The art of being okay
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Sean says nothing, but White still breaks. Soundless tears cascade down his temples as he tries to focus on the dark roof of the tent.
Sean says nothing, but he's there. He's touching White, allowing White to be there for him.
It's something.
It's hope.
Or: Me getting so fucked up by ep 10 that I couldn't stop thinking about it, and created this to cope until Sunday. Basically my take on what should happen in ep 11.
Edit: This turned out to be waaay more that just my ideas for ep 11, so enjoy my take on things - now with a Sean POV chapter and an epilogue where Sean and Black finally talk about things. As they should've.Edit (2): Work has been EDITED (Just spelling mistakes and other errors)
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- Part 1 of The art of being okay
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It wasn't supposed to happen like this.
Yok hates the fact that the pain in his side still doesn't allow him to do everything he used to, and he hates how he almost died in a black van along with his friends. He hates the fucking basket of meds on the kitchen counter that mocks him every time he wakes up. And when he gets back from school. And before he goes to bed. He hates how he doesn't see his friends as much anymore, and he hates the worried look his mom keeps giving him every time they are in the same room.
But most of all he hates the way Dan can take all that away. And how his heart can't seem to stop longing after the older man, even after everything he did. He hates how his heart flutters at the thought of him being around, and hates how much his mind keep screaming at him for ever taking him back.
EDIT: I've added an epilogue!
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- Part 2 of The art of being okay
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“I miss you”
Gumpa’s eyes are softer than they should be allowed to be as he says the words, and Black wants to look away. Wants to shield himself from the emotions he feels welling up inside him as the words register in his head, but he can’t seem to look away. Can’t seem to tear his eyes away even as Gumpa stares back.
It’s hard to breathe as he hears Gumpa inhale shakily before he leans back on his hands. “I’ve been missing you for a while actually.”
Or: Black has issues. Gumpa makes it worse but better.
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- Part 3 of The art of being okay