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    It wasn't supposed to happen like this.

    Yok hates the fact that the pain in his side still doesn't allow him to do everything he used to, and he hates how he almost died in a black van along with his friends. He hates the fucking basket of meds on the kitchen counter that mocks him every time he wakes up. And when he gets back from school. And before he goes to bed. He hates how he doesn't see his friends as much anymore, and he hates the worried look his mom keeps giving him every time they are in the same room.

    But most of all he hates the way Dan can take all that away. And how his heart can't seem to stop longing after the older man, even after everything he did. He hates how his heart flutters at the thought of him being around, and hates how much his mind keep screaming at him for ever taking him back.

    EDIT: I've added an epilogue!

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