in bed with Demelza they decided they would crawl in. Ross watches all his children in bed with his wife he decides he will get in also. Demelza started to sing, it wasn’t long before everyone except Ross and Demelza was asleep. Ross told Demelza we may need a bigger bed. Demelza said it is the perfect size for our family.

Once the children awoke, they did not hesitate to wake their parents. Demelza made it to the chamber pot where she dried heaved again. Ross said, “Demelza you go back to bed. I will send word I am unavailable today and take care of the children. Demelza felt like a wrung-out rag. She did not argue with Ross, which concerned him all the more. Going downstairs, he asked Jenny if she would fetch the surgeon since the mistress is not doing, we. Demelza woke when Dwight arrived. He checked her over, asking if she was feeling alright now and what was the issue earlier? Demelza told him all the systems that she had finishing she was overly tired. Dwight then asked when her last minces were she thought and thought all the while Dwight thought he knew the answer. Demelza finally got tears in her eyes, “how can I tell Ross we just expanded the house by one by having Rosa move in with us,” Demelza ranted. Dwight arched a brow, and Demelza told him he would need to speak to Ross on that account. Ross brought tea and toast up for Demelza when he saw his beautiful wife crying. Ross gently asked, “what has happened Demelza Dwight,” Ross asked. Demelza cast a glance at Dwight then with her head down and her beautiful coppery hair she said, “I am with child.”

Ross stood stock still, “what did you say,” Ross asked?” Demelza started to cry, “I am with child again? I am sorry Ross especially with Rosa now here but I am expecting now and nothing will change that.” Ross smiled at his wife, the love of his life telling her how beautiful she was. That even with Rosa, they would have more than enough love to welcome more children and with the mines doing well they could afford them. Demelza sobbed louder what if it is a multiple birth again? Ross told her then we will handle it as before. He was pleading with her when there was a loud knock on the door. Janet had brought a Constable with her. Ross went to greet her, he scowled at her asking what she wanted? She told him she was there to pick her daughter up. Ross said, “the surgeon is examining her now.” “For what,” Janet exclaimed. Ross raised an eyebrow, saying, “you tell me.” Ross then addressed Constable Peters, “how can I help you?” Constable Peters looks uncomfortable. The constable answered uncertainly, “I am here to collect the little girl. Ross fumed, “first forgive me but is it not the right of the father to keep any children?” Peters nodded his head, “she did not tell us the girl was at her father’s.” “Pray tell what are you doing here,” Ross grassed? Janet said, “we are not sure she is yours?” Ross spoke up, “it does not matter whether I am or not. You said I was so now I take myself I deem myself as her guardian and will raise her up as one of my own.” Janet said, “what of me?” Ross said, “from what the girl has told my wife, you deserve at best nothing, worse to be tried and convicted as a child abuser. Janet breathed in a harsh breath. Maybe you would like to inform Constable Peters how you made a three-year-old watch as you serviced your customers, or how she slept on the floor and how some of your customers offered to buy her from you. No Janet you will not be taking that little girl anywhere.” Constable Peters turned to leave. “where are you going”  Janet exclaimed? “I have no jurisdiction you gave him that right you told him he may be the father.” Janet said, “Bring Rosa she will want to come with me.” Ross called; Rosa Dwight came with her. Ross said, “Rosa do you want to go with your mother or stay here?” Dwight said, “before she answers that there are some things, I need to get clear. Where did the bruises I see on her come from?” Janet said, “Ross must have given them to her.” Dwight chuckled, “anyone that knows Ross and Demelza knows they don’t do that sort of thing.” Dwight said, “Rosa come here and tell me who did that to you?” Rosa grabbed Ross’s hand, “Mommie do it.” Peters had heard the little girl and said we have enough, “the girl will stay here.” Demelza was listening at the second landing, she thought I now have two girls and two boys. I wonder what this one will bring.

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All the children were downstairs when Ross came in from the barn the next morning. Ross looks at the little girl that Demelza had insisted they give a home to. He felt no feelings for the girl. I don’t think she is mine, but his wife had made a point about the girl having no one. He chuckled to himself, he was sure Garrick was a stray, but he turned out to be a treasurer. She had taken in so many kittens, he thought they may soon need another barn. She tried to keep a rabbit and a bird that Garrick had got ahold of, but Ross put his foot down there was no way she was keeping wild animals. She had such a big heart. He could not fault her for taking Rosa in, she needed someone who would put her best interest first. It clearly wasn’t Janet. He came into the kitchen where his wife was proofing the dough for bread, “Demelza let someone else do some work, you work too hard.” Demelza sighed, “Rosina will not be here until later and I can’t have Purdie do the baking, you know that.” “I will advertise for more help,” Ross told her. Demelza look wearily at her husband, “we just expanded our family by one, and shortly we will have at least one more Ross, you are not mining gold.”  ‘My love we have enough, besides having three toddlers and another under four is tiresome for anyone, let alone someone with child.” He said this as he laid his hand on her still flat stomach. “You let me worry about the finances and you worry about this one.”

Ross and Demelza put the children up to the table to eat. Ross took the two girls, which was one because Rosa could eat by herself with minimal help. Demelza took the two boys. While they were eating Demelza said, I need to take Rosa into Truro to get her some garments, and also some fabric so I can make some dresses and such. Julia said, “I dress.” Demelza smiled at her daughter, “you have plenty of dresses.”  Julia nodded her little head. She said, “Rosa dress.” Demelza smiled this time at both Rosa and Julia, “yes a pretty new dress for Rosa.” Rosa’s eyes widened, “you will get me a dress but I no money.”  Ross said, “you just be a little girl we will provide for you now.” Rosa was worried she didn’t want to cost a lot because if they spent too much, then they might give her back to her mother. It was like Demelza could hear her thoughts, “Rosa we are going to do everything to keep you here with us. Please don’t worry about things just be the loving little girl you are.” Julia said, “love Rosa irl,” she said as she nodded her head.  Her brothers didn’t understand what the difference was they looked at each other then they said in unison, “lov lia- osa.” Demelza looked at Ross who looked at his wife then his children and smiled then he said, “Pappa is a lucky man, yes.” All children nodded their heads. “Demelza we will all go into Truro I think I will take Dwight with me in case there is trouble.” Demelza frowned. Wondering what trouble there might be.

They took the cart into town and Dwight rode beside them, he chuckled seeing all the children sitting so neatly in the back of the buckboard. “Ross, you keep adding to the stock and you will need to have a bigger cart.” Ross looked at Demelza who had a deep pink blush about her cheeks. He put his hand on her knee and said, “it happens when one finds his wife desirable.” He smirked at her flaming cheeks she hit him in the arm and said, “Judas.” Dwight chuckled loudly. The children not knowing what Dwight was laughing at laughed too.

While Demelza sang trying to keep the children amused, Ross had time to think, he thought about how Elizabeth had almost ruined his marriage time and time again. He thought of the time he left Demelza and the triplets when they were young to cater to Elizabeth when his uncle died. How Demelza loved him enough to forgive his foolishness. Even now although he knew Rosa wasn’t his, she didn’t know it for sure, all she knew or cared about was this child needed her. Ross reached over and put his hand on her thigh. She looked at him concerned that something was wrong when he said, “I love you now and forever.” Demelza smiled at him.  Ross made a promise he would always be there for all the children in his household, all of them if Demelza could love them so could he.

They made it to Truro and the first people they saw were Ruth Teig and Mrs. Chynoweth. The latter commented on being a poor choice for a lady to marry. Ross was even a poor provider then came to the comment about Demelza being a woman who delivered litters instead of children. How could any man provide for that? Demelza reached for his hand and said, “Ross the children.”  Ross nodded and stopped the cart outside the dressmaker and the fabric building. Dwight and Ross jumped onto the back of the cart and handed down the children Rosa first. Once Rosa was on the ground, they gave Demelza Julia. Demelza asked Rosa if she could hold Julia’s hand, so she didn’t wander away. Rosa nodded. She was pleased momma gave her such an important job. Rosa also had hold of Jeremy. Once all the children were out of the cart Dwight told them he would take the cart to the stables. Ross said, “wait, Demelza if you can handle Julia and Rosa, Dwight and I will take the boys to the stables and meet you back here then we can go to the mercantile to get other items on your list. Demelza told Ross that was a good idea, so Ross handed the boys to Dwight while he got up beside them.

Demelza gathered the girls Julia on her hip and Rosa by the hand and led them into the dress shop. She purchased five ready-made dresses, a night rail, and some socks for Rosa. Then she purchased some ribbons to make the boy’s neckties and for the girl’s hair.  She picked a little fancier dress for Rosa in case an occasion arose. Demelza then decided she would make matching dresses for the girls and the boy’s shirts to match the dresses. Once the fabric was decided, they all went outside telling the dressmaker they would be by later to pick up the parcels. They walked out onto the steps Ross wasn’t there yet, but Janet was. She came over to grab Rosa, Demelza was screaming and yelling at her to let go. Janet pulled her hand back to hit Demelza. Demelza closed her eyes waiting for the punch, but it never came. Rosa and Julia were crying Demelza opened her eyes to see Malcolm McNeal holding Janet’s arm in a death grip. “What is the meaning of this,” he asked Janet?  

Janet said, “tis not my fault it be hers she stole my girl.” McNeal said, “is that so? Can you explain to me why a woman with three toddlers would steal your child?” Janet said, “I don’t know but that child,” she pointed to Rosa, “be mine.” Malcolm looked at Demelza, “Demelza I have no doubt you have the explanation as to why you have the child.” Demelza explained how they came to be in a position of the child and that since Janet brought Rosa to the house saying it was Ross’s, that Ross had legal rights to take the girl into his custody especially since the girl’s mother was abusive to Rosa. McNeal said, “Demelza it would be my honor to transport this woman to the nearest prison on the belief she was going to cause a lady considerable harm.” Ruth and Elizabeth were standing there and they scoffed at the use of lady. McNeal said, “excuse me but from where I am standing, she is more a lady than you two.”

Ross and Dwight had reached the crowd in time to hear the women and what McNeal told them. Ross said, “Demelza what happened.” McNeal sneered at him, “this woman the one that claimed she birthed your daughter attacked Demelza.” Ross looked at his wife. “Is that true Demelza?” McNeal said, “she was going to strike her when I grabbed her hand. I believe it would be justice served to send her to the authorities for punishment. She should not be given to insulting a lady,” with this he looked at Ruth and Chynoweth. Ross did not miss the look. “Thank you, Captain, I do believe you are correct since the girl’s mother has abused her in the past, it is time the woman realizes she no longer has any right to her.” McNeal said, “is there proof of her abuse?” Dwight spoke up “I can attest the girl told me her mother did it as well as having the girl watch as she services men clients and also had on occasion considered selling her.” McNeal grabbed Janet’s arm harshly, “let’s go hopefully they put you in jail and throw away the key.”

Ross looked at the two ladies who were standing there gossiping and inflecting humiliation on his wife. If you two had half of much gentility and goodness as Demelza, maybe Elizabeth would still be alive. It is because of your belief you are privileged that she is dead. She felt nothing should have denied her and she was cruel and heartless as you are.  Demelza was checking on Rosa, “I’s sorry she is a mean momma don’t make me go back. Demelza said, “that will never be my choice.” She grabbed her hand and started walking to the mercantile with her head held high.  Ross left Julia with Dwight while he took Jeremy and Jonathan in his arms. Ross notice Ruth and Elizabeth’s mother glaring at them then he looked at Rosa she turned her head and stuck her tongue out at the two women who were glaring at her Momma and Pappa. Ross broke out in laughter. Dwight saw what Rosa was doing, he joined in with Ross. Demelza turned her head saying what be so funny. Ross said, “later love later.”

At the mercantile, they purchased underwear for all the children and blocks for the boys, and dolls for the girls. Rosa had never had a doll. She started to cry and then hugged Demelza fearlessly. Thank you, Momma I’s never had a dolly.” Demelza held back the tears, wondering if the little girl ever had a toy. While still holding Demelza, Rosa looked at Ross, “thank you Pappa.” Ross said, “this little girl is already finding a place in our hearts. The triplets not to be outdone said one at a time, “ank you.” Then Jonathan yelled, “I pee.” Ross groaned thinking I should have brought an extra pair of trousers.

Never Going To Be Alone Nickelback

https://youtu.be/1GWQ-oDMG6g

Time is going by
So much faster than I
And I'm starting to regret not spending all of it with you

Now I'm, wondering why I've kept this bottled inside
So I'm starting to regret not telling all of it to you
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know

You're never gonna be alone
From this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go
I won't let you fall
You're never gonna be alone
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone

And now, as long as I can
I'm holding on with both hands
'Cause forever I believe
That there's nothing I could need but you
So if I haven't yet
I've gotta let you know

You're never gonna be alone
From this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go
I won't let you fall
When all hope is gone
I know that you can carry on
We're gonna take the world on
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone

Ooh, oh
You've gotta live every single day
Like it's the only one
What if tomorrow never comes?
Don't let it slip away, could be our only one
You know it's only just begun
Every single day may be our only one
What if tomorrow never comes?
Tomorrow never comes?

Time is going by
So much faster than I
I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you

You're never gonna be alone
From this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go
I won't let you fall
When all hope is gone
I know that you can carry on
We're gonna take the world on
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone

I'm gonna be there all the way
I won't be missing one more day
I'm gonna be there all the way
I won't be missing one more day

Songwriters: Lange Robert John, Kroeger Chad Robert. 

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Every time Dwight looked at Ross on the way him, he would laugh. Ross wore a scowl the whole way. Not only did Jonathan pee on Ross’s leg and boot but so did Jeremy. It was like a game with those two. He had put a mark in the dirt and told the boys to pee on the mark. Then he went to stand behind the boys. It took them all of two seconds to turn around and hose their father off. Demelza held her chuckle in, but Ross knew she wanted to laugh why was it his duty to train the boys should it not be hers. Then he thought no she does not have the same plumbing so I guess I will have to break them off aiming for his legs.

When they arrived at Nampara they found Francis there he saw the little girl and said, “who is this beauty?” Ross said, she is Janet’s.” Francis said, “the Janet’s?” Ross just shook his head, then told him the story that she came and told him the girl was his. Of course, she has so many men it is hard to tell whose she is. Francis said, “hell she could be mine; how did you end up with her?” Ross smiled, Demelza said, “she needed parents that cherished her and since Janet claimed, she is mine that led to me taking care of her. Janet was a horrible mother; I think she is sitting in jail right now.  She is really good for the triplets I am worried about the law coming to take her back, it would kill Demelza.” Francis then said, “we must make sure all the paperwork is done stating she told you the child was yours and that you had slept with her during that time.” Ross said, “that is just it I did not, I was falling in love with Demelza and fighting off Elizabeth. I didn’t need any more women problems.” Francis said, “Judas Ross don’t tell them that. Let Demelza keep her she will give the child a loving and caring home.” Ross nodded.

Francis went into the kitchen with Ross, Demelza had just given the children their snacks and was putting supper on. Demelza asked Francis if he was staying for supper but since Geoffrey Charles was at home with the maids and Aunt Agatha he needed to get back. Demelza told him that he should bring Geoffrey Charles over for dinner one evening next week or maybe for an afternoon to play with the children. Francis said he would think about it but Geoffrey Charles was going through a rough time adjusting to his mother’s death and listening to his grandmother he decided he no longer wanted to be related to Ross. Telling him that it was because Ross didn’t want his mother that she died. Demelza asked Francis if he told him that was untrue. He said in all honesty he doesn’t speak to me either. I have no idea how to reach him and Elizabeth and her mother have made him very prejudiced toward all people they believed lower than themselves. Demelza turned to the sink, “you mean like me?” Francis didn’t want to hurt Demelza, so he didn’t say anything. Ross said, “they have no idea of the wonderful person they are missing from their lives,” he kissed his wife’s forehead.

Ross said, “Francis are you in need of something, we started talking and I don’t think I had asked why you came?” Francis chuckled, “do I need a reason to visit my cousin and his beautiful wife?” Demelza blushed and Ross said, “stop Francis before I chuck one on your chin!” Francis chuckled some more. I am here because I need to get to find something to earn an income. I can’t be just a farmer; I am a gentleman and I need a position where I can put my schooling to the task. Ross was concerned saying, “Francis I have nothing like that.” Francis replied, “surely after you found cooper you can give me a stake in the game.” Ross said, “I have yet no stake to give you, that is what I am telling you. I have a wife and four children to support, I don’t have money to give away especially when it will go to the gaming tables.” Francis swore, “damn you Ross why don’t just say you don’t want to give it to me!” Francis rubbed his head, “it is your fault I am in this mess, if you would have just married Elizabeth, I would not be ruined and maybe she would still be alive.” Ross said, “you asked her to marry you and she accepted, I had nothing to do with that. Although I agree I may have missed a large bullet. Francis life owes you nothing it is what you make of it. Find your way and then find a good wife and move on. It will help you settle.

Francis went home he neither found out who his mysterious benefactor was nor what Ross was doing with his money. He had no idea how he would make a go of Twenwith.  He wondered why everything always worked out for Ross. He lost Elizabeth only to find someone better to marry. He almost went broke by opening up the mines but now he was making a handsome profit. It wasn’t that he begrudged Ross his happiness he just wishes he had some like Ross always seemed to win. Aunt Agatha was sitting in the parlor with her tarot cards. They made told of a future of uncertainness for the little prince. When Francis came in, she was thinking that maybe it was one of Ross’s little ones, but in her heart, she knew it was Geoffrey Charles. She drew more cards to determine what the issue would be. She drew the death card and then the king. If she was reading this correctly. One of her great nephews would die. If it was Geoffrey Charles, he would lose the only living parent he had. She hoped upon hope upon hope, that I would be Ross. After all, Demelza had multiple people she could turn to who would Geoffrey Charles turn to. Verity was already spending more of her time in Falmouth and if Francis died who would care for her. She would not leave Twenwith. Ross would not leave Nampara even if he would Demelza could never be it, Mistress.

After supper, Ross and Demelza played with the children and their toys. Demelza played blocks with the boys, helping them make walls and build bridges with them. Ross played with the girls being the babies Daddy holding them and trying to get them to burp he would make a fake sound and both girls would giggle. Rosa asked Ross, “are you, my real Pappa?” Ross not wanting to lie to the girl replied, “no, the same way I am to the triplets but Momma,” pointing to Demelza, “and I have talked and if you will have us, we would like to be your parents?” Rosa vigorously nodded her head making her curly black hair fly.” Ross thought for a moment then said, “but if anyone asks you must never tell them I am not your real father they could take you away from us and even though we have known you a short time we have come to love you very much.” The little girl jumped into Ross’s arms and said, “I love you pappa and mamma, I want to stay with you always.” Demelza was listening to the exchange and smiled at Ross. Rosa ran to Demelza and hug her tightly, “I will never try to hurt you or Pappa,” she said.

That evening Caroline and Dwight stopped by. The triblets ran to them, while Rosa held onto Demelza’s skirts. Dwight knelt and said, “what is this Rosa, you know me there is no need to be shy?” Rosa shook her head but would not come out from behind Demelza. Demelza bent down beside her and told her, “this is our friend Caroline.” Rosa looked at Caroline, she dressed like the women that were making fun of Demelza and always treated her like she was a bad girl. Julia and the boys toddled over to Caroline and Caroline gave each of them a kiss. Dwight picked up Jeremy and Caroline picked up Julia. Ross had commandeered Jonathan. Rosa started to cry. Demelza bent picked her up and said what is wrong, little bug?” “She,” pointing to Caroline, “taking Julia, Julia is my baby sister, I don’t want her to go.” Caroline being Caroline said, “nonsense child, I come here to visit my godchildren not to take them home, I like to visit them not raise them. Ross tried to take Rosa he didn’t think Demelza should be holding the girl, she was with child again and this girl was heavier than the triplets. After some maneuvering with Dwight who grabbed Jonathan, Ross took Rosa. Who promptly whispered in his ear, “I will not stay if you have to give away Julia?” Ross was dumbfounded, “why would I do that we have plenty we do not give our children away.” Then he thought why she was so worried about that. Ross asked Rosa, “why would you think such a thing?” Rosa looked down then whispered in Ross’s ear, “there are always lots of children at the house and sometimes their Momma’s gave them away because they could not pay for them, that is why Momma was going to sell me.” Ross said, “well there will be no selling of my children any of them including you also.” Demelza said, “not as long as I have a breath in me will you be going anywhere.” Caroline said, “although I love these urchins, I have no intention of buying any. Ross said, “come into the parlor and we will play with the children, and you can get to know Rosa, Caroline. They played well past the little ones’ bedtime and Caroline and Dwight were requested to read stories to the children. Though Rosa was apprehensive about Caroline at first, she found she was not like those other women at all she was nice to her.

Francis was at the gaming tables again and when George saw him, he had asked his cousin Mathew to try to get him to bet Twenwith. If he could get him to bet the estate and then win it for him, he would forget all of Mathew’s debts to the family. Mathew did not need to be asked twice. Frances was already in debt to the gentlemen he was playing earlier in the night. He needed a big win, and he knew his luck would change. Just one more hand, when Mathew offered to play him for the deed to Twenwith, Francis only hesitated a second. Winning this one hand would clear him from the debt from earlier in the evening and still give him some extra that could be utilized in maintaining said estate. They played out the hand everyone was in the hall watching the high-stake game. It came to the very last of the cards and once they were overturned Francis was devastated, he just lost his son and his home along with Aunt Agatha. His son now would have no inheritance. He said, can you wait till the morrow for me to get the money instead of Twenwith. Mathew shook his head while saying, “no, a deal is a deal, sorry mate.”

The two men that Francis had lost to earlier were waiting for him outside. When it became clear he had no money to pay his dept or no means to borrow the funds, they became enraged. They beat Francis and left him lying in the street. Francis lay there for hours broken and bleeding the rain had started to come down with large hail stones. As Francis’s consciousness started to slip the last thing he thought before he slipped into eternal darkness was, I should have left Ross marry her, she was my ruin.

Francis was found the next morning. Once they identified the man, they sent word to Ross. The door was answered by Purdie who went into the dining room where he and Demelza were having lunch with the children. When Purdie told him it was constable, Demelza gave him a questioning look. Surely no one would be stupid enough to do smuggling when they were warned about Captain McNeal. She heard Ross’s agonizing wail, Demelza ran to her husband’s side and asked what has happened. The Constable Vague told her of Francis’s demise. Ross said, “I have to go to Aunt Agatha, I am not sure where Verity is at, so I will have to bring them here.”  Demelza thought of the little boy who was now left an orphan, she knew Verity would take him on. She was his godmother and George was his Godfather so it would be up to one of them to raise him. Although the way things were between George and Francis, she didn’t think even Ross would let that happen. Demelza said, “do you want me to go with you?” Ross shook his head, “he knew that Agatha held Demelza in low esteem, ever since he would not help Francis our with the financing of Twenwith after Charles had died. She did not get along with Verity either he was at a loss of what he was supposed to do with her, there was no room at Nampara, they would need to add on for the new child soon enough, but it wasn’t ready yet. Ross told her, “he would get Dwight to go with him since Aunt Agatha may need some medical attention. She had always babied Francis she blamed Charles and his mother even Verity but it was Agatha that gave into his temper tantrum.

Ross rode to the gatehouse where he found Dwight, Dwight seeing Ross’s face asked, “what has happened Demelza, the children?” Ross said, “no they are fine, thank God. It is Francis he was beaten to death last night; I need to go to Twenwith and I would like you to accompany me in case she needs medical treatment.” Dwight said, “of course.” He wondered what Francis had done, that warranted such harsh treatment. He was not alone with that thought.  He was not mistaken Aunt Agatha had not taken the news well at all. Geoffrey Charles screamed at Ross telling him to get out of his house, it was his fault he had no mother now he had no father either. Ross tried to comfort him, but he would have nothing to do with him. Ross thought I need to bring Verity back maybe she can make him see that Elizabeth’s deaths were not of his doing but that of his grandparents for not instilling values into their daughter. After talking to Dwight, it was decided he would leave Geoffrey Charles in the care of the servants at Twenwith, Mrs. Tabb said she would look after them until Verity came. Ross sent an urgent missive to Verity telling her she needed to come home as soon as possible and it may be a good idea to bring Andrew. Once it was all arranged, he went to get Demelza he needed her to help him make the arrangements for burial. He only hoped that Verity would be there in the next day, two at the most, he knew they could not keep the body much more than that.

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Verity came in the day after they found Frances Andrew was with her. They made the arrangements for Francis; he would be buried beside his mother and father. It would be held at Swale Church and a small intimate reception after would be held at Trenwith. Aunt Agatha was too distressed to attend the funeral but would be there for the reception. Demelza felt horrible for Ross, he would smile at her and the children, but he spent much time contemplating, Demelza knew it was the last time he and Francis spoke. She wanted to tell Ross that even if he gave Francis the money, he wanted that he probably would have spent it on something besides what Ross intended. It was later in the evening that the constable called with news concerning Francis.

Demelza answered the door, leading the constable into the parlor where she had left the children and Ross. When Ross noticed Verge there Ross jumped and said, “Is there news?” The constable said, “Francis was gambling he had lost to two individuals who last early on, and they seemed to want their money in blood. When they were playing Francis still held the deed to Twenwith, they did not worry they would not be paid. Not until Francis bid the Twenwith and lose die did they realize they would not be recovering their winnings. It seems they owed a substantial amount of money from Francis.” Ross said, “wait, he gambled away Trenwith, who won it?” Verge looked at his feet. “George Warleggan.” It was no secret that George and Ross did not get along. Ross swore and picked up a cup and threw it. Scaring all four of the children. He looked at Demelza and left. Demelza said to Verge, “may I ask you to go and try to calm the anger in my husband, he is distraught and may do something impetuous. At that minute Purdie came in and Demelza said, “Never mind,” then to Purdie she said, “Watch the children I need to go after Ross.”

She followed Ross out into the barn, she stood beside him not saying anything. Ross not looking at her said, “should I have given him the money he needed?” Demelza said, “I don’t think it would have done any good. I am sure he had other options, he has good farmland and he had animals.” They were silent for a long time when Demelza finally said, “I think if you would have given him the money, he would have lost it at the gaming table with the rest. I do believe it was a sickness with him. Like your fathers lusting for another woman.” Ross eyed her completely bewildered, “are you saying that when a man lusts after a woman it is a sickness?” Demelza said, “in a way yes, a natural order I would think is if a man and woman are truly in love then lust should be a natural bond between them. But if you have relations just because you desire a woman’s appearance or her body then I feel that to be a sickness of a man.” Ross questioned further, “so if I find another woman attractive and want to have relations with her, I am sick?” Demelza said, “it is not sick to find another woman attractive, but I believe sex should be something that brings two people closer, the only way you can do that is if you have feelings for the other person. I have feelings for you, I may find another man attractive, but I would never dream of having relations with them because I don’t have a connection to his soul like I do with you. Does that make sense?” Ross said, “I find quite a few women I would like to have relations with.” Demelza gasped! Ross continued, “but I would not because it would hurt you and I would never do anything to hurt you.” Demelza tells him, “That if what you just told me is true, you should examine your feelings for me. It should be the reason you won’t is that it would hurt me! It should be you don’t want to because it is not me.” She turned and walked away. “Demelza I am sorry I didn’t mean it that way,” Ross yelled. Ross kicked a pillar in the barn and then swore at the pain.

Demelza went in and put the triplets down for a nap. Rosa said she wasn’t tired and Demelza believed she probably never was put down to nap. Maybe she didn’t have a place to nap. Demelza went into the kitchen she wonders where Rosa had gone, she thought she must be with Ross. Ross had told Francis that Rosa couldn’t be his, but Demelza still wondered. She had the same coloring as Ross how could she be sure, especially after what he just said? She heard the door slam and Rosa proudly said look Momma what I brought you. Demelza turned around and found the little girl holding a handful of poison hemlock. She screamed for her to drop them. Rosa dropped them and started to cry. Demelza ran to her ad picked her up taking her to the pump to try to wash the toxicity off her hands. Ross came running in asking what was wrong and why did she scream. The scream had awakened the triplets too, so they were clamoring to come down the stairs. Purdie came in Demelza sent her to go get the little ones. Ross was still at a loss as to why she screamed. Demelza pointed to the flowers on the floor with her chin. Ross went to pick them up and Demelza yelled, “NO.” Ross said, “it is just a wildflower.” Demelza said, “No, it is poison hemlock. Judas, go get Dwight.”

Rosa was still crying, “I didn’t mean to make you mad Momma.” Demelza couldn’t kiss her because she did not know where all she touched. Demelza said, “Rosa I am not mad I am worried about you. The flowers you picked are poison, where did you get them anyway?” Demelza had not seen them around the house before. Rosa said, “down by the beach.” Demelza’s heart went down to her feet. She should have looked for the girl, if she would have downed Ross would hold her responsible forever, and she would hold herself responsible forever. Demelza started to cry. Rosa said, “momma don’t cry I will be alright.” Demelza said, “promise me to never pick them again, more importantly never go to the beach alone. You do not know how to swim and if anything happened to you, I don’t know what I would do. I love you so much, Rosa.”  Rosa nodded her head. Demelza kept her hands under cool water, while inspecting her face and neck she couldn’t see her legs but continued with her hands anyway.

Dwight came in a few minutes later followed by Ross, Dwight saw the poison hemlock on the floor and told Ross to get the broom and sweep and discard them making sure not to touch them. Then he told him to scrub the floor. He went to Demelza and took Rosa’s hands out of the water. She isn’t having an allergic reaction so that is one good thing, but it does look like some of the sap is on her hands. We will have to put salve and wrap her hands so she can’t touch anything, or the other children can’t touch her. Demelza let me see your hands. Demelza held hers out and Dwight said, you will have to wear the salve and gloves also. You must make sure you do not ingest any of the sap or the salve. Since you are with child, I don’t know what will happen. Did the other children touch or come in contact with it? Purdie told him, “No I be keeping the little ones out of the kitchen.” Demelza said that is the only place she was, I thought she went out with Ross while I put the others down for a nap, but she went to the beach. “Dwight was trying to console Rosa who was upset because Demelza was upset. Ross came over and put his arms around his wife saying, “she is fine it is fine; it isn’t anything that can’t be fixed.” Demelza crying said, “and your issue of lusting after other women who are not your wife.” She pulled away from him and went back out to the barn.

Dwight raised an eyebrow, “what was that all about.”  We were talking about gambling being a sickness and she said like lusting after women is a sickness. I told her I find a lot of attractive women I would like to have relationships with but would not because it would hurt her. She believes that if that is the case, I can’t love her because I should not want relations with anyone but her.” Dwight said, “she isn’t wrong, though I have always thought Demelza was beautiful I have never lusted after her. I knew you held her heart and if I do not have that honor, I don’t want them. If you want more than one woman Ross maybe, you should turn to the Muslim religion where you may have more than one wife or a Mormon. Although what woman would want that I do not know.” Ross said, “I never said, I wanted any of them for my wife.” Dwight replied, then what would the attraction be for you, have you thought of the disgrace you would bring on to your wife and family? Of course, you know because it wasn’t that long ago Elizabeth accused you of getting her with child. Ross grabbed his hair, “why can’t I explain myself without giving people the wrong ideas?” Dwight put Rosa down on the floor, “you young lady now more poison flowers for Demelza don’t let the triplets touch your blisters or touch your bandages. Do you itch anywhere else or are you burning anywhere else?” Rosa said, “No, Uncle Dwight I be fine.” Dwight said, “Good go play maybe find Momma and ask her to come here. Ross, what is it you are trying to say? I have never wanted to have relations with anyone other than Demelza that does not mean I don’t enjoy looking.” Dwight said, “your wife’s hormones are out of whack what may not have upset her before will set her afire right now. Especially statements that you find other women attractive enough that you would consider having sex with them.”

Ross didn’t say anything else since Demelza came in her face was all blotchy from crying and her hands had already started to blister. Dwight said, “Demelza it may be better if you let someone else care for the children you need to concentrate on not ingesting or spreading the lesions. Demelza said I will see if Jenny or Rosina can come in to help more.” Ross said, “I will ask them, my love. Why don’t you go lay down?” Demelza would not look at Ross she wanted to say is t only high society ladies you are interested in; the lower class holds no interest in you. She didn’t though she held her tongue.  Ross said, “if you tell me what to do, I will get supper ready for us. Demelza nodded and instructed Ross on what to do with the meat. After Ross put the things on to cook as Demelza instructed he went to see Jenny and Rosins. They were both starting tomorrow, and Ross figured Purdie and he would handle tonight. Ross was not expecting to see Dwight again but a short while later he was back with some staff from Killwarren along with their mistress. They finished getting supper on the table. Purdie was assigned to watch the children. Caroline assigned one of her maids to watch Rosa since Dwight was adamant about keeping her away from the children. Ross said, “I think I will ride to Trenwith and speak to Verity and Aunt Agatha about Francis gambling away Twenwith. I guess we will have to decide where Agatha and Geoffrey Charles will go.” He went to kiss Demelza, and she turned her head. Ross said, “My love would you like to go for a ride?” Demelza said, “why to have Agatha say that it was my fault you weren’t helping Francis more?  I am sorry Ross I didn’t mean that. I am still upset over the earlier conversation and with the poison hemlock.” Demelza had tears in her eyes again. Ross walked over to her and kissed her cheek. “My love I didn’t mean it the way it came out earlier, you know I have a hard time stating my feelings. My love for you is all-consuming, there is no woman I want to bed none but you.”  Demelza said, “I have to wonder if your roving eye extends to lower class women or only high society ladies. Ross said, “it matters not to me, what they are, I have the love of my life with me here in this room. She was once a miner’s daughter now she is this gentleman’s wife

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When Ross reached Twenwith he found Verity there and he asked if Aunt Agatha could also be included in the conversation. When Agatha came in Ross thought she has aged forty years since the last I saw her. They all sat in the parlor, Agatha started the conversation, “Ross what is happening that you wanted to meet us here today? You have not graced us with so much as a note since I can’t remember.” Ross said, “sorry Aunt but the last time I was here I felt a little unwelcomed.” Agatha waved her hand, “it was an emotional time.” Ross thought and it isn’t any better this time.

Ross told them about the chance meeting with George Warleggan and what George informed him. Agatha said, “poppycock, Francis would never gamble away his home.” Ross looked at Verity. How much did he lose before he bet Twenwith? Ross told her the sum. She gasped and almost fainted, Ross poured her some water. After a few minutes, Variety asked, how is the sum to be paid back?” Ross said, Francis already paid it,” he hesitated a few minutes and explained about the murder. He said, “the two gentlemen are up for trial and surely will be hung for exacting such payment. Agatha grunted, “drawn and quartered too I hope.”

Ross said, “I do not doubt it, since it was told me by several witnesses that Francis lost Twenwith, what we need to decide now is where Geoffrey Charles and where you Aunt, want to live. George surely will not allow you to stay here.” Agatha swore then told Ross, “where were you when this was happening, it was your responsibility to help the Master of this house. If you would have supported Francis more, he would still be alive instead you chose your servant over your blood.  Ross thought, so Demelza was not wrong Agatha did blame him for not helping Francis more. Variety said, “Aunt, Ross is not to blame for Francis’s behavior or his gambling, that came by you and father allowing him to never take responsibility for his actions. Agatha gave Variety a withering look, then said to Ross, “you will fix the issue of Twenwith I will not be put out.” Ross said, “Aunt I would do much for you but George Warleggan has wanted this house since well before Francis was ever married. You really must decide where you want to live or the decision will be made for you.” Agatha said, “blah,” to this. Then Variety took Ross’s hand. Geoffrey Charles and Agatha will come live with me. I have the room and Geoffrey Charles can attend the schools there, Agatha will have her sitting room and bedroom which is more than she had here. Ross looked at his Aunt saying, “is that agreeable to you Aunt?” She didn’t reply.

Variety said, “let me show you out. Ross stood up and tried to kiss his Aunts cheek she pulled her head away. When they got to the door Variety followed him out. Ross said, “I hate that I am putting all this on your shoulders.” Variety told him that Geoffrey Charles was her brother’s son and Agatha had enough money to help Andrew and her pay for her keep. Then she told Ross, “besides I do not believe she is eager to go live with you and Demelza. She holds her responsible for you not helping Francis more.” Ross nodded, “Demelza told me as much which is why she did not come today. Well, that and a touch of Poison Hemlock from a bouquet that Rosa gave her.” Variety gasped, “what are you doing here you should be helping her. It is under control, but I must get back I will see you tomorrow at the funeral.” Ross turned his hat in his hand and told Variety, “you should know the last time I saw Francis, I turned him down for a loan, I did not want him to lose it gambling.” Variety placed her hand on his arm. “Ross none of this is your fault, you would never have gambled your family’s home away.” Ross said, “I do that every time I start a new venture.” Variety said, “it is different.” Ross shook his head, “is it.”  He left thinking he was always trying to improve their financial status by gambling the estate that he inherited. He would have to be more careful, especially at the rate his family kept expanding.

When he got home, he noticed that the triplets were in the living room playing but Rosa was not to be found. “Where’s the culprit of this sorry tale,” Ross asked. Dwight told him, “she is upstairs with Demelza, they are having a laydown.” Ross nodded and went upstairs he found his wife and their new charge laying on the bed sleeping. He went over and pulled the covers first up on Rosa then he did the same for his wife. He pulled the rocking chair over toward the bed sitting beside her watching her sleep. He thought of how what he said to her earlier must of sounded, knowing he did not explain himself correctly. Damn his communications skills or lack thereof. He sat there for a long time, there was a knock at the door Dwight came in and said, supper is ready they should wake and come down to eat. Ross woke the two up. Rosa started to cry because her hands were burning again. Dwight said, “let us get something in your belly then I can give you some more medicine. He then looked at Demelza asking how she was, “they are burning a little but I will wait and rewrap them, I do not like taking Ludlum, I think it slows the baby down to because it is moving very little. Ross said, “Demelza I will not have you suffer, if you need the medicine take it.” Dwight interrupted, “Ross she is right we do not know the effects the medicine has on the child.” He gave Ross a stern look once his face was turned away from Demelza. Ross figured it was probably for the best that he leave the subject drop from the way Dwight was glaring at him. Demelza was struggling to get out of bed when Ross went over and picked her up. Demelza told him, “Ross I can walk.” Ross smiled and said, “I know but I wish to carry my wife.” He smiled some more and Demelza smiled back at her loving husband.

On the way downstairs, Demelza asked Ross how his visit to Twenwith went. Ross told her about the conversation and that she was right. Agatha did hold the grudge that he should have been there to keep Francis out of trouble. Lending him the money she thought would have solved the issue of Francis’s gambling. Demelza told him that the only way to cure the sickness was for him to have admitted it, which is something she thought he never could. Ross hoisted Demelza further up into his arms. Ross told her, “I agree, and I have to admit to myself that no other woman can hold my attention like my wife.” She turned her head and said, “oh Ross.”

Demelza was happy to have the extra hands to help with the children, she didn’t think about how much she used her hands every day, it was an automatic process, like eating or drinking. That night laying in bed, Demelza said, “what time are we leaving for the funeral?” Ross said, “do you feel up to it? I know your hands are bothering you and being with child you are tired.” Demelza said, “I want to be there for you, Francis was your cousin and even through all the falling outs you still loved him and I want to be there to support you.” After a short interval, she said, “unless you don’t want me there.” Ross turned his head quickly and looked into her eyes, “why would I not want you there with me?” She said, “it will be full of all those people who feel you made a mistake by marrying me.” Ross said, “lay on your side I wish to spoon with you.” Once they were comfortable Ross said, “Demelza, you are my wife, my children’s mother and if they do not like that we are married, they can go to blazes. I am very happy with my choice of a wife. Now go to sleep or you will be too tired to go with me tomorrow. With Ross’s hand on her stomach where their baby slept, Demelza said, “Yes, Ross.”

The next morning, they woke early to hear Rosa crying, Ross told Demelza to stay in bed he would go and get her. It was decided she would sleep in the box bed away from the triplets. When Ross reached her, he saw Dwight already had her carrying her out to the kitchen. Ross questioned if he could do anything, Dwight said, “we are going to wash her hands and then put new badges on. Ross stood by Rosa stroking her back. Her hands were welted and looked very sore. Dwight said, “she must be allergic to it. Ross, do you have an allergic reaction to wild weeds?” Ross said, “not that I know.” Dwight nodded his head, “these things are often hereditary.  Rosa was your mother sick when she came in contact with weeds outside?” Rosa said, ‘No momma use to say she was never sick.” Ross said, “Francis was always breaking out in hives or welts from wildflowers.” Dwight said, “he could be the one then.” Ross nodded “it is good she is here then,” Ross replied. Dwight said, “Variety has dark coloring and hair texture like this too, does she not.” Ross nodded, “Francis admitted the possibility before he died but.” Ross trailed off.

Once they had Rosa’s hands rewrapped and some Ludlum in her, Rosa went back to sleep. Going into his room. Demelza said, did you get her settled?” Ross nodded his head, getting back in bed he pulled his wife tightly to him. He believes Rosa may be Francis’s, it makes sense with her coloring being like mine and Variety. Francis was highly allergic to wildflowers and so is Rosa.” Demelza gasped do we tell Variety? Ross said, “not if you don’t want to, she will remain here as our ward.”  Demelza cried, “oh Ross, thank you she is a joy to be around and always so helpful.” Ross held her tighter, “no, my love, thank you and your loving and giving nature.”

Demelza and Ross got ready for the funeral, Ross helped Demelza with the buttons and stays. Caroline’s maids helped her with her hair and placed her hat on. Dwight came in with Caroline early enough that he could replace Demelza’s bandages. He said, “your hands are almost healed, you acted fast enough, I am just sorry that Rosa is having a hard time. She is definitely allergic. I will give her a tea that she can drink it may make her sleepy but she will be comfortable. Caroline, Dwight, Ross, and Demelza all went in Caroline’s carriage. The Triplets were outside and kept trying to get auntie to take them with her. Caroline said, “we must leave or I think I shall have those three little buggers in the carriage. Demelza how can you say no to them.” Demelza said, “easily I just say NO, but Ross is the one that has an issue they have him wrapped around his fingers.” Ross smirked and said, “is that not what fathers are for?” Caroline said, “I am happy to spoil your brats that way once I am done, I may go home and not listen to their whining.” Dwight coughed and laughed saying, “she makes it sound if she is hard of the nose, but she is a pussy cat.”

They reached Swale church and the four exited the carriage. Variety came upon them. George has given me a week to get everything removed from Twenwith including the animals. Ross said, “don’t worry I will help clear out the place. Is he inside?” Variety nodded Ross swore, “by God, I will not have him sit in there as we say our farewell, telling you that you have one week to be out before we even have the man, he is said to have considered a brother in the ground.  He will leave on his own accord or I will throw the man out. Variety tried to stop Ross, Demelza had just made her exit from the carriage when she heard Variety pleading with Ross as he stormed across the churchyard. Dwight helped Caroline and then took off after Ross. He wasn’t sure what was going on but it could not be good.

Demelza stood watching her husband wondering if this is going to be like his Uncle Charles and Elizabeth where she had been forgotten again. Caroline took her arm and said, let us go and get that man of yours. Variety saw Demelza’s hands. She at once said, “my dear,  they look so sore, let me take your elbow. They were walking to the church when Ross came out with George Warleggan trailing behind and saying, “I am here for my Godchild.” Ross said, “the Godchild you are stealing Twenwith from?” George said in a calm voice, “I did no such thing.” Ross said, “you can keep telling yourself that, but by accepting that bet you stole it, you know it and so does everyone else.” Cary and George’s father followed him out. “What is the meaning of this Poldark,” George’s father irritably asked?

Ross looked at the three Warleggan’s he didn’t notice, Henshaw, Zackey Martin, the Daniel brothers, Dwight, Pasco, Treneglos, Piece, or Truverance standing behind him lending their support. Ross said, “your son stole Twenwith in a card game knowing full well it was a Poldark and Francis’ son’s inheritance. Then you all have the nerve to tell his sister, his Aunt, and his son to be out within a week. You will not sit in the same building with our beloved Francis. You all are despicable people you may have money but you are no gentlemen. Gentlemen know to wait a proper grieving time to conduct business. The men behind him said. “here, here.” Ross turned and saw so many people standing with him. Pasco said, “for what you did you should be put on trial with the other two hooligans but there is a small chance of that since you have the magistrates in your pockets. Again, the men yelled, “here, here.” Ross said, “I believe my family and friends have made our wishes known please leave as you will not be in the company of the Gentlemen wishing Francis goodbye.” George’s father thinking they may have been a little too impatience with claiming Twenwith said, “if they need more time to clear out Twenwith we could give them a month.” Verity said, “I will gather what I can and burn the rest so you will not have a stitch of what was ours from our home. We will be out in seven days. Now if you please we are going to say our good-byes to my dear brother.”

Ross looked for Demelza and saw her standing off to the side with Caroline, he went to her and put his arm around her shoulders, and he said, “I am sorry my love my temper got the better of me.” Demelza smiled at him she said, “how I wish I could touch your face, today is one of those times your anger was warranted. You should be proud; you have many friends that have your back. While George has lost the only true friend he had, Francis. Let’s go say our good-byes.

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Ross looked at his Aunt who was glaring at him. He sighed, he would have done almost anything to save Francis, but the one thing she wanted him to give us was his wife and children. How could she not see that Francis was a grown man, he chose to marry Elizabeth. Thank God he did or he would never have had Demelza. He looked at her sitting beside him. He knew her hands had to be bothering her she was so pale. He reached around and put his arm around her shoulders. She turned her head and he kissed her forehead. She smiled and said, “are you all, right?” Ross said, “with you at my side how can I be anything else.”

The preachers said his eulogy proclaiming Francis to be a fine upstanding man, that family meant everything. How it was such a sad state of affairs that he came to such a bitter end, in an alley by himself when he had so many people who loved him. He looked at Agatha again and he could swear that she was murmuring curses at him.  Variety looked at Ross catching him looking at their Aunt. When she saw Agatha, she nudged her with her arm saying, “stop Aunt Ross is not at fault here, he did not make Francis gamble. Agatha looked at the casket and tears rushed down her cheeks her dear, dear Francis, someone must be to blame. Damn Ross, why could he not have taken care of him, instead he chose that impudent little beggar. Oh, the little ones were pleasant enough that was until Ross turned on Geoffrey Charles for hitting one with a whip, the boy was just playing. His wife defending that mongrel of hers, Ross should have put it down. Ross, choose them over her Francis, now Twenwith was going to be taken from her too.

Ross, Dwight, and Andrew rose to carry the casket along with three of their more distant relatives. Caroline moved beside Demelza and hugged her shoulders. Demelza had such a kind and gentle heart. Caroline knew she was not only grieving for Francis but Ross, Francis’s son, Variety, and their Aunt Agatha. Once Variety and Agatha rose to follow the casket then Demelza and Caroline followed. Agatha turned and said, “if it had not been for you Ross would have been with Francis and he could have protected him.” Variety said, “if Francis hadn’t married Elizabeth and left her for Ross there would never have been a quarrel between them. If you and Father didn’t indulge him over much, he would have been a better man. Maybe instead of sending him all over Europe, you should have sent him like Uncle Joshua, to serve our country and come back a hero. No Aunt this lays with you and father.”

Verity was right behind him so Ross heard what she said. He looked at his wife noticing how Demelza palled, first his Aunts accusation then Variety’s statement about Francis’s and Elizabeth’s marriage. He knew she didn’t say it on purpose but Demelza must be thinking about all the times I have thought about Elizabeth first. Will he never be free of the heartbreak he has caused his wife? Once they placed the casket down, he pulled her closer and kissed her head saying, “I am sorry my love. I have not had the same feelings for Elizabeth since I met you. You have shown me what true love is meant to be.” Demelza smiled up at him, he didn’t like the look of her skin she was perspiring quite a bit. Maybe this was just too much for her in her condition and her injuries.  

Ross turned around where Dwight and Caroline were standing behind him. Dwight caught Ross’s eye and knew there was something wrong but had no idea what. Then he saw Demelza stumble, going up beside them Dwight said, “Demelza are you quite all, right?” Demelza nodded she said, “I just caught my foot on a stone.” Ross looked at his wife he told her, “Demelza why don’t you go back into the church until the lowering of the casket.” Demelza shook her head, “I want to be here for you, please Ross.” He kissed her forehead again and pulled her a little closer holding tightly on to his wife.

They were standing by the grave site, Ruth and John Treneglos were behind them. Ruth said, “it looks like she has been going back to her roots with the gin, John.” John looked at her horrified. Ruth went on saying, “what people of her class always drink more than they should. She looks like she is with child again, my God are they hoping to populate the whole district? Look at her hands, no lady would ever be seen with her hands like that. Our beautiful Elizabeth wanted him and he turned her down for that.” Ross had heard enough. Demelza was holding on to him, she whispered please don’t make a scene. Ross finally said, “I am sorry my love but I will not be silent.” He turned around and said, “Ruth how many children do you have? John, I heard your father was hoping for an heir from this marriage?” John stammered. Then Ross said, that is right you have one daughter, while Demelza has given my two sons and a daughter already and has taken on another to raise.” Ruth said, “that’s right your illegitimate daughter. Ross was going to tell her Rosa was Francis’s because beautiful Elizabeth didn’t satisfy him but before he could Demelza fainted. Ross yelled, “Demelza, Dwight knelt beside her saying, “Ross, let’s get her to the carriage.” Caroline turned to Ruth. John, have you ever told Ruth how many other children you have? I hear it is quite a few. Including one from a maid.” John grabbed Ruth’s hand and pulled her away, after he excused himself, they could hear him saying. “what is the matter with you, you should try to emulate that woman instead of berating her all the time. Ruth pulled her hand out of his and said, “I will not be humiliated like this and walked away. John followed, he wondered why he ever let anyone talk him into marrying the witch.

Dwight revived Demelza with a burnt ostrich feather he had in his bag. When she came around, she said “what happened?” Then it came back to her. “Ross, I am so sorry, why does she hate me so?” Caroline came up to the carriage and said, “because she is jealous of you, she thought that once Francis married Elizabeth, he would choose her but he choose you.” Demelza turned her head and said, “by default.” Ross said, “Demelza what on earth.” She looked at him and said, “you heard what Variety said, “you would still be with Elizabeth if Francis had not stolen her away. Verity was going to ask how Demelza was when she heard this, “Demelza I never,” then she thought about her conversation with her aunt. “I did not mean it that way.” Demelza gave her a watery smile, “it is okay Variety is no secret.” Ross took Demelza’s hands in his, “my love the day I met you, I thought you were beautiful once I got to know you there was never anyone else that I ever wanted.” Demelza broke into a laugh, “you forget Ross I was there; I was there when you and Elizabeth were standing so close, I remember I was going to leave. Then there was what she did, you said, she tricked you? I have seen how you use to hold her. You told me yourself when you asked me to marry you, that she was no longer an option so you choose me. Then leave me alone on our wedding day and bring her back with you. The day Francis and she came to visit, she sat there flirting with you and you allowed it. Ross, there were many more examples so please don’t belittle me more by proclaiming false love.”

Ross said, “it is not false, I have loved you before you knew it. I just was afraid of what I would do, if you left, I would not have survived. Demelza what has brought this on?” She said, “the comments made here today. I am to be happy you save me, but I have endured as much as I can, will I never be anything but a maid to these people.” She started to cry and said, “I don’t know what is happening to me, why am I so weepy?” Dwight said, “Demelza you are with child and your hormones are playing havoc with your emotions. Plus, you just have a couple of rough days with the hemlock and Francis’s death.” Ross said, “Demelza if I have not made my feelings for you crystal clear I am sorry. At first, I was hurting from what Elizabeth and Francis did, but I soon found that only one woman has embedded herself so deeply in my heart that no other woman could dislodge her.  I love you, our three children, the little one on the way, and Francis’s Rosa. Variety gasped Ross had forgotten about Variety standing there. Variety spoke, “Rosa is Francis’s daughter?” Dwight said, “Francis told Ross she could be his, Ross had not had relations with her. You and Ross look so much alike that you could be brother and sister.”  Demelza said, “Variety please don’t take her from us. She is happy and she is loved by me, our children.” Ross said, “by me.” Variety said, “Ross she is Geoffrey Charles’s sister.” Ross said, “Variety the boy and Aunt is going to be a handful as it is. Rosa is happy we treat her as our own please don’t make her give up her home. She doesn’t know about Francis. We just found out ourselves we can’t let it get back to Janet.” Variety nodded then said, “at least until things settle.”

They went to the reception and Ross had just brought his wife a plate. When a Scottish brogue voice said, “Mistress Demelza, how good it is to see you again, he looked at Ross saying, “Ross.” Ross clenched his fist. McNeal said, “Ross I may I have a conversation with you?” Ross said, “my dear will you be alright?” Demelza nodded. Ross and McNeal went outside, after a few minutes McNeal said, “it is no secret I find you wife very enchanting and I find  your treatment of her horrendous.” Ross said, “BY GOD.” McNeal silenced him, then said, “I see you have given her at least one more pup to care for, and as I hear a bastard girl from a lover.” Ross wanted to tear the man apart but wanted to know where this was going.  McNeal continued, “I love her and I am willing to take her children and raise them as my own. I feel she will be a little hesitant at first but she will come to see how much I care for her, how much I can give her.” Ross had enough, he head-butted the McNeal and then proceeded to throw punch after punch. McNeal not being a timid man return his punches and got a few more in. Dwight and a few other men came out and help pull them apart. Ross said, “you stay away from my wife and my children do not come onto my property again.” Ross straightened his clothes. McNeal said, “ask her who she wants to be with, who makes her feel loved above all others.” Demelza walked out of the Twenwith and saw Ross and McNeal disheveled and clearly brawling. She said, “Ross what is going on.” Ross said, “It seems your admirer is trying to get me to give you and my children up. That I do not make you happy. Well, I have to inform you both that I will never give you up or my children. You belong to me and I will kill anyone trying to take you from me.” Ross turned and walked away. Demelza called after him but he kept walking.

Demelza turned her attention to McNeal, “what happened, what did you say to him.” McNeal said, “nothing that wasn’t true. I just told him I could care and love you and your children better than him.  Demelza we could be happy; you could be happy. I would treat you as my queen.” Demelza looked around and saw they had an audience. She turned back to McNeal, “Captain if I gave you any indication that I am unhappy I apologize to you. I am very much in love with my wife and as far as I am concerned I would never, never love another besides my husband.” McNeal said, “Demelza we could be happy you would not be talked down to ever again. We could live in the Scottish highlands on my family’s estate. Your children would go to the best schools.” Demelza sighed, “McNeal what is best for my children is to be with their father and live on Nampara their home and mine. I think it better if you no longer come to visit or seek me out. I do not believe it would be best for my marriage.” She turned and started to walk toward Nampara. Dwight yelled, “Demelza wait I will take you to Nampara in the coach you should not walk that far, especially after the episode earlier.” Demelza left Dwight to help her into the carriage and then they headed back to Nampara.

Ross sat at Nampara Cove wondering if what McNeal said was true, would his wife and children be happier without him. He thought about what Demelza said earlier did she really doubt his love and devotion to her? Had he failed her, he knew that he was not providing for her, without her working her fingers to the bone, they would not be living a comfortable life. Judas, she was his everything, he could not live without her. He would not give her or the children up. He sat there on the beach until sunset. Then he got up and walked back to Nampara. If she was there and he prayed to God she, was she would be, she would be madder than a wet hen.

Demelza had just put the children down to bed with the help of Jenny. She lit the candles in the parlor and wondered where her husband was. She heard the door open, she waited for him to come into the parlor. He walked in with his hat in his hand and said, “I didn’t know if you would be here.” Demelza said, “Judas, Ross why do you let people get into that thick head of yours? Have I ever given you any reason to doubt my love? Well, have I?” Ross shook his head, “no, my love but I have given you plenty to doubt mine. I am truly sorry.” Demelza went to her husband and put her arms around him, “I love you and I have no interest in leaving you.” Ross said, “You and the children are my life. If anything happened to you, I would not survive. I would follow you to the grave, my love.” They kissed and Ross started blowing out the candles, he took the last candlestick and led her by the hand up the steps, Ross said, “come my love I want to show my wife what she means to me.”

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Ross and Demelza awoke in each other’s arms. Demelza wondered when the next incident would occur that would turn Ross’s head again. She relished the comfort of his arms; she thought do not go looking for the bogy behind every bush. She was determined to languish in his arms for as long as she could. Ross rolled over pulling her tighter to himself. He was jabbing Demelza in the back. Demelza said, “Judas, Ross you can’t still want to stick your sugar stick in the Eves custom house. We were up half the night. Ross rolled over on top of his wife. When my wife’s honey pot is as delicious as yours it is a shame not to use my sugar stick, he laughed. The doorknob shook then there was a knock. Rosa said, “Momma Julia needs you she is flashing the hash.” Demelza groaned. Ross said, “do you think they have some kind of an alarm that goes off in their room? When we are getting ready to do the beast with two back,” he snickered. Demelza hit his arm, “Throw your britches on. They will be beating the door down in a minute.”  Another knock at the door Rosa said, “should I tell Jud to get the surgeon are you sick to momma or is Pappa bothering you again?” Ross stopped in the middle of pulling his britches up, “did she just ask if I was having relations with my wife.” Demelza giggled, “Ross Janet had her sleep in the same room that she used servicing her men. She knows what men do.” Ross groaned, “I hope she doesn’t tell the other three.” Rosa knocked again, Ross yelled, “Rosa we are coming we need to get our day clothes on.” Rosa said, “you better hurry up Jeremy just started flashing the hash too.” Ross stopped and said, “you know I haven’t heard it called that since I was in America.” Demelza said, “Rosa was brought up with that kind of language. I am sure she knows what the beast with two backs a euphemism is for.” Ross groaned, “please tell her not to teach the little ones those phrases, I can just imagine them going up to Falmouth and saying show me your sugar stick.” Demelza said, “I don’t think she will be I will talk to her.” There was another knock on the door, “Rosa said, “now Jonathan is flashing the hash, but he might be because he saw the other two.” Ross opened the door, “saying okay Rosa let’s see what is happening.”

Demelza followed Ross into the nursery and found all three kids were green as grass, she said, what is the matter, my lovers? Julia said, “my belly hurts. Rosa’s hands were still blistered and sore. She said, “Rosa did you fix them anything to eat lately.” Rosa said, “no Mam, Dr. Enys said, not to touch any food with my hand.” Demelza said, Ross, you better get Dwight, they are running a little fever and they don’t look too good. Ross was feeling Jeremy and Jonathan’s heads. I will go now. Do you three feel like you could drink some water?” All three children groaned automatically. Ross said, “I should be long hopefully Dwight is close”. Rosa said, “Momma don’t be mad at them, but they all drank some of Pappa’s ale. Demelza looked at her three children how much did you drink? Now that she looked at them, they did look a little snookered.  Demelza yelled downstairs, Purdie, see if there are any open or empty ale bottles lying about.” Rosa whispered. “Tell her to look in the barn.” Demelza said, “Rosa if you saw the triblets drinking why did you stop them or say something?” Rosa tucked her chin into her chest, “because Benji Ross said, if I did you would send me back.” Demelza pulled her into her, “I will never send you back, as long as I can keep you will be living here with me and Pappa.” Purdie came up, “she said, they be drunk that for sure. There are two ale jugs emptied. Rosa said, “Benji Ross drank most of it.” Julia got off the bed and toddled to the pot and vomited again.

Dwight and Ross walked in together seeing Demelza upset, Ross said, “what happened.” “Benji Ross and the triplets had a night of drinking ale,” Demelza said worriedly. Dwight said, “how much did they consume.”  Rosa said, “Benji Ross had a bottle that he gave the triplets a drink of, but he drank the rest and another he boasted it made him a man.”  Demelza said, “Purdie go to Mellon and find out the state of Benji.” Ross was having a hard time not laughing because this is something he did with Francis and Variety granted they were a few years older than these three.  Demelza said, “who’s idea, was it?” Jonathan started crying, “I’s sick.” Dwight said, “we have to watch to make sure they don’t have alcohol poisoning since they are so young.” This got Ross’s full attention. “What is that” he asked Dwight?  It is when you drink too much alcohol. Since they are so little, it could cause harm to their brains, but it looks like they only had a small amount which would make them sick. They probably slept well last night.”  Demelza said, “they went right to bed when Jenny brought them back. Dwight said, “I really should check on Benji if he drank the majority of it. Give them lots of water to push the alcohol out of their systems. Let them sleep. Keep an eye on their breathing to make sure it doesn’t become labor. I would think if it did it would have happened during the night. I just think it upset their stomachs.”

Dwight left to go to the Carters to check on Benji, Ross sat on the bed beside his boys. He took the clothes wrung them out and placed them on their foreheads. Ross said, “Pappa should be upset with you, but you look so pitiful I can’t bring myself to reprimand you.” Demelza was sitting by Julia she looked at Rosa and said, “did you drink any of it.” Rosa said, “no momma I told them it was yucky, Momma used to give it to me, and it made me sick.” Ross said, “that woman should be shot.” Ross was busy with the children when Purdie came in, she said, “Benji Ross is in a sorrowful state, Jenny will not be coming in because the little one is convulsing. Dr. Enys said, if ee needs him to go the Carters, he expectin to be there for a while.” Ross swore, “where did he get the stuff and why was Jenny not watching them?” Rosa said, “Jenny had to go see her Momma, so Jako was watching us. He gave the ale to Benji and laughed telling him to drink it because it will make a man out of him.” Ross was fuming, and Demelza was waiting for the explosion. Demelza asked Purdie to take Rosa down to let her break her fast. Once they left Ross said, “I am going to beat the snot out of that boy.  Demelza said, “maybe talk to Zackey first and find out why he would do such a thing.” By mid-afternoon, the Poldark’s triplets had bounced back. Julia said, “I no like ale.” Jeremy and Johnathan both shook their heads and said, “yuk,” and stuck their tongues out.

Dwight stopped in in the early evening. He told them that Benji Ross had some issues, but they seemed to work their way out. Ross said, “I am going to Zackey about this Dwight would like to go with me.” Dwight was confused, “Zackey why?” Ross said, “Rosa told us that Jako gave the jug to Benji telling him it would make a man out of him.” Dwight said, “by God, the boy is old enough to know that you don’t give alcohol to children.” Ross nodded his agreement. I want to find out what the boy was thinking. God forbid if something happened to any of the children.

They made their way to the Martins. Zackey answered the door and asked them in. He said, “if you please, Mrs. Zackey is not feeling well.”. Dwight said, “why wasn’t I called?”  Zackey said, “she got sick in Bodmin visiting her sister, the doctor there said to keep her comfortable that there is nothing we can do for her.” Dwight said, “if you don’t mind, I want to judge for myself.” Zackey said, “you know where the bedroom is.” Zackey said, “Ross what can I do for you.” Ross didn’t know how to bring the subject up. He had no idea Zackey’s wife was sick. Ross decided the best thing would be to get it out in the open.  Ross said, “I hate to bother you with this but my children and Benji Ross could have been gravely injured.”  Zackey said, “when was this?” Ross told him what Rosa told Demelza and himself. Zackey said, “the boy is out of control since we found out his mother be ill. I don’t know what to do with him.” Ross said, “maybe talk to him if you want I could do it for you.” Zackey shook his head, “no Ross he is my son he is my responsibility.” Dwight came out of the backroom. He said, “I am sorry Zackey, she is far too gone and even if she wasn’t I know there is no cure. I agree with what the other doctor said, keep her comfortable.”

They left and Ross said, “what is her ailment?” Dwight said, “I usually would not discuss this with you but, I felt a large mass in her uterine area. I would think it was a tumor and it is cancerous. The poison has already traveled to her lymph nodes, and she will not last a fortnight.” Ross said, “I am truly sorry for Zackey, never have I ever seen two people more in love. They build a life together and never strayed from each other.” He thought of what he has done to Demelza over the years, and he could not fathom how he could go on without her.” Dwight said, “did you talk to him about Jako?” Ross nodded, “although he had enough on his plate without dealing with that.” 

Ross went home, Demelza was on the Settle, Ross asked, “how are the children. Demelza smiled, “they are better, I just put them to bed.” Demelza could tell something was wrong. She asked Ross, “what is it?” Ross took her hands in his and looked into her eyes, I find it intolerable to consider there will be a time when I will not be able to see you or hear your sweet voice or you mine.” Demelza said, “Ross what is going on?” “Mrs. Zackey had a tumor in her abdomen which is fatal. There is no hope for her.” Demelza said, “Oh Ross, what can I do to help.” Ross said, “I guess to be there for her family.”  Demelza said, “you did not mention Jako?” Ross said, “I had to Zackey wanted to know why I was there. Zackey said Jako was out of control since they found out about his mother’s condition. My love, forgive me for all my foolishness, I have wasted so much time. I will go on the rest of my life to prove to you how much you mean to me.” Demelza wanted to say until but knew it was the wrong time. Ross was feeling vulnerable.  Mrs. Zackey had taken her under her wing teaching her how to cook and put-up food or how to do fine sewing. She always treated Demelza as if she was one of the family and she had an ache in her heart for what she was going through.

They were sitting on the settle staring into the fire. When they heard the door from the kitchen open, Jenny came through. Jenny said, “Mistress, Master Ross, I have come to tell you how sorry I am. I had to go over to mothers to help put the food on the table. That is when Jako did what he did with the ale. Why he would try to harm Benji, and your children are beyond me. Father told him he had to straighten his act up or get out of his house.” Ross said, “I am sorry but for Benji’s and my children’s sake, hell for everyone’s welfare it is for the best. Your father has enough on his plate with your mother.” Demelza asked, “did Jako explain why he would do such a thing?”  Jenny shook her head, “he told Pappa that I was always the favorite and what did I do but marry a convict? Then he said Benji should have never been born and your children are a just another Gentlemen’s bastards with a slut for a mother.” Demelza gasped wondering what she has ever done to the young man. Ross shouted out a bunch of expletives, “Jako is lucky he is not in front of me right now. I would dearly love to kill him for those words. Tell him the next time I see him he better be in the company of someone who would protect him because I will kill him.”

Mrs. Zackey died a week later and Jako was at the funeral. He glared at Ross and Demelza the whole time. Zackey cried on Ross’s shoulder telling him “She always thought of him as one of her boys”. When he reached Demelza he clasps her hands saying, “you were like her daughter, what you did for Jenny and Jim she has never forgotten. She told me she talked to you about many things a mother would do. She loved those little mites of yours saying it was one of her greatest pleasures to be involved in their lives. They were her grandkids by proxy, and she loved them.” Demelza had taken food and worked in the kitchen, almost all of Mellon came for the reception. Ross knew how Zackey was feeling his own mother succumbed to what they called breast cancer. Dwight had told him Mrs. Zackey’s ailment was cervical cancer because of her constant bearing of children he told him of, Dr. Bernardino Ramazzini, an Italian doctor, reported the virtual absence of uterine cancer in Nuns. Then he said that they had a higher rate of breast cancer, so he guessed that even if you didn’t have children, the disease found a way to infiltrate your systems.  

Demelza was working placing more meat on a platter and making sure the water and drink were refilled for the mourners when Jako approached her. He said, “going back to your roots now, that Master Ross slept with you? You know he has always had a liking for the woman. I wonder why he choose you. You don’t look like something special.” He grabbed her and said, “let me see what the fuss is all about,” and he tried to kiss her. Demelza kneed him in the groin and ran out to where Ross was standing with Zackey and Henshaw. Upon seeing her he wonders why she was in such a state. Then he saw Jako follow her out. He moved toward Jako knowing whatever upset his wife was done by him. Demelza caught his arm. Please “Ross not now, think of Zackey.” Jako seeing Ross turned and walked back to the kitchen. Jenny seeing Demelza’s distress said, “what did my brother do?” Demelza said, “Jenny don’t worry about it, concentrate on your family. They are more important at this time.” Demelza saw Rosina and started towards her while still holding Ross’s hand. Demelza asked, “Rosina I was wondering if you would help me in the kitchen. I am finding too much for myself.” Rosina replied, “Gladly Mum.” Ross knew for certain something had happened. Demelza would never ask anyone to help her. 

That evening in the quietness of their room, Ross said, “Would you explain what happened today with Jako.” She said, “Ross it twern’t nothin for you to worry about.” He noticed her accent, that only happened when she was upset. “Demelza,” he said while drawing her close to him, “what did he say or do.” Demelza sighed and explained what happened and what Jako said. “Ross please don’t do anything think of Zackey.” Ross said, “I will think on it,” thinking the next time he saw Jako the man would have a meeting with his fist.

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A week went by and Ross and Demelza were busy with the antics of the triplets, the best child out of the bunch were Rosa. The only fault Ross could tell was she had a habit of tattling, “Jeremy, pushed Jonathan, Julia pied outside, Jonathan pied on a chicken. Jud is laying in the hay drunk. Demelza went out on the boat.” Ross thought that last one he was glad to know.” Then she told Demelza that Ross was talking to a pretty woman and that Ross was making eyes at Caroline. Ross thought the tattling had to stop. He took her into his library with Demelza and they explained it was wrong to keep telling people, that unless it is something that is going to hurt themselves or others. Ross made the example of Demelza going fishing in the boat by herself, which had Demelza glaring at him. Then they did not want to hear any more storytelling on other people. Rosa said she was sorry she thought they wanted to know what people were doing her mother always did. Both Poldark’s said not unless it is going to hurt them or others. Rosa said she understood and promised not to tattle again. Once she left Demelza punched Ross in the arm, “now she is going to be telling on me all the time.” Ross put his arms around her. “I believe that will be a good thing you do seem to cause harm to yourself, do you not.”  Demelza went to hit him again and Ross grabbed her hand and kissed her wrist. “My love I could not live if anything happened to you.”

Ross was at the mine when the Sherburne man arrived. They had received a letter from Variety. Demelza placed the letter in her pocket to read later, she had the children outside playing in the fenced-in area that Ross had built to keep them contained while Demelza worked in the garden or washed clothes. Today she was harvesting some early peas she had planted. She was going to put them up so they could eat and have them through the winter months when vegetables were scarce. She had picked enough for twenty-four jars and since Jenny and Rosina had helped her, she gave each of them four jars to take home. Even though they paid them she knew the families will be appreciative to have the extra vegetables. Demelza said I will need to make jam soon. The strawberries will be ready by next week they would need to plan a day to put them up.  While they did this, she had the window open so she could hear the children playing. Demelza smiled as she heard the laughter and giggling of her children. Ross had whittled down four sticks of wood for them to use as pretend horses and they were walking on the horse pretending they were going on a great adventure.  Because the triplets were not quite two, yet they were still learning to talk, because of this Rosa did most of the talking. She was listening to the adventure Rosa was taking them on. She would explain to them the houses they would see. She told them that a great gentleman was coming toward them, and they needed to tell him good day. She laughed when Rosa asked Jeremy, “why didn’t you greet him. Jeremy said, “no like him.” Demelza said just like his father.

She put lunch on the table and started to children on their noon meal. Ross walked in and said, “Well what has my family been up to today?” Julia lifted her arms to her father, “Pappa we play advent with Rosa.,” Rosa blushed, “she means adventure.” Ross looked at Rosa, “did you have fun?” Rosa nodded. Jonathan said, “no like Entlman, I’s didn’t reet him.” Ross chuckled, “Pappa don’t like a lot of them either my boy.” Ross looked at Jeremy, “Jeremy did you have fun?” Jeremy smiled and said, “Ays” Ross said, “the word is yes not ays, my boy.” Jeremy’s lip started to quiver; Ross realized his son thought he was reprimanding him. He walked over behind Jeremy and ruffled his hair. He looked up at his father and Ross smiled. Jeremy smiled back all was right in the world.

Ross went to his wife he put his arm around her waist still holding Julia. He said, “and how is our little friend?”  Demelza said, “brave Ross.” Ross said, “you look tired.” Jenny said, “she should she put up twenty-four jars of peas this morning. Ross said, Demelza you must rest more. That is why we pay the servants so you can rest. Jenny blushed; she wondered what Mr. Poldark would say to Demelza’s generous gift of the peas to her and Rosita.

After lunch, Ross helped put the children down to rest and he led Demelza into their room. He thought I should go back to the mine, but I find I need to hole my wife, perhaps I can persuade her to take a nap also.  He led Demelza to the bed and he bent and took her shoes off. She said, “Ross I have chores to do while the children sleep”. Ross said, “is it not your most important chore to humor your husband?” She said, “only for a few minutes, you are right I feel exhausted.” She remembered the letter from Variety, “oh Ross we received a letter from Variety.” Ross said, “have you read it?” She shook her head, “I have not had time yet.”  Ross said, “then let us read it now.”

Dear Demelza and Ross,

I am writing to see how things are going back home have you seen anyone doing anything at Trenwith? I have an issue I would like your consultation on. As you know Geoffrey Charles was always spoiled by his parents and Aunt Agatha.  The latter is doing her best to cause disharmony amongst my household. I have caught her telling Geoffrey Charles he does not have to do what we ask of him. Something as simple as picking up his toys. I have caught him hitting little Andrew and now my son is quite scared of him. To the point that the boy cries as Geoffrey Charles walks into the room. I hate to ask this of you, but could you take Geoffrey Charles until the fall? I am sure someone back there can tutor him for the rest of this school year.

I know you both have enough, on your plates with the triplets and the new baby on the way. I am willing to take Rosa if you take Geoffrey Charles. Besides, I would like to get to know my niece.  I am not sure how Aunt or Geoffrey Charles will handle this they seem to have formed a bond from blaming me for having abandoned them to marry Andrew. The contempt they have shown Andrew is beyond reprehensible, although he hasn’t said much, I can tell he is being pushed to his limit. I am beyond my wit’s end with both aunt and the boy that is why if you could see fit to take him for a few months and see if you can bring back the sweet boy, we all once knew.

Please let me know if you are agreeable and if so Andrew and I will make the trip with Geoffrey Charles within a week after I receive the letter.

As always, your Loving Cousin

Variety.

Demelza said “Ross I will not trade Rosa for anything. If you want to take in Geoffrey Charles, we will but I will not give one of the children for another.” Ross grabbed her hands saying, “my love calms down, I too would not trade any of the children, but I do not know if we should take on Geoffrey Charles at this time. You have four children all under the age of five and I feel you already have much on your plate that we may be putting you and this one,” he put his hand on her stomach, “at risk.” Demelza said, “you do not want Geoffrey Charles?” Ross thought for a minute, “he was my dearest cousin's son, and I would love to have him here with us, but I cannot ask you to take on more than you can handle.” “Ross if you want him then tell Variety to bring him. It will be hard, but I will persevere.” Ross said, “you always do. Demelza are you sure about this?”  Demelza nodded and rolled over and went to sleep. She dreamed of being overrun by children, back at her father’s house taking care of her brothers who kept multiplying. In her dream, she was doing it all alone, while Ross was out looking for new schemes and playing cards.  She awoke to four sets of eyes on her, and she giggled saying “my lovers what a nice way to wake up.” All her children smiled at her. She said whole would like to go to the beach. All the children either nodded or said ays. Demelza said, “yes?” they all nodded. Jonathan said, “Pappa.” Demelza smiled and said, “at work.” Demelza thought about where he will be when there are six children to look after. She sighed, worrying about it will do no good. She knew Ross would never let anyone beside Variety or him or her by being his wife take the child in.

Demelza informed Jenny, Rosina, and Purdie of Geoffrey Charles coming to stay. She told them that the room off the library with the box bed would need to be cleaned out and a cot is placed in there for Geoffrey Charles she said, Jeremy, and Jonathan could share the box bed. Purdie said, “what he be thinking bringing the lad here, you with” another on the way. Demelza said, “there is no sense making a fuss now it has been decided. I think it best if we move everything out and then place what we need for the boys back in there. We will need to scrub the walls and floors; I will see if we have any paint. I wish there was a larger window in there it gets too little light, but we can’t have all six children sleep in the same room.

When Ross came home for lunch, he found that Demelza had taken the children down to the beach for a picnic. Purdie slammed his meat and cheese down with some ale. She placed a half loaf of bread and left him to eat alone. Ross wondered what he did to her to have them in the mood. Perhaps Jud did something again. After he ate, he would have liked to go down to the beach with Demelza and the children, but he had to be back at mine. He had a visit from Henry Bulette who wanted him to go to Bodman to look at an investment opportunity if he was interested. He told him he was returning there in two weeks if Ross was interested, he would ride there together. Ross agreed never giving it thought it would be about the same time Geoffrey Charles would be arriving. In the evening he was asked to eat in Truro with Bluette and Thomkin where they would discuss the opportunity then. Ross arrived as the children and Demelza were sitting at the table ready to eat. Ross rushed in and told her he had to rush to change that he had a meeting in Truro. She was still feeding the children when he came down the stairs. He looked in the room seeing her still trying to finish everyone’s meal. Ross said, “I am sorry my dear I do not wish to put a load of these four rascals on you,” as he kissed each of their foreheads, “don’t wait up I may be late.” She asked Jenny and Rosina to help her get the copper tub upstairs so she could bathe the children and herself.

She had finished the children’s bath and put them to bed. Then she added some more hot water and relaxed in the steaming smell of lilacs. When she was finished, she bucketed the water out of the tub. Once done she climbed into bed letting slumber take her. When Ross came in, he saw his wife sleeping soundly. Usually, she was easily awakened. He thought about her having to take care of the children all by herself this evening. He felt bad that he left her alone to handle the children, but it couldn’t be helped. He wondered what he could do to ease her load with Geoffrey Charles coming it would only increase.  

Ross was still sleeping when Demelza woke the next morning she went down and started the bread, then she picked some flowers. Garrick was enjoying the alone time with his favorite human, without all her pups. When she got back, she went into the children who were just waking after everyone went to the chamber pots, she washed their faces and necks gave them some peppermint to rub across their teeth, brushed their hair, and dressed them. They were all sitting at the table eating when Ross came in. He kissed each child then kissed his wife, “why did you not wake me I would have helped with the children.” Demelza said, “you came home late I assumed you were tired.” He told Demelza of the investment Bulette had for him, telling her if he decided to do it, he would be gone two to three days a week. Ross could tell something he said upset his wife, “Demelza what is it?”  Demelza said, “If you don’t know then I will not tell you.”

Once Ross left for the mine the woman started working on the library room. She had the children helping with a task that made them feel important. Dwight came in and saw Demelza mixing paint, “what on earth are you doing woman.” Demelza looked up smiling I need to paint this room. I am moving the boys down here.” Dwight raised an eyebrow he didn’t think the girls and boys needed separate rooms yet. Demelza saw his puzzle looked, she told him, “Variety can’t handle Geoffrey Charles so he will be coming to stay with us at least until the new school year.” Dwight said, “Demelza how do you feel about it?” Demelza said, “he is Ross’s cousin and Elizabeth’s child, he needs a place to live, and we are the only ones besides Variety that Ross will let raise the boy.” Dwight said, “Demelza how do you feel about it?” Demelza said, “Dwight I will do what I always do, the best I can.” Dwight nodded wondering if he should tell Ross the risk, he is putting his wife under. She started to climb the ladder to start painting the ceiling. He stopped her and said, “here let me, you should not be climbing around on ladders.”

By noon Ross came home and noticed that Dwight was there helping Demelza feed the children. He came in and said, “how are my children and wife?” Dwight said, “I had to stop your wife from climbing on the ladder to paint the ceiling in ole Joshua’s room.” Ross said, “why are you painting that?” Demelza shrugged, “where did you want Geoffrey Charles to sleep? I figured we could give our boys the box bed and Geoffrey Charles a cot in there.” Ross said, “Demelza you can’t say things like our boys or him because he will pick up on it making him more hostile.” Dwight gave Ross an incredulous look, “Ross there is a difference, Geoffrey Charles is not your son, you should not assume he wants you to replace his father,” Demelza said.  Ross thought for a moment then said, “noted.” Jeremy started to fuss. Demelza picked him up and kissed his forehead. Ross said, “Demelza they are getting too heavy for you to carry put him down.” She looked at Dwight, “I think he has a fever.” Dwight noticed his cheeks were flushed. Ross said, “he is probably overly tired put them down for their nap and when they wake, they will be right as rain.” Dwight got up and picked up Jonathan and took Jeremy. Demelza picked up Julia and Rosa grabbed her hand. Ross said, “where are you going?” Dwight said, “to help Demelza put them down for a nap.” Ross said, “I will help her eat your lunch. After Demelza left the room. Dwight turned and said, “did you notice your wife did not eat yet.” Ross said, “oh, I thought she ate with the children.” Dwight said, “she was feeding three children, four if you count Rosa, she was lucky to get a bite in.” Ross grimaced he would have to talk to her she needed to take care of herself. Ross then said to Dwight, “Dwight let me take those two up.” Dwight shook his head, “I am not entirely sure it is a case of being overly tired. His chest seems to rattle a little. Ross jumped up, “Grabbing Jeremy and kissing his head do you feel ill son?” Jeremy nodded and laid his head on Pappa’s shoulder.

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Ross was trying to help Demelza more. He helped where he could when he was home but he still had to find a way to support his family. He asked Demelza if she needed more help around the house. She told him that she could not see how they could afford anymore and told him not to worry she would do what needed doing. Ross couldn’t help but notice his wife seemed a little less like herself. She was losing the glow, wondering if it was all the extra chores of the season or the upcoming event of Geoffrey Charles being here that was upsetting her.

It was early evening and they had just finished their evening meal, Jenny had to leave because she wanted to check on her father. She told them that Jako was giving them a hard time and her father was at his wit’s end on what to do. Demelza said, “dear go I will see to the supper dishes.” After Jenny left Demelza went to get up, Ross caught her by the hand and pull her back down. “Purdie can see to the dishes with Rosina. I have other plans for you and the children.” She smiled, “tell me.” He said, “you will know soon enough. Purdie, please come here.”  Purdie sauntered in “what do ee need?” Ross said, “Demelza, the children, and I are going out you are to help Rosina with the dishes.” Purdie looked at Demelza, Ross caught her glance telling her, “your Mistress does more than she should because of your lack of ambition, I expect you to start pulling your weight.” Purdie left mumbling to herself, “for all the thanks I gets, work, work, work but never a kind word.

Ross helped Demelza put sweaters on the children since the evenings were getting slightly cold and Jeremy still had a slight cough. Then he helped Demelza, placing the shawl around her shoulders. He carried the boys out while Julia was between Rosa and Demelza holding their hands. When she got outside, she noticed the little wagon was there and the side was now off. He sat the boys on one side with their feet dangling down he sat the girls on the other and told Rosa to put her leg off the ground so she did not hurt her feet. Demelza said, “Ross what if they fall off?”  Ross looked at his children, “you all will be careful for Pappa and sit still, yes.” All the children answered together, “yes Pappa.” Ross grabbed the handle and pulled the wagon while holding Demelza’s hand in the other. They walked along the cliffs stopping now and then to show the children a special flower, the role of the oceans, and the sounds of the birds. They were enjoying a nice quiet family stroll.

They saw Jenny coming toward them, Ross said, “what is it, Jenny?” Jenny sobbed, “Jako he was with some of his friends in Falmouth and he was in the midst of a riot he hit a man, they say Jako killed him.” Ross said, “where is your dad now?” Jenny wailed, “father is still down the mine it was where I was headed.” Ross said, “go home and take care of your brothers and sisters, I will get Zackey.” Jenny sniffled, “thank you, sir.” Jenny turned and headed back home. Ross said, “I am sorry my love we have to head back.” Demelza said, “it was a nice walk Ross you have nothing to be sorry for, I am sure the children enjoyed it as much as I did.” Ross stopped and kissed his wife, “how did I get so lucky.” Demelza said, “I don’t know angels were watching over you I guess,” she smirked at him. Ross brought her hand to his mouth and kissed her as he chuckled.

They made it back to Nampara and Demelza got the children inside as Ross went to saddle Darkie, Demelza watched as he rode off to the mine. She thought of poor Zackey wondering how he was going to deal with this new heartbreak. The children were tired after being in the fresh evening air. Demelza got each of them washed and in their night clothes. She picked a book up and read a story. It was not long until all four were fast asleep. She hadn’t wanted to move the boys downstairs with Ross away so much. She went and got herself washed readying herself for bed. She watched out the window until her eyes could not stay open any longer, crawling under the covers she felt so helpless and sad. Even what Jako had said to her and then tried to do to her, her heart was breaking for a loss of a young man knowing his family’s heartache.

Ross went down the mine to get Zackey when Ross found him, he called for him. Zackey turned and looked at Ross’s face, “what did the boy do now,” he questioned Ross? Ross said, “I need you to come above ground.” Zackey followed him up. Ross explained what Jenny had told him. Zackey put his head in his hands, ever since my wife got sick, he has turned from the gentle loving son into a mean hateful, and uncaring boy. What am I to do Ross?”  Ross said, “get a mine pony we will find out where they have him and go to his trial. We will see what the charges are and if there is anyone who can help him. I will try to do what I can. If he did kill a man, I don’t know what I can do but I will try.” Zackey said, “thank ye, Ross.”

They rode all night to Falmouth. They found the boy’s trial was to be the next morning. Ross took Zackey to Variety’s home to see if she could put them up or if Andrew would allow them to sleep on his ship. Andrew told them that since most of the crew was on shore, he and Zackey were more than welcome to sleep on the ship since they had very little room to spare in the house.  Ross saw his Aunt and went to go to her; she turned her back on him and took Geoffrey Charles by the hand and led him away. Andrew said, “I wish you luck with that one he is growing more obstinate by the day.” Variety asked about Demelza and the children, she again said she would take Rosa in exchange for the boy but Ross told her Demelza would not give the girl up. Ross told Variety of his concerns about Demelza taking on another child when she was already with the four and one on the way. Geoffrey Charles will be six. Variety paled, “Ross I wish I did not have to impose on you this way, but I cannot handle him with Andrew away so much. Even with Andrew here, the boy will not listen.” Ross nodded realizing that he could do nothing else but take the boy in and hope for the best. 

The next morning Zackey and Ross headed to the goal; they were let in to see Jako. Jako hugged his father but then he saw Ross, “what is he doing here,” he asked Zackey? Zackey yelled, “Jako, Ross is here to see if he can help, show some gratitude.” Jako smirks, “why father you show him enough respect for the whole of Mellon.” Zackey with his head hanging shakes it, “where did we go wrong with you, none of this is Ross’s fault. He has done nothing to invite your ire. Tell me did you kill that man?” Ross just stood in the corner watching as these two men continued to be at odds. Jako said, “of course, I didn’t, I hit him he went down but unless a punch can kill a man, I didn’t do it.” Ross said, “Zackey I am going to find out how the man died, meet me at the trial.” Zackey nodded as Jako sneered at Ross.

Ross went to Andrew asking where he can find out how the man was killed in the riots yesterday. Andrew told him to come along telling him the surgeon’s name is Dr. Cartwright. They are shown into the parlor of the doctor’s home. Ross notices how bland it looks; I wonder if all doctors live this way certainly Dwight does. The doctor walking into the parlor and asks what he can do. Ross questions him about how the person died at the riot yesterday. The surgeon told him that it was an excise man, that he died when he hit his head on a bollard. Then told them what he was told. A young man they have in the goal punched him in the face, the man fell then hit his head on the bollard that killed him. Ross was heartsick he knew if the man that died was just a miner it would be forgivable. A gentleman he may have gotten transportation but as an excise man, he would hang for sure.  Ross said, “are they positive they have the right man in prison now? Can they blame the strike as what caused him to fall?” The surgeon nodded his head, “there are over twenty witnesses to the assault and they all say the young man hit him he fall and hit his head.”

Ross walked with the doctor to the Magistrate’s hearing. During that walk, Ross told the doctor a little about Jako’s struggles over the past few months. He saw where the doctor was sympathetic but told Ross he would have to answer truthfully. That the blow to the head is what caused it, as for the punch he did not see it, therefore, he could not determine why the man fall. Ross was a little hopeful thinking the Magistrates just might take pity on the young boy.

They met Zackey outside where the trial was being held. Ross introduced the two men. Then Ross told him what had happened he said, “Jako may not have intended to kill the man but it sounded like the punch is what led him to fall.” Dr. Cartwright said, “but I cannot attest to what made the man fall, only what killed him. The blow to his head from hitting the bollard.” Then Ross told Zackey who the man was, Zackey turned pale for he knew as well as Ross this would be a hanging offense for sure.  They walked in and sat down in the front of the courtroom where Jako could see his father. Jako looked entirely different from when Ross saw him earlier, he was scared Ross realized. He pitied the young man the only hope would be that since the surgeon would not say the punch led to his death it would be enough.

The Magistrates called a total of ten people forward that stated that Jako hit the excise man and then he fell hitting his head on the bollard. Then they called Doctor Cartwright who told them that he could attest to the blow from hitting the bollard had indeed killed the man. What he could not say is what had caused the man to fall in the first place.  They asked Jako to tell them what happened. Jako stood and said he met with a lot of men coming into Falmouth to complain about the grain being sent out of England when much of the poor was left starving so he joined in. The Magistrates asked if he had not heard of the King’s ruling that if a man joins in on a riot, he will be treated as a traitor to the crown. Jake told him he never heard of that afore.  The Magistrates informed him that ignorance is not a defense and told him to continue. Jako explained he saw the excise man hit a woman that he felt honor bound to punch him in her honor. The Magistrate then asked if the woman was a rioter or a bystander. Jako told him she was one of the crowd that he traveled to town with. Magistrate told him to sit down. Then the Magistrates talked among themselves, asking if there was any other who had a defense for the young man. Ross stood asking if it pleased the court I would like to speak.

The Magistrates asked Ross his name and how he knew the young man. Ross told them, “I have been friends with his father since I was a babe. His father was a friend of my father’s and mine as I aged.” He told them of Jako’s mother’s illness and her death, stating the bitterness the young man felt over the blight that the best medical care was out of their grasp for his mother. He also told them that he would personally vouch for the boy. Telling them he would employ and keep him under scrutiny so he could do no more harm. Ross looked at Jako when he went past, he caught the look of regret in his eyes then the boy put his head down. Then Magistrates made their ruling they addressed Ross first. “Mr. Poldark while we recognize your willingness to vouch for the young man, it is still a matter that a man has died maybe not by his hand but by his actions. The law states that if you partake in a riot and are caught you are to be hanged as a traitor.” Then they addressed Jako, “that with the fact that a man is dead because of your actions, we sentence him to hand tomorrow morning at sunrise. There were as many people jeering as cheering the ruling Zackey left a loud mournful cry. Jako turned and said, “father I am sorry.”

The next day after they saw the boy hanged Zackey and Ross headed back to Mellon with the body in tow. It was a solemn and sobering occasion. Jako apologized to Ross for taking his anger out on him and his family. Then to his father, he said that he was truly sorry to leave him knowing that he should have been a help in the past few months instead of acting as a rogue. He asked his father for forgiveness, as Zackey nodded, they pulled the trap door hanging his eldest son.

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They buried Jako besides his mother it was a quiet gathering, Jenny and her family, the rest of the Martins, Daniels, Carters, Carkeet’s, and Ross and Demelza. More wanted to attend but Zackey said, he only wanted close family and friends to attend. It was not a celebration of Jako’s life since he died in disgrace. Ross pulled Zackey aside and told him that what happened was an accident and that Jako didn’t mean to kill that man. So, Zackey should feel no shame for the boy. He told him to honor the boy celebrate his short life and remember the good times. Ross and his band of brothers spoke about when Jako was born, Zackey brought him out to show the group his son and ended up with spit up all over him. Then Mark Daniels gagged because of his weak stomach. Ross said, “do you remember when you brought him up to Nampara to see Pappa and he pied all over Claude Anthony while Mother changed him? Claude Anthony insisted that he get a bath immediately saying he was contaminated. Father asked if he knew what contaminated meant and Claude said yes it means a baby pied on me.” They all howled with laughter when they stopped laughing continuing to remember Jako all but Ross he went silent they were all gone now every last one of them. He looked up in time to see Zackey watching him and he knew Zackey was thinking the same thing. They talked about the time Jenny told him he didn’t have to use the outhouse he could use weeds and it took a month to stop him from going to the bathroom out in the open in front of anyone. The time he got into Mary’s jam and snuck it out and ate four jars and was so sick they thought he would die. They all laughed until Zackey said, “Mary and I had such high hopes for the boy.” He started to weep and Jenny excused them to take her father into his room. Ross went to find Demelza seeing if she was done, upon her nodding, they walked home to Nampara hand in hand not saying anything.

The week following the burial,  Ross was to leave and investigate the venture that Tomkins and Bulette wanted to include him in. He told Demelza he would be gone no more than three days. He kissed her pulling her into him tightly, he whispered in her ear, “take good care of our children especially our little friend here.” Touching her expanding stomach. She nodded; he could not help noticing she looked tired. He said, “rest when the triplets go down.” He needed to hire someone to replace Jenny, she told her employers she was too busy looking after the added responsibility of her father’s family there were not enough hours in the day. He didn’t know where they would find someone willing to work for what Jenny did, she did it because Demelza was an easy lady to please. Kissing each of the children goodbye Ross was on his way to Bodmin.

Demelza decided the children were determined to keep her busy. The day Ross left early in the morning. Demelza caught them all chasing a litter of kittens. They were just old enough to stray from their mother. The mother didn’t know which way to go. She had six kittens, Rosa was holding one, Jonathan had one by the tail, and Julia was trying to climb under a shed to get one. She had no idea where Jeremy was or what he was doing. The mother cat went after Jonathan scratching him to leave the kitten to go. She hissed and then picked the kitten up in her mouth and took it back to the barn. Jonathan was now crying like he had a mortal wound which drew Rosa to him. She went to give him the other kitten when the mother came back out. Demelza quickly grabbed the kitten placing it in front of the mother who hissed and then picked that kitten up. Demelza told Rosa not to touch any more of the kittens and to stay with Jonathan. She went to Julia; she told her to go sit beside Rosa. Julia put her little hands on her hips and said, “No, Ise want kitty.” Demelza said, “the kitten’s momma wants the kittens back and she will attack you like she did Jonathan.” Julia told her mother, “Ise a princess Pappa says so and I want a kitty.” Demelza said, “young lady you will do as I say and go sit with Rosa while I get this kitten to its mother. Julia started to scream and cry but she stomped her feet back to where Rosa sat on the ground bringing out the famous Poldark pout.

Rosina came out and Demelza asked her to take the children into the kitchen and try to clean the scratches on Jonathan. She had to find Jeremy. She gave the kitten to the mother and followed it into the barn. There sitting among the hay bales was Jeremy holding the other two kittens. The mother placed the rest of them at his feet and then laid down beside them. Demelza said, “Jeremy, lover come let’s leave Miss Mittens with her kittens I will bring you out later after I clean Jonathan’s scratches. I will fix you and your siblings a snack. Jeremy nodded patted Miss Mittens on the head and went into the kitchen with his mother.

Demelza could hear Jonathan screaming long before she got to the kitchen door. Rosina looked frazzled she said, “he will not let me look at the scratches he just screams. Demelza went into the pantry got her herbs and a clean cloth and went to clean the scratches none look too deep but with kittens and being barn-kept kittens Demelza knew enough to watch for infection. Jonathan was having none of it though he screamed Rosina said, “Jonny you act as though she is cutting your hands off, let your Momma fix you up.” Demelza not wanting to scare the child worse wiped his tears and said, “would you like it better if Uncle Dwight looked at your scratches?” Jonathan sniffled he shook his head no, then held his hand out to his mother, while giving Rosina the stink eye. He let his mother tend to his hand and arm with only a little wailing. Jeremy and Julia sat perfectly still not sure if they should be helping their brother escape or helping their mother calm him. Rosa came over beside him and held his hand telling him that Momma would make everything better because she was the best Momma ever. Demelza smiled to herself thinking how lucky she was to have this little girl.

Ross got to Bodmin later than he expected and Bulette and Tomkins wanted to take him out for supper and a game of cards. Ross realized how he had missed an evening out with just the men folk playing cards and keeping each other company. He was staying at Bulette’s tonight and it was quite late when they arrived back at his home. They made such a racket coming in, Ross was thinking if this were his home, he would have four sleepy crying children and a very upset wife over the commotion.

The next morning Ross slept late and woke with a terrible headache. Bulette wasn’t fairing much better so they decided they would start their visit the following day, allowing time to heal from the night of partying and card playing. Ross realized that he had spent more than he should have the night before when he looked in his coin purse and realized he had already gone through days and a half of the money he brought with him. He hoped Bulette and Tomkins didn’t want to continue that kind of entertainment. He didn’t have that much left although, in all honesty, he had not brought much because his family didn’t have much to spend.

While Ross was having a relaxing day talking to his old friends Demelza was having another eventful day. The children were playing in the goat pen and one of the goats had stepped on Rosa’s foot and it was currently swelling and turning purple. Demelza asked Rosina to go get Dwight because she could not tell if it was broken or not. While they were sitting waiting for Dwight and Rosina, Jeremy decided it would be a good idea to see if he could reach the cookie jar from the table and fall, hitting his little bottom hard on the floor. Dwight walked into Jeremy squalling and Rosa crying Jonathan with a bandaged arm. The only one not with an injury was Julia. Demelza looked utterly exhausted. He knew of Ross’s plans to go to Bodmin and was hoping he would not be too long away for his wife’s sake. He decided he would stop in daily to check on her. That night Ross went to bed early planning on having an early day the next with the hope he could get back home by the following day.

The next morning Demelza got a surprise, Geoffrey Charles had arrived without Variety. The carriage driver gave Demelza an envelope with a note inside that read:

My Dearest Cousins,

I am sorry I could not present our nephew myself but little Andrew is currently sick with a cold and I am afraid to take him on that long of a journey. Anyway, I have sent you most of the clothes he has. I have instructed my bank to give you both access to his money from Francis’s estate. He is growing like a weed and he is most particular about his looks. I wish you all the happiness and I am truly sorry for interfering with your life at this time. I just cannot handle a boy of his temperament and Andrew is beyond his patients with him. I fear Elizabeth and Francis did more harm than good to our nephew. Forgive me.

With All My Love

Variety

The coach driver started to unload Geoffrey Charles’s trunks. Geoffrey Charles walked up to Rosa and asked who she was. Rosa told him that she lived here. He assumed that meant she was a maid, he said, “you may take my trunks to my room, find some of the other maids if you must. Rosa stood there and didn’t move. Geoffrey Charles went to raise his hand to her and Jonathan yelled for his mother. Demelza turned and caught his hand as he was about to slap Rosa. Demelza asked, “what are you doing? This is Rosa our daughter and your sister for as long as you are here.”  Geoffrey said, “she is no sister of mine.” Demelza said, “fine but you will treat every person in this house as your family and we do not hit one another.” The boy looked at Demelza saying, “you are no family of mine. It is your fault my mother is dead, you made Uncle Ross chase her away and now she is dead. As for those brats they are nothing to me. The only family I have here is Uncle Ross and if he chooses you over me, he is no longer my family either.” Demelza just could not find it in her to fight with the boy she knew she needed to pick her battles. She was dragging one of Geoffrey’s trunks in when Rosa saw her and took hold of one side to help. She said, “Mam you should not be trying to lift these things, think of the babe.” Seeing the boy Rosina said to him, “you come here and take your Aunts side and help bring in your trunks.” Geoffrey Charles turned around and said, “you impudent bitch who do you think you are talking to.” Demelza yelled, “you will not speak like that in my house.”  He looked at his Aunt and said, “fine,” then he ran outside. Purdie came in and Demelza ask if she could ask Jud and Jim to come in to help get the trunks in. When they came in Jud grumbled so much that Demelza could not handle it. There was only one trunk left she told them, “just put it in the foyer and Ross can handle it. He should be back by tomorrow.” 

It was dark, long past supper and the boy had not returned. Demelza left to go look for him. She went to Twenwith to see if he was there. There was no one around the house but Demelza saw a candle flickering in a window on the second floor. Finding a window open she crawled through and went upstairs. It was Geoffrey Charles’s old room. She went in when she saw him lying on the floor. She said, “come we need to leave you are trespassing.” The boy looked at her, “what did you do with all my stuff.” Demelza knew it was hard on the boy but they needed to leave, “look I knew you don’t like me but we are all you have, this house is no longer yours. It belongs to George Warleggan and he will have us charged with trespassing or have us hanged so come on let us go.” He looked at her and smiled, “he would not dare chase me out, I am his Godchild. My dad is dead because of Uncle Ross and my mother because of you, I don’t want to stay with you. Leave” Demelza heard a noise downstairs. She went to the balcony and saw Tom Harry standing there, she turned back to Geoffrey Charles and grabbed his hand and dragged him behind her. She shushed him twice but he would not quiet down. Tom came up the steps, “looky what we have here. Do you know what we do to trespassers?” Geoffrey Charles said, “do you know who I am, I am Geoffrey Charles Poldark and George Warleggan is my Godfather.” Tom Harry laughed and said, “a Poldark you say, I was going to let you go but now I think I will call the magistrate, Master Warleggan expressly said, any Poldark caught trespassing be dealt with most severely.” Geoffrey Charles broke loose and took off running out the door. Demelza went to follow him when Tom Harry caught her by the arm and threw her out the door she landed on her side. He yelled, “next time I will not be so nice.” Demelza got up and searched for the boy. It was cold and rainy but she stayed out all night looking for him. All she could think was he was a little angry boy that needed love and it was her job to do that.

Ross, Bulette, and Tomkin went out after the tour of the first shipyard, they drank, played cards, and had a good time. He went to Bulette’s again quite drunk. Bulette told him he would take him to some of his suppliers tomorrow and the following day they would go over the books. On the next day after that, there was to be a board meeting and he wanted Ross there for that meeting also. Ross was too drunk to care that night. The next morning, they both slept late, Ross went to awaken Bulette who protested saying he wanted to sleep a little longer. Ross told him it is already the day he was supposed to return home. I will stay the two extra days but that was all he could afford to do. So, they went to meet the suppliers. Ross wished he had a way to notify Demelza but sending a letter now would arrive after he got home so there was nothing for it.

Demelza went home in the morning after searching all night and walked into the kitchen, seeing Geoffrey Charles sitting at the table eating. Rosina gave her a pitying look and Purdie said, “Heaven elp us where ee been.” Demelza said, “looking for our newest addition.” Eyeing Geoffrey Charles. Purdie said, “sit I be getting you some tea.” Demelza noticed Geoffrey Charles sat at the head of the table, he would make Rosina or Purdie put more food on his plate he would not serve himself. Rosa said, “Momma you should bring Jeremy’s and Jonathan’s bed back to our room.” Demelza said, “oh why is that, my love.” Thinking the girls missed their brothers. That was until Geoffrey Charles answered, “ I will not sleep in a room with other people it is not gentlemanly to do so.”  Demelza sighed, “She stood up and went to the room where she put the boy’s beds. She started to move furniture back up to the room for her boys. It was her third trip Demelza was tired, chilled, and hungry but she wanted to get a head start for when Ross came home. She worked all day moving things the triplets help as well as Rosa, Geoffrey Charles just sat in ‘his’ room. By supper, the children and Demelza all sat at the dining room table. Geoffrey went to sit in Ross’s chair, Demelza said, “there is a place beside Rosa on the other side sit there if you want to eat.” Demelza was realizing she needed to take a stance since Ross would not be back tonight and she doubted he would be home tomorrow. Geoffrey said, “I will not sit next to a maid.” Demelza said, “then don’t eat she is not a maid she is a member of our family and you will sit there if you want to eat. He got up and said, “then I guess I will not eat, and went to his room.

After Demelza put the children to bed that night and did her nightly ablutions getting into bed she realized her whole body hurt. She realized she may have done too much that day. She wondered what had held Ross up he knew there was a possibility that the boy would come today that is why he said he would be home. Oh well, he probably had something important he needed to check. She just prayed he would not be gone too much longer.

The next morning, she woke and could hardly get out of bed. Rosa and the triplets came in and Rosa placed her hand on her mother’s forehead. She said, “Momma you be hot.” Rosa went to get Purdie bringing her along with Rosina back. Purdie looked at her Mistress and sent Rosina for Dr. Enys. Dwight walked in took a look at Demelza and said, “I was afraid of this,” he could tell clearly across the room that the woman was sick.

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Dwight said, “Demelza what have you been doing?” She said, “I had to look for Geoffrey Charles he ran away the first afternoon he came. I went searching for him, he had gone back to Trenwith and George was there. He in no uncertain terms let Geoffrey Charles know he was not welcome there. Even though the boy thought since being his Grandfather he would have feelings for him. He took off again. I spent the rest of the day and all night searching for him and may have caught a chill. I will be fine, I will drink some Rosemary Tea and I will be as good as new.” Demelza made to get out of bed and lay back down. Maybe I should drink the tea first then get up. Rosina nodded but did not leave. Demelza had to admit she did not feel well enough to get up to work.  Dwight paced turned and said, “Demelza you are with child you must have the proper rest, no heavy lifting, and eat properly.” Rosina, who was in the room, said “the boy would not even help bring in his trunks. I tried to get him to help but he would not. You know Jud and how he complains about any work, the Mistress brought them in herself.” Dwight shook his head, “where the hell is Ross,” he asked as if he was really upset with the man.

Demelza explained to Dwight that Ross had enough on his plate with trying to make a better life for our family. It is not his responsibility to be here babysitting a sickly wife. What would he think of a woman that could not handle her kids? Dwight said, “you have always handled the triplets, the other two are not your responsibility.” Demelza shook her head, “Rosa is mine, do not ever doubt that. Geoffrey Charles is Francis’s son who always treated me with respect and whom I liked. I can not in good consciousness just let the boy be taken in by Elizabeth’s mother, look how Elizabeth turned out. No Dwight these are my responsibilities.” Rosina came in with the tea. Dwight told Demelza to stay in bed he needed to have a conversation with the servants.” Demelza said, “please do not take it out on them they do their best.” Dwight nodded and Rosina followed him out.

Dwight called them all into the parlor. He told the servants especially Jud that they must pick up more of the slack since Demelza is doing poorly. His gaze went to the children the triplets were still babies, but Rosina and Geoffrey Charles were old enough to help out. He said I expect you, children, to help your mother. Rosa nodded as did the triplets. Julia said, “Geoffrey Charles said “Momma is going to die just like his momma.” Dwight’s gaze turned to the little boy, “why would you say that about your mother.” Geoffrey Charles retorted, “she is no mother of mine, she is a common miners daughter.” Jeremy whom Dwight had only seen docile spoke up. “you are a brat you should be proud our Momma wants to be you, Momma.” Geoffrey Charles sneered at Jeremy, “how dare you he picked a toy up and threw it hitting Jeremy in the cheek. All three triplets plus Rosa were descending on the boy. The boy said, “stop  I will tell Uncle Ross who will take the whip to you.”

Demelza had heard the yelling, getting up she descended down the stairs, At the scene, she came upon may her stomach jolt. “what is the meaning of this,” she asked. Geoffrey Charles said, “your brats thought they could reprimand me. No one but my family has that right and you do not. Garrick growled, Geoffrey Charles said, “keep that beast away from me or I will tell Uncle Ross how you treated me.” Demelza said, “Geoffrey Charles I have tried to treat you fairly I did not want this responsibility but I took it one. All I ask is that you keep your actions civil to the members of the household. He ran to Demelza and pushed her and pommel her with his fist, “I will not  you are not my family.”

He ran out the door again and Demelza sighed she really didn’t think she could go out and look for him again but what choice did she have? Dwight said, “go lay down Demelza I will look for him.” Demelza said, “it is not your job.” Dwight told her that she was his patient and that she was in no shape to look for the boy. Then he told her to go back to bed asking Rosa to play with the children. Then he asked Rosina to keep an eye on them all.

It was after supper before Dwight returned with the boy. He handed him to Jud and said, “take him to the barn and let him clean the stalls, maybe it would make him a little grateful for the people willing to take him in, feed, and clothe him.” Geoffrey Charles said, “I am not a servant and I will not do menial work. Dwight said, “fine you don’t work you don’t eat. Mr. Paynter here will see to it, will you not Jud?” Jud was all too happy to put the fear of God in this young one. His mother was the same spoilt and always causing trouble.

Ross and his companions went out again to the tables he noticed this time there seemed to be a lot of women making themselves available. One, in particular, kept giving him a seductive look. Then he remembered her name Margaret Vispar she was from Truro, many times he had gone to see her in his youth. It was while he and Elizabeth were seeing each other. Elizabeth told him she needed to wait until her wedding day to lose her maidenhood. Ross chuckled to himself; we all saw how long that lasted after I left.  Bulette and Tomkin already had a lady on their laps. When Margaret made her way to Ross. “Young Captain, how nice it is to see you again. It has been a long time.” She ran her hands over his shoulders, “you have filled out nicely, but you always were nicely built.” She went to sit on his lap and Ross turned his legs so she could not. She saw his ring, “so the mighty Miss Chynoweth has finally let you put a ring on her finger.” Ross asked for two new cards and said, “hardly she married my cousin.” Margaret stared at him, “then who did you marry, if I knew you were amenable to marriage to any other I would have gladly have you.” Ross said, “I have the love of my life as my wife.” Margaret asked, “is she beautiful?” Ross said, “extremely.” Then Margaret said, “is she rich?”  Ross laughed, “not in the least.” Then Margaret asked, “do you really love her?” Ross looked her in the eyes and said, with everything in my entire being.” Margaret left.

The other two men asked their lady friends to leave. Ross said, “gentlemen I have come here to look at an investment opportunity. Nothing more nothing less, I do not have the need to find comfort or release in any others woman’s arms besides my wife. If you don’t mind, I will be going back to my room and sleeping. I will go to the shipyards tomorrow and then the next to the board meeting but as soon as it is over, I will be heading home. The other two men thought of the changed young man sitting in front of them his father and he both had the reputation of being womanizers. Captain Poldark had changed since his marriage.

Demelza stayed in bed the rest of the day and night. Dwight stopped in to see her and noticed that although her fever went down, she didn’t stir when he checked to see if she was still warm. Seeing Rosina, he asked if she could spend the night and he and Mistress Enys would come to help tomorrow morning. He said, “has the boy came in yet?” Rosina answered him, “yes sir, went straight to his room.” Dwight nodded, “see he gets no supper if he did not clean the stalls Jud will know. A missed meal will not hurt the lad and it may do him some good with the ego of his.” Rosina nodded.

Geoffrey Charles heard the surgeon leave Nampara. He went downstairs and started yelling, “bring me my supper wrench.” Purdie came in and said, “here now what did ye call me?” Geoffrey Charles smirked, “wrench, isn’t that the name your type goes by.” Purdie said, “Doctor said, if you did not do yurn work you get nay supper. Jud says you did not do it so yorn don’t eat.” Geoffrey Charles said, “I will have your whipped when my Uncle comes home.” Purdie laughed and then glowered at the boy, “try.” Then she walked away from him.

Rosina got the other children ready for bed and wondered how her Mistress did this by herself all the time with everything else she did. She read them a story, having learned from a former employer who had since passed away. She went and got some blankets and laid on the floor in the room in front of the door. She didn’t trust that young boy at all and was scared he would hurt the children. It wasn’t long before she was asleep.  

Geoffrey Charles made his way to the kitchen and found cookies that were on the shelf. He ate them all. He found grapes, cheese, and dried meats. He drank the milk and the lemonade they had in the pitchers. He went back to bed not caring about the mess he left the kitchen.

The next morning Demelza woke to a flurry of yelling. She made her way downstairs, although she felt considerably better, she was still stuffy and sore. She walked into the kitchen to see Purdie, Dwight and Caroline all looking at the mess everywhere. Demelza said, “what happened?” Purdie said, “I’s can’t be sure but I bet the boy was down here last night eating since he was being punished for his misbehavior by Mr. Dwight.” Demelza went to get Geoffrey Charles out of bed he turned and kicked her she stumbled and fell hitting her head on a table. Dwight came in and said, “what on earth happened. Demelza just shook her head. Geoffrey Charles said, “you are never to attempt to touch me again. Do you understand?” Dwight went red in the face, “you did this to her.” Geoffrey Charles said, “yes she is not to touch her superiors.” Caroline came in and heard what the boy had said, “if he was my ward, I would pack him up and send him to an orphanage. It would serve him right.” The boy then said, “well I am not yours or hers for that matter this is a Poldark house and I am a Poldark, since my father loss Twenwith because Ross wouldn’t sell this dump.

Dwight and Caroline took Demelza to the kitchen, Purdie said, “what happened?” Dwight said, “Demelza did he hit you, kick you?” Demelza was shaking her head no until Dwight said kick and then she stopped. He asked her where the kick landed and she told him her upper thighs but she lost her balance and fell hitting her head. She begged them not to tell Ross. She didn’t know what he would do maybe take the boy and move away. Dwight said, “Demelza you will need stitches unless Ross is staying away for a fortnight, he will see them.” Demelza nodded, she thought will I lose Ross over this.

Dwight put Demelza back on bed rest and Caroline took the triplets and Rosa to Killwarren to keep them separated from the boy. Rosina told them her fear after seeing how he acted the days before. Dwight agreed saying until Ross came back, he would feel better with the children away. He told Purdie and Rosina not to feed the child unless he started acting sorrowful for his actions. He said, he looks like he ate enough last night to keep him full for the rest of the day. He is to be in his room until Dwight came back later that evening. He hoped to God Ross would show up.

Ross didn’t show up, much to Demelza’s consternation.  Dwight said, “Demelza the children are fine with Caroline and I. You must rest especially after falling and hitting your head. Have you eaten today?” She said, “I have no appetite.” Dwight said, “you must eat for the baby’s sake if not  yours. He called Purdie and told her to bring some food for his Mistress.” Geoffrey Charles came out of his room and said, “you can bring me my supper to my room also.” Dwight said, “if you are hungry, you will apologize for your misbehavior and then sit at the dining room table like everyone else. Geoffrey Charles said, “I want it in my room.” When Purdie brought up Demelza’s, Dwight said, “he either eats at the table or not at all.” Demelza said, “let him eat in his room. I do not want to listen to him throw his tantrum or make a mess like he did last night.” Dwight said, “Demelza he must learn.” She started to sob, “Dwight it was Ross’s desire that he be here, what if he leaves us to take care of him?” Dwight said, “Demelza, it isn’t Ross that is caring for the boy it is you. I can tell you now if he does not correct his attitude, he will be the reason this baby will never be born. Demelza cried all the harder.  It took Dwight a while longer to settle her down telling Purdie to do what her Mistress asks. Then he stayed until he was sure she was back asleep, telling Purdie to wake her every so often to make sure there was not internal damage.

That night Ross packed his things and went to sleep early. Getting up in the morning he went to the board meeting was approved to become an investor. He left the meeting heading home to his home, his wife, and his children.

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Geoffrey Charles was running havoc on the household. Demanding the servants whatever he wanted, or he would go tell that maid laying up in his uncle’s bed what they had said. The doctor had told them not to disturb her for any reason and since it was one boy against an adult, he expected them to be able to handle any issue. He told them he expected to see Demelza early evening and hoped he found her still in bed.

Demelza had tried to get out of bed twice when Purdie or Rosina halted her. No Mistress Rosina said, “Doctor said you are to stay in bed until he returns. Please don’t disobey his orders it would show his contempt for us.” Purdie came in and said, “Maid thinks of the wee one ye be carryin.” Demelza said, “but I have much to do with Ross away how do I expect it to get down. Purdie said, “it will wait until he returns, the cheek of the man leavin you to handle it all.” Demelza said, “Purdie he still is your master.” Purdie put her hands on her hips, “I’s told he and I be tellin’ ye, you be my Mistress, he is just yorn husband.” She turned and walked out. Demelza giggled, she wondered how that conversation went. She had no doubt Purdie did tell Ross that.

Ross couldn’t wait to be home. He missed his family and mostly his wife. He thought of everything she had been through; he didn’t think he could have withstood half of what she did. He thought back to some of the things he had done to her. The time when his Uncle Charles died how he abandoned the family in favor of comforting Elizabeth. Demelza walks in on a drunk Ross with Elizabeth straddling him. He had almost lost his wife that time first with her leaving and then almost dying. Then Elizabeth accuses him of being with his child. How he didn’t defend her when Ruth and Elizabeth said that she must have been up the duff before he and she were together. How he never seemed to be able to see how Elizabeth took every opportunity to discredit his wife and he would fall into her trap. He cursed himself. Then he thought of how her blood pressure was unstable with the triplets but still could not stop the drama Elizabeth stirred up. Would her stress levels be better with Elizabeth gone? He hoped so. It wasn’t long until he was riding into Nampara. It seemed eerily quiet.

As he rode in Geoffrey Charles ran out of the house. Ross jumped down seeing Francis’s son. He always had a soft spot for the boy in his heart. He told himself it was because of Francis but he knew it was because he was Elizabeth’s too. A connection to his past. He hugged the young man, “where is everyone usually the triplets and Rosa are running wild this time of day.” Purdie came to the door, “bout time ye be back.” Ross raised an eyebrow. Geoffrey Charles, not wanting to tell Ross to talk to the servants about what was going on. He wanted to talk to Ross without the interference of the servants he said, “Uncle can we go for a walk on the beach?” Ross said, “later I need to see my wife and the children.” Geoffrey Charles gave Ross a pitiful look, “that is what I need to speak of you about, what has been happening here since I arrived. Ross yelled, “Purdie, tell Jud to take Darkie, he is to give him a good rub down then extra feed.” Purdie huffs, “yorn should talk to yorn wife. Ross said, “Where is she?” Purdie looked at Geoffrey Charles, “yorn should be askin yorn cousin’s brat.” Ross yelled, “that will be enough Purdie, please tell your Mistress I will see her when I return.” Purdie turned and said something under her breath, but Ross ignored her.

Geoffrey Charles and Ross walked down to Nampara Cove, he had thought a long and hard story to convince this man that everyone was against him. He had watched his mother do it for years. He knew he had to show no animosity. He told him how Demelza didn’t want anything to do with him. How she even shipped the triplets and the Rosa to Killwarren and never even asked if he wanted to go. He told him how Rosina and Purdie refused to do anything for him. When Ross said, maybe your aunt asked them to let her wash your clothes she does that with mine. Geoffrey Charles shook his head; she stays in her room. She slipped and fell and needed stitches in her head she told everyone I did it. Geoffrey Charles started to cry Ross hug him to him, “saying I will get to the bottom of this.” Geoffrey Charles thought smugly I have inherited my mother’s cunning.” Ross started leading the boy back to Nampara to confront his wife.

Geoffrey Charles told Ross of how Purdie refused to feed him, and how Rosina was mean and did not give him any attention or any help in doing things. How they tried to make him clean out the stalls for Jud and when he didn’t, he was sent to his room without supper. All the time Demelza stayed in her room away from him. That they sent the triplets and Rosa away because they didn’t want them to play with him. Then he told him how Demelza came in one morning trying to drag him out of bed when she slipped and fell, she told everyone he kicked her. Geoffrey Charles was sobbing uncontrollably now. Ross was angry he knew she was not looking for the boy to live there but she was the one who insisted. To allow the servants to treat him so meanly was unforgivable. Even if the boy did do something wrong surely, they should show a little compassion, he was an orphan being pushed from one family member to another. After much consoling his nephew Ross said, “let us go back, I need to talk to my servants and my wife.”

Dwight was just getting off his horse when Ross and Geoffrey Charles walked toward Nampara, Ross had his arm around Geoffrey Charles’s shoulders in a comforting stance.  Ross said, “Dwight what a nice surprise how have you been? Have you met my young charge yet?” This is Geoffrey Charles Poldark my cousin Francis’s son. Dwight realized Ross hadn’t been inside, yet he said, “I have met him I spent most of an afternoon hunting for him.” Ross raised an eyebrow. Geoffrey Charles said, “Uncle it was after the servants accused me of doing something I didn’t.” Dwight raised an eyebrow. Ross said, “Dwight whatever the reason I feel the boy is being judged unfairly.” Dwight said, “have you seen your wife yet.” Ross said, “No but I hear she is spending most of her time in her room.” Dwight looked at Geoffrey Charles saying, “indeed, and did the young master say why?” Ross said, “to avoid him.” Dwight scoffed, “and you believed him?” Ross responded, “should I not?” Dwight said, “no you should not.” Ross looked at the boy removing his arm, saying “excuse me, Dwight, I would like to speak to my wife. The boy yelled at his uncle, “Uncle she is jealous of because of Momma.” Ross smiled and nodded at the boy. He knew Demelza always resented Elizabeth but did not think she would hold it against the boy.

Ross went inside when he saw Purdie he said, “I want all the servants gathered into the parlor in fifteen minutes. Purdie said, “the servants want to speak to ye too.” Ross was perplexed by the tone from the old maid wondering why she had such an attitude. He said, “watch your tone and make sure you are in the parlor in fifteen minutes.” He couldn’t help but notice the glare Purdie gave the boy. Yes, there was animosity there.

He started up the stairs and noticed Dwight following him. He followed him into Demelza’s room. Ross said, “Dwight I would like to speak to my wife alone.” Dwight said, “I am here to look after my patient.” Ross said, “patient, what has happened.” Dwight pointed to the door, Ross opened it and notice his wife laying on the bed with a bandage on her forehead. Ross said, “my love what has happened?” Demelza said, “nonthin Ross I trip over my own feet that is all.” Dwight said, “Demelza tell him the truth.”  Demelza shook her head no and looked down at her lap. Ross said, “Dwight tell me what happened?” Dwight retold the story of Geoffrey Charles kicking Demelza who then stumbled and fell.” Ross was livid, “Demelza is this what happened?” She would not say anything. Ross said, “why would he kick you?” Demelza was starting to feel nauseous. She said, “I need the bucket.” She jumped and went into the closet holding the bucket. Ross turned to Dwight, “what are implying Dwight that a small boy down there is an evil child that would hurt a pregnant woman? What is the matter with you man.” Dwight said, “that child down there ran away the day before because I had them serve her meal in here because she was out walking since the afternoon before searching aforesaid boy. When he heard that she was getting her meal here he wanted his in his room. The servants said he would eat at the table with the rest of them.  I spent the rest of the afternoon tracking him down and bringing him back, I told him to apologize to your wife, but he would not, so I sent him to the barn to clean it. Once it was done, he would have his supper. He refused and during the night he ransacked the kitchen. There was not a drop of milk left or lemonade. He had food strewn across the floor. Purdie and Rosina were in such a state when I came. Demelza came downstairs taking the boy’s side and went to get him so we all could hear it. He kicked her, stumbled, and hit her, and ended up on the floor. She needed ten stitches in her head. Geoffrey Charles was screaming at her to never touch him again that she was just a maid. When I asked him, he told me this, not Demelza, but the boy. So do not say she was making up lies. Ross was taking it all in and he said, wait why did he run away?”

Demelza was coming from the chamber pot she knew she needed to tell Ross, she said, “I yelled at him, I told him not to talk disrespectfully to the servants. Before that, he told Rosa to take his trunks in, when I told him she was his sister now that he lived with us. He told me she was no sister of his. Also, if you took our side over him, you would no longer be his uncle. He ran out of the house I went after him. I searched all afternoon and evening finally I tracked him down at Trenwith. The boy seemed to think it was your and my fault his parents are dead, and that George would never turn his back on him since he is his Godson, so he took off again. I spent all night in the rain and cold searching. When I arrived home, he was sitting in your spot eating.”  “Demelza, he is a small child you should be able to handle him, Ross told her. Demelza was heartsick would he always take Geoffrey Charles’s side over hers and the children?

Rosa told me I should bring the boy’s bed’s out of the boy’s room because he would not share with them. Rosa noticed I was burning up and sent word to Dwight to come. When he was told that Rosa was not his maid, and he could cut his food. He said fine and went to his room.  Dwight took over, “I knew this was going to be too much for her. She is five months forward; she has no help beyond the servants that have other chores to do. The children all fall on her shoulders. It is hard enough to have three toddlers to care for but two more on top of that, plus carrying another. She has a history of high Blood pressure. Are you trying to kill her?” He was furious, “never mind Ross you believe what you want. I am going to tell it point blank the child has no respect for your wife, your children, and anyone else. He is a walking talking copy of his mother and all her prejudiced entitlements.  Ross asked, “Demelza why the children at Killwarren, she told him that Rosina had witnessed his behavior and feared for their welfare, so Caroline took them with her.” Ross said, “did you have the same fear.” Demelza hung her head, then she nodded. “Dwight is right he believes that if I or the children were not here, his mother would be alive. I am sorry Ross I don’t know what to do.” Ross nodded, “I am going to go down and speak to the servants.” Demelza said, “should I come with you?” Ross said, “no I want to get their version of events.” He walked out of their room. Demelza thought he doesn’t believe me.

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Demelza was heartbroken that Ross did not believe her even when Dwight told him the same thing. Did he think she was that simple-minded and vicious to make stories up about a little boy? She was getting angry. What have I ever done to him to make him think I am that kind of woman? A woman like his beloved Elizabeth? I should start acting like her then maybe he would be more lenient and welcoming to my feelings and thoughts. Demelza got out of bed not caring about Dwight’s warnings. She needed to get away from this house and that man.  He was infuriating.

Demelza went down the back stairs and out through the kitchen she heard them talking in the room she wondered if Ross put Elizabeth’s son in there to sway the staff. She thought I don’t care if he did or didn’t it was none of her business. It was plain to her that she was to care for the boy but not discipline him. Well, if that was the case, he could find someone else to care for the boy. She would take her four children and leave before she would let them suffer the injustices of Ross and his Elizabeth.

She was unaware of the boy watching her from behind the barn he could tell she was angry and thought Uncle Ross must have bought my stories. The common gutter trash did not belong here with a gentleman. That was what his Momma said. Even Aunt Agatha wanted her gone, Agatha had told the boy it was Demelza’s fault that Ross didn’t help his father. First, he would get rid of the gutter trash than her children. Then he would have Aunt Agatha come and they would take care of that traitorous uncle of his. He smirked to himself. “Are you proud Momma, that I am avenging you,” he said to the sky?”

He went into the kitchen and heard talking in the parlor he walked in, and everyone turned to him. Ross said, Geoffrey Charles, every man has a right to address his accusers in America that was one of the laws they wanted. I feel it is a good law, it gives both parties the to voice their side of the problem. Geoffrey Charles started to tear up he said, “but Uncle no one here likes me they told me so. They are all going to lie. Rosina stood up, “Captain Ross sir, “Do your children lie?” Ross not knowing where she was going with this shook his head no. Then she said, “do you believe Rosa would like it?” Ross again shook his head no. Geoffrey Charles said, “so if they say something bad about me you would believe them over me.” Geoffrey Charles ran out of the house he sat in the yard, laughing to himself, he knew he was a good actor after all he learned from the best, his mother.

Ross was frustrated, “Rosina why would you want to put my children against the boy?” Rosina said, “because it is not just the servants, he has injured it is your children.” Ross asked them to explain how they thought the children were affected by the boy. They told him of how he talked down to them and how he was chasing them with a stick and was going after one of the boys, then when Rosa and the others were going to go after him, the Mistress stepped in.  How he treated Rosa as his maid, telling her to cut his food and then take his trunks to his room. How he refused to allow the boys to sleep in the room with him saying he was better than them and deserved his own room.  Ross said, “Rosina I could see why Purdie or Jud would be against the boy, but I would never have thought you as being vindictive. Then to bring in my own small children into this mess.” Dwight sat and observed Ross while the servants told him this.

Ross said, “this situation is new to the boy those issues would get sordid out. There is a bond between my children and Rosa, but there is no bond with the boy. He was just seeing if he could become the leader of the group.” Dwight stood, “I have already told you, my issues. If this is how this is going to go, with us telling you what has happened and you ignoring our concerns. I will be leaving but if that child harms someone it is on you.”  Dwight went upstairs to see Demelza he saw that she was not in bed and thought if Ross isn’t careful, he might lose more than just his servants.

Dwight went out to get his horse when he went past Geoffrey Charles, the boy said, “Dr. Enys if you want to remain friends with my uncle, I suggest you put your backing with me. He still loves my mother, too bad there is not enough room here for me and that woman and those children.” Dwight said, “what you need is a good whipping with a hickory stick,” and then he rode off. Geoffrey Charles said to no one in particular, “that will never happen.”

By the time all the servants reported the issues the boy caused Ross was tired. “You are my servants and therefore the boys. You will treat his request as you would mine or your mistresses. The boy is being shifted from one house to another all he needs is a little love and patience. If you cannot do that then pack your bags and leave. Rosina, Purdie, and Jud all stood, “Rosina said, “after I tell the Mistress and the children goodbye I will be leaving. Purdie said, “the same for me and Jud. I regret that the maid will suffer because she will have to deal with them all on her own.

Ross could not believe his ears; they would leave their post because of the child. They could survive until he could employ others. He wondered if Dwight and Caroline would be bringing his children back. Why Demelza allowed them to separate from Geoffrey Charles was beyond him. How were they to bond? Thinking about his wife he went back upstairs to get some more answers. When he got to the room, he saw she was going. He went down to the kitchen looking. He was yelling her name with no response. He walked out back as Purdie and Jud were leaving, Ross said, “could you please at least put some supper together Demelza is not inside.” Purdie said, “let the young master get it fer ye.”

Ross saw Geoffrey Charles sitting on the wall, “have you seen your aunt?” Geoffrey Charles said, “who.” Ross said, “your aunt, my wife.”  Geoffrey Charles replied, “oh her, she left when you were talking to the servants, she didn’t look happy, I think she was leaving.” Ross looked at the boy he seemed almost joyful over this. Then he thought you are just projecting the servant’s feelings onto the boy, why would he be happy? Ross said, “which way did she go?” Geoffrey Charles pointed toward the path that would take her to Trenwith of Killwarren. She must have been going to bring the children home Ross thought.

Ross was worried it was late and Demelza and the children were still not home. He went to the pantry and pulled out some bread then got some jam out it would have to do since he did not know how to cook, and he didn’t see anything started. He was upset with his wife she could have told him where she was going especially since Dwight said she should stay in bed. He missed his wife he just wanted to hold her, see his children, and try to mend the discord between his wife, children, and Geoffrey Charles.

He told Geoffrey Charles to wash his hands and to have a seat. When he sat down Ross said, “go get a cup and pour yourself some milk.” Geoffrey Charles said, “where is supper.” Ross said, “tonight we will eat Jelly sandwiches since that is all I can find, and your aunt is not here to cook.” Geoffrey Charles said, “she is not my aunt. She may be your wife but that does not make her my aunt.” Ross looked at the boy, “she is the Mistress of this house you must treat her as such.” Geoffrey Charles scuffed at him, “this place is nothing but rubbish. It should have been sold to save Trenwith.”  Ross thought that sounds like Elizabeth and Aunt Agatha, then he remembered what he had said earlier that they must have some understanding for the boy. He said, “nevertheless all we have is Jam and bread for supper.“ Geoffrey Charles sat looking at the sandwich. Ross started eating, seeing the boy was not he said, “why are you not eating?” The boy looked at him, “it is not cut.” Ross grumbled but cut the sandwich. Then he picked up the milk and dumped some in the boy’s cup. Ross kept telling himself it is early yet the boy must acclimate to the home.  

Dwight met up with Demelza at the turn-off to Killwarren. “Demelza this is not bed rest.” Demelza said, “I missed my children.” Dwight said, “sit rest I will send the coach for you.” Demelza shook her head no, “nay I need some time to think about what happened today.” Dwight dismounted and walked beside her. “Do you want to talk to me about it?” Demelza again shook her head no. After a few minutes, she said, “I am so tired of his distrust of me. Does he think I am so vile that I would take it out on a child because of who his mother was? The way he doubted me, he should have backed me from the start.” Dwight said, “I believe you are not the only one who believes that.” Demelza turned and gave him a questioning look. Dwight said, “your servants also believe he should believe in his family first.” Demelza nodded, “I am so tired Dwight, I have done everything for that man, I supported him when he didn’t have a guinea to his name, but I supported him. Every fool-hearty thing he did I supported him. Every time he went to support Elizabeth, I forgave him. When Rosa came and he said, she wasn’t his, I didn’t question his word, and I accepted the child with my whole heart. How does he repay me, by questioning the staff if what I told him is true or not? When have I ever been anything but true and honest with him?” Dwight could see she was getting irritated by discussing it, so he changed the subject, “you were not planning on taking the children back to Nampara tonight? Stay at Killwarren with Caroline and me, she is in her glory with the children; besides it is getting too late to start back now.” Demelza did not want to go back to Nampara so she agreed as long as Caroline was okay with her staying. it aside for Demelza to fix.

Ross was staring out the window in the dark wondering if his wife was okay. He thought I should not have spoken to her the way I did; she would never turn her back on a child. While he was contemplating his words, he heard a ripping sound. He turned toward Geoffrey Charles and saw he had torn an arm off Julia’s doll. Ross went and took the doll off him, “why would you do this to Julia’s doll?” Geoffrey Charles got tears in his eyes; it was an accident I was only trying to take the dress off.” Ross said, “why would you want to do that?”  The boy responded, “to see how it was made?” Ross examined the doll and put it perhaps Demelza could fix it. 

He left the boy sitting on the floor playing with toys. He sat down and was staring into the fire thinking of his children and hoping he wasn’t missing too much of their lives while they were still young. He enjoyed watching them learn to talk, walk, and watching them learn of the world. He was still deep in thought when he heard a snap. Geoffrey Charles had torn a toy soldier’s head off. Ross was losing patients, “what are you doing, if you cannot play nicely with the toys, we will put them away.” The boy’s lip started to tremble, “you hate me because you are not my father, you hated my father for marrying your love, my mother.” Ross said, “I am sorry son, just put the toys away for now and go to bed. He thought to himself, he should not have chastised the boy. It was an accident why would he break toys on purpose? Then he thought he wondered who told the boy that he loved Elizabeth, telling the boy he was annoyed at Francis for marrying her.

Geoffrey Charles was happy with himself. I will break everything in this house that belongs to anyone besides me. People of the lower class should not have toys that are for society’s children. He thought of how he got around his uncle and realized just how easy it was. He thought Aunt Agatha will be here soon and then they will get Trenwith back.

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Ross awoke the next morning to find no one was about. He called Geoffrey Charles saying, “it looks as though we are still on our own this morning. I had hoped Demelza would be back with the children but it seems they have not returned as of yet. Toast and jelly it is.” Geoffrey Charles said, “I want eggs and bacon, I have never just had toast and jelly.” Ross said, “can you cook it, I cannot,” realizing just how useless he was in the kitchen he thought he must see where his servants were. Seeing the boy was not getting himself a cup for his milk Ross got it for him saying, “when you are done put some ole clothes on, we have to go to the mine.” The boy looked aghast at him “ole clothes I have none. Then leave what you have on they will have to do. You will have to stay above ground, hopefully, your Aunt will be home by lunch.” Geoffrey Charles growled, “I have told you once before she is not my aunt, she is no family to me. She is a woman you married to forget my mother. It was her that caused my mother’s accident I will never forgive her for that.” Ross didn’t know how to deal with the boy, this was surely an act of disobedience because of his displacement. Ross said, “Geoffrey Charles please eat so we can go. I don’t know where you got the idea your Aunt caused her accident, but it is not true.”
Ross was sitting seething at how long it took the boy to eat plain toast and jelly. If his children were here, they would have had eggs, bacon, toast, and porridge totally eaten fifteen minutes ago. When he saw the boy wipe his mouth Ross jumped up and said, “let us go, I have much to do.” The boy said, “but I do not wish to go to a dirty ole mine while you work. Get me someone here to stay with me.” Ross said, “there is no time now come on, we must make haste.” On the way there said, “Demelza did cause my mother’s accident because you would not leave her for her better.” Ross just shook his head, there was no use arguing with the boy.
When they reached the mine Ross saw Dwight, going up to him Ross said, “I had hopes that you were bringing Demelza and the children home.” Dwight said, “bring them home, I have no intention of doing so. Your wife.” Dwight took a breath, “is in a delicate state. As you know with the child and all the children, she has been trying to corral plus having you come home and act like her word meant nothing to you.” Ross scowled at his friend, “what are you talking about Dwight?” Dwight noticed Geoffrey Charles standing listening to what was being said. He told Ross while nodding at the boy, “we will have this conversation in private right now I have patients to see.” Ross turned his head and notice the boy standing there listening to their conversation and nodded to Dwight but his face showed the displeasure of not finding out what he was talking about.
Ross went to work checking the mine’s bookkeeping checking what the mine had been producing during his absence. He was getting ready to go home for lunch when he saw Jacko Hoblin, Rosina’s father. “Jacko,” Ross called, “a word please.” Jacko stopped and turned back to Ross, “aye,” he replied. “Rosina did not show up for work this morning is she ill,” Ross asked. Jacko turned beet red, “you have the nerve to ask that after what you said, yesterday? Questioning her as if she did something wrong when it was the brat stirring trouble.” Ross said, “I have the nerve yes, she is employed by me if she does not want the job, others will.” Jacko said, “then get the others my daughter will not take orders from that brat, he will be the cause of your marriage failing.”
Ross was in a bad mood after returning to Nampara for lunch. Once he was there, he realized yet again there was nobody at the house. He said, “I think we must ride to Killwarren and retrieve your aunt and cousins.” Geoffrey Charles grumbled, “I am hungry now.” Ross said, “skipping a meal will not kill you we need to bring the rest of the family home.” Geoffrey Charles balled up his fist his face turned red, “I have already told you she is not my aunt and those brats are not my family.” Then he turned and ran out of the house. Ross left him to go. He was a young boy and sooner or later he would come home to eat if nothing else.
Geoffrey Charles watched Ross get on his horse and ride off. He decided he would go get some bread and jelly and take it to the barn. Once he gathered his supplies, he went to the barn looking for a place to hide. He saw the loft looking warm and welcoming. He went back into the house and brought out his pillow and a couple of blankets he thought if it got cold, he would cover himself with them thinking that should be warm enough. If not, he could go down and lay beside the ponies or horses they would provide warmth also. After all, he wasn’t going to stay here long just enough to cause Ross to get a guilty conscience for not listening to him. He knew his uncle would choose him. His mother always told him his uncle would always choose them as to the gutter trash he called his family.
Ross rode Darkie hard he missed seeing his children, he wanted his wife home where she belonged, he didn’t know what Dwight was getting at that morning at the mine. He wanted answers and he wanted them now. He dismounted his horse the groomsman came taking Darkie. Ross proceeded to the door knocking, but there was no sign of anyone coming to answer so he knocked again. The third time he pounded on the door. He was going to knock one more time and then look around back. As he raised his hand Caroline opened the door blocking his way. “Why Captain Poldark what a nice surprise. Although Dwight is not here at the moment, if you could come back later?” “No, Caroline, I will not I want to see my wife and children.” Caroline gave him a playful look, “Why Captain Poldark, you stayed away letting your wife with three toddlers and two children while being with child.” Ross looked down at his feet, “I had no choice Demelza knew this,” he said while playing with his hat. “Did she also know that your cousin’s son would be willfully intolerant of the other children, of her, or your employees?” Ross went to speak again when she put her hand up stalling him. “Can you tell me how you reacted to her claims of what the boy did, I will tell you. You did not take her word, you needed further proof, then still did nothing to correct the issue. No Captain, I do not think you will be able to see her today or tomorrow at this rate.” She shut the door. Ross stood there taking all that she said in. Is that how he acted when she told him of the boy’s misdeeds?
Ross stood there for a few seconds he was just about to leave when he heard laughter from the side of the house. He walked that way seeing the triplets and Rosa playing with Garrick and Horace. Julia saw him first she screamed “PAPPA” soon all the children came running to him but Rosa stopped just shy of approaching him. He said, “Rosa, you have no hug for Poppa?” Rosa shook her head. Ross said, “did I do something to upset you?” Again, she shook her head. Ross asked again, “are you mad at me?” Rosa sighed and answered her adopted father, “Geoffrey Charles told me I was nothing to you that I was just a servant.” Ross knelt, “have I ever treated you as just a servant, haven’t Momma and me always shown you, love?” Rosa started to cry and Ross pulled her to him. He was patting her back, “saying there will be no more of this.” When the triplets came over to her, they pulled her in giving her hugs. Julia put her hands on her hips and then told him, “Geoffrey Charles is bad, Momma stays out all night and gets her sick, he hit Jeremy on the cheek.” Ross looked at Jeremy’s cheek there was a mark awful close to his eye.” He asks his son, “how did you do that?” Jeremy said, “Geoffrey Charles hit me ith a oy.” Ross said, “with a toy were you fighting over it?” Jeremy shook his head no. Rosa told Ross, “he just picked it up and throw it at him.” He told us, “Momma was gonna die and that he would kill her.” Rosa had tears in her eyes. Jonathan who had been quiet up until now said, “Me ill him, I gonna eat him.” Ross chuckled at the furiousness of his son. Rosa told him, “he fights with us and he is mean Garrick. He tell us that you are his Pappa now and you would send us away with Momma trash. So, we are staying here with Aunty and Uncle Dwight. We don’t want to live with him he is mean.” Jeremy looking so indignant at what Rosa said, told Ross, “me tect Momma, he needs ass macked.” Ross chuckled again, “do not let your Momma hear you say ass, or you will be receiving that ass smacked.” He ruffled his son’s hair. Ross thought Rosina was right I should have asked my children, or better yet I should have believed my wife.
Caroline came to the door, “Children I think Cook has something for you.” She sent them inside, “I was hoping they could get by without seeing you.” Ross asked, “Why.” Caroline said, “you never take your wife or even your children into consideration in the past when it came to Elizabeth. I see the same situation now with the boy. Geoffrey Charles will keep hurting them and you will keep on taking his side instead of protecting your own family. In the end, it will be Demelza who suffers the most, the children will also suffer. Ross said, “Caroline that is not true you know it isn’t like that. The boy has no one. He was my dearest cousin’s son; I feel an obligation.” Caroline cut him off, “Francis was Variety’s brother it was up to her to handle him. Your family should be first. If he can’t respect what your family is doing for him then send him to his grandmother. Let her handle what her daughter created.” Ross said, “may I see my wife now?” Caroline said, “I will see if she wants to see you, you hurt her badly, after all, she has suffered for you. You still have the nerve.” She huffed and turned around saying, “why waste my breath?”
She left Ross waiting outside, while she went to see if Demelza was awake. She found her with her children surrounding her telling them about their father. Caroline listened for a few more minutes until there was a break in the conversation. Caroline said, “he would like to see you, if you do not feel up to it, I can tell him to come back another time.” Demelza said, “no send him up if you don’t mind, I don’t have the strength to get up at the moment.” Caroline said, “I don’t mind at all, as long as that is what you want. I do insist though you must not let him bully you. You will not be going home until Dwight deems you fit.” She left to tell Ross he could go up to see his wife.
Caroline came back to the door finding Ross exactly where she left him, “you may go see Demelza but I must tell you do not try to bully her home with the children. She is sick, Dwight was concerned for her after the day and night she spent trying to locate that brat, only to have to intercede for him with the rest of the household while he wished her dead.” Ross said, “sick what is the matter with her?” “Dwight feels she may have a touch of pneumonia and her with child he fears for them both so if you have any care for her don’t insist, she comes home. She is not up to cooking and cleaning and taking care of her children let alone others.” Ross nodded and went up to see his wife.
Going into the room he realized how sickly his wife looked, she looked like she had not slept in a week. When he thought about it, that was the amount of time he was in Bodmin. He felt sick, what kind of husband leaves his wife almost five months forward to take care of three of their children and two of his cousins, of course, Demelza considered Rosa hers still. He knocked and went into the room. The children were all sitting on the bed next to their mother, Rosa with a concerned look on her face. “we are not to ask to come home with you. Momma can’t take care of herself and look after us too.” Ross said, “I will look after your mother and all your children. I promise I will either get Geoffrey Charles to behave or take him to his grandmother to care for him. I will not expect your mother to be burdened by a child that treats our family wrongly. I am sorry I didn’t act immediately.” Demelza said, “Oh Ross you can’t he has been through so much.” Ross grabbed her hand and said, “yes but it does not give him the right to treat people who are trying to help him like they were mud on his feet. He will either learn to behave or go to his grandmother’s. I will not put our family’s lives at risk because of him.
He sat for a long while visiting with his family then he sent his children down to see what Garrick and Horace were up to. He took Demelza’s hands in his and kissed them. Then he bent down kissing her forehead, she was so warm. He placed his hand on her stomach and felt the child kick. He said, “forgive me my love I am a fool. There is no one more important to me than you. Please get well for me and our children.” Demelza smiled weakly and said, “Ross I am so tired would you sit with me until I fall asleep?” Ross nodded and lay beside his wife holding her in his arms.
When he went downstairs the children were getting ready to eat supper. He said his goodbyes giving each one a kiss and stern instructions not to worry their mother and to listen to their aunt and uncle. Then he left, he thought of Elizabeth and Francis on the way home. He felt bad that could not help the boy. He dearly would like to have him with them, but he had to put his family first. He remembered that was what caused Agatha to be upset with him, that he didn’t help enough with Francis’s family. He wished he could come to an arrangement where they could keep him. He knew he was failing his cousin again. I’ll have to think on it.

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Ross stopped at the Paynter’s and asked that they come back to work. That he doesn’t want to burden Demelza with extra work on her return. Since they needed the money, they agreed on the condition that Poldark brat is told they were not his private servants and they did not answer to him. Ross had no other option than to agree. Next, he stopped at the Hoblin’s, when Rosina came to the door, Ross asked her to reconsider coming back to work. He agreed to the same conditions as with the Paynter’s Geoffrey Charles was not to demand anything of her. Next, he stopped at the Martins. He asked Zackey if he would see if one of the boys older than Geoffrey Charles would come and entertain him, to keep the boy out of trouble. He told him he needed someone that would not be swayed by the boys demanding nature and would put him in his place when he acted out. Zackey told him most of his boys were working but Jenny’s oldest Benji Ross is about the same age and he would be able to keep the boy in line. The boy was the stout size for his age, and he knows right from wrong. Ross said he would pay the boy a daily wage as he would the boys working above ground at the mine. The condition was he needed to be able to keep the boy out of trouble.

Ross then asked if any of his daughters would like to come and work in the house with Rosina and Purdie. He said, “with Demelza with child and being ill I need more help for her and me since he didn’t want the bulk to fall on Rosina. Zackey said, “Maggie be of age, let me talk to Mrs. Zackey if she agrees we will send her tomorrow.” Ross thanked him and left to go home and comfort his nephew.

Riding into the coral he saw a horse tethered to the pole. He looked around and saw a red coat in the barn doorway. He got off his horse walking Darkie toward the figure.  The man turned and Ross immediately recognized him, he continued to come out of the barn. He said, in a boisterous Scottish brogue, Captain Poldark do you know you have a stowaway in the barn loft? Ross said, “Captain McNeal I am surprised to see you here after our last conversation I would have thought you would know to stay away from my home. McNeal gave Ross a smirk, “I am here to see your lovely wife, to see if she has reconsidered my offer. I heard a tale that you have recently taken in another of your relatives that is causing her some discomfort." Ross said, “we will work together to solve any issues that come of our hosting relatives. We will not be needing your interference.” McNeal smirked, “I’ll not be takin your word on that, where is Mistress Demelza?” Ross roared, get off my property and don’t come back if I see you here again, I will shoot you myself.” McNeal seeing, as he had no choice but to leave got on his horse and told Ross to please let his wife know he called.”

Ross went inside, “he’d be damned if he would go out in the barn to smooth talk Geoffrey Charles after all the devilment the boy caused the past few days. He went in and noticed that all the bread was gone and so was the jam. He had no doubt the boy had come in and taken it out to the barn. Well if he thought that was more comfortable than his bed he could lay there. Elizabeth and Francis mollycoddle him, then Aunt Agatha after that obviously placing thoughts of his own grandeur in his head. He was not going to indulge the boy. If he wanted to stay here, he would follow their rules or he could live with his grandmother. He had tried his best for Francis even though he betrayed him, then Elizabeth he had given in to her demands trying to appease her, which he realized now would never have been good enough. Her goal it seemed was to make him miserable. In fact, when did anyone give a care for his happiness, nobody did? Until Demelza she loved him, she gave up so much for him and for what for him to always put people of his class even himself above her. In fact, she should be worshiped as the goddess she is. She is the epitome of goodness. Her goodness made him a better man.

The next morning once all the servants showed up. Ross told them that if Geoffrey Charles did not come to treat the people of this household with respect, then he would be going to the Chynoweth. Purdie shivered, “If’n I be the boy I would become an angel instead of that.” Ross said, “well I am done choosing to serve everyone else and letting my family take the brunt of it. Once Demelza comes home she is to be treated as the Mistress of this house. I don’t want her to feel she has to lift a finger to do chores. She should be able to enjoy her children and relax. I have Jenny’s young son to come to help with the boy. I wish for you all to keep a lookout and make sure Benji Ross is not mistreated by Geoffrey Charles if he is, then step in to correct the boy or better yet, throw him in his room to wait for me to handle it. Although once Demelza and the children are home I plan on being around more.  Purdie hummed, Ross said, “Purdie you have something to say.” Purdie nodded, “yes for how long?” Ross said, “what do you mean?” “how long do you think you will stay home this time? You always say that, but you never do, leaving the maid to handle everything on her own.” Ross said, “I intend to stay home with my family as much as I can. I do have to work to improve our finances do I not?”  Purdie said, “but your finances never improve you are more inclined to help a miner and their family than you are your own. It would be different if you had more money than you knew what to do with but you are scraping by and don’t pay any heed to the Mistress making her clothes the chillins out of your old shirts.” Ross was getting angry but then he realized what she was saying was the truth. “Purdie I will try to do better; without my wife I don’t stand a chance. She makes me the better man."

Geoffrey Charles was standing outside the door listening to all this. Ross would not dare send him to his Grandmothers. If Ross thought, he would let those servants manhandle him he would see that it would not be easy. Who was this Benji Ross, some brat that thought he could change my mind no doubt? Well, that too would not work. Why did he think that Demelza was making him a better man? Didn’t he see she made him turn his back on his responsibilities, what an idiot! To think I always liked him before.

Geoffrey Charles heard a noise behind him, a servant with a boy was standing behind him. The woman said, “you must be Geoffrey Charles, this is my son Benji Ross he will be keeping you company while Ross works.p” Geoffrey Charles looked the boy over he looked a little older than himself, taller but he thought he would probably cry the first time I refuse to do what he wants. Geoffrey Charles said, “I need no one to tag along with me, especially a miners brat." Ross heard the talking and opened the door. He heard what Geoffrey Charles had said. Ross grabbed him by the collar and said, “these are friends of mine, you will treat them with respect, whoever told you, that you are better than they were wrong. I have asked Benji Ross to be here so you would feel like you had someone to do things with. If you would rather stay out in the barn all day fine but you will be confined to the barn nowhere else.” Geoffrey Charles looked at Ross and said, “fine he can stay but he will do what I say.” Ross said, “no he will do and only do what he wants he does not listen to you, but you should listen to him he has a good head on his shoulders and could teach you much. Benji, Jenny it is nice to see you. Your grandfather told you of our arrangement, yes?” Benji nodded, “aye Captain, and don’t worry I know right from wrong." Geoffrey Charles laughed, “like Uncle Ross, are you another one of his bastard children?” Ross grabbed the boy by his arms and shook him, what is the matter with you?” Geoffrey Charles said, “what everyone says you have tons of them running around." Ross dragged the boy to his room. Once he got him inside, he said, “you will not disrespect me in my own house. That young man out there lost his father a long time ago but never treated anyone like you have. You will stay here until I come home. Is it clear?” Geoffrey Charles just shrugged his shoulders.

After locking the boy in Ross went to the kitchen and said, “that boy will stay in that room until I come home. Take him a picture of water if he spills it then he can go without. Benji, I will pay you for the morning but if you want to go home and come back at noon, we will see how he acts. If that is okay with you. Benji nodded, Jenny said, “I am right sorry that you and the mistress have to put up with that boy.” Ross said, “he will learn, or he will leave.”

Ross left for the mine fuming with how the boy had treated Benji and what he has said about illegitimate children. He wondered what he would say if he knew that Rosa was his half-sister. Maybe later he would be told but now it would be better for Rosa to be known as his. Demelza knew the truth that is all that mattered. He got to the mine and told Zackey what had happened. Zackey told Ross he had a long talk with Benji, telling him not to tell the boy he was being paid to spend time with him. He also made him aware, that he needed to use his best judgment because the boy may try to steer him wrong.

After the shift at the mine, Ross rode home he went in finding that the boy was still in his room although he put up quite a fuss. Purdie said, “there be nothing wrong with that boy's lungs although from the sounds of things he may need to have some new furniture.” Ross sighed, “I will go see what he has done. Benji was sitting at the table. Ross ruffled his hair as the boy ate some stew. When he opened the door to the room, he saw the boy had made a mess indeed. Ross said, “they made a nice stew for lunch but seeing how you had enough energy to destroy your room, you can go without. If you want supper you will have this room put back together and all the broken items are taken out to be burned or repaired. Jud will tell you where to put them, you will put them where he tells you. No one will be helping you. Do you hear me, just to be clear you will clean, put your room back together, and remove the broken items to where Jud tells you to place them? You will get supper if you finish it.” Geoffrey Charles said, “but I am hungry now?” Ross said, “you can have some bread and water.” Geoffrey Charles growled, “I am hungry now I will eat some stew now.” Ross snarled, “since it is clear from the water spilled on your floor you were not thirsty. That with your attitude you won’t even get bread and water, Now Clean This Mess Up!”

He went out and said if you want to hang around you may but the boy will be cleaning his room all afternoon so you may come back tomorrow. Ross gave the boy his full day wage, then let him go. He sat down and sighed, Rosina came in with his meal, and Ross thanked her and told her what he told the boy so he may be coming out to bring broken items out but he is not to have anything until supper to eat or drink. He told her he was going to Killwarren to see his family and would return for supper when if the boy had the room fit to sleep in, he would be allowed to eat.</

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Ross went every day to check on Demelza and the children he spent most of the afternoons there. After the first few days, he would ask Geoffrey Charles to accompany him. It was Demelza’s request. Demelza didn’t think Ross would forgive her if Geoffrey Charles was not accepted into their home. The boy constantly refused. Ross gave up trying to persuade to try telling him that if he wanted to stay at Nampara he needs to accept the children and his wife. Geoffrey Charles would tell him every time that the maid and her brats were not his concern or family. Ross could see that Demelza was worried but did not understand why. On the seventh visit, he had just gotten done arguing with Geoffrey Charles when he went to Killwarren. He went in and told his wife that Geoffrey Charles would not be an issue and that he would send him to his grandmother. He told her that if the boy could not accept her then he had to leave. Demelza started to plead GC's case telling him that she knew that Ross wanted the boy with him.

Ross got angry. What do you want me to do Demelza, do you want me to bring that child into our home? It was you who wanted to keep all things Elizabeth out of our lives, now you want me to bring her child in, where he shows not an ounce of respect for you or the children?” He turned his back and shouted louder, is there no pleasing you, I swear your goal in this life is to vex me. He turned back to his family. The children fled to Demelza’s side fearing that Papa was going to hurt their momma. Ross realized what he had done.

 Demelza said, “Ross, I think it may be best if you leave, I wish to rest now.” Ross nodded his head and started toward his family to kiss them farewell. Upon seeing this, his children cowered from him he said, “may I see you tomorrow?” Demelza nodded, “if you wish it.” Ross said, “I will always wish it,” then turned and left. Riding home on Darkie he knew he had lost his temper but damn it why was she so intent on keeping the child. He didn’t realize that his statement about Elizabeth played right into the frame of mind Demelza was in. She thought so he did blame his estrangement from Elizabeth on her maybe even her death. Maybe Geoffrey Charles was right she was the cause after all.

Caroline came into the room and saw Demelza was in a disheartened state. The children were not much better. Taking matters into her own hands she said, “children I have it on good authority that the cook has just taken some cookies out of the oven. Please go tell her that Aunty has said, to give you all some milk and a cookie each to hold you until Uncle comes home. The children looked at their mother and Rosa said, “come on let’s go get the cookies.” After they left Caroline said, “what happened.” Demelza turned away from her “nonthin really” Caroline said, “Demelza, I may be a shallow heiress, but I can still read people's emotions on their faces and yours is telling me Ross said or did something.” Demelza sighed and told her of the conversation. Caroline said, “let him ship the brat off to his grandmother’s.” Demelza sighed, “don’t you see if he does that, he will blame me for not being able to care for the boy just like he blames me for not being able to have a relationship with Elizabeth. I think he blames me for her death.” Caroline gasped, “he did not say that?” Demelza looked down at her hands, “no but he wants to help the boy because he said he failed her. He failed her causing her death. The reason he failed her was because of me. Caroline can someone keep an eye on the children I am so tired I think I want to rest.” Caroline squeezed her hands and started to leave. “That man does not know what a gem he has in you, he never has. You and the children can stay as long as you want.” She turned and walked out of the room.

She asked the maid to watch the children and to keep them occupied so Demelza could rest. She went to the stable asking the stable boy to staddle her dapple gray. Once done she headed to Nampara, it was time Ross Poldark knew how badly he has and continues to hurt his wife. She knew Dwight was working at Mellon that day and decided she would stop by to tell him where she was going and why. When she caught up with Dwight she said, “Dr. Enys, what a pleasant surprise.” Dwight smiled cleaning his hands, “Mrs. Enys I doubt very much it was a surprise since you knew exactly where I was going when I left this morning.” Caroline unmounted from her horse. She went to her husband, “true, but it was a nice greeting was it not? I have just stopped to tell you I am heading to Nampara; I have a few things I want to say to Ross Poldark.” Dwight knew that tone he also knew Ross would have been at Killwarren if something had not happened. “Caroline, maybe we should let them work it out themselves.” Caroline replied, “how when every word that comes out of that man's mouth seems to put more doubt in his wife's mind? She told him of the conversation from earlier today, how the children and Demelza looked so disconsolate. After she was done, Dwight nodded and said, “do you want me to go with you?” Caroline said, “why would I want that, I can handle Ross Poldark.” Dwight said, “I do not doubt it, but sometimes Ross isn’t the most levelheaded person.” Caroline said, “we both know his nature don’t worry but if you want, I will meet you back here and ride home together.” Dwight agreed it had been a long time since they went horseback riding together.

Caroline continued her way to Nampara. She knocked and was admitted by a young girl she never noticed before. Caroline said, “is your master here?” The girl bowed and nodded, “one minute if you please.” She went into the parlor and was followed out by Ross. Seeing Caroline there he immediately worried that something happened to Demelza or the children. Ross said, “has something happened to my family?” Caroline shook her head, “I have come to tell you, you are an ass.” Ross chuckled, “tell me something I don’t know.”

They heard shouting outside, Ross opened the door just in time to see Benji Ross tackle Geoffrey Charles to the ground, hearing the former say, “ifin you ever say anything like that again I will go you a good whippin.” Geoffrey Charles laughed, “you will be put in goal for harming your betters.” Ross said, “what is going on.” Benji Ross looked at his hands, “he be callin my Ma a whore.”  Ross said, “Geoffrey Charles go to your room.” When the boy did not move, he yelled “NOW.” The boy got up and dusted his pants off and walked into the house. Ross gave Benji his money for the day and said, “I will tell him to apologize tomorrow if he does not you must tell me.” The boy just nodded, picked up his hat, and left.

Caroline waited until she saw Geoffrey Charles shut his door then said, “this is the child you want to show your children what it is to be entitled I presume?” Ross said, “Caroline you know I do not adhere to those social conventions.” She ran a gloved finger across the table, “do I, Ross, I once thought I did but after having seen how you treat your wife as lower class, I am not so sure.” Ross looked at her, “when have I ever treated her as such.” “Oh, I don’t know when your uncle died or when anything goes wrong. Like today when you told her, she is the reason you distanced yourself from Elizabeth.” Ross interrupted, “she took that out of context, I did not mean it that way.” “Well, that is how she took it. That is why she is so sure you would rather want that brat here instead of her and your children. She will not be the cause of you placing him elsewhere and blaming her down the road.” Ross said, “I would never.” “Would you not Ross, isn’t it what you have done today when you said and I said quote, ‘It was you who wanted to keep all things Elizabeth out of our lives.” Ross said, “I didn’t,” and then he stopped he had said that, oh God when would he learn to think before he spoke? He had not meant it like that.  Caroline said, “I do know when I went in that room after you left a more dejected family, I had never seen the children so upset and Demelza was just holding it together.”

Ross sat down, “I miss my wife and my family, tell me Caroline how can I fix this?” Caroline watches Ross for a few moments, “Well, to begin with, you need to let her know that you do not blame her for what happened with that wretched woman. Then you need to either get that child under control or ship him off. Maybe a school such as Rev. Hautz used to run would work for him from what I have been told.” She smirked at Ross who smirked back, “yes he had quite a stern foot.  You are also going to have to spend some time with Demelza alone and with the children. You may have to spend individual time with each child something I cannot say you have ever done. They are each, individuals after all. Contact Verity she is the boy's Aunt and if anyone should shoulder the responsibility it should be her.” Ross nodded, “I have thought about doing that I will send it off today.” Caroline said, “one more thing Ross, do not come to Killwarren and act as you did today, I will not have them upset like that in my home.” Ross nodded, “forgive me, it was not my intention. Geoffrey Charles, my family not being here is also taking a toll on me. I only want my family back.” She nodded, “No I have a much-needed horse riding excursion with Dr. Enys so I must be taking my leave. Goodbye for now Ross.”

Ross went to the library and wrote a note to Verity.

My dearest cousin,

I regret to tell you things are not well here at Nampara. I was in Bodmin when Geoffrey Charles arrived. I had to stay longer than I would have liked, and it seems that the boy had done his best to cause havoc here. Coming home I found my wife had taken ill. From looking for the boy and being out in the elements for a day and a night. She had gotten pneumonia. She tried to explain what had happened and instead of taking the boy to task, I questioned the servants to see if what she told me was the truth or if there was more to it. She took this as a sign of my mistrust. It wasn’t until I spoke to my children and Rosa, I knew what Demelza had said was just a small amount of the issue.

The children had been sent to Killwarren because Dwight feared for their welfare around the boy. They and Demelza are still there. After trying to get Geoffrey Charles to go with me today and his belligerence toward Demelza and the children I was in a foul mood and said some things she mistook. I fear, we cannot keep the boy. I believe he is determined to chase Demelza and the children away. He has it in his head, that if Demelza would not have been here his mother would still be alive and so would his father. I can only guess where he got those ideas.

If you truly cannot care for him, I see no other option than to send him to his grandparents or to a school where he will be taught discipline. I will anxiously await word on your thoughts.

Your loving cousin,

Ross V. Poldark

He sealed it and called for Jud asking him to take the letter to Turo and mail it.

He went into Geoffrey Charles's room. Seeing the boy on his bed relaxing and noticing how the room had clothes books and toys strewn about Ross said, “I think it would be time better served for you to clean this room.” Geoffrey Charles said, “we have, servants, have we not?” Ross replied, “I have servants, you do not, so you are in charge of cleaning your own mess. Once the others have come home this room will also be theirs and you will be expected to keep it tidy.” “I will not share my room with those bratty babies, find them somewhere else.” Ross said, “this is their home, they are willing to share with you. If you don’t want that maybe you should make your room in the barn.” The boy shrugged his shoulders, “why should I be surprised I knew you would turn your back on me as you did to my parents.” Ross sighed, “you are here are you not, how is that turning my back on you? You on the other hand are determined to make everyone who lives here lives hell. Tomorrow, when Benji Ross comes you will apologize and ask his forgiveness for what you said.” “I will not he should be charged with assault against his betters.” Ross growled, “you will if you intend to eat tomorrow.” He turned to leave, then said over his shoulder, “if you wish supper, if I were you, I would get busy gathering your dirty clothes and take them to the laundry room. Pick up your belongings and put them away and throw your trash out. I will be back to check to see if it is done properly.

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Ross continued to visit Demelza and the children at Killwarren as he had done for over a month now, wondering if Dwight was ever going to release his wife to come home with his children. Geoffrey Charles was becoming increasingly obstinate. A day did not pass that the boy did not try his patients. He noticed his children pulling away from him. He was walking in a field with Rosa when she asked if he did not love them anymore. Ross got down on one knee and told the girl that. No matter what he will always love them. She then questioned why he did not attempt to take them home. She missed Nampara and knew the triplets did too. Ross said, “I will talk to Momma and try to convince her to come home, but first Uncle Dwight says she is not strong enough yet. Rosa nodded her head.

Ross tried to spend time with each child alone and then again as a family. He also fixed a time each day when it was just him and his wife. He tried to convince Geoffrey Charles to accompany him to Killwarren each day to acclimate himself to his new family, but the boy refused.

Sitting in the library he remembered, Rosa’s words, don’t you love us anymore?” Ross threw his glass against the wall. Ross stared at the caramel liquid dripping down the wall. He rose going to bed determined that the boy would go to Killwarren tomorrow and he would get his wife and children home. He lay for a long while thinking of his wife he missed her, her sweet smile, her smooth lips, and her witty banter. He pulled her pillow to his nose but could not pick her sent up any longer he knew one thing he needed his wife home.

He woke the next morning and went down to breakfast while he and Geoffrey Charles was eating Benji walked in. Ross told him to pull a chair and have some breakfast. He noticed the boys did not speak to each other. No wonder he thought, every day the boy would challenge Benji in some way that would lead to a scuffle. After they had finished and Ross was ready to leave for the mine, he told Geoffrey Charles he would be going to Killwarren with him today, to be ready to go when he came home at lunchtime. The boy whined and Ross said, “enough you are going whether you want to or not.” Geoffrey Charles scowled saying “I will not.” Ross looked and said, “then pack your things, I will take you to the orphanage.” The boy stood and walked out.

Once Ross left Benji took the brunt of the anger from Geoffrey Charles, but he gave as good as he got. Soon Geoffrey Charles sat in his room reading. Since Benji could not read he stayed in the kitchen with his Aunt Maggie, Purdie, and Rosina who peppered him with sweet confections and lemonade. When the boy came out of his room and saw how Benji was being treated, he demanded that he be given the same treatment. Purdie turned to him saying, “when you act like young Master Benji then you will be treated as such.” The boy flew into a rage throwing his tantrum, which everyone ignored. Geoffrey Charles finally roared, “he is nothing but a miner’s brat that does not have a father. Rosina responded, “and you be a spoiled brat with no mother or father. The boy sat at the table glaring at Benji who completely ignored him.

Ross came home at lunch and saw Benji outside playing with Garrick, he greeted the boy and asked where Geoffrey Charles was. Benji told him he had taken to his room and was reading. Ross knew the boy could not read and saw the sadness there so he asked, “would you like to learn to read?” Benji looked up and said, “you would be willin to teach me?” Ross nodded and said, “once the mistress is home it will be my pleasure, would you like to come to Killwarren with us today.” Benji nodded, Ross, thinking why could not the other boy be as accepting as this one? He walked into the house calling, “Geoffrey Charles,” going to the boy’s room he opened the door and said, “let us go we will be leaving as soon as lunch is finished. When we get back this room will be cleaned before supper. The boy just huffed at him.

Ross had made the boys sit on the back of the buckboard there was no room for both on the seat and Geoffrey Charles, told Ross it was best if he sat up front because of his social status. Ross told him he would sit in the back because at this moment he had no social status, telling him it was time he got used to the idea. Neither boy said anything to the other. Ross listened the whole time thinking surely, they should have become accustomed to each other but then again. The boy was getting better at drawing the status line, Ross was at a loss of how to get him to stop being so combative and start being respectful of others, but he could see that was not to happen. Wanting to discuss the situation with his wife he left the boys with his children, instructing them to be civilized to the older ones to watch and care for the younger. Geoffrey Charles just crossed his arms saying, “why are they not your brats, they are not mine?” Ross shook his head letting the boy know how disappointed he was in him. Geoffrey Charles did not care, he thought it was the other way around.

Ross and Demelza were having a quiet and lovely time together drinking tea and eating a sconce. The Maid knocked on the door saying, “Beggin you pardon sir, but you are needed in the kitchen.”  Ross stood and asked, “what is it?” The young master sir, he hit the other boy and I be thinkin he has a broken arm.” Ross said, get your Master, tell him he is needed immediately. Demelza feared it was one of the triplets. They entered the room and saw Benji holding his arm which was hanging at a precarious angle. Ross asks the maid to bring the rest of the children in.

With the children standing in front of him and Demelza who is comforting Benji until Dwight got there. Ross noticed Geoffrey Charles was not there. Ross started toward the door to yell for the boy to come into the house. While they were waiting the children went to stand behind their mother. Ross studied their faces and they looked afraid. Geoffrey Charles came in; Ross spoke to all the children saying I want the truth from all of you. The triplets started to cry. Ross turned and said, “what on earth?” Rosa hugged Julia then she looked at Ross with tears in her eyes. Ross said, “Rosa, if you know what is going on, please tell me.” Rosa looked at Demelza and said, “we don’t want Mumma to die.” Ross said, “why on earth would she die?” Rosa looked at Geoffrey Charles and then started to cry also. Ross turned to Geoffrey Charles why would Demelza die, he asked the boy. He had a suspension and wanted the boy to tell him what he said. Geoffrey Charles just shrugged his shoulder. Ross went to his children and knelt, “who told you Momma would die?” Jonathan looked at his father wiped his eyes and said, “Geoffrey Charles told us that God would take our Momma as he did his if we told.” Ross said, “Your mother is fine, your mother has me, Aunty Caroline, and especially Uncle Dwight to watch over her.” After settling his children down, he noticed they avoided the boy’s gaze. He turned and said, “why would you ever tell them that. What is wrong with you, those children are still little compared to you, and you try frightening them. NOW,” he roared “how did Benji’s arm become injured?”

Geoffrey Charles said nothing but stared at the four other children trying to intimidate them. Rosa tucked her chin out and said, “Geoffrey Charles went after Jeremy with a branch off the tree Benji stopped him, but he hit him instead and we heard a snap.” Ross turned to the boy, “you were going to hit my son with something that caused that kind of harm on Benji what you intended to do to Jeremy. Geoffrey Charles said, “what you still have two other brats, it is not like they matter.” Ross was about to respond when Dwight walked in. After repeating what had happened Dwight said, Ross carried him up to one of the bedrooms. Demelza, take your children up to your room. Looking at Geoffrey Charles he said, “your young, man will sit in that chair, speaking to the maids he tells them he must not be allowed to move. Then he told them to send one of the grooms for Jenny Carter and the other groom was to come and keep the boy under control if he failed to listen. Also, he will not be given anything to eat or drink until we figure out the consequences of his actions.

Ross went into the room with Demelza and the children. He paced the room, once he felt he had calmed down enough he said, “I can’t do this any longer he will either go to his grandmothers or he goes to a school where he will live.” Demelza said, “you can’t Ross, he is your family.” Ross said, “no he is Francis and Elizabeth’s family. He is my cousin’s child that is all. I cannot have him staying in our house where he threatens you or my children. No Demelza I have tried, his mind has been poisoned against us, I will not give him a chance to harm my family.” He came and knelt in front of her. “My love does not ask me to ignore his hatred for you and our children. My Aunt has put her poison down deep, there are no other options. I do not want him living in our home. Demelza said, “you will come to hate us because you have to give him up.” Ross grabbed her face in his hands. “Would you hate me if it were your cousin’s son we were turning away? If it was for my safety or our children’s?”  Demelza said, “I could never hate you.” Ross kissed her forehead and said, “or I you!”

They heard a knock on the outside door, Ross went to the stairs and saw Jenny coming up. She was with Zackey when she saw Ross she asked, “what happened?” Ross told her the story the children told him. He told her that Benji will forever be in his debt because if he would not have stepped in then Jeremy may have been dead with the force, he hit Benji with. They went in the room; Dwight had finished setting his arm and gave him some lodium. He explained it was a clean break, they were lucky that he did not hit him in the head or anywhere else. He explained Benji told them that Rosa and the triplets tackled the boy until someone got there so he could not hit him again. Ross apologized and said he would pay the boy the same amount until he healed. Jenny said, “it would not be necessary since Benji was going to tell him that next week would be his last. She told him that Benji thought he was evil, he would kill wild animals that you had kittens in the barn, and he found them and killed them then hung them up. Benji said Geoffrey Charles was mad when he cut them down and buried them. Ross rubbed his hands over his head, then said, “the boy will go to his grandparents as soon as I leave from here, I will take him. I will not risk my family. Zackey and Dwight said they thought it would be for the best.

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Ross retrieved the boy from the kitchen where he sat scowling at anyone that would take a glance at him. Come on let us get going, we will have to wait and see what the Carters and Martins deem appropriate for your punishment. Tonight, you will pack your belongings and go to your grandmother since my wife and children are of no concern to you. You then are not welcome at my home.” Geoffrey Charles scoffed, “just like Momma always said, you pick that scullery maid over her all the time.” Ross turned on his seat sitting on Darkie. “Let me set you straight. Your mother choose your father over me. After that, I chose my happiness, your mother's and father's happiness were no longer my concern or under my control. So let us put the blame where it belongs, under their control.”

“I married your aunt because she was one of the most loving people I have ever met. If you would have given her half the chance you would have seen that. She is also beautiful, charming, funny, and hardworking, helping me keep everything from falling apart. So, if you cannot accept her or our children this is not a place for you. Geoffrey Charles shrugged saying “I guess I will go then.” Ross said, “you should.” When they reached Nampara Variety came out of the door. Ross had not heard from her. He had wondered if she never received his letter. Geoffrey Charles went running to her and grabbed her saying Ross was going to kick him out and that he was choosing Demelza and the triplets over him. Variety looked the boy in the eye saying what did you do to bring on that decision. The boy said, “I have done nothing, but tales have been told bout me.” You forget Geoffrey that you stayed with me and probably the same things are happening here. I know Aunt Agatha has been telling you things that are just not true. The only ones responsible for your parents’ demises are your parents. Did Ross make your mother drive her horse so hard or did he tell your father to run up gambling debts he could not pay? No that was your mother and father. If you need to blame someone blame them.” The boy looked at his aunt, “you are just like the rest only out for yourself you did not care for your brother or sister-in-law, and that is why you left for us to fend for ourselves. Mother had to run the household after you left. It was your job, Aunt Agatha told me.” The boy turned around and went to his room.

Variety said, “what has happened I have already been told that Demelza and the children are not here.” Ross said, “he will not give Demelza or the children any respect. He deems them inconsequential because of Demelza’s low-status birth. He blames her for his mother's and father’s death saying she made me choose her and the children over his parents. Yesterday he went to hit Jeremy with a branch. The boy, I am paying to mind him, was there and stepped in, he now has a broken arm. If that swing would have hit one of my children. Ross shuddered at the thought and Variety gasped, “surely you don’t think he would have hit Jeremy that hard?” Ross glanced at her through the side of his eye, “the swing was meant for my son. When I questioned him, he said, you still have the other two so what if one died.” Variety said, “oh Ross what are we to do, he is turning into someone I would be appalled to call my nephew.”  Ross said, “all I know Variety is that his mind has been poisoned against my wife and children, he has no feelings but animosity toward them. He has spoken of killing Demelza and the children. I will not risk their lives no matter how much I loved his father. Variety looked sheepishly, “how about how much you loved his mother?”

Ross and Variety walked to the house together, Ross opened the door for Variety, “Variety, truth be told I got over Elizabeth a long time ago. Demelza and my children are my life, and I do not regret a minute I get to spend with them. I miss them terribly, but I have not pushed them to come home because of how Geoffrey Charles treats them. Do you forgive me for not allowing him to stay? Variety tells him, “No Ross how can I blame you when I could not manage him myself? Andrew suggested we sign him up for the navy midshipman, although I consider him too young for that right now.” I will take him to the Chynoweth’s tomorrow after we break our fast.” Variety nodded.

Ross asked the boy if he had his things packed, Geoffrey Charles laughed and told him that he was not going anywhere. After much discussion on the matter, Ross reaffirmed that he would be leaving first thing in the morning to his grandparents and if that did not work out to either an orphanage or a boarding school saying it made no difference to him. When Geoffrey Charles told Ross that Nampara was Poldark's land and since he no longer had Trenwith he would take it for his inheritance, Ross scuffed at the boy’s blatancy telling him that Nampara was his land and would be handed down to his children. Then the boy had enough gull to ask if that included Rosa. Ross told him he was his child so yes, she would and that if Geoffrey Charles would have been capable of fitting in with his family, he would have gotten a piece of land also. Geoffrey Charles told him why to take a small parcel when he should be given the whole estate for how Ross had failed his parents. Variety had left the table in despair and wondered why this boy thought he was so privileged. She knew how Elizabeth and Agatha spoiled him and spewed that nonsense into his head. Why could they not see how much damage they had done to the boy.

When Variety went in to talk to the boy at bedtime, she saw his room a mess and nothing was packed. Looking at the boy she said, “I take it you want none of these items with you?” The boy responded with a smirk, “I am not going anywhere. I belong here.” She started picking up clothes and realized some were clean and some dirty. She continued to fold what she considered clean and threw those obviously dirty into a pile. She put the clean in the case to be taken to his grandmother's. She packed all his books and toys that he had thrown around the room. Geoffrey Charles watched her humorously telling her she was wasting her time and he was not going. She said, “nephew I am saddened by your actions and your attitude. Your Aunt Demelza is a patient woman and would do her best to give you a healthy cheerful home.” Geoffrey Charles reiterated what he told everyone that Demelza and her brats are not his relatives. Variety just shook her head; she agreed wholeheartedly with Ross, the boy should go to his grandparents he would never accept Ross’s wife or children. She thought of Rosa, her niece and the boy’s half-sister, wishing she could get to know her, but she could not.

The next morning Ross brought the buckboard around before they broke their fast. Ross said, “Geoffrey Charles grab the other end of this trunk please.” The boy snarled and said, “that is not my position nor yours call Jud.”  Ross walked over to the boy picked him up and placed him on one side of the truck, he placed the boy’s hand on the handle and wrapped his fingers around the handle. Then Ross said, “I told you before they are not your servants now pick it up.”

Ross thought to himself this is the right decision. My children do not need to be afraid in their own home. Although he did feel he was failing Francis and Elizabeth, he was also failing his wife and children with the current situation. If only the boy would try to get along. But he would not, his anger was so deep-rooted. Ross thought of Francis and Elizabeth asking them to please forgive him for this, telling them if there was any other way, I would take it but, my children need me as much as your son does. Then he thought although at least my children had their mother.

Taking the buckboard, he and the boy left Nampara after a tearful farewell from Variety. Geoffrey Charles pleaded with her to make Ross see the folly in this course of action. It was Ross’s responsibility to care for him being the head of the Poldark family now. Variety told the boy if only he would try to have a good relationship with the children and Demelza. Geoffrey Charles said, “why should I have to compromise they have left let them be gone. Ross snarled, “it was Demelza pleading with me to keep you.” The boy said, “well I don’t want to keep her.” Ross said, “come on then into the buckboard I want to visit my family at Killwarren after I deposit you at you grandparents.”

Joan Chynoweth was a loathsome woman, the only people she cared about was her daughter, grandson, and those who had status and money. People pitied poor Jonathan because he was terrorized into doing whatever his wife then daughter wanted. He was never allowed to voice his own opinion. Joan and Jonathan were in the middle of the afternoon tea, Jonathan sat quietly as his wife prattled on about how the impoverished of the county should be shipped to America and land given back to the estate holders. She was under the impression if this were done society people would not have to spend their hard-earned coins supporting them. Jonathan stared at his wife and wondered what he ever saw in this woman. She was once beautiful, but her demeanor had long ago shown through that beautiful façade. Joan said, “Jonathan there is a buckboard outside I wonder who on earth would be coming here on such a thing.” Jonathan looked up telling her “Why it is Ross Poldark and I think Geoffrey Charles.” His wife almost bowled him over running to the door to greet her grandson. “Get out of my way you ole fool” as she raced to the door. Grabbing Geoffrey Charles she said, “oh my poor boy to be made to ride in such a thing, it is so far beneath your station. Why are you with this man? The man who is responsible for your parents’ deaths.” Jonathan gave Ross a sympathetic look.

Ross said, “the boy has been living at Nampara for about a month and a half now. Variety could not control him.”  Joan Chynoweth said, “well brains and beauty bypassed her or maybe she is in her cups with that scoundrel she married. Ross bit the side of his cheek to stop him from saying anything. “The boy is insistence on causing harm to my children and wife.” Ross saw her bustle at this, “he is just a boy maybe if you would have married someone with breeding, he would not be so intent.” Ross was holding his temper, “be that as it may, I can no longer abide his living at Nampara my family will not suffer because the likes of you have poisoned his mind against anyone. He considers not his equal. So here he is, God, help him hopefully he will not turn into another Elizabeth that viewed all things as her right.” Joan Chynoweth gasped, “Jonathan do you hear how he speaks of our dear Elizabeth, have him thrown off the property and make it plain he is not welcome here.” Ross sighed and spoke to Jonathan, “No need I will remove myself, I have no desire to be near her than her to me, and oh by the way there may be charges brought against him for an injury he caused a youth from Mellon.” Jonathan gazed at the boy, “what injury?” Ross said, “he went to hit my young son with a branch and in turn hit a boy defending him. He broke the boy’s arm.” Jonathan's eyebrows drew together. His wife said, “oh nonsense he is just a boy and boys will be boys. Jonathan thought God certainly must help us he is going to be trouble.

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Geoffrey Charles did not even flinch when Ross left. Ross went to shake his hand and the boy turn away from him and walked over to his grandmother. Ross was wishing they would have parted on better terms, but it was the boy’s attitude that brought them to this juncture. Of course, Elizabeth and Agatha had to be held responsible too. No doubt he would hear about his failure with the boy from his aunt, after all, he was the one who should be the patriarch of the Poldark family. He thought about this for a long time on his ride back. How his uncle asked him to watch over the Poldark name, his cousin Francis and Elizabeth, and Aunt Agatha accusing him of not stepping up to help Francis. How could he care for Elizabeth when she continuously ridiculed Demelza, or how could he be expected to give Francis’s money that his own family needed when Francis would lose his at the gaming tables or the hen houses in town? Demelza may not have been raised to be a high lady, but she never asked for anything, in fact, she would give to everyone and go without if it were asked of her. Even his attention, he felt sorry for the plight he dealt his wife and his children, it would be no wonder if she did not come back to him. What had he given her but heartache, pain, and ridicule from his friends? Most miners and folks of the villagers loved her, but the society people still turned then noses up at her along with a few people of the lower class that was jealous of her.

When he arrived back at Nampara Variety was preparing to leave. Ross noticed her sad expression, so he asked why she was so glum. Variety went on to explain to Ross that she knew it was unjust to blame him for not helping the boy, especially since she or Andrew could not control him. She had hoped he would have better success at it. She told him she wished Demelza would not have given up on the boy so early in the endeavor after all one week was hardly enough of a time period for a bond to form between the children. With a boy like Geoffrey Charles, it would have taken much longer especially when he blamed Demelza for everything that happened to his family. Ross questioned Variety whether she blamed Demelza for his decision to send the boy to Elizabeth’s mother. Variety looked uncomfortable telling Ross that she didn’t think Demelza gave it long enough to work out. Ross said, “Variety you, yourself could not handle the boy your own nephew, but you expect my wife to handle a boy that was intent on harming her children and his half-sister. Besides, it was not Demelza’s decision it was mine.”  Variety started to cry explaining that it was another thing she just could not believe that girl was Francis’s child, if she was, she would have been provided for. Ross just laughed to himself thinking about how Francis would have done if he didn’t even leave his legitimate child anything.

The cousins parted with ill feelings on both sides. Ross was hurt thinking that his cousin whom he treasured and considered more of a sister would take such a harsh view when she could not handle the boy either. He still did not see any other way than to give the boy to his grandparents. It wasn’t just the issue with the children and Demelza, the boy would not abide by his wishes, what other recourse did he have?  He went to the cemetery and visited Francis, Elizabeth, and his Uncle Charles’s grave. He sat there talking to them hoping that one would answer him, but no one said anything back. He finally got up; he knew no matter how long he sat there no answers would be forthcoming.

The children waited for Ross all afternoon. Since it was a nice day Demelza sat in the garden while the children played. She wondered why Ross had not shown up. Since they had come to Killwarren there was only one day Ross did not visit. She was worried something had happened. When Dwight came home from his rounds that evening Demelza asked if he had heard anything from Ross. Dwight told her that Ross was not at the mine that day and that he had sent a message that he had business he needed to attend to and would be back tomorrow. Demelza smiled at Dwight and said, “oh.” Lately, Ross would sit and tell her about his business meetings and work that he deemed important, what could be more important than his children she had no idea. Watching her children push their food across their plates and sulking made her even more upset with her husband. She could take his lack of attention, but his children thrived and lived for the attention of their father. Only Rosa seemed not affected by his absents. This was to be expected because she didn’t believe that Ross loved her as his own, she knew she was only there because Demelza wanted her.

Dwight and Caroline talked that night in their room. Caroline asked Dwight if he thought they were doing more harm than good keeping Demelza and the children here when they should be at Nampara with their father. Dwight turned to face his wife, “Caroline, how can you suggest they go home with that child there? Could you forgive yourself if something happened to one of them because of him? I could not.” Caroline responded, “No my love I could not, but what if he never leaves, did you not see their faces at dinner tonight.” Dwight took her hand, “I knew it is hard on them and you also for having a house guest for this long of a time, but I feel until Ross deals with that child we have no choice.” Caroline nodded her assent, but in her mind, she wondered, just a little, if Dwight rather liked having Demelza and her children there.

The next day Ross went to the mine, it was an hour after the shift started when they uncovered another load of copper. He was celebrating with the miners when Dwight arrived. Dwight going up to them said, “why all the merriment?” Ross said, “we are finally going to have enough money to do as we want. I will have money to invest in different ventures to provide my wife and children the comforts they deserve.” Dwight raised an eyebrow, “how do you plan on doing that when they live with Caroline and me.” Ross said, “I am hoping I can persuade her to come home.” Dwight grimaced saying, “that could be a little hard considering your children were a little upset because you did not visit them yesterday.” Ross pushed his hair back from his forehead and put his hat on. “I took Geoffrey Charles to the Cusgarne, I want my family back home with me. I know it wasn’t fair of me to take on the boy when he despised my wife and children so. Demelza is an adult and I know she could handle the boy, but it was the children I worried about.” Dwight nodded, “I feel much more at ease knowing that they are not in danger by his misdeeds.” Ross said, “you do not despise me then for not getting the boy to mind me?” Dwight said, “No Ross, I do not despise you, I may have up until now for you choosing that boy over your offspring, but I feel you have made the right decision now. You did not create the monster that boy has become, that was his parents. No, I feel you were doing your children a huge disservice by seemingly choosing the boy over them. What you did, while I suppose it was hard was the right thing to do for your family.” Ross smiled and said, “thank you, my friend.”

Dwight and Ross left at lunch to go to Killwarren. With Geoffrey Charles, was gone he hoped his wife would agree to come home. Why wouldn’t she, they finally had money to spend on things they needed. She could buy fancy frocks and could sit and embroider pillowcases and panels or whatever her heart desired. She could buy clothes for the children befitting their status as gentle folks instead of making do with sewing them from his old shirts or rooting through old clothes his father had kept of his and Claude’s. He wonders what his father would say knowing he was making a profit out of Wheal Grace and Wheal Leisure. Joshua had given up on the mines a long time ago if he only persevered maybe he would still be alive. He was deep in thought when Dwight asked, “what will you do if she will not come back to you?” Dwight had almost hoped she would not, he loved having her and the children with them at home. They brought a light or brightness into the house. Something that was missing with just Caroline and him. Dwight asked Ross again since he did not answer. Ross answered Dwight, “why would she not? Geoffrey Charles was the reason she and my children could not be there?” Dwight huffed, “Geoffrey Charles was only part of the issue. The other was she is doing too much and in her condition, it is not desirable. Do you even know how much she does?” Ross grimaced, “I know how much she does and constantly tells her to slow down and let the servants do it. Have you ever tried to stop Demelza from doing something she was determined to do?”

They reached Killwarren and there was no one outside. Dwight thought they were probably eating lunch, which was partially correct. In fact, they were having a tea party with Caroline. Caroline had the boys dressed in gentlemen’s attire.   They wore a white cotton shirt under a vest since it was to cover the shirt, which was akin to underwear and should be covered in public, hence the boys wore a vest and a waistcoat. Since the boys were slim, they had a double-breasted gray vest and a black waistcoat matching their trousers.  Ross thought Lord she is turning my boys into exquisite’s*. Caroline thought that even though it would be considered a waste to dress as such at this young age she was determined to teach them the proper way of being Gentleman befitting their status. The girls had fancy frocks on with high lace collars and lacy skirts. He laughed to himself seeing his princess and Rosa both pulling at the lace collar they were much happier wearing their cotton everyday dresses. Ross spoke, “who are these Gentlemen and Ladies and where are my children?” The children finally noticed their father and screamed running to him calling “Pappa.” He picked up Julia and hugged the other children while saying, “ah there they are I didn’t recognize you in these fancy clothes. Jeremy scrunched his nose, Jonathan while sulking said, “we aving tea.” Ross chuckled at their dejected faces. He asked, “where is your mother.” Caroline spoke up, “she is resting she had a rough evening with the children they missed their Pappa yesterday.” Ross nodded, and put Julia down while he ruffled Rosa’s hair, he told the children to continue with their tea he wanted to see their mother.

Ross made his way to Demelza's room. He found her sound asleep and notice the swell of her belly and thought she is well at least six months forward. He remembered this time with the triplets and the comments Elizabeth and Ruth had made about her being oincker** since she was so big. How he didn’t defend her until Variety reprimanded each of them. He sat beside the bed and watch her. He wanted to hold her so much but did not dare to touch her for fear of waking her. He sat in the chair falling asleep himself while watching her sleep. He woke when she touched his hand and said, “Ross have you spoken to the children they were saddened when you did not show up yesterday?” Ross kissed her knuckles and said, “yes, my love, for a few minutes. I am afraid I fell asleep watching you slumber. It was so peaceful. Demelza, I sent Geoffrey Charles to Cusgarne to live with the Chynoweth’s’” Demelza’s face fell, “oh Ross, I wish you did not do that for our sake. I would hate for you to come to despise us because you had to take such an action. I just could not trust him with our children.” Ross kept hold of her hand. My main responsibility is that of my children and I can not in good conscience keep my children from their home because of what the boy has been taught. I believe that he is where he should be. It is how his parents raised him and I do not agree with their teachings.” Demelza said, “still Ross.” Ross cut her off, “Demelza you and our family are my duty to protect nurture to raise them in an atmosphere of love and safety and I could not confirm that would happen with the boy living there. Do you remember how Francis and Elizabeth acted when he took the horsewhip to our son when he was just toddling? No this is the best for my family. My first and foremost priority in my life. Will you come home?

* EXQUISITE a dandy

**OINCKER a fallen woman

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Demelza looked at Ross who then said, “Ross when he took the horsewhip to our son he wasn’t even a toddler yet. They are Toddlers now. It is not just our family that is affected by his being there. Rosa is so scared of him that she calls him the evil child. Sadly, Francis and Elizabeth have raised their son with the attitude that he feels that no matter what he does it is beyond the repercussions.” Ross said, “do you remember how Francis reacted to you would not remove Garrett from our house, saying the dog was vicious and needed to be put down. That Geoffrey Charles was only behaving as any boy would.” Demelza had a thoughtful look on her face, “Elizabeth then came and took the horsewhip to me. It hurt me that nobody seemed to mind.” Ross looked distraught; how could his wife think he didn’t care? “I cared Demelza, it hurts me to see you hurt.” Demelza just shook her shoulders.

They sat in silence for a few minutes thinking over the past. Ross reminisced about everything that had happened since he and Demelza married, and how many times he had hurt her. On occasion taking his feelings or others over his wife. Demelza thought about everything she had done to improve the life she wanted for her children. Sometimes without any funds to help her. Then to find out Ross would give money to Francis and Elizabeth. She did not begrudge him it was his money anyway but why did it always seem he cared about others over his own family? Finally, Ross spoke, “what are you thinking of Love,” he rubbed his thumb over her creased brown. “Nothing Ross, it is of no matter it is in the past.” Ross not wanting to bring up the painful memories. He had no idea which of his many faults she was thinking about. Ross said, “Demelza I am not worthy of you, I know this, but please come home.”

Demelza knew there was no reason to stay at Killwarren any longer that her children missed their father and their home. She missed Jenny and Purdie and if she was being honest Ross. Ross was holding his breath he wanted his family home, no wanted wasn’t the correct word, needed that was the word, he needed his family home. Demelza looked at Ross nodding her head, “yes Ross we will come home. Ross jumped forward embracing her. He put his hands on either side of her face, then kissed her soundly, “let us get our children and head home.” “Ross, we can’t just leave it would not be right.” Ross laughed saying, “I am sure Caroline and Dwight will understand. She would be appalled if you packed the children’s and your items, please let us go and tell her and the children.’’ Demelza agreed, “she just could not tell Ross no. Smiling she said, “Judas Ross, let us go talk to Caroline.” Ross jumped up and hugged his wife pulling her up. He picked her up and swung her around kissing her all over her face and neck. Demelza pushed his face back and said, “put me down, you’ll be hurtin your back if you don’t I must weight a ton. “Ross smiling replied, “you, my dear weigh next to nothing, you are carrying my child, I missed holding you close. I never will never let you go.” He kissed Demelza again placed her feet on the floor, grabbed her hand, and led her away to find Caroline.

Caroline was happy for her friends she would miss Demelza and the children but she knew it was time for them to be together again. She wasn’t sure how Dwight would feel sometimes she was jealous of his relationship with Demelza, well if she was honest not just her but also the Poldark triplets. She was not ready to have children herself, she wanted time for her and Dwight to be free without the responsibility of children. With Dwight away so much raising the children would fall on her. She had hoped to have Dwight go to London and maybe spend some time in Bathe with a baby that would not occur, but she also realized that Dwight was too involved with his patients. She wondered if this would not be a good time for her to go to London for a holiday since Ross and Demelza were back together.

Caroline sent the Poldark’s home in her carriage. Ross happily accepted since he did not want his wife walking that far in her condition and his children were still too little to walk that far. He tied Darkie to the back of the carriage after all the children got a turn at hugging her she whinnied letting them know she missed them also. Demelza realized that it was the right decision if even the horse missed the children. With the children on one side of the coach and Demelza and Ross sitting on the other poor Garret was assigned to the floor. He looked pleadingly up at Demelza wanting to lay on the seat. Ross seeing this laughed telling his wife that her mutt has not changed in the least, but he was still staying on the floor. As if Garrett understood he huffed looked at Ross and turned his head away. Ross roared with laughter and Demelza giggled. Ross holding Demelza’s hand said, “My love, I think that dog must have been human in a previous life he understands me.

They arrived at Nampara and seeing the children and Demelza Prudie and Rosina rushed forward enveloping them in a tight hug. Ross stood back content in the knowledge that his family was finally home. They went into the house, and the girls went tearing up the stairs to see their room. The boys hung back looking forlorn, upon seeing this Ross asked. “Jeremy, Jonathan is there something wrong.” Jeremy said, “Momma where is our room?” Demelza put her hands on each of the boy’s shoulders, then looked at Ross. Before we left, I had given them the room off the library with Geoffrey Charles. Not sure if you remember I had to move the boys because he would not share with them. They were a little upset that they had to move back in with their sisters.” Ross looked at his sons. “Sons where do you want your room to be.” The two boys looked at each other and said in unison, “the yberry” Ross smiled and said, then the Library it is.” Jeremy shook his head back and forth; Geoffrey Charles ill be ad at us.” Ross said, “that room is yours and your brothers, no one has any right to be mad at you for that. Do you understand?” The boys both nodded and clutched their father’s leg, saying thank you. Ross thought about how loving and grateful for things given to them, then he thought of his cousin’s son realizing he should have taken his family’s side from the start. Although he did wonder how the boy was doing.

Ross and Jud moved the furniture for the boys back into the room while Rosina and Prudie moved the boy’s things and made their beds for them. They insisted that the children go down to the beach and relax and enjoy the sunshine while they put the room in order. Ross joined them after making sure the furniture was in place. They had found some knives hidden and Ross had an uneasy feeling, he wondered what Geoffrey Charles had planned for their usage. Would he have been unstable enough to use them on his family? He was debating on whether to tell Demelza about them.  After Ross played a game of tag with his children he sat beside his wife, he placed his arm around her shoulders pulling her close. They laughed at the children’s antics and when Garret tried to catch a turtle heading for the sea.  It was getting close to dinner time, and they called to the children they knew would be hungry. The family walked up to their home the children running ahead with Ross walking with his wife holding her hand. He stopped suddenly turned to her placed his hands on her expanding waist and said, “My love, please never leave me again. I love you and the children more than anything in this world.

After eating they helped the children get cleaned up for bed. They asked Ross to read a story to them The Girls were in the boys’ room they all lay in one bed listening to Ross. They laughed at Ross when he would make the faces or when he made his voice sound like a woman or a girl. Demelza sitting in a rocking chair smiled to herself she was happy to be home. All the children had fallen asleep before the story was over. Ross picked up Rosa to carry to bed. He grumbled when Demelza went to pick up Julia. Demelza reminded him that she had been picking her up all this time and she would continue to do so as she followed him up the stairs. Ross smiled to himself that was his fiery Demelza.

Ross went down to make sure all the candles and fires were put out or at least in the grates. He wasn’t sure if he liked the idea of them sleeping down here by themselves but with the addition coming soon, he knew he could not keep all the children in the same room. He took Jonathan and placed him in the other bed and made sure they were tucked in. put He then called Garret and told him to guard his boys. Garrett went to the middle of the room and plopped down on the rug placed there and looked at Ross. Ross couldn’t help again thinking the dog knew exactly what Ross was entrusting to his care.

Ross went upstairs to check on the girls one more time and went into his room where she saw Demelza in bed reading. While undressing he said, “I left Garret in charge of the boys. I swear that dog can understand me.” Demelza giggled, “he knows certain things and words by your facial expressions. I always had him guarding the children.” He got in bed beside his wife placing his hand on her thigh. He had a worried expression on his face. Demelza noticed and said, “Ross what is bothering you?” Ross turned his head toward his wife and smiled, “oh nothing.” Demelza said, “Ross, please tell me.” Ross responded saying, “I just wonder if we should have the boys sleeping down there by themselves.” Demelza said, “Jud and Prudie are also down there.” “On the other side of the house,” Ross grumbled.  Demelza sighed, “Ross” Ross then said, “Demelza we found knives hidden in the room. I have no idea what the boy was planning on doing with them.” Demelza gasped then said, “that is why I could not in good conscience bring the children back here with him. I knew he despised them enough to hurt them. It is a shame do you remember when they were little how he adored them. Then his attitude changed toward them. I am sorry you had to choose.” Ross said, “my love there was never any choice. There was a chance for him to change he did not, so he had to go. Our family belongs together and if I could not trust him to not harm then it was right to send him away.” He placed his hand on her stomach and kissed her and then their passion for each other overtook them.

It was a few hours later when Ross felt someone staring at him. He was startled awake six eyes were looking at him. He focused in and noticed Jeremy, Jonathan, and Garret all standing at his side of the bed looking at him. His sons looked like they were crying. Jeremy wiped his nose on his sleeve so reminiscence of his Demelza. Ross asked. “What amiss boys.” Jonathan spoke up and said, Garret scared Pappa we seep with du and Momma. Demelza giggled Ross did not know when she woke. He went to pull the bed covers back and realized he did not have britches on, he looked at Demelza and notice she didn’t have a night rail on. “Ah, boys please go to the hall for a moment take Garret with you,” Ross said, “I need to speak to Momma.” The boys nodded and walked to the door. Jeremy turned around and said, “Momma you onna get old you better put your ightcloes on.” Ross and Demelza just looked at their sons as they went out to wait in the hall.

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Ross and Demelza quickly got dressed, Demelza in her night rail and Ross in his britches. Demelza took great pains in hiding her pregnancy, but the point had come when it was more pronounced, especially in her night rail. Ross went to the door to leave his boys and the dog in. He noticed that the small group had grown by two. Ross motioned for everyone to come in. Ross helped the children onto the bed, after they were settled, he wondered where he was supposed to lay.  Demelza noticing Ross looking for a place rolled onto her side giving him room behind her. Ross said, “our little family barely fits in the bed anymore.” Julia responded, “where will we put the baby?”  Demelza said, “we will find the room?” Jonathan gave his mother a serious look, “Pappa seed is big, how you gonna get it out?” Jeremy giggled, “she will poop it out like the horseys and cows. Ross was amused wondering where this conversation was leading. Demelza’s eyes narrowed at him. Julia in the most serious face he had ever seen on the toddler said, “Momma you better eat lots of prunes if not it is gonna hurt. When I can’t poop Prudie makes me eat prunes,” nodding her head in all seriousness.” Then Jonathan piped up, “Pappa you better throw those seeds away if they do that to momma.” Ross could not help it he laughed, “if I do that then we can not get any more children, don’t you want more brothers or sisters?” Rosina spoke up, “we will have to get a house like Killwarren this house is too small for anymore.” Ross kissed his wife’s neck out of everything he missed these times the most.

The next day they met Ross on the beach when he was returning for lunch. Demelza had packed a lunch of bread, meat, cheese, and different fruits. Ross sat down beside his wife and placed his hand on her belly. “How are my love and my seed doing?” Demelza hit arm his arm, it is no longer a seed.” At that moment Ross felt a hard kick it was the first time he had felt something that strong. The triplets kicked but it was like one big push on her stomach. He told Demelza, that was an extraordinarily strong kick, it must be a boy.  She said, “I believe the triblets did not have enough room to move like this one that is why this is so much stronger.

Ross went to collect his children while Demelza laid their lunch.  She noticed Ross was soaked as well as her children. “What in God’s name have you been doing,” she said while looking at Ross. Our children need to learn to swim. I shall endeavor to teach them to do so. They seem to be drawn to the water. It can be dangerous if you do not know how to show respect.” “Jonathan did not respect it and it was taking him out to the big water,” Julia said.  Jonathan nodded his head. “It wanted to down me Pappa said.” Rosa was trying to get him when she ell, I tried to save her but the water ushed me down. Jeremy told his mother that Pappa grabbed us all and brought us back to the sand. Demelza gave Ross a look that said you have to be careful. Julia noticed her mother wasn’t saying anything and said, “I be the good one, I didn’t go in water.”  Ross said, “no she stood by the side telling me what to do.  Demelza told the boys to take their jackets, shoes, and socks off and dry in the sun. She told the girls to do the same to their dress and knew they would have undergarments on. She and Ross helped them take their sock and shoes off. Ross did the same.

Demelza told the children to start to eat. Ross notice Demelza was picking at her food. “My love you must eat.” Demelza nodded she said, “I just feel I am enormous.”  Jeremy spoke up nodding his head, “yes Momma you are as big as an elephant.” Demelza gasped and Ross took her hand saying to Jeremy, “son her body is busy making the baby it is growing big and strong. Momma must grow to allow it to grow.” Jeremy nodded. Ross handed a piece of watermelon to Demelza. The triblets jumped up yelling at their mother to stop eating. Demelza stopped mid-bite. Julia chastised her father, “you gotta be areful, you give momma more seeds.” Ross was trying too hard not to laugh Demelza said, “but I love watermelon!” Jonathan holding out his hand said, “kay spit out the sees.”

As the weeks carried on Ross was amazed at the personalities of his children, Jeremy knew everything about animals he seemed to study them. He cared for them and cried when one was hurt. Jonathan love to build things, he would study how things were put together and try to mimic them. He chuckled to himself God help you if put it together wrong. Julia was a little rebellious, if you would tell her she could not do something, she would prove you wrong, they told her she could not climb the tree because she was a girl, and she climbed it faster than her brothers. The boys told her she could not play soldiers because she girl she would tackle whichever brother and hold him down until he would let her play. Rosa was a little mother to them all.

Julia came to Ross one day and said, “Pappa I want to be a boy.” Ross was astounded, “why are you not happy to be my precious princess any longer?” Her response made him think of all the limitations society placed on women. “No Pappa, I wik being a Princess, but boys are allowed to do more things.” My dear child when they tell you that you prove them wrong. That afternoon Julia was playing and Demelza caught her outside in nothing more than her pantaloons.  When questioned she said, “Pappa said I could.” Demelza would have a word for Ross later, Right now she needed to explain to her daughter why she should be fully clothed. Jeremy and Jonathon who were running around shirtless said, we tell her to eave her clothes on. Demelza said “where are your and your brother’s shirts. Both boys stared at their mother. Jeremy said, “pappa akes is irt oft.” Demelza smiled to herself remembering how Ross looked without his shirt, yes their father did take his shirt off.

That night laying in bed, Demelza told Ross what happened he chuckled, and Demelza told him it was no laughing matter. Ross told her what Julia told him and what he told her, and Demelza was all the more distressed. Ross, there is a difference you know that, I have no objection to her being strong will, it is her nature, but she must be raised knowing right from wrong, and taking her clothes off is wrong.” Ross rolled over and placed his hand on her bump come, my love, she is only three, she is still a baby. A girl that will be growing into a young woman. Ross shuttered and rolled over I do not look forward to her becoming older. She will forever be my princess. Demelza patted her husband’s hand she realized she would never win a battle where his princess was involved, she just smiled and said, “yes Ross.”

Ross worked less down in the mine he was doing more of the above-ground management. When he could he worked from home where he could lend a hand caring for the children and making sure Pudie was doing her share. One day they had a visit from Mr. Tricom. He wanted to use the cove for smuggling.  Demelza sat on her chair by the fireplace sewing one of the children’s shirts. The children came in when Rosina came in to fix lunch. Jonathan’s eyes went wide, Julia and Jeremy looked at Jonathan and then back at Mr. Tricom both with wonder in their eyes. Jonathan said, “you eat seeds too.” Ross choked on his tea, and Demelza was mortified.  Mr. Tricom on seeing the children’s parent’s discomfort had no idea. He said I sometimes like to eat certain seeds, like blackberries did you know they are nothing but seeds? Grapes have seeds and so do watermelons. At this Julia nodded, “are you gonna poop your baby out too,” she asked. Mr. Tricom finally understood and stuttered, Ross gave the man an apologetic look and Demelza told the children to go to Rosina or Prudie and get a cookie. After they left Demelza said, “I have to apologize Mr. Tricom we told the children Ross planted a seed and that is how I became,” she hesitated. Mr. Tricom chuckled, “it is perfectly fine my dear Ms., they seem like very bright children. Ross said, “even so we must apologize.” Tricom questioned, “why haven’t had this much fun in ages? Demelza quietly said, “I hope you like prunes?” Tricom said, “Prunes?” Ross said the children believe if Demelza eats lots of prunes it would not hurt as much.” Tricom chuckled, “I love prunes.” Mr. Tricom had his chance to prove that a moment later when Julia carried in a large bowl of the fruit. He took the bowl from the little girl thanking her then said “eff I eat all these I will be sitting on the pot for a whole month.” Julie looked at her mother, then ran to er. I sorry Momma I no want you to sit on a pot for a mont. Demelza said, “do not worry I will be fine.”  When Tricom went to leave he asked Ross, “may I call again? This is the most fun I had in a long time. You have a lovely family, Ross.” Yes, Ross said as he looked at his little family. He acknowledged Tricom’s statement. They all waved goodbye to the man that was still chuckling when he left. Ross said, “we must not talk about eating seeds and the consequence there off to strangers.”

When Ross returned to the parlor, he noticed his wife was looking a little pale. She said, “Ross please send for Dwight then help me upstairs and into a night rail. Rosa, please tell Prudie to go get the bed ready.” Ross turned white, “PLEASE TELL ME YOU ARE NOT.” Demelza laid a hand on his cheek, “my love I need calm right now, do not scare the children.” Ross looked at his children and said, “you will wait here and soon you will see your new brother or sister.” Julia nodded the boys just looked scared, but Ross knew they would do what he said. Once the Demelza was settled and Dwight came in Ross went down and sat on the settle he pulled Julia to his lap and had the boys on one side and Rosa on the other. He picked up the book he was reading to them. Rosa giggled at Ross’s voice as he read. The triplets were self-absorbed in what their father was reading. Prudie took the children to clean up for bed. After the children were in bed and the house was silent except for a quiet scream from Demelza every once in a while. Prudie came in and said must be a boy they be causing problems before they even are born. Ross paced back and forth worrying about what was taking so long, praying his wife and child would be okay. Then he heard the cry he ran up the stairs to see his wife and new child.

Rosina was tending to the child while Dwight was tending to Demelza. The baby was crying the little body was scrunched up tight as its little eyes. Ross took the rag from Rosina and finished cleaning his daughter. As soon as he first touched her she settled her eyes slightly opened and seemed to be taking in her father. Demelza weakly said, “Ross,” Ross looked at his wife who was being helped back into bed by Dwight and Rosina. He said, “yes my love.” “What do you think of the name Clowance?”  Ross looked out the window and noticed the wind blowing so he nodded and said, “it is a fitting name since in the Cornish tongue it meant, to hear the wind. He picked his daughter up and carried her to her mother. He looked at Demelza with all the love in his heart then smiled saying, “although I feel cheated.” Demelza gave him a sorrowful look, “why Ross, please tell me.” I only got one child this time I was hoping for at least two.” He smirked when Demelza hit his arm startling the child who started her crying again. Ross took her from Demelza, and she quieted immediately. Demelza frowned, “why is it I do all the work bringing them into the world and they flock to you.” “It must be my handsome face, my immense charm, and my witty humor. In all honesty, they may want me when they are babes but if it came to a choice they would always, as our other children have shown, choose you. Just as my choice is always you,” Ross smiled and kissed her forehead.

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Ross sat beside his wife and new daughter in the bed, admiring their addiction saying   “she was perfect.” Demelza said, “You better think of a way to convince Julia to share her princess title.” Ross kissed her gently, “Yes, my Queen.” Demelza snickered, “Well, I will not share my title.” Ross kissed her forehead, “You never will, I promise you that. I wonder how the children will pronounce her name?” Demelza chuckled, “As long as it doesn’t sound like a cuss word, I’ll be happy.” Ross replied, “So will I; sometimes wonder if they do it intentionally. Shell, I have Purdie bring them in?” “Yes, Ross,” she answered.

Purdie brought all four children in; she held Jeremy and Jonathan’s hands while Rosina had Julia’s. The boys immediately went to bed, fussing over their little sister.  “What er name Pappa,” Jonathan asked. Ross said loud and clear so there could be no mistake “Clowance”. Julia, almost inaudible, said, “owest,” while nodding her head. Jeremy put his little hands on his hips, saying, “No, he said larence, it is a boy, and brader, not lowest.” Demelza said, “no Jeremy, you have another sister. Jeremay and Jonathan cried,  “No want gil.” Ross smiled, “We have no choice but to accept the blessing we have been given; you must cherish her and always protect her.” Jonathan said, “We wants a boy.” Demelza noticed the girls were not saying anything, Rosina kept her head down, and Julia wore a frown on her brow.  “Imagine if all the world was only boys, then there would not be any children. She will be just like the sisters you have already, except younger and more vulnerable. She needs your protection. Do you children promise me always to love and protect her?” The boys nodded, and Jeremy asked, “She not ossy ike Julia.” Jonathan nodded, and Ross chuckled; he two noticed the girl’s lack of emotion.

Demelza called the girls closer, “Rosina, you have not said anything yet.” She just shrugged her shoulders. Demelza’s heart hurt for the girl. She wondered what they were feeling. Hopefully Julia was not jealous already. She caught Ross’s eye and motioned with her eyes toward the girls. He picked his sons up, placing them on his wife’s other side. “Come here, girls, take a better look at your sister. Isn’t she beautiful?” Julia burst into tears. Ross was perplexed, but Demelza had thought this would happen, maybe not so soon, but a little later. Demelza said, “Julia, why the tears? Tell Mamma.” Julia sobbed. “She is Pappa’s new princess. He no love me best.”  Ross said, “I will always love you. It just now I have three princesses.” Julia’s brows drew closer, and she said, “Ina, don’t count; she opted.” Both little girl’s parents scowled at her. “Rosina may not be mine by birth, but she is as much my daughter as you are.” Demelza harshly told her. Ross said, “Julia, Rosina is your sister in every sense of the word. Tell her you are sorry. Julia looked at Rosina, “orry.”  Rosina did not look at anyone, just nodded her head.

Demelza finally asked, “Rosina would you like to hold your new sister. Rosina moved her head back and forth. Demelza said, “Why don’t you like her.” Rosina’s spoke, “like Julia said she isn’t my sister, when will you send me away?” Ross brows knit together, “why would we do, that Rosina.” Rosina looked at him, “you don’t have enough room for another child.” Demelza said, “did we say that we will find room when Geoffrey Charles was here, and we found room for him, did we not? We will always have room for our children.” Rosina had Ross thinking. Soon Rosina will need her room, and the house will need to be finished sooner or later. He loved the idea of more children. Rosina let go of Julia’s hand, walking over to Demelza. She reached for Clowance.

Julia still hung back, “Julia,” Ross said, “will you come for a walk with Pappa?” Demelza smiled at him, knowing the only way her daughter would accept her sister was if he reassured her of her place in his heart. He bent and picked her up, carrying her downstairs. Once he was outside, he walked toward Damsel Point. He finally spoke, Princess, you know Pappa doesn’t have favorites. I love Jonathan, Jeremy, and Rosina all the same.” Julia shook her head, “No, Pappa, it’s not ight. U ove only one Momma, and I eard u ell momma u ony ove her.” Ross was taken aback. When did she hear this? Was there a conversation about Elizabeth when Geoffrey Charles was here? “Julie, it is different between a man and a woman. When you are older, you will see. We love our children because they are made from our love together.” “Ina is dopted,” Julia interrupted him. Ross thought maybe Demelza should be doing this. “Do you remember when we took in Geoffrey Charles and said I would raise him as ours?” “Yes, because u loved Lizbitch stead of Momma,” she nodded as she seemed to be scolding Ross. “No, that is not correct. I would raise him in our family because his father was my cousin; now, this is a secret between you and me. Francis, my cousin, is also Rosina’s father, he was like a brother to me.” “But Ina no like Geoffey; she be nice.” Well, Rosina has a kind heart even though she did not have the love of her parents. Her mother never told her father about her. Elizabeth and my cousin spoiled Geoffrey Charles.”  Julie nodded and then carefully she sounded the words out, “spoiled like bad.” Ross said, “In a way, yes.” Ross realized they were getting off the subject, “Anyway, that is why I love them too. Julia, you were my first daughter and will always hold a special place in my heart. I do love all the others, so please don’t think that because you hold a special place, I do not love them. Clowance will need your help to grow up happy and healthy; she will need her sisters to help show her right from wrong and protect her from hurting herself. Like Rosina did and still does for you.  Do you think you can do that?” Julia nodded, replying firmly, “I try.”

They returned to the room where Demelza and the rest of the children were laughing and chatting. Johnathan said, “ook Lia she does this (he scrunches his nose) ust ike u, she oopin” Julia came over and said, “eave my ister lone.” Demelza smiled, “are you going to help change her? Julia looked around the room. She toddled over to the vanity. Ross and Demelza were wondering what she was up to. She pulled Demelza’s gloves out. Ross went to say something when she put them on her hands and arms but Julia looked pleased with herself. “I eady now.” Ross said, “Julia, take your mother’s gloves off.” Julia shook her head, “I eed goves up to here.” she pointed to her armpits. Demelza said, “And why is that?” Julia looked astounded and said, “I no et poo on my arms like daddy.” Demelza laughed, and Ross whispered, “It was one time.” Demelza said, “Purdie tells everyone she can about it, though.” Julia said, “he ould wear goves.”

After a while, Ross took the children down to Purdie and asked her to get them their supper and ready for bed. He told her he had to go to the mine and would return in the morning, asking her to take some supper up to Demelza. The children called after him asking if they could go with him. Ross told them he had too much to do today but would soon take them.  The miners asked Ross how Demelza was doing and if they welcomed the new child yet. Ross told them that Clowance Grace is the family's newest member. The man Manan said, ‘tis a boy then?” Ross said, “No, her name is Clowance, not Clarence.” Manan snickered, “My apologies then,” in a whisper, “won’t be the last time for that mistake.” He did not think Ross heard him, but he did. “Manan, do you have anything else to say about my daughter’s name? If so, say it now before me so we can hash it out like men.” Manan backed away, “No, Captain, nothin tis a fine name. He turned and left the group as fast as possible; they all knew how quick Ross was to anger.

Demelza ate her meal, kissed her children good night when they came, fed Clowance, and promptly went to sleep. Purdie took the little tyke to the kitchen so the maid could get some much-needed sleep. When Julia snuck down to the kitchen, where Purdie was having her ‘Nightcap’ with Jud, Julie placed her little hands on her hips. “Purdie, Momma, and Poppa gonna be mad, u pose to be atchin Clowy.”  Purdie said, “Hush, now you are supposed to be in bed. The child is sleeping ain’t doin no harm. Go back to bed. Julia stamped her foot and sat beside the cradle. Pappa gave her a job to do, and she would do it no matter whom she made mad. Jud rose, saying, “I be spanking your arse if you do not go to bed right now.” Julie said, “I be ellin Poppa, him be anking u ars.” Knowin’ how stubborn the girl could be, Purdie also knowin’ Mr. Ross would not be pleased with what Jud threatened told him, “The child is right; let her be. When her Pappa comes home and finds her awake, he can paddle her behind. Purdie thought if they waited long enough, the little girl would fall asleep, then they could put her to bed.

Ross only worked half a shift and decided he wanted to go home to his family. Something was not sitting right in his gut. He knew Jud and Purdie were there, but they were not the most reliable servants. He brushed and fed Darkie for the night and went through the kitchen door. The first thing he saw was Jud and Purdie drunk and lying over the table. He looked over to the cradle by the fireplace and saw Julia half asleep, rocking it back and forth. He went to her, kneeling, he said, “Princess, what are you doing?” She put her hands around Ross’s neck and started to sob. The toddler was so tired but stayed awake to care for Clowy. She was fussing, and all she could do was rock her. “Pappa, udie dunk, Jud gonna spank my ars but I patect Clowy.” Ross kissed her temple, he looked at the two employees and vowed he would have a few words for them in the morning. He saw that the baby was starting to really fuss, so he said, “Let’s take Clowy up to Momma, then put you to bed. He picked up the baby and Julia, carrying them into Demelza.

Demelza woke to the sound of the door opening. Julia, what are you doing up? You should be in bed.” Ross said, “Julia was protecting her little sister. Purdie and Jud are drunk in the kitchen. From what Julia told me, Jud threatened to spank her.” Demelza raised her eyebrow. They did not believe in hitting the children only for extreme disciplinary infractions, where they hurt themselves or others. To this day, they have never done. Ross handed her Clowy, “I am going to put Princess to bed.” Demelza nodded. While changing Clowance’s diaper, she thought, well, Clowy, it looks like your sister gave you a nickname. She picked her up and started to nurse. Ross came in and started to undress; those lazy swill-bellies. I will have their hides tomorrow, not only for putting Clowance in danger but also threatening our daughter. Demelza replied, “Although I do not want to see Purdie go, I cannot have her putting my children in danger. I will defer this to you to deal with, my love.” Ross came over and kissed Demelza’s temple, “Clowance does seem content now.” Demelza said, “Julia nicknamed her Clowy, so we have a shortened version of her name now.” Ross ran his hand over the baby’s head, “it suits her. Julia is going to be quite fearless in her protection of Clowy. I may have created a monster.” Demelza said, “I am glad she is looking out for her.” Ross sat beside the bed until Clowy had finished nursing; he picked her up and placed her in her cot. Once he was in bed beside Demelza he said, “Wife, I must tell you, Thank You for giving me the most perfect children alive. You are the best mother any child could have, and I thank the stars above for you.” Demelza’s cheeks turned bright red, and she responded, as always, "Judas Ross.”